kat

do u ever just really want your brain to shut the fuck up and stop thinking of every single moment of your life where you've ever done something wrong, which is alot because your psycho father ingrained it in your brain as a kid that you can do literally nothing right so now if you don't do everything and every interaction perfectly then you just want to blow your brains out, and you also can't stop thinking about how lonely you are even though you literally have friends and you hate being alone because you're stuck in your own fucking head but you also miss people from your past but also don't want them back but also hate everything about yourself and how you're so fucking retarded and are never not thinking about cutting yourself even if for literally no reason and are constantly thinking of how you wish you were dead and want to kill yourself, as you have since you were born and realise you'll be fucked up forever no matter how good your life gets 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

when my bra is too big for my small tits but atleast my vape fits inside