hello everybody. happy new year to you all (it's not new year quite in england though, but it's close).

this is an important update (if anyone cares lol) but im going on a hiatus from writing, maybe for a couple months, maybe a year. im sorry, im so sorry but im not motivated to write anymore. i need to focus on myself and my work for school. im sorry this sounds so selfish but i hope you all understand. im sorry if you requested anything, but make sure to drop your requests to other writers, im sure they'd love them and write them better than i could! <3

im not sure if I'll come back to this blog and post writing. but thank you for 1.8k followers. thank you for all the love and support, it's been amazing over the past year and a bit. you're all amazing.

i'll see you soon. love to all. hope 2019 treats you right.

v basic game: answer 15 questions, tag 15 mutuals/followers/people (if u want)

are you named after someone? aha no

when was the last time you cried? like three hours ago because of my bloody drama monologue

do you have kids? no (do my cats count?)

do you use sarcasm a lot? omg no im awful jesus

what's the first thing you notice about people? probably their facial features - not in a judgemental way, i like studying people's faces. especially if someone has freckles then i will notice them instantly. also hands. i like hands - not in a weird way!!

what's your eye colour? green

scary movies or happy endings? happy ending yes pls

any special talents? crying for like three hours straight???

where were you born? england!!

what are your hobbies? reading, playing piano, song writing

do you have any pets? yes three cats and two kittens

how tall are you? 5'6"

what sports do you play/have played? none, don't find sport that interesting tbh.

favourite subject at school? at gcse it was history. now at a level it's media studies.

dream job? teach english in either japan or south korea. or work in paris somewhere (hopefully studying there soon!!)

pairing: harry hart x reader/whiskey x reader

request: Hiii! Love your're work!! 😍 can I get a Harry x Whiskey x Reader Imagine? The reader is fighting her Ex-boyfriend Whiskey in Poppy's diner while Eggsy, Harry (Reader's love interest) and Merlin (What Landmine!? Lol) are outside having a shootout with Poppy's goons. The men hear screams and gunshots coming from the diner and are shocked by what they find...The Reader covered in Whiskeys blood and in Shock- with Whiskey dead next to her. Nothing gory, just a post-mission comfort, fluff-fest

warning: swearing ,, angst ,, death

( a/n: this turned more angsty than i thought. also i got really into the fight scene...)

with a gun in your hand, you ran straight to the diner alongside merlin to help harry and eggsy deal with whiskey who was holding them both at gunpoint. they all knew that you were really the only person to be able to deal with whiskey.

whiskey’s head turned as he heard someone enter the diner. he wasn’t overly worried as he saw it was you because he believed that you wouldn’t do anything to him despite him being your ex-boyfriend.

a chuckle left whiskey’s lips as he turned back around to the two men he held captive in front of him. however, you weren’t having any of it. he wasn’t going to hurt the two men you had grown fond of over the past few weeks - especially harry.

“whiskey let them go” you spoke softly as you moved to stand in front of him.

“get out my way, doll” he replied sounding bored, although he knew what you were capable of doing. the way he said ‘doll’, caused you to tense up a little in anger. of course you were still angry over what he did to you, but you couldn’t let that affect you.millions of people’s lives were at risk.

“no. let them go. just me and you” you said. you watched as whiskey’s face changed a little bit and he lowered his guns, seeming very annoyed.

“y/n-” eggsy went to speak but you turned around to face him, giving him a small smile.

“I’ll be fine. just go” both eggsy and harry did what you said, and walked out the diner to help merlin who was outside fighting poppy’s agents.

as soon as you turned back around, whiskey started pushing you towards the counter of the diner. he stopped as soon as you hit the counter, and he leaned over you, his left arm standing on the counter as his other hand went to the side of your face.

“jack-” you began to say, hating the way he held your cheek like he used to when the two of you were together, but that was before he ruined everything.

“i knew you wouldn’t stay away from me, doll” he whispered, his face close to yours.

anger swam through your body, and in a rage, you lifted your leg and kicked him off you. he fell back, and groaned as he stumbled a little. his face instantly flicked upwards, and anger was evident in his eyes, but honestly, you no longer cared at all. he was no longer part of your life.

“you wish” you spoke, staring him dead in the eye. “you know, you made my life a living hell all those months we were together. even after all those girls, i stayed with you, but you still fucked me over. this is for you”

you lifted your gun up at him, and as you went to fire, he sprung up and ran for your arm. he pinned you down on the counter, and grabbed the gun out of your hand, throwing it across the diner somewhere.

with force, you pushed him off you and quickly pulled yourself over to the other side of the counter. he caught himself, and quickly pulled out his lasso, throwing it around himself before throwing it towards you. you ducked, and hastily jumped back over the counter, running towards whiskey.

he threw his lasso towards you again, and you jumped through the hole, surprising whiskey. as you landed on the floor, you stuck out your leg, tripping him over, and you grabbed the gun that fell out of his pocket.

as he knelt on the floor momentarily, you kicked him the chess harshly however before you could run off, he grabbed your leg and pulled you back down to the ground. he pinned both of your hands down with one of his, as his other hand went to grab his gun, you headbutted him in the nose.

in his moment of weakness, you managed to get up and once again, kick him straight in the nose before you ran over to the case. as you got to it, you pushed it over the otherside of the counter in effort to sort of hide it away.

suddenly, there were arms around you and a knife against your neck - he got up a lot quicker than you thought he would. as you struggled in his arms, his knife began to leave little cuts on your neck, “you’re not going to win. give up, darlin’” he spoke in your ear, his breath hot against your neck.

you began to restrain his hold on you, “you wish” you repeated, before you sprang your legs on to the side of the counter, and flipped yourself out of his grip, and over his head. before he could comprehend what happened, you were standing behind him, holding a gun at his body.

“fuck you” you whispered and you pulled the trigger. whiskey let out a loud curse, but before he fell to the ground, he turned around to you.

the blood stain that he had on his shirt was getting bigger, and he clutched it, “you bitch” he swore, and then fell to the ground. seconds passed and you knew he had died but it felt weird. sure, you hated him for what he did but you never thought that you would shoot him.

all the adrenaline of fighting you had, suddenly disappeared and a massive wave of guilt hit you. you knelt down to his body, and your hands accidentally touched his blood that was pooling on the ground from his body.

as you sat on the ground, you heard footsteps run into the diner.

“y/n, are you okay?” eggsy asked as he ran over to you, and knelt beside you.

meanwhile merlin ran off to find the case, and harry stood watching you, noticing the blood staining your hands.

“i shot him” you whispered with tears clouding your eyes, “i-i actually shot him”

“But y/n, you’ve saved loads of people’s lives. you should be proud of yourself” eggsy whispered in order to try and help you, but you only nodded in response.

eggsy helped you stand up gently, before he went over to merlin to help him, noticing that you would probably want to talk to harry rather than him.

harry moved closer to you, as you just stood and stared at the blood on your hands. your eyes flickered up to harry, before you gently put your arms around him and squeezed your eyes shut. harry let out a small sigh and hugged your back, with one of his hands resting on your hair.

harry softly placed a kiss to the side of your head, as the two of you stood like that for a long time, but that's where you felt the most safest. and on your journey back to the statesmen base, he sat with you, and gently helped clean the blood off of you.

a/n: thank you!

so you and harry have pretended to be a couple before, so you two are much more comfortable with the idea then beforehand

however harry is still a little bit uncertain on how to act in a ‘relationship’ as he has never been in a proper one before

fast forward to the actual mission,,,

so in order to seem like an actual married couple, you to have to share a hotel room which isn’t the end of the world,,,

and to be honest, you’re quite comfortable around harry as he has been your friend for a long time now

so you walk around in your underwear multiple times 

and harry has to advert his eyes as he calls himself a ‘gentleman’ but it always makes him nervous

it makes him nervous cause he’s never really seen any person like that before other than himself,,,

and he’s also nervous af because he thinks you’re beautiful

also he may or may not have a small thing for you so that makes him extra nervous

one time you come out the shower with just a towel wrapped around you because you’ve forgotten something

and harry’s just on the bed reading his book 

he looks up and he’s like ‘oof’

and you’re just minding your own business ,, humming to yourself and such

harry can’t help but admire your body ,,, cause damn

and once you go back into the bathroom, harry lets out a small breath and rubs his face

this got a bit darker than intended, sorry!

okay so,,,

you and harry are on a mission, and its the first mission you two are going on as an actual couple

however, where you are staying, merlin makes you have different rooms because you two are not suppose to be a couple on this mission

so after it becomes late, you say goodnight to your boyfriend before going into your hotel room

and you get ready for bed and you climb in

the clock turns to almost twelve am and you’re still not asleep

its the first time you’ve slept on your own for a while

and often when you sleep on your own, you get really bad dreams about past missions that have gone horribly wrong and things like that

after another half hour goes by, you feel yourself getting too scared to sleep as you don’t want to have the bad dreams again as you haven’t had them in a while

after much hesitation, you get out of bed and out your room, and you knock on harry’s door lightly before opening it

harry knows that you won’t sleep alone, so he leaves the door unlocked because he knows you’ll eventually come in

you lock the door, before taking off your robe and you climb into bed with harry who is sitting up, reading a book - almost like he is waiting for you (which he is)

so harry puts his book away, turns off the lamp before laying down

and there’s a small smile on your face as you place your head on his chest and his arms wrap around you

and he places a soft kiss on your forehead, letting you know you can sleep peacefully

and you mutter something like “im sorry its stupid that im scared of sleeping on my own but-”

and harry replies with “there’s nothing to be sorry about darling”

and the smile on your face gets bigger

harry kisses you softly before you both go to sleep