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—favorite color

—is god cruel

—when is the last time the hole in your chest oozed

—what is the color of your loneliness

—how vulnerable are you to babylonian necromancy

—can i cut you

—why is god cruel

—can you get on your knees quickly

—if you're bold, if you're uncertain though. if you're needy. peter

—if you're overlooked, if you're fishing for things. if you're in the garden in the night. andrew

—if you're zealous. if you're committed, committing. james greater

—if you're only a kid. if you're lost to love. if your cheeks run with tears. john the beloved

—if you're in carthage. if you're collecting things, collecting others. if you're only into the meaningful. philip

—if you're flirting below fig trees. if you like to not be right. nathanael

—if you're counting, counting, counting. matthew

—if your questions feel bigger, girthier, leakier, than the rest of you. if you never touch, through touch only. thomas

—if you're curious. if you're lost in things. lost to others. thadd

—if you're nationalistic, revolutionist. brash. lost to others, too. simon the zealout

—if you're in love. if there's conflict in the love. if you know the color of your loneliness. judas

—if you're neglecting the fishing. if you're rich in heart. if your big, moony eyes leak on lilac flushed cheeks. miriam of magdala

—if you're neglecting yourself, but you remain in the cross's cross nonetheless. miriam of clopas

—if there's myrhh on your fingers. if you like it like that. joanna

—if you're mothering, rearing, nursing, loving. if you're known through your relations. salome

—you're not her. no one is her. miriam of nazareth

St Wendreda is a 14th-century church famous for its “angel roof”, featuring 120 carved figures of martyrs, apostles, saints, and angels. The ornaments were created either at the end of the 15th century or in the first quarter of the 16th century.

the canterbury tales (c. 1400) - geoffrey chaucer

The Wretched of the Earth

Discourse On Colonialism

Making Space for Indigenous Feminism

Settlers: The Mythology Of The White Proletariat from Mayflower to Modern

Red Skin, White Masks : Rejecting the Colonial Politics of Recognition

Borderlands/La Frontera

As We Have Always Done

An Indigenous Peoples' History of the United States

Books I couldn't find on the archive but still recommend you purchase or check out at the library: