Smooth the descent, and easy is the way

Actually, life is beautiful and I have time

can I say something. it is really funny when you see people ripping random queer books to shreds, like dream daddy cancellation style, and then you dig a little deeper to see what unproblematic material meets their standards, and it's all Supernatural and Death Note

[Image: Tag reading, "schrodigers queer rep is easier to imagine as perfect and unproblematic than actual queer people or art".]

i shouldnt be allowed to text girls i am crushing on i start saying shit like "yes maam" and saluting

In life you have 2 choices. U can lean with it or U can rock with it.

whats everyones favorite cocktails. i totally adore a sex on the beach. no rum and coke okay i want your favorite gay ass colorful fruity tasting type of drink okay? okay. i trust you. i love you

i think that i deal with a lot of [remembers this isn't my diary] Nothing. i've never had a problem

Squart

I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like you’re not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. You’re not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. You’re not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. You’re not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Don’t let your ego get in the way.

Life feels like it became more cooperative for me when I stopped internally begging for and desperately wanting anything, a career, a relationship, a home, etc. and I started asking “why do i want this?” And “how can I move towards it gracefully”. Stop demanding. Start asking better questions.