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I'm thinking of making a moodboard for each series/oneshot I write!

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Chapter Two : Noticing
Tropes included in this chapter (check teaser for full tags) : Mechanic Caleb x college student f.reader (works part-time at a coffee shop) + grumpy x sunshine + clumsy and awkward reader (second-hand embarrassment?? lol) + slow-burn + our girl has a teeny crush (??) and she lives life like it's rainbows and sunshine
"I donât think itâs the only time we saw each other."
Word Count: 1k
Author Note: let me know what you guys think!!
Your fingers stop above the screen for half a second. Of course. It would be him.
You quickly recover, forcing a smile before he can notice your lingering gaze.Â
âWelcome!â You greet him with a gentle grin.
He gives a brief nod as a greeting, hands already moving inside his jeans pocket to grab his wallet, âAn Iced Americano.â
You nod quickly, typing in the order.Â
Was this his usual order?
 You can feel his gaze on you.
âAnd your name isâŠâ You trail off.
Caleb parts his lips to answer for you, but you finish your sentence.
âCaleb, right?.â You nod yourself, pressing in the letters.
Caleb quirks a brow at that. Â
âAnything else?â You question, raising your eyes to meet him.Â
Caleb tilts his head slightly at that, blinking slowly before clearing his throat. âNo. Thank you.â
The hour passes by and you fall into your same work routine. With your 6 hour shift over, it was a bit over 2 pm. You remove the apron, placing it neatly into your tote bag.Â
Tina nods you âgoodbyeâ
The soft splattering of rain against the restaurant windows makes you pause with one hand on the door handle.
Great.
You stare outside for a second, watching umbrellas bloom across the sidewalk like flowers.Of course it would start raining five minutes before your shift ended.
You glance into your tote bag anyway. Wallet. Keys. Apron. No umbrella.
"...Fantastic."
You step outside, the rain greeting you almost instantly. The streets move in a slow rhythmâumbrellas bobbing through the crowd, couples sharing small spaces beneath one canopy, children perched on their parents' arms as they chatter endlessly about their day.Â
 Cars passing by and the tires aggressively forming splashes of water that coat the pavement.
You place your hand above your head as you rush towards the bus stop.
 No matter how much you tried to cover the wet droplets from hitting your form. It leaves your hair damp, droplets slipping from the ends onto the shoulders of your black bomber jacket.Â
By the time you arrive at your apartment complex, you run a hand over your wet strands of hair, entering the elevator.
Your eyes focus on removing some droplets from your cheeks using the reflecting elevator doors, before they glance at the silhouette standing next to you. You raise your eyes to the figure, a soft grin appearing.
He just had to see you when you looked like a wet mouseâŠ
âOh! Hi. Youâre Caleb right? Weâre neighbours." You exclaim. This is the first time you tried to strike up a conversation despite seeing him often. Where did the courage come from? You have no idea.
His gaze shifts from the elevator doors to you...giving a curt nod. Oh, so he remembers? And knows youâre neighbours? You take this as a sign.
You clear your throat, patting your chest to make sure your throat doesnât get dry.
âWe saw each other twice in the restaurant. I donât know if you recall, but it was yesterday and this morning. Exactly 8:15 a.m. I took your order-ââ,You pause when you realize youâre rambling.
You shift your weight from one foot to the other, letting out an awkward chuckle.
Itâs silent. The lighting numbers on the elevator blink quietly. 1, 2, 3âŠ
âI donât think itâs the only time we saw each other.â He said flatly.
...
You blink.
Wait.
Your head turns toward him so quickly you're surprised your neck doesn't protest.
He remembers?
A soft grin reappears, â...UhâŠright, weââ, You pause.
âSo, you remember me?â, You exclaim with big eyes, hands gripping the strap of your bag.
He sends a brief glance your way, before pushing his hands into his jean pocket, letting out a low sigh.
"Hard not to."
Pause.
"You leave quite an impression.", He mumbles, eyes flickering to your wet hair before averting it quickly.Â
Your grin morphs into an awkward grimace.
 Oh, he remembersâŠso the bed hair and fallen cherries you scrambled to collect?
âIâd rather you think we only met twice. Letâs ignore the other times.â, You shake your head while pursing your lips.Â
Calebâs lips twitch slightly at that, running a hand through his tousled hair. You glance at him before looking back at the numbers on the elevator display ascending.Â
He looked tired today, maybe a long day? You also catch the small scar near his cheekbone which you never noticed before.
The elevator felt smaller with his presence.
4âŠ5âŠ6âŠ
The dinging sound brings you back.
7.Â
The elevator doors open and he waits till you walk out before stepping out as well. You clear your throat as both of your footsteps echo down the silent hallway.Â
âSoâŠwe never talked before.â, You trail off, trying to make small talk.Â
He hums dryly.
You gulp.
âAndâŠI think getting to know each other is helpful?âYou end with an awkward smile.
He glances briefly, pausing at his door unit as you also stop. Your doors face each other and you turn to face him with a wide smile.Â
âHow would it be helpful?â, he questions, hands hovering to his keypad.Â
You shrug, fiddling with the edge of your jacket sleeve. âWe could ask each other for help with basic things. LikeâŠâ, You trail off.Â
Think fast!
âOh, likeâŠborrowing something, for example sugar!â
He stares at you.
"We got a convenience store nearby for that."
You rub the back of your neck.
"Right... we do, don't we?"
An awkward laugh escapes you.
"Well... if you ever need extra sugar..."
You gesture toward your apartment.
"...you know where I live."
One of his brows lifts.
"I won't need it."
...
"...But thanks."
Your social skills quietly submit their resignation.Â
You nod, shifting from one foot to the other. He types in his passcode on the keypad and your gaze flickers away to give privacy as you also turn to press on the number-printed buttons.
The beep sound signals his door opening as you turn to glance at him. He pauses, turning around, dark eyes running across your form.
 âYouâre soaked.â
You glance down at yourself. Well, you knew that?
His gaze lingers on the droplets slipping from your hair before settling on your rain-darkened jacket.
"Go warm up." He mumbles dryly before his door closes behind his form.
Wait.
Was that...
Concern?
You bite back a grin, pushing your door as you walk into your apartment, closing it quietly as you stare at your apartment door for a second. Maybe getting to know your neighbour wouldn't be so impossible after all.
Picture credits from Pinterest to the rightful owners!
Divider credits to @muerdida
Tag list: @smeetywerben @yes-ishipit @rxelarailuj @redp4ndaz @youkoden
before you head out for the nail salon, the LADS men will not let you leave until you let them choose the colour that will be wrapped around their dicks later đ
6:00 PM
he likes to pretend you think of him.
multi x reader
He wonders if you're a siren.
â colonel!caleb x medic!reader: keep it a secret!
a/n: here is the highly anticipated pt 2 to my colonel!caleb x medic!reader hc series hehehe. keeping it short for the sake of my sanity + i covered their relationship development in the first part. i was hella stumped with this one and didnât know where to go from here so im sorry if its not what you expected. i might make it a series next if it does good. and that also means more fluff/smut đ . lmk â> sparkle gif by cursed-carmine!
wc: ~4k? (not proofread) â đ§ close to you - dayglow
tags: colonel!caleb x medic!reader, highly suggestive/mature content; read at your own discretion, secret lovers trope, yearning caleb yippee, lowk avoidant reader, not dating yet -- relationships are (usually) prohibited in the military, superior x subordinate dynamic, caleb is still a workaholic lol
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the few private places on the base of the farspace fleet consist of only three areas: the bathrooms, the barracks, and caleb's office, none of which are ever truly private.
so when you kissed colonel caleb xia two weeks ago, you knew this was going to be a terrible mistake.

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They catch you calling yourself stupid.
Valko, Caleb, Zayne.
TW: self deprecating language, implications of past trauma, blood warning (zayne) due to accidental injury.
Not beta'd~
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*Valko*
âIâm so stupid!â
Valkoâs ears perked at the words, unsure if he was more thrown because of the words themself or the harsh manner in which they were said.
One shot : too little, too late Caleb LADS x reader Coming Soon!
Tropes: college + work au (there's a time-skip) - romance - angst - oneshot - she fell first/he fell late - right person, wrong time - friends to lovers (??) - yearning - pining - one sided - second chance romance
Teaser:
Caleb was someone who lit up your days, like wildflowers blooming after the rain.
You laughed together.
Studied together.
Spent holidays together.
Spent almost every day together.
Somewhere between ordinary moments, friendship turned into something more. Something stronger. Something that made your chest flutter, but tighten at the same time. Because he knew...
Whenever life asked you to choose...
You chose him.
Every single time.
Whenever life asked him to choose...
He chose everything else.
"I kept saying 'after this.' I didn't realize there would always be another 'this.'"
Divider credits to @diviniyae
All pictures from Pinterest! Credits to rightful owner <3
caleb xia x nonMC!
Hello and welcome to my blog! (*â°âżâ°*) This is my first post on this acc, and this acc is a throwaway ig because posting on main is lowk scary⊠I hope you enjoy the read and any feedback or comments on anything really would be appreciated! I would love to hear your opinion lol (if you have on). I didnât try to proof read this as much as possible but yea there may be typos and errors here and there! wc : 2500~
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âMaybe if she wasnât around, loving him would be easierâŠâ                                                  Â
Thoughts like these plagued your mind regularly, since you met him. A version of yourself you couldn't fully recognise, so instead you preferred to chain it up in the very depths of your soul rather than confront the ugly truth. After all everything you were was because of him, and the futile hope that maybe one day heâd look at you with those soft caring eyes filled with unconditional love.
Xia YizhouâŠmore commonly known as Colonel Caleb Xia of the Farspace Fleet. Your one and only unrequited love.
Youâve known Caleb since you were young, as youâre the same age and found yourselves in the same classes more often than not throughout your school years. You werenât close friends by any means, not strangers either, especially now since you're working as a nurse for the Farspace Fleet Medical Unit. Because of that youâve started to see Caleb quite often. Even the smallest glimpses of him make your day entirelyâŠyour week honestly. His eyes specifically have always drawn you in; the most resplendent indigo shade that reminded you of the Orion Nebuela⊠however his eyes are devoid of anything meaningful emotions until sheâs brought up. His honourary younger sister in a way, and his one true love.
âŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ.
You liked rain, the smell and sound of the water hitting the window was peaceful. Though being cold and wet with a strong smell of mildew wasn't exactly pleasant, in your opinion neither was strong sunshine where you were sweaty and pungent. Â
With a sigh you pull your gaze away from the window down at your desk where a clipboard with a notable stack of papers lay. Today wasnât meant to be an interesting day, but then again no day was truly interesting⊠unless life decided to bless you with a glimpse of Caleb, the only thing you ever looked forward to in your dull life. Nonetheless you were an adult with responsibilities you had to attend to, so with an aloof demeanour you read the contents of the clipboard.Â
**Farspace Fleet Quarterly Health Exam**Â
Read the bold letters on the first page. Tasks like this were methodical: check-up, note down information, and repeat. No need for more small talk or smiles just work or any major brain power. Assigned by your boss on top of your main responsibilities because why would you need a break? You skimmed through the names quickly pretending to ignore the fact that he stood out instantly⊠Caleb Xia. Life must've taken pity on you sensing that your dull life could use some light. Setting the clipboard down you hummed and tied your hair back preparing for the first patient.Â
That is until he walked into the room, his presence taking up just as much space as his imposing figure. Caleb Xia⊠he was so handsome despite his tired appearance. But he was always handsome so no surprise there.Â
âWelcome Colonel. Take a seat for me pleaseâ he sat almost robotically responding with a mere baritone hum, not too long not too short but just enough to acknowledge your existence; violet eyes staring at the rain bashing against the windows thick glass. It made you wonder if he was thinking about Emcee, she wasn't a fan of the rain after all, much more preferring the warm summer time sun.
Your eyes drifted from the sphygmomanometer to the sight of him taking his coat off, presenting his left arm to you. Permission for you to allow your hands to trail up his left arm to his bicepâŠstrong, firm and his skin impossibly warm and begin taking his blood pressure.Â
You wrap the cuff of the sphygmomanometer around his bicep and turn the machine watching as the bladder fills up with air restricting the blood flow, the veins on his upper arm beginning to bulge simultaneously. His skin creamy pale and reddening at the tightness of the cuff â so pretty and so alive unlike his right arm that despite its humanoid appearance itâs always cold â thoughts of licking and nibbling his skin till bright red marks bloomed all over filled your head until a beep snapped you out of your trance.Â
â116/73 ... this looks good in normal rangeâŠâ you click your pen and note it down promptly, somewhat embarrassed at your inability to control your thoughts around him. The rest of the exam went as follows, his results not having a significant change since his last checkup three months ago and staying safe and in range.Â
His last bodily check was unique as it was a verbal assessment of his arm, just some questions you had for him⊠nothing major really the higher ups were always interested in the state of their golden frog.
âHow is your prosthetic arm feeling Colonel? Any issues or opinions you'd like to report? â
âItâs been fine. Nothing to reportâ
âNoted, I was told to inform you that Mr. Valko has been wondering about your arm. And to expect a personal call from him soon.â
âUnderstood.â
The fact that heâs tired is evident by the hollowness around his eyes and the stubble on his face. He looks drained yet you selfishly prolonged the checkup, at some point you ended asking menial things...until you ran out of âprofessionalâ questions to ask. As a last resort plan of sorts youâd bring her up just to watch how his face morphed from cold and destitute of any warmth, light up and a smile creep up on his face.
âHowâs Emcee... have you talked to her recentlyâ The change in his demeanour is instant like you breathed life into him.
âSheâs fine, why do you ask?â
âJust wonderingâŠI saw her at the cafe a few weeks ago but she was with someone so I didnât have the chance to approach her⊠â Your voice is calm as you tidy your tools up but when you meet his gaze again his eyes are burning with an emotion you canât pinpoint. It's like a swirl of a hundred things at once, morbid curiosity however being at the forefront.Â
âWho... Who was she with?â
âUm Iâm not exactly sure because I only saw his back and I was just passing by ... It was a man though.â
âWhat did he look like?â
His gaze is sharp on you, almost predatory burning holes through the layers of your skin. Making you stammer as you respond.
âOh emâŠhe was quite large in a way I didnât see at firstâŠbroad shouldersâŠtall looking guy, with straight black hair and if Iâm not wrong I think I saw glassesâŠ? Take it with a grain of saltâ
His expression dropped once more to something softer, almost dog like. Solemn realisation, an expression of his you were never blessed enough to see, until now that is.Â
âI see. Were they just talking?â
You shook your head no before trying to remember and answering.
âKind of⊠it looked more like they were out of brunchâŠ.he had his hand on hers and she looked happyâŠum I canât remember too muchâ
âHappyâŠâ He paused for a moment, eyes drifting back to the window where the rain had stopped and sun began to filter in. â...I see.â
âDo you know the guy?â
Caleb pondered before answering, probably wondering if telling you was worth it or not. A familiar emotion painted his features once his gaze met yours again, you knew this feeling very well, disturbingly familiar.Â
âYea⊠I know the guy.â
âWho is it?â
âZayne⊠I donât know if you remember himâŠheâs a bit older than me and youâŠsmart guy you know. Heâs a doctor now⊠and as of recent her boyfriendâ
âOh. Doctor Zayne Li the cardiac surgeon⊠I vaguely remember him though Iâve heard more about him as an adult. And theyâre dating thatâs goodâŠfor her I mean.â
Despite your sympathetic tone which was real in a way, that part of you that you so desperately repressed basked in the knowledge that Emcee was out of Calebâs reach now. That she wasnât an urgent threat anymore, it made you almost certain the only one who wanted more than just a platonic brother to her, that his view on their relationship was vastly different to hers. It was an odd feeling to have, Why did it feel this way? You love him so much and just wanted him to be happy yet despite knowing that he's hurting you can't help but savour that feeling of relief that bloomed inside you. Was a middle school crush enough to break the chains you had so carefully made, enough to unleash the ugly version of you that so selfishly desired him? Maybe not. It should have never been enough, but it was Caleb and suddenly that made all the difference.
âYeaâŠshe seems happy.â
âDoes that make you sad? That sheâs dating Zayne?â
He looked almost repulsed at your comment, and you do admit you spoke before you thought it through. Prolonging the matter had your heart erupting with sick satisfaction that was beginning to fuel your years of built up love and admiration.
âSad? NoâŠsheâs like my sister after all I love her and want whatâs best for her. Her happiness above allâŠâ
âAbove your own?â
âYea, above my ownâŠ.why do you ask?â
Realising that you may have probed a bit too far you double down standing up to put the sphygmomanometer away before answering.
âYou looked sad when you mentioned itâŠand well saying that her happiness is above your own kinda implies that you are sad about it.â
âIâm just tired. And I worded it wrong. I didn't mean it in that way.â
âI see, sorry if I made you uncomfortable I shouldnât have assumedâ
He looked at you hard as you sat down and suddenly felt a wave of insecurity flood your senses as his eyes raked up and down your body. They begin at your hair then slowly down to your face, then your torso, then your legs, only to repeat it a few times over each time looking less at your face and more at your hair making you wonder if there was something wrong with the way it looked. And for a second you swore you saw his expression, looking at you as if you were just as precious to him as Emcee.
âItâs fineâŠâ He paused for a long second before speaking again, his gaze still stuck on head, more specifically your hair. Like he was looking for something specific. âHave you ever considered wearing your hair natural more often?â
Excuse me? What do you mean by that?â
âWearing it natural? Not tied back all the time you knowâŠ.â
âI have to for my jobâŠhygine and stuff my boss would chew me out if it was natural.â
âI see, that is true, sorry I wasnât even thinking about that.â
âWhat made you say that though.â
âJust thinking itâd suit youâ
âThanks I guessâŠâ
For a few minutes the atmosphere was awkward and tense, both of you just staring at each other, until Caleb broke the silence.
âAre you seeing anyone at the moment?â
âUm noâŠ.no oneâ
âMhm⊠by any chance are you free Saturday evening?âÂ
âI think soâŠ?â
The sudden influx of questions made your heart race. His sudden change in attitude from uninterested in your mere existence to suddenly asking if you're free gave you serious whiplash.
âWant to have dinner?â
âTogether?â
âMhm, you can wear your hair naturally then.â
You pretended to ponder but the situation that had just unfolded left you stunned, the answer was clear as day though. Itâd been clear since you saw Caleb for the first time in seventh grade math.
âSureâŠâ
âAwesome, can you write your number down for me?â
With a gentle nod you wrote your number down on a post it note before handing it to him.
âThanks, Iâll text you tonightâŠI should get going now though.â
âSee youâŠâ
âMmm, see youâ
When the door clicked shut you just sat there still, unsure of what just happened⊠Caleb Xia, the man you love and was sure would be an eternal one-sided crush, asked you out to dinner. Unfortunately for you there wasnât much time to process the situation that happened as your boss was waiting for you to be finished with the troop check ups to work you like a slave for the remaining hours of your shift. So it wasnât until that evening when you arrived home that you really thought about it.
Caleb never showed any type of interest in you. Ever. Not in seventh grade math, not in high school physics, not since you started working and he greeted you with a simple âHelloâ. So whyâŠ? A million thoughts plagued your mind making your head thump uncomfortably. Stepping inside your home it felt like you were floating, even as you went about your routine, change, food, shower. However when you emerged from your much needed shower you looked hard at yourself in the mirror while brushing your teethâŠtrying to see what he saw when he looked at you, when he asked you to wear your hair out. Before reality came crashing down on you and it dawned on you.
You had the same colour and similarly textured hair as Emcee. If you were to wear your hair out and one were to squint enough you two would be hard to tell apart.
Simple similarities that wouldn't turn even a dogâs head if you so desperately tried as they weren't particularly remarkable. Appearance wise, you werenât like Caleb who stood out. Never one to really stand out because of your appearance, but you could see the similarities between you and Emcee phenotypically that is. But in a way she was like a better version of you. Emcee smiled freely and accomplished feats you could only ever dream of.This was something you had always known, settling for second place a long time ago.
Simple similarities that maybe did make the dog turn its head when no one was watching. Because he didnât want you. No. He never would. He wanted Emcee and he always would, but he couldnât have her not anymore at least. Emcee wanted someone else, so heâd settle for the next best thing, because he could live with his eyes squinted eternally pretending it's her in front of him.
Itâs a grim realisation to have. Grim indeed, but seeing the notification buzz your phone to life made one thing certain. You didnât care,you just wanted him. So youâd become Emcee for him because maybe then heâll love you tooâŠand if itâs a fraction of what he loves her you can live with that. Because Caleb Xia was finally looking at you and that's all you needed and more.Â
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So gang what do we thinkâŠ..ïŒâïŒżâïŒïŒ At the moment itâs only a drabble if Iâm motivated perhaps Iâll expand this but thereâs other things I wanna try too. Ngl I lowk thought I was cooking like on some shakespearean shi, lowk tho idk it is my first fic tho and I liked the concept, I read another creators fic on Caleb x Non-mc and I found it quite interesting. The concept of pretending someone else is your unrequited love is quite grim and Caleb was the easiest to imagine in that situation (kinda?). Anyways reader is non mc and mc is also reader itâs confusing but think of MC in this drabble as like your ideal self while non mc is a more plain version of yourself (this sound so bad wtf Iâm sorry) thatâs how I think of it atleast lol. Anyways thank you for reading!!!! đ„čđ„čđ«¶