Searching for all Eternity

Not sure if I can post these on Instagram. So here tumblr. Have some breastfeeding pictures 🖤🖤

I’ll have better pictures taken when I go home. But in case anyone missed it...I present to you, a baby. Here’s how it happened. At exactly 11:11 pm while watching tv on 8-28, I felt something warm coming out of me. I get up and run to the bathroom suddenly there’s clear fluid everywhere and it won’t stop. I call the dr because I suspected it being my water. Well I get to the hospital about an hour later and I’m already 2cm dialated. They get me into a room and within an hour, maybe an hour and a half I start to experience the most intense pain I’ve ever felt. They give me an epidural and it turns out I am at 7cm now, once I’m numb, I am at 9..then within a few minutes I start pushing. It all happened so quickly. I feel so lucky for it to have been smooth and for my birth plan to happen how I wanted. I love him so much. And I think he loves me back.