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i need like neednednebdned some jjk angst character doesn't matter much (i cant read suguru imsorry) but can u pls pls pls recommend some good angst fics?? i prefer good endings but bad endings are also okay
alright nonnie ready your heart here's some delicious angst for you (minus suguru) β some of these have a happy ending and some don't so make sure to check the tags and each authors rules!
do I look like her? by @alexiroflife
dopamine by @madamechrissy
sukuna takes on another concubine by @epicderpface
hold me like a grudge by @starmapz
twilight galaxy by @sukunahs
missing pieces by @yenayaps
sincerely not by @saintobio
the one that got away by @indiewritesxoxo
neverland by @musatoru
the god who robbed heaven by @veejiez
the crush theorem by @nezuscribe
blue christmas by @sweetieelilii
the beat of your heart by @ssorasky
the ties that bind by @swearimnevergivingup
vows of duty by @alygator77
you're presumed dead by @kunareads
cheat by @reignpage
something, somehow, someday by @hellowoolf
we'll always have summer by @nanamiskentos
You and Satoru broke up for a reason, you keep reminding yourself.
But even months later and, ehm⦠other people later, you find yourself staring at his contact picture, typing and deleting the same message over and over again.
How are you even supposed to break no contact? Is there a good way of reaching out to your ex without coming across as desperate or delusional?
"I miss you" your fingers type.
Delete.
No way you're starting with that β even if it is the truth.
"Hope you're well" β¦you groan before you even finish typing that one, the little sound of each letter disappearing managing to piss you off even more.
You had heard it enough times already. A monotone soundtrack to every little memory of Satoru, both good and bad, that jumped to your mind without warning the longer you stared at his handsome picture.
It felt ridiculous to miss him that much. You had tried so hard to move on β maybe just to prove a point too. Because otherwise youβd have to admit what he knew all along.
You shouldnβt embarrass yourself like that, you decide with a long sigh, ready to lock the device.
But suddenly β three little dots appear on the screen.
satoru: just send it already i can't take it anymore
Your mouth falls open in a silent gasp, and it takes everything in you to not throw the phone across the room and hide from sheer embarrassment.
Then it pings again.
satoru: hellooo?
Fuck.
Was it too late to change your number and move to a different country?
You sigh, finally typing a message you actually send.
y/n: how long have you been watching the screen
Three dots.
satoru: like 10 minutes
You let out a silent scream, heart hammering in your chest.
This is the worst possible scenario β time to deflect.
y/n: why the hell did you have my chat open anyway
Three dots againβ¦
satoru: princess I've been waiting for this moment for months
Your cheeks heat up with something other than embarrassment this time.
y/n: you're an idiot
You know heβd practically be able to hear your pout through that text. But thenβ
satoru: that guy you were dating finally fuck up?
You let out a small chuckle at his honesty. And yeah, fuck up was putting it lightly, but you didn't exactly want to get into how every man since Satoru had been a complete disappointment.
You sigh, biting the inside of your cheek to try and force back the smile that tried to form on your lips.
y/n: guess you could say that
Satoru was typing again, three dots appearing and disappearing. Maybe he was the one deleting the messages on the other side now.
You could almost picture him β that wide cheese eating grin, celebrating his prophecy coming true. You hated how right he was about the fact you wouldn't find anyone better than him.
The overly confident bastard he was.
But the message you received wasn't smug at all. If anything, it made your heart ache with that familiar comfort no one but him seemed able to give you.
satoru: did he hurt you?
You felt a tightness in your throat as you typed out a yes. It's not like you were ever in love with the guy β you hadn't really been in love with anyone since, wellβ¦ since the man you were texting right now.
White haired, blue eyed, handsome Satoru Gojo, shining so bright he overshadowed everyone in his wake, including you.
But how could anyone else even compare?
satoru: are you ok?
You bite your lower lip, reading and rereading his text. Yes that guy proved to be an asshole, but what was really making your chest hurt wasn't that short lived situationship β it was how much you missed Satoru.
Missed his stupid jokes. Missed the way he'd easily pick you up and place kisses all over your face. Missed cuddling on cold nights, laughing at the dumb movie he chose, baking cookies for lunch when his adorable pout convinced you it was healthy.
What was the use of lying, anyway?
y/n: i just really miss you
There. You finally admitted the truth you had been trying to conceal for months now.
And his response came so fast you wondered how his thumbs could type so quickly.
satoru: ill be there in 10
You laugh β Satoru easily lives a half an hour away, but you fully believe him.
How did you ever think youβd get over Satoru Gojo?
(important) DO NOT MESSAGE YOUR EX β unless he is satoru gojo, of course
can u reccomened some gojo fics pretty please w a cherry on top?? i loved ur sukuna recs sm
ofc!! i'm glad you enjoyed all the sukuna ones <33
as always, please check tags for each fic and each author's rules! and show these lovely authors all some love <33
no. one party anthem by @indiewritesxoxo [series] - sukuna and geto rockstar au ft. gojo route
pick your player! by indiewritesxoxo [series] - jjk men gaming au
butterfly effect by indiewritesxoxo [series] - jjk men horror au choose your own adventure
a season of thorned roses by @fushitoru [series] - bridgerton au
the adventures of spider-man! by fushitoru [oneshot series] - superhero au
a song of past romance by fushitoru [oneshot] - royal/greek au
silver springs by @feyrinnn [series] - rockstar au with choso & gojo
my love note by @kamiflix [series] - gojo & choso modern au
baby you're a star by @madamechrissy [series] - pornstar au
more than a late night snack by @peppertoastuniverse [series] - canon au
in holy matriphony by @celestie0 [series] - fake marriage au
around the clock by celestie0 [oneshot] - babysitter/boxing au
tomorrow is gone by @creamflixx [series] - sukugo college au surrounding illness
the arrangement by @nezuscribe [series] - arranged marriage au
after what happened by @kingkaisen [mini-series] - angst to comfort canon au
love is a blind date by @saintkaylaa [smau series] - canon au
die for you by @cinnamorollcrybaby [smau series] - bsf to lovers
say yes to the set by @coffee-and-geto [oneshot] - fluffy and suggestive husband au
hey wifey... just checking in you still love me <3 by @reignpage [oneshot] - fratboy email au
combustion theory by @nvllette [oneshot] - how to train your dragon au
i feel the rush by @baepsays [oneshot] - modern summer au
calling you home by @lostfracturess [oneshot] - pilot au
the stranger on line 4 by lostfracturess [oneshot] - artist on the train au
love & other variables by lostfracturess [oneshot] - nerdjo au
how to fake date a doctor by lostfracturess [oneshot] - doctor/coffee shop au
celebrity husband gojo by @gojosoups [drabble] - modern au
i'm here for you by @obsesssedblerd [smau] - jjk men comfort smau
i'm sure i've missed many other fantastic stories, but these are some faves, please give them all some love <33
the strongest boyfriend!satoru says goodbye before the shinjuku showdown. cw heavy angst + major spoilers for jjk. art by @/yamada_souko
Satoru knew falling for a non-sorcerer wasn't a good idea.
He tried to stop it, he really did. Keep your beautiful smile out of his busy mind, your angelic eyes from his chaotic dreams. It just never worked.
It wasn't just that you were gorgeous, or that being around you felt as soft as it was easy β it was so much more than that. Your company felt like taking a breath in after being underwater too long.
There was no talk of cursed energy, technique, clans. You liked him because⦠of him. Not because he was Satoru Gojo.
Something like that was too hard to let go of.
It was dangerous, he knew, to go on missions and be so⦠distracted. To be the pinnacle of jujutsu society everyone wanted him to be, while an opportunity to leave this life entirely was waving itself right in front of him like this.
The opportunity he craved, but knew couldn't follow through.
After all, he was the strongest β you laughed when he first told you that. Poked his chest with a mischievous smile, teasing him with the title as he slammed his lips onto yours because every second not touching you was a second wasted.
The strongest... hearing you say it was the only time it felt right.
Was it really so bad? Was this love so wrong?
Maybe there could be more for Satoru Gojo.
He trusted his students to carry on his legacy, after all. Maybe if he just did this one thing, he could have the life he wanted.
One final battle.
Gojo could do that.
He just had to⦠explain it to you first.
"Why can't you just stay here?" you cried, your beautiful face wet and swollen. Your hands were holding on to his white sleeves, and Satoru could feel the way the whole fabric shook with your trembling. "You were gone so long already"
"I have to" he caressed your tender skin, hating that you too felt the heavy weight of his responsibility. "I'm sorry"
Apologise was all he could do, especially after the past few weeks. Satoru didn't have the heart to tell you what really happened in Shibuya, but even without the details, his sudden disappearance had been enough to leave you terrified.
"Last time you had to go, youβ"
"I know" he interrupted, not needing you to voice what he already knew you were thinking. Your tears just reminded him even more of how many he had failed that night. Nanami. Kugisaki.
You.
Had you mourned him like he was gone? Like he mourned his friends?
"Do you promise you'll come back?"
It broke everything in him to hear you say it, to feel you cling to him like this. Satoru swallowed his own fear, adopting the easy confident air everyone needed from him. He gently lifted your chin with his hand, forcing you to look at the bright blue eyes he left exposed just for you.
"I'm the strongest, remember?"
The memory of your relieved smile right then was the one thing his mind clung to now.
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β summary refusing to cancel your romantic skii trip after your boyfriend broke up with you just days before the holidays, you decide to go to the remote lodge by yourself. luckily, or unluckily for you, you seem to have caught the attention of another infuriatingly handsome tourist
β content mdni!, real world au, enemies to friends to lovers, fluff, pining, slow burn kinda, yearning, angst, eventual smut, cozy holiday vibes, lowkey bitter reader lol, reader is going through a break up, hurt and comfort
β a/n a cozy little holiday mini series! also you guys i've never been skiing lol but this is my little wholesome white winter fantasy and i hope you enjoy!
main masterlist β§ ao3 β§ playlist
act 1 β act 2 β act 3 β finale
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β epilogue
divider by @cursed-carmine & @sweetmelodygraphics gojo art by @/20p_1
the strongest boyfriend!satoru says goodbye before the shinjuku showdown. cw heavy angst + major spoilers for jjk. art by @/yamada_souko
Satoru knew falling for a non-sorcerer wasn't a good idea.
He tried to stop it, he really did. Keep your beautiful smile out of his busy mind, your angelic eyes from his chaotic dreams. It just never worked.
It wasn't just that you were gorgeous, or that being around you felt as soft as it was easy β it was so much more than that. Your company felt like taking a breath in after being underwater too long.
There was no talk of cursed energy, technique, clans. You liked him because⦠of him. Not because he was Satoru Gojo.
Something like that was too hard to let go of.
It was dangerous, he knew, to go on missions and be so⦠distracted. To be the pinnacle of jujutsu society everyone wanted him to be, while an opportunity to leave this life entirely was waving itself right in front of him like this.
The opportunity he craved, but knew couldn't follow through.
After all, he was the strongest β you laughed when he first told you that. Poked his chest with a mischievous smile, teasing him with the title as he slammed his lips onto yours because every second not touching you was a second wasted.
The strongest... hearing you say it was the only time it felt right.
Was it really so bad? Was this love so wrong?
Maybe there could be more for Satoru Gojo.
He trusted his students to carry on his legacy, after all. Maybe if he just did this one thing, he could have the life he wanted.
One final battle.
Gojo could do that.
He just had to⦠explain it to you first.
"Why can't you just stay here?" you cried, your beautiful face wet and swollen. Your hands were holding on to his white sleeves, and Satoru could feel the way the whole fabric shook with your trembling. "You were gone so long already"
"I have to" he caressed your tender skin, hating that you too felt the heavy weight of his responsibility. "I'm sorry"
Apologise was all he could do, especially after the past few weeks. Satoru didn't have the heart to tell you what really happened in Shibuya, but even without the details, his sudden disappearance had been enough to leave you terrified.
"Last time you had to go, youβ"
"I know" he interrupted, not needing you to voice what he already knew you were thinking. Your tears just reminded him even more of how many he had failed that night. Nanami. Kugisaki.
You.
Had you mourned him like he was gone? Like he mourned his friends?
"Do you promise you'll come back?"
It broke everything in him to hear you say it, to feel you cling to him like this. Satoru swallowed his own fear, adopting the easy confident air everyone needed from him. He gently lifted your chin with his hand, forcing you to look at the bright blue eyes he left exposed just for you.
"I'm the strongest, remember?"
The memory of your relieved smile right then was the one thing his mind clung to now.
are you excited for sneznayha (idk how to spell it) because all I really want is dainsleif releaseβ¦. Iβve needed that man since like 1.6
omg i am SO excited honestly i cant even explain!!! im a 1.0 player too its just been SO long, finally feels like weβre getting to what weβve been building up to all these years! i loooove dainsleif i remember being obsessed with him because i was also deep in my fire emblem three houses phase and he looks so much like dimitri lol need him ίΉπ₯¦ίΉ
kind stranger!choso comes to your κ°rescueκ± on a night out
κ°cwκ± hurt/comfort; angst to fluff; inappropriate touching (back/waist) but choso has something to say about it art creds to @/MOHIMOHINOSIRI 1.3k
You probably should have left when your so called friends did.
But the music was loud, the cocktails were sweet, and you were not ready to end your first night out in forever just because they decided to ditch you. What else were you supposed to do? Go home and cry about it?
Fuck that.
Just one more song couldn't hurt, right?
"Do you come here often?" the guy that had been trying to talk to you all night finally took a seat next to you on the bar, just as you were catching your breath after enjoying the dance floor solo. It was an art, really β evading suitors while twirling around the space, sporting your best don't even try it look anytime someone got too close.
But this one didn't seem to get the hint.
You were getting ready to smile politely, tell him you're taken even though you're not, and watch his face twist in disappointment before he finally left you alone.
Butβ¦no β before you could even say anything, you felt a hand slide down your back, and your entire spine tense like it had been electrocuted. Surely he wasn't just sliding his filthy, uninvited hand on you before you had even exchanged a hello?!
You snapped your head to the stranger fast, feeling your stomach drop with anger and disgust, but as you opened your voice to protest β someone else cut in.
"Is he bothering you?"
The voice came from another tall stranger, whose shadow towered above the two of you in a way that was as menacing as it was reassuring. You blinked your eyes to adjust to the light, taking a better look at the only person who bothered to step in.
Dark hair pulled into two twintails above his head. Strands falling loose around his temples, framing a dark tattoo just over his nose. You would have thought he was handsome β had you not been filled with nothing but nausea right now.
"Yes" you replied instantly, a little taken aback by all this. Was it the alcohol that had your stomach suddenly fluttering? Or the way this stranger looked at you β like he was ready to tear the other man's arm clean off?
He nodded, face immediately stiffening as he addressed the man for the first time. "Get your fucking hands off her" he said, matter of fact.
It wasn't dramatic, he didn't even need to raise his voice. And somehow, that was even more effective.
Who the hell was this guy?
"We were having a conversation" the idiot replied, doubling down like he couldn't feel the whole room get colder by the second. You rolled your eyes, moving to snap his hand from your waist yourself, but as soon as you tried he only doubled down β pulling you towards him so harshly you almost fell off the stool.
Wrong move.
One second that disgusting man was next to you, the next, it was like he was floating in the air. The kind stranger had moved quick, too quick, grabbing the man by the collar of his shirt and lifting him up off his seat with an ease that was terrifying.
Well, that was one way of getting him to take his hands off you.
His feet were kicking inches above the floor now, hands flailing as he tried to get away from that iron grip. "Apologise" your tattooed rescuer growled, so condescending it was like he was talking to a younger sibling β but with none of the warmth you'd expect from it.
"FuckβI'm sorry" he flailed around, spitting the words out before he got unceremoniously thrown on the ground.
You were watching the whole thing with an open mouth, shocked. You were used to being hit on, and having to get out of these situations alone β you were not used to anyone else intervening.
Especially so⦠effectively.
"Are you ok?" your knight-in-emo-clothes turned to you, tone much softer than it had been just seconds ago.
It was like a switch had flipped as soon as the other man had crawled away. When this kind stranger looked at you now it was almost gentle β but you could see the way his hands were balled into fists, betraying how he really felt.
You were glad to not be alone in your anger.
"Y-yeah" you replied, swallowing thickly. Was it what had just happened, orβ¦. did he make you a little nervous too?
You couldn't help noticing the light trickle of sweat around his temple, and how his chest went up and down in that tight black top. Or the way his eyes were carefully assessing your state himself, just in case you weren't really ok. When was the last time someone had even cared about you that much?
"Where are your friends?" he asked, looking around. Only then did you notice the crowd staring at the two of you, moving away with scrunched eyebrows as if they were scared.
Funny, that. No one seemed to look sideways when that man decided to put his hands on you. No one but this guy β but he didn't seem to notice the crowds reaction.
No, this stranger had eyes only for you.
"They left me" you replied, noting how pitiful it sounded.
"They left you?" he squinted, offended by the statement. He looked at the bartender then, leaning forwards to get his attention. "Can I get some water?" he asked him.
When he slid the glass over the bar, your new friend put it in front of you instead. "Thanks" you blinked, closing your hand around the cold glass. It was like a shock to the system β maybe you had been more anxious than you realised. "What's your name?"
"Choso" he introduced himself, offering you the first smile you had seen from him. Fuck, he was gorgeous.
You offered him your name too, smiling back at him. He looked down for a little second, maybe⦠shy, all of a sudden? Well, surely not. "Are you sure you're ok?" he asked again.
"I think so" you replied, feeling more than ok in his presence. But your pulse was still raised, and you noticed your hands were restless. "I think I just want to go home now" you sighed. You hated how things like this took a while to settle in sometimes β even though something about this Choso did make you feel nothing but safe.
"You're not driving, are you?" he looked you up and down, that responsible older sibling tone coming back again. It almost made you laugh.
"Think I'll call a taxi, or something" you shrugged. "I don't live far"
He didn't seem too happy about that, either. Choso took a moment, thinking, and then his dark eyes looked at you again. "I can drive you home, if you want" he suggested.
Your immediate answer would have been yes, but you were far too smart to accept rides from men you just met in bars just like that. Even though you wanted nothing more than to be in his presence a little longer.
"You haven't been drinking?" you asked, not meaning to sound so accusatory.
"No, I'm the designated driver" he explained with a slight smile. "I'm taking care of my brother and his friends"
You looked over his shoulders, finally noticing the table full of young adults staring at the two of you with far too gleeful smiles. "That's cute" you laughed.
Choso swallowed thickly, noticing the encouraging group behind him. Suddenly, he seemed to come up with an idea he was pleased about. "Do you want to meet them?" he asked. "Since your friends left"
You looked up at him, surprised. You knew he probably could tell what was going through your mind with the whole car ride thing, which only made his offer even more⦠kind.
Too kind for someone who almost got in a bar fight because of you just minutes ago.
But Choso looked at you patiently, everything about his tense posture suggesting he really wanted you to say yes. "Sure" you smiled, enjoying his relieved exhale.
You were looking forward to not being strangers anymore.
another one for the making myself feel better through fanfiction collection (also might turn this into a full oneshot soon?? idk we shall see)
PAIRINGS reader x gojo/geto/choso/sukuna/nanami/toji
SYNOPSIS it's the turn of the century, and you are the most popular burlesque performer in town! welcome to the life of a showgirl β and the many men who stepped into it, for better or for worse
CONTENT mdni!, arguments, break ups, making out, first kiss, nanami is a gentleman, suguru is an asshole here im sorry, manipulation, unresolved sexual tension, dating, implied threat, unhealthy relationships, anxiety, reader is a performer, confident reader, historical au
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CHAPTER FIVE: DIAMONDS ARE A GIRLS BEST FRIEND
wc: 4.3k
"You look beautiful" Nanami smiled, opening the door to his car.
You should probably have been used to it by now, but it never failed to make your stomach flutter a little.
You smiled gratefully as you lowered your head to step inside, taking a brief second to look at the nice car in front of you. It was his third different one you had seen β though his security team a few meters away were always in the same plain looking car.
He had explained it to you once, on a day you were worried about who was following you. Apparently it was just what important, rich men like him did.
No wonder Suguru neededΒ youΒ to do this.Β
Though he was the last person you wanted in your thoughts right now.
And that was quickly scrapped too, as Nanami towered over you while you pulled your legs onto the passenger seat. With a hand on the roof and another on the door, he didn't even seem to realise how handsome he looked from down below like this.Β
You had to look up from between your long lashes to smile at him, head level with his waist as you tried to blink up an appreciative smile.
You quite enjoyed the view, if you were completely honest. And as he straightened himself up to close the door and his gaze lingered, you wondered if Nanami enjoyed seeing you down here too.
Maybe imagined you were wearing something different, even.Β
Or maybe nothing at all.Β
But that was wishful thinking, really. No, you suspected Nanami wasn't even aware of what he was doing to you β he was simply being a gentleman.
You had been inside his cars a few times since you met him those weeks ago, letting him take you to long drives along the coast, stopping at nice restaurants you would have never been able to afford. You were growing fond of him more and more by the day, and you suspected it was a feeling he also shared.Β
But Nanami had never even touched you. Not a hand to your leg, nor a kiss on your cheek when you said goodbye.
What were you two doing here, if that was not what he wanted?
And it wasn't just you β you could tell Suguru got frustrated every time you came back home and told him there was nothing to tell. He tried to hide it, but you knew him well enough. A twitch of his tense jaw and a narrowing of his dark eyes, a slow huff through his noseβ¦ until Satoru came in again, and his smile returned. As if nothing had happened.Β
If evenΒ Satoru, who arguably knew him better thanΒ anyone, couldn't tell something was off β how easily could he lie toΒ you?
You hated that the question was in your head, but it was there all the same.
At least you hadn't had to worry about this for the past days β because Suguru had been nowhere to be seen.Β
It worried you, it really did, and the anxiety was already brewing inside again; until Nanami closed the driver's seat, and his thick thighs came dangerously close to yours. Suddenly, you were back in the present again.
In here. With Nanami.
He always dressed up so nice, you noted. You loved to see how the muscle stretched the fabric of his slacks, like his body was dying to be set free just as much asΒ youΒ were dying to set him free of those clothes.Β
But still, he didn't touch you.
"I know I've already said it" he let out a small chuckle, eyes locked on yours. "But you look stunning today"
"Thank you, Kento" you smiled, feeling your cheeks grow hot. You inched just aΒ littleΒ towards him, nothing more than adjusting yourself on the seat, but you hoped he would finally just comeΒ closer.Β
He didn't.Β
"I have something for you" he said instead. "Inside the glove compartment"Β
You changed your attention to where he was nodding to, opening the compartment just above your legs. It didn't take you long rummaging about to find what he was alluding to.Β
Inside, there was a box β green velvet, big and flat and calling to you like you had been bewitched.Β
You wrapped your hands around it and pulled it to your lap, too scared to move it wrong and damage it in some way. You didn't even know what was inside yet but itΒ feltΒ expensive β far too much for the second hand clothes you were wearing, you thought with a self consciousness that was rare from you.Β
But Nanami looked at you with urging eyes, a mixture of tension and eagerness in them. "This is for me?" you asked, unable to help your smile. The box alone looked like it was worth more than yourΒ rent.Β
"It is" he nodded. "Would you like me to open it?"Β
Nanami must have noticed your apprehension, or maybe he himself was more anxious about this than he was letting on. But you shook your head side to side, carefully starting to open the velvet box in your lap.
"Kenβ" you gasped when it was fully open, and he let out a relieved sigh.
Inside was the most beautiful necklace you had ever seen. A simple, delicate chain, with a heavy pendant hanging from the bottom. A diamond, you could tell when you lifted it up against the light, seeing the rainbow sparkles fly.
It was nothing like the cheap, over the top jewellery you layered on at the club. No, this was sleek. Elegant.
Expensive.Β
"You like it?" he smiled softly, as if there was ever a world where the answer could beΒ no.Β
"Like it?" you scoffed playfully. "I fucking love it"Β
Nanami let out a laugh at how you had forgotten yourself just there β but the excitement was too great. Your heart was beating heavy on your chest, your eyes completely hypnotised by the stone.Β
Had someone ever given you a gift soΒ beautiful?Β
"Come here" Nanami said, in a honeyed tone that made your eyes even wider as you looked at him. You leaned in, but he only chuckled, and extended his hand towards the gift instead. "Let me"
You understood what he meant with an embarrassedΒ oh, and turned around so he could help you try on your new necklace.Β
You couldn't even see him, but his presence was impossible to ignore. You felt his heat as he approached and lowered the cool stone over your chest, heard his hands fastening the chain behind you. He was so close you felt his breath on the back of your neck, and you wondered if this would be the time he wouldΒ finallyΒ kiss you.
But no β he just pulled away again.Β
"Turn around" he instructed, and you did as he said. "Gorgeous"Β
Your hand came to touch the stone, feeling the sharp cold against your hot and flustered skin. "I don't have any dresses nice enough to match this" you chuckled self deprecatingly, nervous to meet his gaze.Β
"That's not a problem" he smiled. "Lets get you some"Β
Hour later, you were back in Nanami's car with your legs squished against shopping bags, and your new necklace hanging heavy from your neck. The carefreeness of the day washed over you, a smile permanently etched onto your cheeks.Β
Nanami made you feel so beautiful. Carefully choosing the dresses he wanted to see on you, telling you how gorgeous you looked in each, admiring you like you were a piece of art at an auction and he placed the highest bid each time.Β
But you had come to realise that when heΒ reallyΒ liked something you wore, Nanami hummed deep in his throat β a delicious sound that had the hairs all over your body standing up.Β
You desperately wanted to hear it again and again and again.Β
It became a little game you played. You showed off for him, moving like you had been on stage as you tried to learn all about his little reactions; and Nanami sat there, leaning back with his hands in his pockets, lips tugging upwards in an intoxicated smile.
"We'll take it" he said every time, and you laughed along.
For the first time in a long time, Suguru hadn't been on your mind at all. Hell, not much had been in your mind β not even the club, the life youΒ actuallyΒ lived when you weren't in this little pocket of heaven with him.
Kento had successfully monopolised your attention. And now that you were pulling up to your apartment, you didn't want this night to end.
"Ken" you muttered shyly, looking at him from between your long lashes. "I have really enjoyed today"Β
"So have I" he smiled at you, hand on your backrest as he worked on parking his expensive car. EvenΒ thatΒ had your heart racing and your legs growing weak. When the car finally came to a stop, he kept his arm right there, completely unaware of his effect on you.Β
He was so handsome it wasΒ unfair. Made you forget all about your dodgy street and his security parked just on the other of it.Β
"I enjoy seeing you smile" he said, and all poise when out the window.
It was probably not veryΒ ladylikeΒ to do what you did next, but this man had you soberly intoxicated all damn day, and now he had just pushed you over the edge.
You leaned in β hands on his face, chest to his chest β and pulled Nanami in for the kiss you had been despearte for since date numberΒ two.Β
He seemed surprised for half a second, but didn't pull back. If anything, you could haveΒ swornΒ he smiled against your lips, eagerly parting them as his big hands came to your waist.
Nanami's kiss wasn'tΒ claimingΒ like your ex's had been, or precise like Suguru's, or sloppy like Gojo's. No, it was almostβ¦ delicate. Sensual. Like kissing meant learning more aboutΒ youΒ β and he was paying attention.Β
"Kento" you moaned out his name, bunching your hands on his nice shirt and making the collar all askew. He didn't mind, in fact, only kissed you deeper β pulling you closer to him so that you weren't leaning awkwardly in the tight space.
You moved one of his hands from your waist to the plush of your thigh, enjoying how he tensed before grabbing a handful of your flesh, unable to help his lust when you urged him on so sweetly.Β
He hummed into your lips, the stubble of his beard tickling your chin. Gods, he wasΒ deliciousΒ β easily taking control, but not being obvious about it. A true gentleman.Β
Nanami had made you feel so good today.
You wanted to make him feel good too.
Your other hand left his handsome face, trailing down his abdomen with all the patience in the world despite the heat between your thighs. You enjoyed how he reacted to every movement, body tensing under your touch like it electrocuted him; but at no point did he break the kiss.Β
You felt the swell of his chest and the tightness of his abs, exploring all those muscles you always suspected were there hiding under the nice shirts. And then, you found his trousers.
You smiled to yourself at the tent already poking at your hand, the clear indication of how much NanamiΒ didΒ want you. You pressed your palm into his bulge, and only then did Nanami's lips leave yours β he came to rest his head on your shoulder with a sharp exhale, your hand enough to overwhelm him.
You moved your attention to his belt as you chuckled; if this was his reaction to you touching him over his slacks, you couldn'tΒ waitΒ to see what he looked like when you wereβ
"You don't have to do that" he murmured, pressing a palm over your hand to still it.Β
You blinked, surprised. Surely you had heard it wrong? Nanami easily untangled your hand from his belt, interlacing your fingers together instead. "What?" you asked, utterly confused.Β
Nanami brought your hand to his lips, kissing your knuckles one by one. "You don't owe me that" he repeated, kissing along your wrist now, his other hand still holding on to your waist as if it was glud there.Β
You had no clue what was happening β when was the last time you had been rejected like this?Β
And, even more puzzling β by someone who seemed like couldn't keep his hands off you at the same time?
"I want to" you gulped, coming out almost like a question.Β
Nanami came back to kiss your lips, little tender pecks that only confused you more. "I want you too" he explained, definitely noticing how you had taken a hit to your ego. "Just not like this"Β
"Oh" you scrunched your eyebrows. It still wasn't quite clicking for you, but it also didn't feelβ¦bad.
Nanami laughed, looking deep into your eyes. "You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen" he said, brushing your cheek softly.Β
You let out an exasperated chuckle, leaning into his hand. "You're not so bad yourself" you teased.
He laughed again, closing it off with another kiss. "Can I see you tomorrow?" he asked.Β
You smiled, uttering the obvious answer that made his lips crash back into yours, exactly where you wanted him to be.Β
You slowly made your way up the creaking stairs to your old apartment, dragging the shopping bags with you because you refused Nanami's help. It's not that this little interaction between you had made youΒ insecure, far from it β it was actuallyβ¦ nice.Β
Surprisingly so.
For someone to want to know you as a personΒ beforeΒ anything else. To be infatuated by the charm you were very proud of, and still decide to wait? Yeah, it felt good. Special, even, if you ever dared to think in this way.
Nanami did want you, he just wantedΒ moreΒ than what you had expected.
And that made your breathing all ragged with this unknown realisation that you were actuallyΒ seen, cared about instead of just desired.Β
ItΒ wasΒ nice, wasn't it?
So, no, that wasn't the reason you didn't want Nanami following you up to your apartment. It was far more mundane than the existential thoughts swerling in your brain.
You simply didn't want him to see the old leaking walls, or the mice that hid under the floor boards. The furniture that had surely been included in the rent only because someone hadΒ diedΒ in them.Β
Nanami definitely lived in a nice apartment. Would he think less of you if he realised your charming exterior didn't match your physical space?
Not even you felt at home in there βΒ homeΒ used to be Satoru's and Suguru's place, though you hadn't been there much in the last week or so.
You probably should speak to them soon. You still saw Gojo at work of course, and nothing was ever different β it was Suguru you were more worried about.Β
He had stopped coming to the performances, claiming he was doing some business on the other side of the country.Β
You couldn't quite tell if you were happy he wasn't around as much, or if you missed him more than anything.Β
It was strange the sort of pull Suguru Geto had on you.Β
The key clicked around the lock and you pushed the door open with your back, letting the heavy bags fall carefully to the old wooden floor. You let out a long sigh, your little space seeming so claustrophobic after such a lovely day. And thenβ
"Nice day?" a familiar voice asked.
You jumped out of your skin, tripping over the bags as you rushed to turn on the lights.Β
The bulb blinked twice before light finally lighting the place, revealing one of your boyfriends seating on the edge of the sofa, looking as relaxed and in control as he always did, like this was nothing out of the ordinary.
If anything, he was terribly amused by your reaction.Β
"Fuck, Suguruβ" you panted, relieved it was just him. "How the hell did you get in here?"Β
"Thought it would be a nice surprise" he smiled as he walked towards you, wrapping a claiming hand around your waist.Β
"YouΒ haveΒ to stop doing that" you complained, referencing this annoying habit of his, but he only laughed.
You thought he would kiss you as he leaned in, and maybe he was about to β but instead, he took a long inhale, and pulled back just a little. "You smell like him" he noted. Not angry, or sad β just an observation.Β
You sighed, hating that he wanted to go into it so early on in this reunion.Β
"We went on a date" you explained, burying your face in his chest so you didn't have to look into his eyes. You suspected he would easily be able to read your mind if you did.
And you didn't want him to know what you were thinking.Β
"So thereΒ isΒ something now?" he asked. You couldn't tell if he wanted you to say yes or no β maybe this was as close as you ever got to seeing Suguru jealous.Β
"We had a nice time" you muttered, into his dark shirt.Β
"I'm glad, sweetheart" Suguru whispered, smoothing the back of your hair into him. "I missed you"Β
There it was β those velvety words that could disarm you so easily. You tilted your head upwards, chin to his chest and watched him smile down at you. He was the same as always β charming, handsome,Β disarming.Β
But there was an anxiety brewing in your chest, mixing in with the guilt you didn't quite allow yourself to feel just yet.
When Suguru hooked a finger under your chin and pulled your lips to his, you let him. It felt nice and awful all the same, and Suguru let it linger with the patience of a lover who missed you dearly.
Or, maybe, he was just very good at playing this game.
No doubt he couldΒ tasteΒ Nanami on you too, but he didn't say anything about it. "He take you shopping?" he asked when he pulled back, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.Β
"Yeah" you swallowed, shifting your gaze to the bags all scattered around the floor.Β
"Mhm" Suguru hummed, hand coming to your neck, circling the heavy stone on your chest. "He got you this, too?"
"Yes" you pushed him off you lightly, but Suguru only held on tighter.Β
"You find out anything yet?" he asked, touch sweet despite the fact you wanted him to let you go. "You go to his place?"
"No" you pushed again, and this time he eased up a little.
Suguru asked these questions so easily, like there was nothing weird about it at all. Like he didn't ask you to spy on the man you were falling for, when heΒ himselfΒ had been the one to hold that place in your heart before his odd request.Β
Get to know Nanami, he said, with that smooth voice that could convince you of anything. Everything had changed that night.Β
You had done what he asked of you, would have doneΒ anythingΒ he had asked of you, but what you found? Nanami wasn't the evil, money hungry person he had implied he was. He was nice. And aΒ gentleman.Β
You doubtedΒ heΒ would ever ask you to do something you weren't comfortable with.Β
"I don't want to keep doing this" you muttered, surprised you felt brave to utter these words.Β
Suguru squinted his eyes, like he hadn't heard you properly. He still had a hand holding on to your forearm, thumb brushing slowly across your skin in the most tender of ways. "Doing what, beautiful?" he asked, looking for your eyes.
You still refused to look at him, but his touch felt good. "Telling you about Nanami" you explained, voice small. "I like him"Β
It sounded as pitiful as you had expected.
Silence hung between you. For a second. Then two.
"YouΒ likeΒ him?" Suguru repeated finally, the slightest amout of condescencion dripping from his tone. His hand had tightened around you, but not enough to hurt. Was he really this shocked you could fall for somebody else?Β
"Yeah" you repeated, finally looking into his eyes. "He's kind to me"Β
You never thought you had seen Suguru lookΒ speechless.
"Because he buys you things?" he scoffed, lifting up the heavy pendant with no regard for it. You pulled your hands back, snatching it from him with a scowl. "Are you really thatΒ easy?"Β
"What did you just say?" you snapped, head growing hot with anger.Β
"You're smarter than this" he rolled his eyes, backing away from you to pace around your apartment.Β
You didn't even know what feeling was strongest inside you right now. Anger? Guilt?Β
Who theΒ fuckΒ was this person speaking to you like this?Β
"I think you should leave" you growled, crossing your arms to protect yourself. Your necklace. Your pride.Β
He finally looked a little like the Suguru you knew again. "Baby, listenβ"
"Don't"Β
"Listen" he put his hands up, begging for a truce. "You like him β that's great. I'm glad you do, sweetheart. It makes it easier, doesn't it?"Β
You scoffed at his sudden attitude switch, but didn't walk back when he moved towards you again.Β
"You don't need to do anything you don't want to" he reassured. "I'm just asking for little things,Β details, just informationβ"Β
You rolled your eyes, making him grimace in front of you. Damn Suguru Geto, always telling you everything and nothing at all.Β
It reminded you of your ex, all of a sudden.
Why the hell did you continue to get involved with men youΒ knewΒ were lying to you?
"Why?" you interrupted his explanations, challenging him instead.Β
"WhyΒ what?"Β
"WhyΒ do you need to know these things?" you finally said it, the question you should have asked that night. "What are you planning?"Β
"Baby" he sighed. "I'mΒ not planning anything, there's other people involved, guys who came into town today andβ"Β
You finally began to understand a little about what was making him so anxious.
"WhatΒ guys?" you interrupted.
Suguru visibly tensed. "I can't tell you that" he swallowed. "I don't want to get you in trouble"
Your stupid heart did beat faster at his words, and you hated that you believe him.Β
But it still didn't make any of this better.Β
"Are you going to hurt him?" you swallowed, hating there were tears prickling at your eyelashes. The thought terrified you, and the fact you could have anything to do with it even more so.Β
"Hey" Suguru soothed, stepping in to comfort you. "You think I could really hurtΒ anyone?" he asked, and it sounded so convincing.Β
You thought back to all the nice evenings you had spent together. Curling in bed between him and Satoru. Exchanging good morning kisses. His smile when he praised you after a performance, when he told you how beautiful you were.Β
CouldΒ Suguru hurt someone?Β
"Iβ¦ I don't know" you bit your bottom lip, torn.Β
"I'm sorry I upset you" he whispered against your hair. He was so nice and warm.Β
But so was Nanami. And you knew that whatever he was planning β Nanami didn't deserve it.Β
"I don't want to do it" you said to his chest, giving your final answer. "I'm sorry, Sugu"
You hoped he'd pull you in closer and softly shush you, telling you it was fine. But no β Suguru tensed next to you, his soft caresses stopping.Β
Your heart broke along with his composure.Β
"You can't back away now" he stated, matter of fact.Β
"What do you mean?" you looked up, but his gaze was locked on the far wall.
Suguru pulled back from you finally, looking at the floor with a knuckle to his lips. He was nervous. There was something he wasn't telling you, somethingΒ serious.Β
"I meanβΒ fuck" he brushed two hands through his long hair. "I mean it would really help if you justΒ told me"Β
This was a side of him you had never seen.Β
Suguru wasΒ desperate.Β
"What have you done, Sugu?" you asked, suddenly very worriedΒ forΒ him. "I can help, whatever it is, me and Satoruβ"Β
He flinched at the mention of his roommate, probably the one person that meant the most to him. "YouΒ canΒ help" he agreed with a humourless chuckle. "Where does he live?"Β he pressed on.
You swallowed at his sudden change again. "I don't know where he lives" you told the truth.Β
Suguru laughed, clearly not believing you. "He's buying you all this and you haven't even fucked?" he mocked. "Don't tell me you do it in his niceΒ car"Β
Your hand lifted and landed right across his handsome cheek, the sound of that slap reverberating all through your small apartment.Β
You were shocked at yourself β but even more so at him.
He deserved every bit of that andΒ more, you decided.
This time when you looked at him, there was no urge to protect him from whatever hole he had dug for himself.Β
You just needed him toΒ leave.Β
Suguru held his head there for a second, tongue lapping at the bottom lip you had just struck. He laughed a little, surprised, desperate β but remained silent.Β
So you took it as your turn to speak.Β
"Get out" you ordered him.Β
Your eyes briefly met as Suguru considered what to do next. He didn't look angry, no β Suguru looked terrified.Β
He didn't spare you another glance as he left your apartment.Β
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there wasn't anything worse than your annoyingly attractive roommate. or well, there wasn't until years of your ongoing cold war of silent glares and ignoring each other turns into a truce right as you get a new boyfriend.
you liked Choso from the moment you met him. he just didn't notice until someone else had set their sights on (and their dick in) you. is it too late to try - or will your relationship (or just the idea of it) with Gojo get in the way?
β§ no. one party anthem starring childhood fwb!Sukuna + rockstar!Geto
your best friend has always been an asshole - whether it's in his band or in his bed. him ditching you? nothing new. but when one bedroom door closes, another one opens.
β§ only ones who know starring villain!Gojo + hero!Geto
sneaking into penthouses to steal jewels in your spare time is fun - until a certain white-haired CEO catches you. but instead of sending you to the slammer, he strikes a proposal to suit both your interests. the only problem? it looks like your fiancè-to-be has a few secrets of his own up his sleeve, ones your former superhero fling is determined to dig up.
β§ vault boy starring vault dweller!Geto + raider!Sukuna
the wasteland is a lawless, lonely place. who can blame a girl when a chance encounter leaves you chasing after a man who dreams of more than just scraping by in a shitty settlement? although there might be something more dangerous than deathclaws roaming around out there...
β§ the unnamed extra starring knight!Sukuna, prince!Gojo + duke!Geto (only on ao3)
you died, game over! except, uh, after getting hit by a car, you wake up in the body of a background character who gets murdered in some cheesy romance novel you hadn't finished reading. And before long, you realize there might be more to the murder mystery subplot that meets the eye - only to end up tangled in the middle of it when the cold duke of the north's investigation leads him to suspect you have something to do with the serial stabbings plaguing their kingdom!
sleeping with your roommates who were sleeping with each other was never going to end well. they'd never been yours - so what if you found someone who could be?
β§ snowed in starring yeti!Gojo β¬
for a cash-strapped starving scientist such as yourself, finding a yeti would've made the discovery of a lifetime. there's just one tiny problem - he found you first
β§ love me not! starring baby daddy!Geto + coworker!Nanami β¬
so your boss accidentally knocked you up, and your coworker is trying to sign up to play step-dad. what could go wrong?
β§ true love waits starring nerd!Gojo β¬
full-time nerd turned part-time amateur ghost hunter, you've become Gojo's favorite occupation! living with a roommate is hard enough - let alone falling in love with your (un?)dead one!
β§ breaking news! starring mothman!Geto β¬
sent to get the scoop on a strange cult popping up in a small city near you, you're surprised to discover the (moth)man behind it has more than just charm hiding behind his sly smile. but debunking the local cryptid sightings will be harder than you thought when you're sharing a bed with him!
β§ lovefool starring king!Sukuna + jester!Gojo
the only way for a siren like you to survive was as the king's pet, his pretty nightly pastime who spent years pining after him. but what happens when he's meant to marry another? or when a member of his court offers you a way out?
β§ knocked out up! starring baby daddy!Sukuna β¬
your former best friend has been in love with you long before you ran into him after breaking things off with your boyfriend. and he won't hesitate to show you this time around.
β§ coupled up starring jjk!men
looks like you're about to spend your summer on everyone's favorite trashy reality dating show searching for love (...or that cash prize at the end) will a certain pretty (annoying) blue-eyed boy catch your attention? or perhaps his dark-haired best friend? it seems this villa has a few bombshells in store too!
β§ he's (not) my man starring cowboy!Sukuna β¬
in a last ditch effort to save your family's failing ranch, your father arranges your marriage to a man you've never met. now you've got an even bigger problem - a six foot something one who clearly can't stand you either. looks like navigating newlywed life is going to be a little tough when he's already talking about divorce!
β§ made for you starring scientist!Gojo + scientist!Geto β¬
you're satoru gojo's dream. a passion project to simulate sentience, the closest robotic creation to a human out there. the catch? you managed to fall for the man who made you. how far will you go to shut off the stupid feelings hardwired into you?
β§ leave before the lights come on starring sorcer!Nanami + sorcerer!Geto
nanami kento broke your heart once by walking away for some shitty salary job. you're not about to let him break it a second time no matter how many missions you're stuck taking with him. especially when a certain dark-haired sorcerer is spurred to stake his claim on you too.
β§ the point of no return starring phantom!Sukuna + childhood bsf!Gojo
you were just a dancer with bigger dreams before he came along. the voice in the dark. the man without a face. but you may have bit off more than you could bargain for when he comes to claim who he's made you into.
β§ faking it starring broke!Geto + dropout!Sukuna
with no friends and a wallet full of cash, you concoct one last idea to make your final semester one to remember. paying everyone's favorite pretty playboy to pretend to be your boyfriend to complete your college bucket list before you start the life your family is forcing you into. but you might be buying far more than you bargained for.
from his playmate to his personal servant, you've spent your life pining after the pretty prince. until you're reminded just how misplaced your affections are for a man whose meant to marry another. so you do what any other sane person would do, sell off his possessions and slip out of his palace in the dead of the night! how far will he go to get you - and his stuff - back to his bedroom? and to keep you there, as princess or prisoner?
β§ jur-ASS-ic starring dino!Kuna + investor!Gojo
so you spliced your former friend-with-benefits DNA with a few different dinosaurs, all samples courtesy of your high-paying job at the world's most innovative research lab. the good news? he's not sick anymore. the bad? there's more to worry about than just scales and teeth and a tail when a certain white-haired investor catches on to your after-hour activities with the new specimen you created - and wants a bite of you for himself.
β§ lonely hearts diner starring jjk!men
feelings and fucking should be kept separate. especially in the work place. so how come it hurts so bad to watch the hot bartender who brought you home with him last weekend flirt with pretty customers? and how far will you go to get over him - or under someone else?
your marriage was perfect up until the moment your husband didn't remember it anymore. and now, two years and a hell of a lot of heartbreak later, you're still picking up the pieces - with two new additions to your life you never planned for. how exactly does your ex-husband fit back in the puzzle?
β§ tourist trapped! starring grumpy!Sukuna β¬
what's currently on your summer itinerary? hot days and handsy nights on the sand and under the sheets, bikini-clad and slathered in sunscreen or soap. not getting stranded five hundred miles from your destination with the best friend of the guy you were supposed to be spending your vacation with. but when his car breaks down and you're stuck sharing the bed with Sukuna, you can't help but start to consider there might be more to him than tattoos and terrible music taste. who knows what sort of souvenirs you'll end up leaving with?
β§ it's all been done starring reincarnated!Sukuna
one lifetime of loving you wasn't enough for sukuna. especially one that was cut short from thieves who'd stolen you from him in the dead of the night. but there's always the next life. and the one after that. it seems you aren't the only one being reborn though - and problems from past lives refuse to die.
β§ get him back starring childhood friend!Geto + lovestruck!Gojo
he left you behind. he shouldn't be surprised when you moved on - even if it's with his roommate.
β§ serial killer starring killer!Nanami + detective!Sukuna β¬
everyone loves to tell you how lucky you are a guy like Nanami sees something in you. even you don't get it sometimes. intelligent. handsome. the kind of gentleman who opens every door for you and gets flowers delivered just because. you never would've guessed what kind of double life he might be hiding. or how far he'll go to keep his squeaky clean cover story - and you.
β§ fast as you can starring mercedes driver!Geto + redbull driver!Sukuna
your on-and-off again relationship with the current wdc has been the talk of the grid since you started writing songs about him - blissfully unaware he's the bane of another driver's existence. suguru geto has spent the past three years wishing for what ryomen sukuna already has. who will come home with the trophy this year? and more importantly, who will come home with you?
β§ man eater starring college jjk!men (choso-centric)
men are easy. they only ever wanted to get their dick wet anyway. so what's wrong with you beating them at their game? making pretty promises and turning into a phantom the second things looked like they might get serious? it had never been a problem before. until you meet the one guy on campus who doesn't want to play.
β§ how to dump your baby daddy starring ex-husband!Sukuna
divorcing a stubborn dickhead like Ryomen Sukuna was probably the most difficult thing you ever had to do. but what were you supposed to do when your husband had practically become a stranger considering most days he spent more time at work than he did at home? and when he was home, half the time he'd rather sleep on the couch than in your bed? you didn't hate him. but you didn't love him anymore either. maybe you would have moved on. but when one last night together ends up with more than just a memory after you get two little lines on a pregnancy test, you discover you might not be able to get rid of him after all.
β§ butterfly effect starring various jjk!men
when you sprain your ankle on a solo hike in the frigid wilderness of a snowy mountainside, you weren't totally sure you'd even make it through the night. well, until a group of strangers stumble onto you on their way to their own cabin getaway and offer to let you stay in a spare room. but when one of them turns up missing the next morning, you'll have to decide where the danger really lies - in the woods outside? Or with them?
β§ baby daddy drama starring frat jjk!men
when the frat president becomes the father of your daughter, the last thing you expected were his brothers to start bidding to be the step dad! can he prove that he's serious about starting a life together for the three of you - or will someone swoop in to steal both his girls?
β§ every man gets his wish starring bf!Sukuna + rebound!Toji β¬
what's better to be than sukuna's crazy girlfriend? his crazy ex-girlfriend? when it comes to making up, breaking up, and everything in between, it seems sukuna's got your heart in his hands - and has no intention of letting it go. for better or worse. but probably worse.
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the strongest boyfriend!satoru says goodbye before the shinjuku showdown. cw heavy angst + major spoilers for jjk. art by @/yamada_souko
Satoru knew falling for a non-sorcerer wasn't a good idea.
He tried to stop it, he really did. Keep your beautiful smile out of his busy mind, your angelic eyes from his chaotic dreams. It just never worked.
It wasn't just that you were gorgeous, or that being around you felt as soft as it was easy β it was so much more than that. Your company felt like taking a breath in after being underwater too long.
There was no talk of cursed energy, technique, clans. You liked him because⦠of him. Not because he was Satoru Gojo.
Something like that was too hard to let go of.
It was dangerous, he knew, to go on missions and be so⦠distracted. To be the pinnacle of jujutsu society everyone wanted him to be, while an opportunity to leave this life entirely was waving itself right in front of him like this.
The opportunity he craved, but knew couldn't follow through.
After all, he was the strongest β you laughed when he first told you that. Poked his chest with a mischievous smile, teasing him with the title as he slammed his lips onto yours because every second not touching you was a second wasted.
The strongest... hearing you say it was the only time it felt right.
Was it really so bad? Was this love so wrong?
Maybe there could be more for Satoru Gojo.
He trusted his students to carry on his legacy, after all. Maybe if he just did this one thing, he could have the life he wanted.
One final battle.
Gojo could do that.
He just had to⦠explain it to you first.
"Why can't you just stay here?" you cried, your beautiful face wet and swollen. Your hands were holding on to his white sleeves, and Satoru could feel the way the whole fabric shook with your trembling. "You were gone so long already"
"I have to" he caressed your tender skin, hating that you too felt the heavy weight of his responsibility. "I'm sorry"
Apologise was all he could do, especially after the past few weeks. Satoru didn't have the heart to tell you what really happened in Shibuya, but even without the details, his sudden disappearance had been enough to leave you terrified.
"Last time you had to go, youβ"
"I know" he interrupted, not needing you to voice what he already knew you were thinking. Your tears just reminded him even more of how many he had failed that night. Nanami. Kugisaki.
You.
Had you mourned him like he was gone? Like he mourned his friends?
"Do you promise you'll come back?"
It broke everything in him to hear you say it, to feel you cling to him like this. Satoru swallowed his own fear, adopting the easy confident air everyone needed from him. He gently lifted your chin with his hand, forcing you to look at the bright blue eyes he left exposed just for you.
"I'm the strongest, remember?"
The memory of your relieved smile right then was the one thing his mind clung to now.
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the strongest boyfriend!satoru says goodbye before the shinjuku showdown. cw heavy angst + major spoilers for jjk. art by @/yamada_souko
Satoru knew falling for a non-sorcerer wasn't a good idea.
He tried to stop it, he really did. Keep your beautiful smile out of his busy mind, your angelic eyes from his chaotic dreams. It just never worked.
It wasn't just that you were gorgeous, or that being around you felt as soft as it was easy β it was so much more than that. Your company felt like taking a breath in after being underwater too long.
There was no talk of cursed energy, technique, clans. You liked him because⦠of him. Not because he was Satoru Gojo.
Something like that was too hard to let go of.
It was dangerous, he knew, to go on missions and be so⦠distracted. To be the pinnacle of jujutsu society everyone wanted him to be, while an opportunity to leave this life entirely was waving itself right in front of him like this.
The opportunity he craved, but knew couldn't follow through.
After all, he was the strongest β you laughed when he first told you that. Poked his chest with a mischievous smile, teasing him with the title as he slammed his lips onto yours because every second not touching you was a second wasted.
The strongest... hearing you say it was the only time it felt right.
Was it really so bad? Was this love so wrong?
Maybe there could be more for Satoru Gojo.
He trusted his students to carry on his legacy, after all. Maybe if he just did this one thing, he could have the life he wanted.
One final battle.
Gojo could do that.
He just had to⦠explain it to you first.
"Why can't you just stay here?" you cried, your beautiful face wet and swollen. Your hands were holding on to his white sleeves, and Satoru could feel the way the whole fabric shook with your trembling. "You were gone so long already"
"I have to" he caressed your tender skin, hating that you too felt the heavy weight of his responsibility. "I'm sorry"
Apologise was all he could do, especially after the past few weeks. Satoru didn't have the heart to tell you what really happened in Shibuya, but even without the details, his sudden disappearance had been enough to leave you terrified.
"Last time you had to go, youβ"
"I know" he interrupted, not needing you to voice what he already knew you were thinking. Your tears just reminded him even more of how many he had failed that night. Nanami. Kugisaki.
You.
Had you mourned him like he was gone? Like he mourned his friends?
"Do you promise you'll come back?"
It broke everything in him to hear you say it, to feel you cling to him like this. Satoru swallowed his own fear, adopting the easy confident air everyone needed from him. He gently lifted your chin with his hand, forcing you to look at the bright blue eyes he left exposed just for you.
"I'm the strongest, remember?"
The memory of your relieved smile right then was the one thing his mind clung to now.
PAIRINGS reader x gojo/geto/choso/sukuna/nanami/toji
SYNOPSIS it's the turn of the century, and you are the most popular burlesque performer in town! welcome to the life of a showgirl β and the many men who stepped into it, for better or for worse
CONTENT mdni!, fluff, smut, angst, reader is a performer, crime lol, bad decisions, threesomes, arguing, alcohol, glitter and glam, reader is involved with multiple men, power dynamics, some dark themes, age gap relationship, pining, break ups, historical au but pls forgive any inaccuracies
A/N no joke this came to me in a dream! it's a story that spans a few years, where the main characters introductions to the different men serves the overarching storyline. inspirations include the seven husbands of evelyn hugo, the great gatsby, moulin rouge and chicago
main masterlist β’ ao3
ACT I
01. WELCOME TO BURLESQUE ; toji fushiguro
02. CANDYMAN ; satoru gojo
03. ALL THAT JAZZ ; suguru geto
04. BUT IM A GOOD GIRL
ACT II
05. DIAMONDS ARE A GIRLS BEST FRIEND ; nanami kento
06. BOUND TO YOU ; ryomen sukuna
07. I CANT MAKE THIS MOVIE
ACT III
08. A MAN LIKE YOU ; choso kamo
09. UNUSUAL WAY
10. HOT HONEY RAG
