mourning lamb

Waco,Texas playing in the background as I'm slowly, painfully getting slaughtered would genuinely make me so happy.

When Ethel said "𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞." I really felt that. No matter how much I try to escape my biological mother I can't. I am the split image of her and that will forever haunt me.

I desperately need the company of someone. Feel their skin against mine, and the warmth of their breath on my neck.

I love when yellowjackets fans follow me. :3

the darkness always has its way to sneak back in. Or maybe it never left.

I am the way I am because if I ever lose my virginity I will use sex as a form of self harm.

horny and depressed

I miss being sick.

Would you eat my heart after I die? Feel how chewy and sweet it is? I know I would.