probably gonna go through some weird and unknown phase of my life soon

they hate me because the years of memory loss has purified my mind

ok I endured it. now what!!!!!!!!!

What is the meaning of international law at this point when some countries are allowed complete impunity to do whatever they want without consequences

half avoidant on my father's side

I just hope we don’t have betraying ourselves for nothing in 2026

things will work out + it’s still early + not everything is lost + trees

i do believe on some level that real love is ugly. i think we’ve convinced ourselves otherwise by ingesting highly filtered staged moments of other people’s relationships and telling ourselves that maybe we are too ugly for love. but real love — it’s waking up in the dead of morning with dried drool on your face, it’s bleeding in a bed that isn’t yours, it’s having a panic attack in the park and not knowing how to verbalize what you’re feeling, it’s not shaving + not apologizing, it’s crying because you need something you cannot name + much more — all while being held.

in my head i am an entirely different person for real then i go out into the world and shes just not who i picture

I’m a deadbeat friend and daughter and sister I need to get a grip

girl shocked to discover that inaction can have consequences too

local woman disgusted to learn that choosing not to decide or act is, in itself, a choice

up at 3am googling how do i break out of a repetitive cycle that both comforts and harms me

yeah yeah we’ve all destroyed and betrayed ourselves for nothing around here you’re not special