currently holding on by a thread 🙃

I know we are all like "people in caveman times would drill holes in their head to relieve headaches" andwe go oh that's so stupid that's so dumb but like. then I get a headache and I'm like.ooooh I get it I get it. Grug prepare the drill.

I’m addicted to losing weight rn. Like I just HAVE to

existing is a full-time job with no benefits.

I'm sorry if I'm difficult to deal with. I don't know how to deal with myself either.

I don't have a morning routine. I wake up on straight survival mode.

That feeling of when you never feel like you belong anywhere and no matter what you will always be a burden to everyone around you.

Spiraling is so fun haha. Oh my god

Cutting myself isn't enough, i need to skin myself alive

go on more walks. walk for no reason. walk to solve a problem. walk to blow off steam. walk to get outside. walk to listen, read, and learn. walk to escape distractions. walk to improve your health. walk to think. a simple walking habit can change absolutely everything.

How fucking embarrassing. Having to admit as an adult to not having a single person in my life I would consider a friend