ā i do post frequently, so if you're trying to find a specific post i wish you the best of luck.
ā i am a frequent swearer. please be cautious of that, i use swear words to express things. i do not use trigger warnings for most posts.
ā my ao3 + my masterpost of hcs
ā lesbian + non-binary
ā you might have seen me on pinterest under johnnyboy pins or may also recognize me from another platform.
feel free to give me art or writing requests or ask me about my headcanons, no guarantee they will all be answered. i do not write smut nor ___ x reader, however i do write fluff and angst.
please do also note I will not frequently respond to tag games, but i do appreciate you thinking of me and tagging me.
my interests include:
ą¹ą£ā the outsiders ššŖ
ą¹ą£ā enola holmes šŗ
ą¹ą£ā red, white, and royal blue š
ą¹ą£ā conan gray šØ
ą¹ą£ā dead poets society šŖ¶
ą¹ą£ā project hail mary š
ą¹ą£ā last night at the telegraph club ā¤ļøāļø
ą¹ą£ā the song of achilles šŗšæš¶
ā heathers šā¤ļøšš
+ many, many more
lots of love towards my siblings, sage and wyatt, found family even across hundreds of miles <2
some of the ships i like:
āŖ pb+j/johnnyboy (i post about them a lot, a lot of my fanfics are about them.) (wtf im being called the ceo and the parental figure of the johnnyboy community okay???) (parent with the lovely aj, aka pixl-puppyyy)
āŖ tally (tim x dally)
āŖ chercia
āŖ holmesbury
āŖ firstprince
āŖ anderperry
āŖ small disclaimer i am a multishipper but i do not talk about it frequently :) im generally neutral on most ships except for incest, pedophilia, or i just. dont like a ship.
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cause sure, I do love tally, johnnyboy, chercia, stevepop, and parry a LOT
but I also like dal-bit, dallypop, johnnypop, purly, marbit, cherrybomb, (is that cherry and bob?), recently chetsoda, recently kind of sort of tarry, and i cant think of anymore ships you get the point
ponyboy rips pages out of his journal after writing all of his problems in it.
he once wrote about how he felt like he wanted to die after failing a test, thinking himself as a failure, bringing a bit of shame and was also drowning in school work, giving him more problems. though, he remembers once upon a time his parents found those pages with suicidal ideations and they watched him like a hawk for days, so he rips out those pages, careful to not leave a trace, and hides them. writes about how he was sick of living? tears it out. writes about how he felt imperfect and wasn't good enough? tears it out.
nobody will tell him, but sodapop once found those pages under the bed or scattered on the floor. he reads them the best he can, and never talks about it.
thinking about the heathers au and I just realized for ram and kurts deaths (still don't know who they will be but im really thinking about bob and randy again) it's played off as a suicide BECAUSE they were gay
AND IN THE AU. ITS. ITS CURLY AND PONY PLANNING IT. A GAY RELATIONSHIP. I. WHY DID I NOT THINK OF THIS I AM SOBBING ššš
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if you think that's gonna be soda's last appearance YOU ARE WRONG!!! HE COMES BACK WITH HIS OWN CHAPTER!!!!!!! HE WRITES IN PONYBOY'S JOURNAL... (ponyboy probably saw the page but he didnt rip it out)
okay screw you guys im bored. chapter 4 of writing in a journal. uh. i gave pony way too many swear words in this and i made him crash out way too many times. okay have a yippee time and ignore the newer tags that were added <3
tags (as per usual lmk): @mildlyannoyingtheaterkid @theaterkidest2009 @sodasodasodapop @cecechaos31 @chrisisoverit
cross post as per usual
November 1964, Page Six
I kind of lost this journal for a fewā¦ months. Actuallyā a couple. Anyways! It was Thanksgiving a few days ago. We avoid going all out, usually just making dinner together.
For some update on the previous page, I did get detention. It was awful. Soda joked and told me I was finally getting rid of my law-abiding ways. I wanted to slap him. Curly laughed when I told him I got in trouble. He couldn't believe me, Ponyboy Curtis, got a detention. I took the cigarette out from between his fingers instead of arguing. It would've been a waste of breath, anyways.
Darrel's not going to college yet, he's helping out mom and dad with bills for a bit. I'm surprised, y'know, he did get a scholarship after all. More on Darrel, though, you may be asking why I'm using his full stupid first name that he shares with dad, because he's a stupid head and I hate his guts! Look, he's an okay brother but HE'S SO STUPID!!!!
(Not school stupid. He justā¦ he's a little bit of a non-thinker.)
So me and mom we like to cook together, it's not a feminine trait I am not a blasted pansy, and we were cooking for Thanksgiving. Honestly, she was doing most of the mork sork pork FUCK work. Anywaysā there's a blue jay outside! Okay, so Darry Darrel comes into the kitchen and he looks so nervous like Johnnycakes or like he's about to tell us he bombed the local mall. I hoped he didn't. Instead, he asked if stupid yellow-cashmere-sweater wearing Paul Holden could come over for dinner.
What. The. Hell. Might as well just call my brother a harlot by now!
Mom was perfectly fine with it! I stared at him like he said he wants to move to freaking outer space and die up there without oxygen because practically THAT'S WHAT HE WANTS!!!!!! You know what Darrel did then??? He SMILED!!!! AND THEN WALKED AWAY AFTER SAYING THANKS!!!! OH MY GOSH!!! Mom asked me what was wrong when I still looked shocked, but I didn't answer because freaking everything was wrong!!!! I am not an angry person (unfortunately) so I calmed down eventually.
Page Seven
Dinner time rolls around and obviously Paul came around before hand and him and Darrel just kind of hid away from us. Glory, I don't like him, but at least he's nice. We sit at the dinner table in a specific orderā dad at one end, mom at the other, me and Soda on one side, Darrel on the other, but now Paul's beside him. I like this arrangement but not when an ugly ass Soc is across from me. Soda noticed me shooting some pretty nasty glares when we were putting food on our plate. He notices TOO. MUCH.
You know, Paul coming over isn't even the worst part. There's a lot of worst parts.
The worst part is that him and Darrel were holding hands. Not for like the getting together thankful prayer thing, holding hands under the blasted table before we even did the tradition!!!!! They were even looking at each other in the same way mom and dad would when they were particularly in love. Nauseating.
You probably get what I'm saying, but I'm hacked off, I need to express my thoughts like that one guidance counselor told me to. So I am! I'm expressing my frustration!!!
We're mid-way through dinner when they bring their clasped hands up onto the table. Soda's food dropped off his fork, mom's eyes lit up, and dad didn't even notice until she yelled 'oh my goodness!' Then came the words I was freaking dreading!
'Me [Darry] and Paul are dating.'
OH. MY. GOD!!!! MY BROTHER LIKES MEN???? FOOTBALL PLAYER, BOY OF THE YEARā DARREL CURTIS JR.ā LIKES A SOC NAMED PAUL HOLDEN. A SOC. A GODDAMN SOC. I don't have a problem with people liking the same gender, for clarification, I think it's cool. My only problem is that it's Paul! I don't like Paul! He's good at drawing but nothing else!!!! Maybe football, but those are only two good things. Now that I think about itā why did Paul always give Darry these looks at football gamesā¦?
Anywaysā this whole situation is annoying. Thanksgiving dinner was good, minus the rapid interrogation Paul and Darry recieved from mom and dad after theyā¦ came out? I guess? The questions got annoying, and me and Soda left the table after a while. We were surprised none of our buddies came over for dinner, but I guess maybe they didn't want to. Two-Bit spends Thanksgiving with his mom and little sister a lot, so no surprises there. Dallyā¦ he goes somewhere, maybe hangs around the Shepard gang. Dally and Tim have a bit of a history. They like to fight. Steve probably just didn't care. Johnnyā¦ now Johnnycakes, he likes to spend Thanksgiving with us. I don't know why he didn't this time round.
It was whatever, Thanksgiving was nice this year. Last year, there was an argument. I don't remember who it was between. Today wasā¦ well, today was good and bad. I just didn't expect to hear that Darrel likes a guy, he's always been a ladies man to a lot of people. Every time grandma came over (when she was still alive), she'd pat his arm and ask him about a girlfriend. He said he had one once, but we all knew it was a fib, but we believed him.
I hope I find a person someday who I can fit in with. I'd like that to happen. Goodnight.
-Ponyboy Curtis Mr. Horse Ponyboy Curtis
ps. Hi!! Sodapop here!!!!! He's got real rude opinonsā¦ took up too pages!!!! Talk about mean.
GET OUT OF MY JOURNAL!! DON'T READ IT, SODA!!!!! YOU'RE SO RUDE, TALK ABOUT AN INVASION OF PRIVACY. AND I'M NOT MR. HORSE. I'M PONYBOY CURTIS!!!
I'm telling mom your bein mean to me :) by the way, don't be surpised if I hide your jurnl!!!!!
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hey guys good morning uh. did something i thought id never do last night, drew another character that I've never drawn. aka tim shepard. look it may look awful but this is my first time drawing him and im going off of jack shit nothing aka the book appearance
i genuinely dont know what happened when I was drawing dally. we dont talk about it.
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