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Hey y'all my laptop died last night! I luckily can do the essentials on my tablet and phone but I really really hate using mobile devices for things. My main thing is I was hoping to go back to school soon and I literally can't without a laptop 💀💀💀.

Add on to that my loans that I can barely afford already went UP and I did not have a great day yesterday.

Any little bit helps!! Any money made from comms will go directly towards getting a new laptop and/or keeping up with loans. If you cannot afford a comm that is fine but reblogs are greatly appreciated! Please check out my art tag for more references of my work, and my website if you're interested in ordering!

Every single dollar counts!!

Before I open my heart to you guys, please check out the vetting/verifications posts below.

1. @el-shab-hussein and @nabulsi # 151 on the spreadsheet of Vetted Gaza Fundraisers List

2. @riding-with-the-wild-hunt HERE.

3. My latest blog titled "Traumatized in Ireland While my Family is Facing Death and Starvation in Gaza" shared widely HERE

The short video will give you a quick glimpse of my story: 1. A young university lecturer in Gaza

2. Then displaced with my family and losing our house

3. Then traveled to Ireland to study and try to support and evacuate my family.

Every night I sleep in Ireland while my family sleeps under bombardment face starvation, fear and the cold of winter in tents.

People sleep to rest. I sleep to see nightmares.

Every night feels like a horror movie I must live, not watch. I wake up tired, shaken, and broken by the images my mind creates.

I had an amazing stable life with my family in Gaza before the war turned our world upside down.

I was a young, ambitious lecturer at the Islamic University of Gaza, teaching English and linguistics. I loved to motivate and empower my students so they can reach their full potential.

When the war broke out, I was displacement with my family multiple times in places I did not know existed in the Gaza Strip. Sometimes we literally ran for our lives under heavy bombardment and learned what a near-death experience actually meant.

Five months into the war, my Irish university managed to get me out of Gaza. Ever since I evacuated and left my entire family in Gaza (parents, siblings, nephews, nieces), I woke up every day so tired from horrible horrible horrible nightmares, wishing to end my life.

But then I remember: If I give up, who will help my family survive? Who will help me get them out when the crossing opens again?

I saw the constant bombardment every day live in the news, and my family was dispersed in different places in the Gaza Strip, running for their lives, struggling to survive.

The misery and suffering continue until today after we lost our house and the cold of winter if freezing them all, especially my elderly parents and young nephews and nieces.

HOWEVER...

Hard times do not only create strong people; they also reveal the goodness and humanity in others. And Gaza needs the world’s goodness now more than ever.

My family lost their home. They now live in tents, shivering in the cold. Rainwater enters every time it rains. They have no electricity, no clean water, no cooking gas, and no safety. Survival itself has become a battle.

I have been dedicating all my efforts to helping my family survive in the current situation in Gaza and apply for reunification visas with the support of my college and friends here in Ireland.

Every single member of my family counts the seconds until the day we all reunify in Ireland and live a safe, normal life like we have been dreaming for more than two years

This can only be possible with your kindness, support and humanity.

Please consider donating if you can, share our story, reblog our post, and amplify our voice. You have no idea how much you can help in getting my family out of the living hell of Gaza to safety.

When the world becomes numb to Palestinian suffering, please choose not to turn away.

Please 'follow' me to stay updated!

Thank you for reading. Thank you for caring.

Mahmoud

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Rafah Crossing into Egypt to open for the people of Gaza to travel to Egypt! Finally!

A way out of the living hell of Gaza! This is amazing news for my family! Our only goal and priority is to reunite as a family in Ireland and bring them to safety.

Please boost my family's Evacuation campaign and keep us in your thoughts and prayers!

Also consider Mikinakoos' as they're extending support beyond their traditional service areas due to the scale of this emergency!

Donations for Namaygoosisagagun First Nation:

Donations for Whitesand First Nation:

Please don't let money decide whether my mom lives or dies today. She is in the ICU, and every minute her condition gets worse. Nothing is more painful than watching her suffer while money is the only thing standing between her and survival.

Your donation right now is what keeps her alive for another week. It gives her another chance to survive.

Our critical target for this week is $700. We can end this nightmare immediately if 28 people donate $25.

Please, do not let her face this alone. Donate $5, $10, or whatever you can this exact second. If you can't, you MUST share this.

Every single dollar counts!!

Prices in Gaza have started to rise unusually, and goods have almost disappeared from the markets. Types of vegetables are scarce and expensive, and meats have vanished from the markets too. I mean, what's happening is the beginning of a new famine; food is expensive and scarce in the markets!

Every help is appreciated guys you can DONATE HERE

I really don’t know what to say or how to explain my feelings but i appreciate you guys so much u are a family for me i love you so much ❤️

First day of July 0$ / 700$

Thanks to everyone who still cares and supports us 🥰

Thanks for everyone who helping us

I love her so much my mother life was and still hard she struggled after my dad passed she was 38 years old I’m proud to be her son she gives us everything she can to see us successful in life, also she lost her oldest daughter reema was her best friend

Also i want to remind you her salary was cut off 9 months ago

“I had time to run home and pack a bag and get to the beach where the boats were waiting,” said a member of Namaygoosisagagun First Nation (Collins). “We literally had minutes to get on the boats and flee before it took our town. “Once we left my house finally after packing what I could in a pack sack, the fire was right behind our place. We had to run to the beach and once we got there, it was only moments before the fire had jumped over the (train) track and was coming for us.”

it has since been confirmed that namaygoosisagagun first nation has completely burnt to the ground. if you would like to help the community navigate an ongoing crisis, i urge you to donate to the anishinabek nation 7th generation, a registered charity seeking to improve the lives of first nations people. donations are going directly to members of namaygoosisagagun first nation.

MORE ashcotty sketchs and sillies. and some of these are suggestive so what.... and theyre under the thingie

Every single dollar counts!!