Whoops

but instead remind this broken, shattered soul that i’ll be okay

tell me, lie if you have to that i’m strong enough to do this, that i can make it

once again lie if you have to, that whatever’s thrown our way, you’ll love me through it all no matter what…

maybe i’m not but this time i choose to give up trying.

i sincerely apologize for doing the things i promised myself not to do but the urge is too big to resist.

this is no longer about saving myself, but saving you from myself.

that one woman who goes against everything that was supposed to be "my ideal" and yet i've learnt to love her more than any living soul in this world.

i let the jealousy and insecurity mess with my head

i let all those negative emotions mess with my heart