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Posting this for my baby boy, my sweet pup Bubba. I miss him so much and carried grief similarly. As a burden. Full of weight and it choked me. And my husband sent me that video.. I saw Andrew Garfield’s interview and it really changed how I thought about him. I’m just so grateful I got to know him at all. A lot people go their whole lives without knowing a love like that. How lucky am I that I got to love him♥️

finding a new doctor. applying for jobs. searching for apartments. messaging used car dealers. getting your health insurance to do their job. getting a pharmacy to do their job. getting the dmv to accept the documents they told you to bring. just listing things they probably make you do in hell

ever since i was a little girl i knew i was doomed to take things too seriously and think about them forever

i think avoiding everything is going to save me for real this time

You should be able to listen to a full album without looking at your phone. You should be able to watch a 3 hour film from beginning to end without checking social media. If you can't do this, you need to start training your attention span as if it were a physical muscle. I don't experience boredom or restlessness because I've trained my brain to not be dependent on quick stimuli and dopamine hits. If you can't chill on a park bench while waiting for a friend with just your imagination to keep you company, you need to learn how to do it ASAP because one day we may not have access to the internet.

there is nothing quite like asking a cat in a doorway “in or out”

I think people would be less suicidal if they were allowed to talk about being suicidal without risk of being sent to the Torture Dungeon

anytime i talk to people i feel like i need to be shot.