I donβt understand how people can date for three, four, five (etc.) years and just break up. How can you leave all those memories, how can you leave that person? There are days when my boyfriend bothers me, when he gets on that last nerve and I feel like Iβm going to snap, when it seems like βhow can I dealβ. But then I think about never falling asleep next time him ever again, never hugging him again, holding his hand, wearing his sweaters, talking to him, having his arms around me, or even just the scent of him lingering in our room.... and it kills me to think that it could ever be gone. Ten years and Iβm still horrified at the thought of loosing him... so how? how can people do it? how do people cope? I will never understand it.Β
