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•it is okay if you fall out of love and you dont know why, you are not a bad person

•your mental stability will always be more important than your s/o. You need a healthy relationship with yourself as much as you need one with others

•you have every right to remove yourself out of any relationship that you are not 100% happy and feel safe in. Be your own protector, remove yourself from the hazardous people.

•you're not required to explain yourself to anyone that asks why you're relationship ended. Your life, your relationship. Your business.

Please,

Be your own priority. You deserve to love and appreciate and care for yourself. Self-love is the strongest form of love you can receive, and it only comes from yourself.

When will my heart stop being so heavy?

When will my mind know what happiness is again?

There’s a hole where my heart should be. I’m so empty. 

Thank you!! I really appreciate that dear. Sorry for only just now seeing this, i never expect anything to be in my inbox, so I'm bad at checking it.

So sorry for like, being shit at checking my inbox.

My chest aches and tears are rushing down my cheeks and all I feel is agony.

I'm so lonely

I feel like there's a hole in my chest.

It’s been a while, I know. I was just taking a break from Tumblr, as it was affecting my mental health negatively rather than positively. 

But I’m back now, and I feel good. Also, from now on, I’m going to try to make this account a bit more positive. And I might start writing again and posting it on here. And maybe some of my art. 

Opinions on what you guys want to see? 

Thanks for sticking around even when I disappeared. Over 6K. Wowza.

There’s a lot of you lil beans. 

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My back collided with the ground, the grass crumpling as my weight pushed it down. My hair tossed in the breeze, covering my face and neck. Pain bloomed from my sternum, followed by a numbing sensation. My hand reached up to my chest, feeling the handle of the silver dagger in my chest. The blood, my blood, pooled on my chest, soaking my shirt and dripping onto the ground. A soft breath left my lips as I gazed up at the night sky. The grass ticking my bare body as the wind grew stronger. My grey eyes traced the night sky, finding the constellations. I focused on the moon, memorized the craters that littered it's surface. The numb feeling from my chest traveled down my torso and seeped into my legs, cutting off the feeling from my feet. My heart clenched as my throat began to fill with blood. My once deep breaths turned to small gasps as I felt my life force fading. My eyes began drifting shut, and said goodbye to the moon for the last time. I was shrouded in darkness, and as I drifted from consciousness, I heard one piercing scream that echoed through the hills and valleys, the fields and forests for miles around. One word.

"Annabelle!"