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if it's okay can you maybe write jinx x reader but the reader recently got broken up with and like. confides in jinx to comfort her and jinx ends up getting reeeeal freaky with her (but in a wholesome way) and they end up having Lesbian Sex
if not it's okay im just lowkey going through a hard time rn
❥・summary; reader's struggling to get over her ex- and jinx knows she could treat her so much better. she tried to comfort reader constructively, she really did. in the heat of the moment, though, unpredicted things are bound to happen.
❥・tags/warnings; bestfriend!jinx, kinda perv!jinx, dom!jinx, sub!reader, both are equally desperate, porn with plot, mentions of an (unnamed) ex, hurt/comfort, fluff, jinx is trying to be a good friend, fingering, scissoring, messy sex, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, praise, jinx wants that cookie BAD
❥・wc; 4.0k
i know this is late but from one girl who just got out of a relationship to another, you've got this 🫂 i hope you're doing well and know my inbox is always open!
minors dni.
jinx isn’t sure how to describe what she felt when you first told her that you and your girlfriend broke up.
joy, at the fact you were finally free of that lowlife asshole who didn’t know how to treat a girl. despair, knowing that you’d be torn up about this. you did get dumped seemingly out of the blue, after all. not to mention that breakups are hard to begin with, no matter the circumstances.
most of all, she feels excited. you met her about a year into your relationship- with her finding you charming from the very beginning. kind and witty in a way she isn’t, not to mention absolutely stunning. when you mentioned your girlfriend in passing, jinx was devastated. every time you brought her up in conversation made her bristle, made her snappy. you tried not to pay it any mind, but it’s been clear throughout your entire friendship that jinx didn’t like her.
you thought it might be because you complained about her a fair bit, and that jinx was a little too harsh. a little too protective over you. but you shrugged it off, appreciating her concern.
it was partially true. jinx did hate her for those reasons, stating over and over again that you deserved better. she left out that the ‘better’ she spoke of was her. she would give you the entire world and then some, anything to see that beautiful smile- if she could only call you hers, you’d never know hardship again. every time you came to her to vent about another argument between you and your girlfriend, she hoped that you’d tell her you finally broke up. it’s a longing that nearly split her open.
still, jinx is respectful. she’s never made any advances, because she knows you’re spoken for. the last thing she wants to do is drive you further away when she has someone so good in her life.
that’s never stopped her from stealing glances at your cleavage, though, or taking notice of how perfectly your favorite jeans hug the curve of your ass. when you lean over while wearing skirts, jinx just about short-circuits, feeling warm between her thighs and having to wait torturously until you leave the hideout so she can run to her cot and shove her fingers inside herself.
squealing like a virgin, using her free hand to pinch and pull at her nipples. wishing more than anything that it was you doing this to her.
even though you may be distraught, your breakup is some of the best news jinx has ever heard.
a knock rings at her door, and jinx springs up to open it. this is her first time seeing you since the breakup- which is now a week behind you- and she isn’t sure what to expect.
her heart contracts in her chest when she opens the door to see your face, eyes downcast and expression still. you don’t look upset, per se, rather numb. she isn’t sure which one is worse.
“heya, toots,” she hums, trying to give you a small smile. “you don’t look too hot.”
“yeah, i don’t feel it either.”
she chuckles softly and steps aside to allow you into her hideout. you both make your way down the steel panels toward her workbench, then turn to her bedroom, where you kick off her shoes and sit down on the beanbag huddled in the corner. jinx makes herself comfortable on the floor next to you.
one of the things jinx thinks sets her apart from your ex is that she genuinely cares about you and your well-being. as much as she wants to go the extra mile with you, it breaks her to see you so withdrawn, especially over someone who barely gave you the time of day.
she wants you to be happy, first and foremost. you’re so much more than that girl made you out to be.
“do you wanna talk about it?” she offers.
you shrug, worrying at your bottom lip. “i dunno. it just.. sucks that it had to end this way. things weren’t good, but i hoped they’d get better. she kept saying they would.”
jinx nods along with your words, tilting her head as she listens.
she could’ve told you things wouldn’t get better. she did tell you that. but that isn’t going to make you feel any better right now.
you run a hand through your hair and let out a heavy breath. since the actual breakup, you haven’t talked about this with anybody. it feels so, so good to finally be able to let it out with someone who understands.
“i wish she would’ve tried harder. that she would’ve fought for us, but in the end, it was like i was nothing to her,” you breathe out. “i tried, i really did. i was so patient, and i stuck around because i loved her, but.. sometimes that isn’t enough, i guess.”
“you can’t love someone into loving you,” jinx murmurs.
your lips press into a thin line, and you nod.
“i know that.”
“but you still feel like shit.”
you nod again, and jinx’s lips pull into a little frown. now that you’re saying everything out loud, you’re realizing for the first time just how bad everything was.
how terribly this girl treated you, the entire year and a half of your relationship.
“but i still feel like shit.” you affirm.
the girl grasps your hand gently, and your shoulders untense. she looks at you earnestly, rosy eyes boring into hers. she wishes that she could take away the pain, and more importantly, that your affections would be focused on her instead.
maybe she’s selfish for thinking that. maybe she’s too far-gone. she can’t help herself, though, especially not when your voice remains sweet in the way you try to defend your ex and your cleavage is barely peeking out of your tops.
gods. what she’d do if you would only let her.
she snaps herself out of her thoughts and forces her eyes up.
“well, duh. you just got dumped. you’re gonna feel terrible. but that doesn’t mean you gotta let it consume you, you know? there’s plenty of fish in the sea, or whatever they say.”
you scoff, rolling your eyes. “yeah? doesn’t seem like it.”
jinx gives your hand a gentle squeeze, a million thoughts running through her head. she wishes she could take you by the shoulders and shake you and yell ‘i’m right here,’ yet she knows she can’t.
“i swear, there are.”
with a swallow, you nod once again, drawing your knees up to your chest. right now, your gaze is anywhere but jinx. since the breakup, you’ve isolated yourself a fair bit. supposing that nobody would want to hear about the torment you’ve gone through, you kept it locked deep inside. it feels almost wrong to finally let it out. you know, though, with someone like jinx, things could never be wrong.
“i don’t think i’m gonna find anyone like her again,” you sigh.
jinx can’t hold herself back from snorting. “yeah, that’s the whole point. you don’t need anyone like her.”
she’s right. you know she is, and still, you can’t bring yourself to meet her imploring gaze.
“i know. even though i feel terrible, it.. it does kind of feel like a weight is lifted off my shoulders, you know?”
jinx gives a soft ‘mhm,’ trying not to let her delight show externally.
internally, she’s rejoicing. you’re feeling relief, which is good, and moreso, a sign of moving on, a sign she can take to swoop in and make you happy.
your eyes finally lift to meet hers, and jinx’s heart skips a beat. subconsciously, her face moves closer to yours, inching minute by minute.
“you’re a lot better off without her,” she says, voice hushed and raspy. “even if it doesn’t feel like it right now.”
she doesn’t miss the way your mouth opens then closes, or the way you trip over your words. “yeah, i guess so.”
she huffs again, so close now that the two of you are sharing breath. you can smell gunpowder loosely clinging to her, as well as the slight scent of cotton candy perfume. you could count all of the freckles dusting her cheeks if you wanted to. you don’t think you’ve ever been this close to your friend.
“i know so.”
without further hesitation, jinx closes the barely-there gap between the two of you. you’re not sure what comes over you in that moment, but you press back into her, lips finding a steady rhythm as your hand finds the back of her head and tangles in loose blue strands. a soft whine escapes the girl, and heat rushes straight to your core.
what you’d do to hear that sound again.
it starts out slow and gentle, but jinx quickly quickens the pace, traces the seal of your lips with her tongue and presses her chest flush against yours when you let her in. she licks into you with reckless abandon, her hands trailing from your shoulders down to your hips and digging into the soft skin there.
“fuck, you’ve got no idea how long i’ve wanted to do this,” she murmurs, wasting no time before kissing you once again. all you can do is weakly moan against her.
jinx is your best friend. you’ve just gotten out of a long-term relationship. this should feel wrong, but the girl has a way of making you feel like you’ve never felt before.
all you know is that you want more.
you weakly prop yourself up against the wall, jinx chuckling against your lips and taking the hint. she leads you over to her cot where you fall back onto the mattress, and jinx immediately straddles your hips.
her lips are back on yours within seconds, ravenous, like she wants to devour you- if only you knew how many times she’s fantasized about this.
“mm, you’re so fucking hot,” she sighs. she presses another wet kiss to your lips before she starts mouthing at your jawline, trailing kiss after kiss and lightly nipping at the skin. her lips are slightly chapped, and when she descends to your neck, you can’t help tipping your head back. “you have any idea how long i’ve wanted this? huh?”
“what?” you breathe out, your arms winding around the girl’s thin waist despite yourself. she smirks against your skin.
jinx doesn’t answer at first. she just slightly nips at your neck, leaving dark marks in her wake. the girl’s hands creep under your top, fingers bony and cold to the touch. you shiver, and she giggles.
“so fucking long,” she sighs. “i hated seeing you with her, you know. always thought she was no good. i could treat you so much better. could fuck you so much better, too.”
her hands find your tits, and she delights in the fact you’re not wearing a bra. soft to the touch, she kneads at first, squeezing between her hands, and you let out a helpless little whimper.
it’s taking a lot of willpower to process what she’s just said. this whole time, you thought that jinx’s sentiments toward you were purely platonic. yes, she would joke about your hangouts being dates, and she was always a bit touchy with you. you didn’t miss the way her eyes lingered on your breasts at times, but you thought this was just her way of showing affection.
oh, how wrong you were. how good it feels to be under her hands.
somewhere in the heat of it all, her top comes off, perky pale tits displayed as she throws her braids behind her shoulders.
her forefinger and thumb pinch your nipples and start rolling them, drawing a high gasp from you that makes jinx ache. her clit’s throbbing, her pussy is clenching around nothing, desperate for attention- and yet, she knows this is about you.
she isn’t going to ruin this with her own greed.
“jinx-” you say, and she tilts her head.
“hmm?”
“keep going, don’t stop..”
those might be the best words she’s ever heard. she gives a toothy grin, huffing to herself before she yanks your top up over your head and throws it to some corner of the room like it’s personally wronged her.
her head flies down to your collarbones, placing hungry kisses and kitten licks against the skin, shimmer-pink saliva trailing down the valley between your breasts. she goes back to eagerly pinching at and kneading your tits, cruel and harsh in the way that’s so jinx. yet somehow, it’s still gentle. she wouldn’t dream of hurting you.
“don’t think about her right now,” she rasps, spitting the words out like they’re bitter on her tongue. “only me.”
the girl kisses down your navel, then flattens her tongue to lick a slow stripe downward. she’s only had you in a grasp for a few minutes, and she’s already intoxicated off of you. your skin is even softer than she thought it would be, you smell so fucking good, you’re so beautiful.
as your fingernails start to dig into her scalp, jinx lets out a groan and gently nips at your stomach, making your breath hitch. your head falls back, her fingers finding their way under the waistband of your jeans. jinx looks up to you, eyes wide and desperate as a silent request for permission. you nod frantically, and she flies to work the button and free you of the extra layer.
soft thighs displayed before her, your breathing labored, jinx smirks.
her eyes land on your panties, the little piece of cotton separating you from her- then the wet patch that’s formed between your thighs, and her eyes blow even wider. all of this, for her?
“goddamn, you’re soaked,” she laughs. “did i do that?”
you meekly nod, and something deep surges within her. she nudges your legs apart with her hand, then lands two fingers to start teasing at your clit through your panties. a quiet moan falls from your lips, and jinx only presses firmer. her thighs on either side of your body, the girl draws out the taunting just a little more.
you squirm and moan, mind already cloudy with everything that’s gone on and what she’s doing to your senses. after a few more quick strokes, jinx decides she’s been mean enough- and frankly, her patience is running out.
when she pulls your panties off, jinx’s mouth goes dry at the sight that greets her. glistening cunt, puffy lips, clit needy and aching- so much more perfect than she could’ve imagined. your furrowed brows and parted lips only add to her excitement.
she wastes no time pressing her thumb back to your clit, while her middle and ring fingers line up with your weeping hole, arousal already dripping onto the sheets below you. your hands move to her back, nails raking along the powder-blue clouds climbing up her torso, and she hisses through her teeth. it only makes her more desperate.
jinx fantasized about taking you in many different ways. would you like it rough and hard, with her whispering dirty and degrading things into your ear? or would you want slow, gentle lovemaking with her lips brushing your neck and her murmuring sweet nothings?
right now, none of that concerns you. she just wants you, as quickly as possible. that’s why her fingers push into you, quick and mean, and she chuckles when you cry out.
“fuck, ah-”
“shh,” she whispers. “you’re okay, hon. doin’ so good for me.”
jinx hovers over you, staring and taking in your every expression as her fingers work you open. she thrusts in and out, thumbing at your clit so quickly your thoughts are starting to blur around the edges. her fingers feel incredible inside of you, long and strong and reaching all the spots your ex never could. lewd noises spill from your lips, chest heaving as your nails scrape along her back.
jinx revels in how wet you are, how your pussy seems to eagerly suck her back in every time. the girl’s gapped teeth bite at her lower lip, smiling to herself. this is so much better than anything she could’ve imagined.
“ah, please,” you whine, spine curling off the mattress, hips lifting in a weak attempt to get more friction. “more, faster-”
without words, jinx ups the pace, fucking into you even faster, crooking her fingers just right so she reaches that spongy spot inside of you. a ragged moan escapes you as her thumb keeps rubbing your clit in cruel circles, sending shockwaves through your system.
your tits bounce every time her fingers piston into you, and jinx can’t stop herself from ducking down to catch one of them in her mouth- her lips forming a seal and suckling. she alternates between sucking and swirling her tongue around the perked nipple, and when she starts to lightly tug at it with her teeth, you’re pushed over the edge.
it’s not gentle, rather your orgasm slams into you like a freight train. white-hot pleasure surges through you, setting all of your nerves alight as your mind and vision go completely blank. you don’t think you’ve ever felt something this intense. it utterly consumes you.
“there you go,” jinx says. “fuck, you’re beautiful. y’know that? finally get to have you. did she ever make you come this hard? huh?”
you shake your head rapidly, a jumbled string of ‘no’s coming from you. who could’ve predicted that of all people- the mad bomber, your best friend, would be able to make you feel this good? she never spoke of any flings or relationships since you met her, is she just that talented?
the girl keeps thrusting, albeit slowly, riding out your orgasm as she lets your breast go with a wet ‘pop.’ you’re reeling, your heart slamming against your ribs as you come down.
“you’re.. you’re really good.”
jinx snorts and shakes her head, giving you a lazy smile. “of course i am. there’s a lot more where that came from.”
you prop yourself up onto your elbows, body trembling in the aftershocks, and jinx is quick to gently help you into a sitting position. she brushes a kiss to your cheek, so much softer than she was just a minute ago, and rushes to the corner of her room to grab you a plastic water bottle.
“here. mighta screamed yourself hoarse,” she giggles.
with a small smile, you uncap the water bottle and take a heavy swig, before settling against jinx’s headboard.
you’re always a vision to behold. but like this- a thin sheen of sweat covering you, shimmering saliva still evident on your skin, your chest heaving, and dark marks littering your neck, you look divine. the best jinx has ever seen you.
“feelin’ okay?”
“yeah,” you hum.
she smiles and leans forward, this time claiming your lips once again. soft and tentative. “you think you got one more in ya?” she whispers against you. “cause i really wanna go again.”
your body is worn thin from how intense she just was, with how much pleasure she gave you- yet you can’t think of anything better than doing this again.
it’s wrong. you shouldn’t be doing this while you’re still actively recovering from a broken heart. and yet, it’s been a long time since anything has felt this right.
“yeah, yeah,” you breathe out. “i do. promise.”
jinx’s eyes light up and she snickers, swiping a messy kiss to your cheek as she tugs off her own layers- the simple pair of sleep shorts she’s left in, no panties underneath. milky thighs come into view, along with the patch of thick curls around her cunt, framing puffy lips. she’s already dripping arousal onto her inner thighs.
gods, you think. poor girl.
now that your breathing has evened out, jinx figures she’s given you enough time to recover. especially considering how your hips unconsciously chase her, causing her to damn near soak through the bedsheets.
her calloused hands take one of your legs and swings it over her shoulder, letting her quickly slot yourself between your thighs- dripping cunts a breadth away from each other. you gasp, and she groans.
“ready?”
you nod once again, and that’s all the permission the girl needs.
that first second of contact is electric. slick against slick, you can feel her desperation against you as she gasps. she gives a slow wind of her hips, as if to test the waters, and you let out a whimper as your clits catch.
your hand finds her waist, while the other fists in the sheets.
jinx’s bangs are messy over her eye, her braids thrown behind her. she gives another slow grind, then another, before you start to fuck back against her, and she lets out a low groan.
as you pick up the pace, a flush starts creeping its way onto jinx’s face. she grips your thigh, nails digging in and leaving little crescent marks, feeling your clit brush hers and feeling your arousal so fucking close she can smell it. it causes her head to spin.
“shit,” she hisses, going faster by the minute. “ungh- you’re so fucking perfect, so pretty, shoulda let me have you sooner-”
“jinx-”
“i know,” she growls, rutting against you like an animal in heat. the last thing she wants to hear right now is more excuses, more about that good-for-nothing ex of yours. tits bouncing with every swivel. “i’ve waited long enough.”
wet sloshing fills the room along with lewd noises, a lewd cacophony that bounces off the walls. the sight in front of you is borderline pornographic, with her plush lips forming an ‘o’ and dribble coming from the corner of her mouth as she fucks against you.
you’re learning so many new things about your friend tonight- one being how incredible she is in bed, the other being how beautiful she looks like this.
as your head starts to tilt back once again, jinx grabs your chin and forces it back down. “look at me,” she demands. “just me.”
your eyes bore into her shimmering gaze as you grind down against her. you’re not sure who’s fucking who at this point, who’s in control- as far as you’re concerned, the both of you are equally desperate. already sensitive from your previous orgasm, all of your senses are heightened, every nerve ending in your body being set ablaze.
she’s all around you. in your head, before your eyes, inside of you, her soul becoming intertwined with yours.
“mmshit, right there!” you whine, and jinx huffs a laugh. “feels so good, please-”
“i gotcha,” she rasps. her abs are tensing as she climbs higher and higher, chasing her own orgasm. jinx would usually last longer than this, but she can’t help herself.
as she feels that knot winding in her lower belly, she surges forward to claim your lips in another messy kiss. all spit, teeth and tongue, licking into your mouth like she wants to swallow you whole. you kiss back the best you can, swirling your tongue with hers and moving your arms to wrap around her shoulders as she keeps humping against you. the headboard slams against the wall, the mattress creaking.
you can’t even tell whose slick is whose. you’re both lost.
and as you tug jinx’s lower lip between your teeth, biting down hard enough to draw the tiniest amount of blood, she tips over that edge, squirting translucent-pink juices over your abused cunt. over your stomach, your inner thighs, positively soaking the sheets as she lets out sharp cries of your name, near babbling at this point.
about how good you feel. about how much she loves this pussy.
you’re not far behind her, especially as she doesn’t let up, pushing you further and further until you’re gushing over her, liquids mixing as she pants heavy over your face.
she’s positively addicting. you swear that your ears ring for a second, jinx finally starting to come to a stop once you’ve reached your peak. you weakly rut against her, your hips stuttering from the sheer overstimulation as your nails rake into her skin.
“fuck, no more,” you gasp. “gods, jinx-”
“i know, toots,” she replies.
truth is, she could go all night. the shimmer coursing through her veins has given her superhuman stamina. but she isn’t a monster, and doesn’t want to push you beyond your limits- not too far, anyways.
“just.. gonna stay here for a minute.”
you don’t object. just try to catch your breath after both of you finally stop grinding.
and as you reflect on how your best friend has made you feel so much better in one night than your ex-girlfriend did in a year and a half.
Content features: non-sexual intimacy, mutual pining and yearning, a bit suggestive, sleepy confession, hopeful ending.
It’s another sleepover, a regular occurrence between you and Jinx since summer has started. Clothes, different kinds of suncream and bottles of water are discarded across different spaces of the room; the last remaining wafts of sandalwood incense floats in the room leaving only perfumed air. There's a sheet of temporary tattoos on the floor, right next to a paintbrush and loose glitter pigments. The loud whirring of the fan in the middle of the room and the sounds of the city from the open window serve as a relaxing background for the main scene; your bed.
You lay beside her, counting the small freckles on her nose that have multiplied after so many days in the sun. Her skin has taken on a nice, warmer beige hue, “less mozzarella and more butter” like she so lovingly described.
“Your nose is still peeling.” You tell her softly, running your finger across the thin bridge of her nose.
Jinx simply hums, her lashes fluttering as she leans towards your touch, her neck pushing upwards for more. Jinx reminds you of a lot of a cat, so delicate yet so sharp. With her heavy lidded eyes slow blinking at you. You’re both exhausted and mellowed out from a busy day enjoying the coastal city and it’s beaches.
The tip of your finger traces along the curve of her cheek, feeling the way it trembles as she holds in a smile, watching you observe her. You gently press your forefinger and middle finger on the delicate skin under her left eye.
“You’re gentle tonight.” Her voice is nothing but a mere rasp, a tender caress against your ears.
“Just admiring the tan.”
She gives you a knowing smile; you raise your eyebrows in response.
“It’s true! It looks nice and almost even.”
“Sure.” She chuckles, shuffling closer to you.
You can smell her shower gel, citrus and cucumber, mixing in with the slight musk of her skin. Something fresh and light for the warm season. It suits her perfectly. You see your own hand swiping over her eyebrows, pushing away the little hairs that clung to her forehead. Jinx is silently watching you, apprehensive, waiting. For what? Her dilated pupils soften her gaze, she blinks slowly, and you wait to meet her eyes again.
“We can go to the beach tomorrow, get your tan even and make sandcastles.” You suggest, hand dropping between your two heads.
She opens her eyes again to look at it wistfully, her mouth opening and then closing.
Jinx sighs at your proposition, her brows furrowing with frustration. She turns on her back, biting the inside of her lip. You study the way her eyes move over the ceiling, gazing at the chipped paint and small plastic stars in hope of finding an answer, a solution. Even in scrunched annoyance she’s mesmerizing.
“What’s wrong?” You ask her, smoothing her frown with your thumb.
“Nothing.” She breathes heavily through her nostrils, closing back her eyes in relief.
But she goes quiet again, the waiting kind. You know her well enough to understand each of her silences. The impatient ones, the angry ones, her happy ones, the hopeful, longing one. The one that makes her eyes go round, her lower lip pouting, her nostrils flaring. Her emotional nature precedes her, she can’t hide anything from you.
“I like going to the beach with you,” you start “and make sandcastles, and tan, and…” your voice trails off when your heart quickens.
and- and- and-
“Me too.” She responds, calming down the broken record in your mind, the one that activates every time you lean too close to something warm and all consuming. Jinx faces you one more time, and the tension in your shoulders fades. Her eyes sparkle as if she borrowed the light from the ceiling stars; they look so dim compared to her all of a sudden. “You know what I like the most?”
“What?”
You’ve both leaned against each other, her nose almost touching yours, her warm breath fanning across your lips. You focus on her eyes, fighting against the need to look down at her mouth. You still catch the way her tongue swipes against her bottom lip and the way it shimmers in the pale lighting after. Your throat feels dry. A warm sensation spreads in your lower belly, like a slow rising tide.
“I like the sun.”
“The sun?”
She hums, her nose nudging yours.
“I like how warm it feels, and dries everything, Zaun’s always so …moist.” She scrunches her nose and shares your contagious giggles.
Jinx’s cold palm rests against your cheek to feel your laugh on her skin, so longingly waiting to taste it, if you let her. It’s your turn to close your eyes, soothed by the cooler temperature.
The amusement dies off and the silence returns, comfortable and heavy.
“Are you falling asleep?” She whispers, the tip of her nose nuzzles yours again.
“Yeah…”
And so is Jinx, frowning in focus as she resists sleep, taking in your face like she sees it for the first and last time, memorizing each detail across your skin, mapping your personal architecture to rebuild it in her dreams. Her fingers trace over your face, like you did for hers.
“Checking my tan?”
“Indeed, very nice, very even.” Jinx notes, as if she sees anything in the darkness of the room.
The city is calm, the sounds of the waves crashing on the shore almost audible under the electric fan, numbing her hearing to everything else that is not your regular deep exhales. Jinx breathes you in like oxygen. It’s hard to ignore it, the way she times her breathing with yours, and the way you let her, tilting your head just a bit more; sleep induced haze stripping you of the usual restraint. Your eyes get lost in each other’s slow, heavy blinks that last longer each time.
“You are my sun.” Jinx murmurs drowsily, so low you wouldn’t have heard her if you weren’t so close, and you wonder if she meant it for your awake ears.
You don’t verbally answer but sail closer to her, enough to hear the furious heartbeat in her chest, like a bird’s wings in a cage, begging to be set free. Her breathing is heavier than usual, maybe it’s the heat. Her tired stare probes and kisses at your face; but you've already succumb to sleep.
Jinx rests her cheek at the top of your head and gives in to the exhaustion, your breathing lulling her in like the sound of the waves.
[this is heavily inspired by boo and fleabag ifykyk]
[it's been sitting in my drafts since june, so sorry for my absence, the heat makes me evil and lazy]
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I need her at her desk as we fuck her with her own gun. sloppy and shit.
this was asked in december. IN MY DEFENSE!! when i was finishing writing it someone else casually also posted gunplay jinx and it was so similar i got mad for being so slow. and i thought i deleted it but no 😒 here it is.
cw! established relationship body worship gunplay (j!receiving)
men dni. 2,7k wc.
“you’re so damn needy,” jinx scoffed at you, busying herself with her work. her gaze fixated on the trinkets in her hands, her chair pushed to the side. it was one of those times she was so invested in it that she couldn’t just sit down.
and you were a few meters away, barely blinking as you stare at your workaholic girlfriend.
"damn, well, excuse me for trying to have a conversation with you," you retorted, crossing your arms over your chest as you slumped on the couch.
"you can do that without constantly being up my ass," she shot back, not even bothering to look up from her work.
you huffed, staying quiet for a moment. she was so hot when she was concentrated, eyes wide open, the tip of tongue peeking out from her lips. how long could she keep focusing if you tried to get your way with her..?
you smile to yourself, quietly walking up behind her to surprise her by groping her bum. “hey, watch it—“
“you love me being up your ass.” you hum into her ear.
she snapped, quickly turning her head to glare at you, hoping you wouldn’t notice the faint blush dusting her cheeks at your closeness, "i’m trying to work here, you know."
despite her words, a small smile tugged at the corners of her lips, betraying her own amusement at your antics.
you giggle, pecking her lips shortly before moving to her neck.
“keep working, then, just let me…” your voice trailed off as you maneuvered her belts to sneak your hand underneath her trousers.
jinx let out a small gasp, her body instinctively tensing up at the feeling of your fingers on her skin. however, she couldn’t deny that the attention was also kind of nice.
"you’re a damn menace, you know that?" she grumbled, her voice still coming out a bit shaky.
"you love it, though," you teased, leaving a few gentle nips to her neck as your hand continued to wander underneath her trousers.
jinx grumbled some more, trying to stay focused on her work as you continued to distract her. though with the way she squirmed under your touch, it was clear it was becoming increasingly difficult.
you pull down her pants and underwear altogether, simultaneously teasing with your tongue the sensitive skin on the edge of her jaw and her earlobe. once no clothes were in the way, you can finally feel how wet she actually is. jinx lets out a small, shaky breath as her body shivers under your touch.
"damn it, you're making it impossible to focus," she grumbles, though her words lack any real irritation.
"that’s the point," you murmur, your fingers slowly moving to tease her entrance. "you work too much, you need to loosen up a bit.”
she lets out a small moan, her body arching involuntarily into yours.
"i-i... i'm never gonna get anything done with you around," she manages to gasp out, her grip on her gadgets tightening.
you chuckle, slowly tracing circles around her entrance with your fingertips. "mhmm," your lips trail down to pepper kisses along her neck. "consider it mandatory self-care."
jinx lets out a snort of laughter. "you're a real pain in the ass, you know that?"
she leans back against you, her head falling back onto your shoulder and giving you more access to her neck.
“i love you so much,” you purred before diving into her smooth skin, painting it with hickeys and love bites. just the weight of her body in your arms made you dizzy with affection.
jinx's breath hitches as your lips and teeth make their mark on her skin, leaving behind a trail of possessive marks.
"love you too," she managed to say, her voice coming out as shaky and breathless as her body shivers with anticipation. "but you're still distracting me from my work," she adds, though her words lack any real conviction. her body betrays her as her hips roll involuntarily against your hand.
you eye down at her gun on the work table, smirking at the flashing idea.
“lemme fuck you real quick, baby,” you insisted, pushing two fingers inside her without warning. not that she needed any, already taking you so well. “come for me just once and i’ll let you go back to work.”
jinx lets out a sharp gasp as your fingers slide inside her, "f-fuck," she moans, her words coming out in between shaky breaths. "that's not... that's not fair.”
she's still trying to hold on to some sense of control, but it's clear that her resolve is slipping.
"one time... that's all you get," she grumbles, her voice still coming out shaky and breathless.
you slip your fingers out, quickly licking them clean as you push her upper body onto the table, making her gasp, the cold surface sending a shiver through her body. she turns her head to glare at you over her shoulder, but it lacks any real heat.
“i remember you wondering how your gun would feel inside you,” you hummed softly, working on her pants to pull them down, your hands soon caressing the curve of her perfect butt.
a small blush dusted jinx's cheeks as you bring up the words she'd said so carelessly in the past.
"i...i didn’t really mean that," she mumbled.
“oh, but you did.” you chuckle, biting your lower lip in anticipation. “you’re dripping wet, baby.”
she really was, her fluids covering her upper creamy thighs. you keep teasing her with your fingers in that position, making sure she’s ready.
"damn it," jinx cursed, her body trembling as she tried to keep her composure. but she couldn't deny the effect your words and your touch were having on her. her breath came out in short, shaky gasps and her hands clenched into fists. "just... just get on with it already," she gasped out, her voice filled with a mix of impatience and need.
you chuckle at her impatience, but you knew that you weren’t any better yourself. taking a step back, you take a moment to admire the sight of her waiting for you, her body on display.
"you’re so goddamn beautiful, you know that?" you murmur, your hands lingering over her body, relishing the feel of her skin under your fingertips.
jinx lets out a small, shaky breath as your hands trail over her body.
"you’re just saying that because you want something from me," she mutters, trying to sound annoyed but not quite managing to hide the huskiness of her voice.
"hey, it's not my fault you're so damn enticing," you murmur, leaning down to press a kiss to the back of her neck as you position yourself behind her. "besides, i think it's working. you look pretty impatient yourself."
a small whine escapes jinx’s lips as you press a kiss to her neck, her body arching back against you.
"i-i’m just tired of your teasing," she grumbles, her voice coming out in a needy whimper.
"but you love it," you hum, nipping at her earlobe as you push her hair away from the back of her neck. "i don't think you're in any position to make demands right now."
jinx lets out a small huff of annoyance, though it quickly turns into a gasp as your lips make contact with her neck. her body shakes against you and she lets out a soft whimper.
"c-cut it out," she grumbles, her voice wavering as my hands continue to caress her body. "you’re driving me insane..."
"i know, baby," you murmur, your lips trailing down her neck and across her shoulder. "you’re so beautiful like this, all needy and desperate for me."
without her noticing, you’ve reached for the gun. jinx is so consumed with the sensations coursing through her body that she doesn't even notice your movements. she’s fully focused on the feeling of your lips on her skin and your hands caressing her body.
your fingers gently move the gun closer between your bodies, careful not to let jinx see what you’re doing. you can't help but grin to yourself as you position the gun in just the right place, ready for what's to come.
you pull back slightly, making sure that jinx can feel the absence of your touch. she lets out a needy whine of protest, her body arching back towards you, searching for contact.
you then press the gun against her lower back, she gasps, her body tensing up at the sudden cold touch of the gun against her skin. she twists her head around, her eyes widening in surprise.
"w-what...?" she starts, her voice coming out in a shaky whisper.
“are you scared?” you murmur softly, tracing a heart shape on her skin with it. you lower it to her ass, hitting her pale skin softly.
jinx lets out a strained gasp at the impact of the gun against her skin, a mixed expression of surprise and arousal flickering across her face.
"i’m not scared, damn it," she grumbles, though her voice comes out a bit shakier than usual. “i just... wasn't expecting that."
you giggle, now teasingly rubbing the gun against her core. jinx lets out a small gasp, her body arching involuntarily into the touch. her breath comes out in short, shaky pants and her hands clenched into fists as she tries to maintain some semblance of composure.
"s-stop playing with me..." she mutters, her voice sounding needy and desperate despite her best attempts to hide it.
"i don't know what you're talking about," you tease, my voice a low murmur against her ear. "i'm just giving you what you asked for, baby."
you pull back to watch the gun disappear between her thighs, slowly to avoid hurting her.
“how does that feel, hm? is this what you wanted?”
jinx’s body trembles with anticipation, her breath coming out in shaky gasps as she feels the gun pressed against her core.
"y-yes..." she whimpers, her words coming out in a needy whisper. "i-i want... i want more..."
she's unable to hide the desperation in her voice, her body arching back against you as if begging me to give her more.
“inside?” you hummed.
jinx lets out a low moan, her body shuddering with anticipation as her eyes flutter shut. her teeth dig into her lower lip, and you can see the struggle she's having to maintain control.
"y-yes... please," she gasps out, her voice tremulous and desperate.
“needy girl." you mutter to yourself, feeling like you’ve won the lottery.
jinx doesn't respond, too overwhelmed by the sensations coursing through her body, but you can practically feel the heat radiating off her skin.
you push it inside her, easily slipping through her soaked folds. you only put the tip in, paying close attention to her reactions, but she was taking it so well. jinx lets out a soft cry, her back arched to raise her hips, welcoming the intruder between her legs. you start off gentle, pumping it at a calm pace, every time inching in more, just slightly enough to drive her crazy.
“fuck,” she sighs, continuously tensing and relaxing on the desk. “harder..fuck me harder.”
you expected her impatience, and even though you huff at her bossy tone, you give her exactly what she wants.
soon enough, the room is filled with the sounds of gasps and moans, the only thing echoing apart from your voices. her body shakes with pleasure, and she's barely able to form coherent thoughts. her hands clutch at the edge of the table, her knuckles white as she grips desperately.
“say it, jinx,” you huffed, “say who’s making you feel good baby.”
"y-you… it’s you—!” she gasps out in between moans, her voice trembling and breathless as she chants your name like a prayer. "i-i can't take it... it's too much... don't stop, please don't stop."
she's a trembling, whimpering mess, the lines between pleasure and pain blurred to the point where it's almost impossible to tell them apart. her body is sensitive and raw, and every touch, every movement, sends a wave of sensation through her.
you push her further and further towards the edge, watching her come undone little by little. she’s unable to think straight, overwhelmed by the pleasure coursing through her body. she’s a trembling, whimpering mess at your mercy, completely at your mercy, and it's a sight that fills you with a sense of pride and power. you revel in the knowledge that you’re the one causing her to feel this way, that you’re the one bringing her to this heightened state of ecstasy. it’s addictive, the feeling of having this much control over her.
"please..." jinx gasps out, her voice choked with emotion. "please, i-i can't take it any more..."
she's teetering on the edge, balancing on a knife's edge between ecstasy and torment, and you know that it won't take much to send her over the edge.
“you wanna come?” you whisper into her ear, “d’you wanna make a mess on your desk?”
jinx’s body shudders at my words, a low moan escaping her lips.
"f-fuck, yes..." she whimpers, her voice coming out in a strangled gasp. "please... i... i need to come... need you to make me come."
she’s a trembling mess, on the verge of completely losing control. her body is wound tight, coiled like a snake ready to strike. everything is so heightened, the pleasure intense and overwhelming.
you stop gripping her hip with your other hand only to sneak between her thighs and rub her clit furiously.
“like this?”
the sudden touch makes her body arch and shudder, her muscles tightening involuntarily.
"y-yes, like that," she gasps out, her words coming out in a shaky, breathless rush. "oh, god, please don't stop, don't stop..."
she’s teetering on the edge of an abyss, teetering on the precipice, and all it would take is one little push to send her careening over. you can see the tension in her body, the way it's coiled so tightly, ready to snap. you know she just needs a little more, just a little bit more to send her over the edge. and you’re more than happy to oblige. you push her further, taking her right to the edge and then holding her there.
"you’re so close, aren't you?" you murmur, your lips against her ear. "you’re right on the edge, just need a little push."
her body trembles, her breathing coming out in short, sharp gasps. she’s trying to hold on, to keep herself together, but it's a losing battle.
“come for me~”
those words, those three words, are all it takes. as if they've unlocked something inside her, something that had been coiled tight and waiting to explode.
jinx’s body shudders, her muscles tensing as she careens over the edge. a low, guttural moan escaped her lips, torn from deep within her chest. her body trembles and shudders, waves of pleasure radiating through her. her hands grip the table, fingers digging into the surface as if trying to ground herself. she’s a trembling wreck, boneless and pliant on the desk. her eyes are closed, her face flushed and her breath coming out in short, shaky bursts. after a few long moments, her body relaxes, the tension slowly seeping out of her muscles.
she’s still shaking a little, feeling boneless and weary. her eyes slowly open, meeting yours, the usual steely gaze replaced with a mixture of weariness, pleasure, and vulnerability.
“hey baby,” you say softly, pressing light kisses over her shoulder as you slip the gun out of her and place it on the table.
she groans as the gun slides out of her, her body feeling suddenly empty and sensitive. her eyes flutter shut as you press soft kisses along her skin, her body slowly relaxing under my touch.
"fuck," she mumbles, her voice coming out in a weary, shaky whisper. "that was... that was intense."
you chuckle softly, gently caressing her skin, your touch light and soothing.
"yeah, it was," you murmur, your lips still pressing soft kisses along her shoulder. "you did good, baby. you did real good."
Her breathing slowly starts to even out, her body relaxing further as she basks in the afterglow. she doesn't speak for a few moments, just lets herself enjoy the feeling of my touch and the calming effect it has on her.
yeah, it's fair to say that jinx was thoroughly distracted. her mind was not on her work, and instead, she was completely focused on the feeling of your touch, the taste of your lips, and the warmth of your embrace.
summary: You thought nothing at The Hex could surprise you anymore. Still, you weren’t expecting the clown. Or the way she watched you. Or the way she fucked.
#wc. 9.2k
Jinx masterlist ⭑.ᐟ
#cw. dom!Jinx x sub!reader, gp!Jinx x fem!reader, outdoor/public sex, exhibitionism, mirror sex, quiet sex, praise, blowjob, penetration (p in v), unprotected sex, creampie, mutual obsession, aftercare, smut with plot, slight dubcon if you squint. MDNI !!
ᯓ★ author's note: is it my best work? no! but i spent too many sleepless nights on this fic to not post it. sloppy-ish ending. proofread at 5am.
Officially, it's called The Hexcore Frights Experience—a name that sounds like it was brainstormed in a fancy boardroom by a bunch of people with a PowerPoint addiction. Something with bullet points. Something with the word "immersive" tossed in like seasoning. It's a mouthful, over-designed, desperate. Like some guy with a clipboard thought slapping "Experience" at the end would make plywood and fog machines feel like theater.
It doesn't.
Mostly, it just confuses little kids—too many syllables, too many missing baby teeth to pronounce the words right. The name gets lisped into oblivion out of sugar-stained mouths before anyone even makes it past the creaking metal gates. So, it morphed into something else. Simpler, catchier.
The Hex.
Technically, it's just a local scare park that's been popping up for the last ten years. One of those cheap seasonal attractions that comes out of nowhere, runs all month, then vanishes overnight before November even settles. There's a logo, barely legible on the peeling banner outside: a grinning jack-o'-lantern with a monocle and a top hat, for some reason. It's built on the edge of Zaun, on a strip of land no one fought over because there was nothing to win, where the air smells like burnt rubber and rain that never fully rinses the place clean. It's dead ground, simple as that—just cracked concrete, weeds, and abandoned train tracks that split the neighborhood like a stitched scar. Too loud for housing, too ugly for retail.
So, naturally, they filled it with horror.
And cheap lights. And actors in borrowed costumes. And fences that shake when the wind hits just right.
And, at some point, Jinx.
She never did like rules. She isn't wired for systems, for schedules, for managers named Carl with coffee breath and spreadsheets. Work was always a joke to her—clock in, try not to punch anyone before lunch, clock out. She drifts through jobs like they're hand-me-downs: ill-fitting, itchy, clearly designed for someone else's body. Minimum wage makes her mean, fluorescent lighting makes her twitchy, and uniforms make her claustrophobic. And telling her what to do? That's the fastest way to lose an eye.
So no, Jinx doesn't want to be employed. She did try, by applying to cafés and corner stores. She tried standing still behind cash registers with a fake smile and a name tag that wasn't even hers. She lasted three weeks at a smoothie chain before dumping a mango-pineapple monstrosity down the front of a customer's hoodie—straw and all—two days at a dog groomer's before shaving a Pomeranian into a lion, and one shift at a library before deciding silence isn't just golden, it's insufferable.
She doesn't plan on working this fall, not even as one last stunt before the frost hits. Planning would mean thinking three hours ahead, and lately she's been lucky enough to keep her skull from spinning. She's good at surviving. Good at being strange in a room full of strangers. Good at blowing things up—metaphorically, these days. But not good at showing up. Or behaving. Or belonging.
She's on the floor again, her back pressed against the coffee table as she tries to get herself off, failing spectacularly. She's got her phone in one hand, a half-watched porn tab open—some grainy POV clip with shitty lighting but better moaning than usual—and her other hand wrapped around herself, sticky and flushed and only getting stiffer out of sheer stubbornness. Her boxers are halfway down her thighs as she jerks lazily, but the fan's making the spit dry up too fast.
And that's when her phone buzzes.
It's Vi. No greeting. No context.
Just a photo of a crooked flyer taped to a stickers-covered pole near the docks—half-ripped, a little blurry, in that cheap orange and black print that screams October job opening. The words NOW HIRING — SEASONAL SCARE STAFF glare at her through the pixels, followed by smaller print in Comic Sans promising "competitive pay" and "no questions". The bottom's lined with those little tear-off tabs that have a number on them, most already gone.
One message beneath it: "you'd scare the fuck outta someone. might as well get paid."
"Cockblockin' even from across the city," Jinx mutters, tossing her phone aside and dragging herself up with a groan.
She's not doing that. No way she's spending her nights covered in fake blood and babysitting Topsiders looking for cheap thrills.
And yet, she feels an itch.
Because it's not about the job, it's about the setup. A haunted park that looks like someone's late-stage caffeine psychosis? It sounds dirty, disorganized, temporary, and just unprofessional enough to tolerate. The kind of thing she could disappear into if it just gave her something to do with her nights.
And that? That sounds perfect. There's only so much pacing a girl can do before she starts thinking about lighting something on fire just to feel warm.
She's already up and grabbing her boots before she realizes she's moving, her cock not quite cooperating just yet, stuffed under tight shorts and fishnets. By the time she gets there, the sun's gone down and the sky over Zaun looks like dirty dishwater. There's no security, just a folding table near the entrance, a stack of forms weighted with a rock, and a guy in a vampire cape scrolling through his phone.
"Name?" he asks, barely looking up, pen tucked behind his ear.
"Jinx," she says. "Short and sweet."
He doesn't even flinch, like it's not the craziest thing he's heard today. "You auditioning?"
"Sure." She shrugs, tilting her head. "If that's what we're calling it."
"You into clowns?"
"I mean, not sexually."
He gives her a half-smile and a waiver that definitely wouldn't hold up in court in response. "Alright. Clown maze is short-staffed. Go inside, show 'em what you got."
That's it. Fifteen minutes later, she's hired. Which means she gets handed a key to the costume trailer that smells like armpits, fake leather, and three kinds of expired hairspray, plus a lanyard by a manager who tells her she can "do whatever the fuck she wants" as long as no one sues.
And yeah, she doesn't want a job. But if she gets to dress like a walking nightmare, crawl out of holes, and scare people until they cry? While maybe getting off to it later in the staff bathroom?
That's worth clocking in for.
She breezes through orientation day like a joke—twenty minutes of safety warnings that include tips on how not to get punched in the face, and a bored supervisor telling her the only real rule of her zone is to never break character. No one cares if she ad-libs or climbs shit she's not supposed to, as long as she stays in costume and doesn't traumatize toddlers with face paint into therapy.
No script, just a persona.
And tonight? She finally gets to let it loose.
By the time her shift starts, the park is already buzzing with strobe lights and teenagers screaming like they're actually being murdered.
Somewhere in that chaos?
You.
The first time you went to The Hex, you were thirteen and too cool to scream. Your older cousin dragged you through the haunted house and you pretended to be bored until a ghost puppet swung down from the ceiling and you pissed yourself so hard you had to throw your jeans away.
You've been going back ever since. First with friends, then with dates, and now alone, like it's your own sacred pilgrimage.
It's not even about the adrenaline anymore. That wore off around age sixteen, when you stopped screaming and started noticing how the walls were built: shabby foamcore layered with blacklight paint and duct tape. You don't flinch at jumpscares when you can spot an actor from a mile away by the way their sneakers squeak.
There's comfort in it—the tackiness, the loudness, the ritual of it. You know the map by heart. You could run it blindfolded.
Not that you would; not with how shitty the floor is.
You start at the food court they call Piltover Plaza, which is funny, considering the only thing posh about it is the churros being slightly overpriced. The smell hits you first: deep-fried dough, cinnamon sugar, buttery pretzels, and something aggressively artificial pretending to be cheese. You always get the tropical slurpee that stains your tongue blue, and the caramel popcorn that leaves your fingers sticky well into the first stop: The Enforcers' Quarters, a prison-themed area with bars and torn jumpsuits, where the words "PROTOCOL BREACH" loop and echo throughout the cold cells. This year, they've added body bags to the showers.
Then it's on to The Madman's Lab. You've never been a fan—mostly because it feels claustrophobic and they shove you through the plastic curtains too fast. It's all severed limbs and twitchy actors in lab coats who scream about unstable serums. You respect the effort, but you never quite remember the plot. You're too focused on the woman in a bloody nurse costume pretending to eat someone's heart.
But the real reason you come? The Shimmer Fields. Out near the edge of the property, it's the furthest zone in the park, shoved against the back fence by the dead train tracks, with vines twisting out of the ground like veins. The theme is loose—something about a chemical spill, experimental tests gone wrong, bodies mutating under the purple haze. The set designers took the word "biohazard" and ran with it… or maybe stumbled. The whole thing glows like a UV-lit wet dream with toxic barrels oozing neon slime that definitely isn't edible, but one time you saw a kid lick it anyway.
You know which fog machine hisses too early and which animatronic hasn't worked in years but still gets reset every night. You've memorized the routes through each maze, tracked the themes, watched the decorations get weirder, cheaper, better. Hell, you've even grown used to the fake blood—sickly sweet, like cherry NyQuil—that clings to your nostrils by the end of the loop. You move through it slower than the rest, not because you're scared—God, you wish you could still get scared by this place—but because you like to take your time, study who's giving it their all and who's clearly stoned in a werewolf costume. You notice the improvisations, the missed cues, the moments that almost work. It feels like a fever dream built on high school drama club sets, but it's your favorite kind of horror: a little theatrical, a little pathetic, a little gross.
And The Hex, for all its obvious flaws, commits harder than most. Every year, some new corner gets added or reimagined, and every year, you're here to take it all in. It's the one thing that doesn't change—even when you do.
Still, for all your affection, you have your boundaries. And The Funhouse? That's always been a hard no for you. You're not scared of clowns—not in the balloon animal phobia, repressed childhood trauma kind of way—you just never understood the appeal. They're loud, unpredictable, exhausting. They don't operate by logic, or narrative, even. They feel like the cheap punchline of horror—too bright, too much, too desperate for attention. There's something inherently needy about them that suffocates you.
You don't like when it's too much.
You don't like when it's unpredictable.
And you definitely don't like being bait.
Which is why you're mildly horrified when your brain catches up and you realize your feet are already inside.
The gaudy archway is low-lit and pulsing with color like a sideshow on ketamine: deep pinks, oversaturated reds, and lime green lights that flicker at a headache-inducing tempo. The air smells like cotton candy gone stale and a sugary kind of decay. There's fog here, too—a staple, so it seems—but thinner than in the other areas, lower to the ground, more like steam than mist, which only makes everything feel sweaty. The floor is a mess of checkerboard tiles deliberately sloping at weird angles, laid out by someone who apparently hates ankles. You adjust your balance like you're navigating through a sinking ship, and every step suddenly becomes a correction.
The mirror tunnel waits just ahead, spinning slow and nauseating, designed to disorient. You hate that thing. It's a space where nothing looks real, especially you. It makes you feel like you're being watched from inside your own reflection. Like if you look too long, something might blink back. There's a ball pit, too, its colors dulled with grime. You'd bet money it hasn't been cleaned since the season opened. Somewhere deeper inside, you hear mechanical laughter looped on a busted speaker. It skips once, then resets, like a jack-in-the-box trying to kill itself.
Everything is still as unholy and overstimulating as you remember.
You think, distantly, I shouldn't be here. This was a mistake.
But that thought's already rotting at the back of your mind, useless now when your body doesn't agree and keeps you moving.
A pair of actors lurches out of nowhere—one cackling behind a latex mask, the other in a blood-stained romper, dragging a prop axe behind them. You flatten against the nearest wall and hold your breath, waiting for them to vanish back into whatever trapdoor they slithered out of.
And that's when you notice her.
Still. Silent. At the far end of the corridor, standing under a sickly magenta light pulsing faintly and casting shadows up her lean body, one leg kicked lazily against the wall.
You spot the costume first, unmistakably clown-coded. It's a fractured spin on a harlequin, a mix of punk and playhouse: corseted bodice in midnight blue, patterned with diamonds and cinched tight where it matters, boning hugging the dip of her waist. One shoulder is bare, blue clouds swirling and winding up her bicep, the other covered by a sleeve of mesh. Her pants are jagged and asymmetrical, reminding you of a half-eaten circus tent held together by mismatched belts and safety pins, combat boots laced with neon ribbons. She looks wild and meticulous all at once, like every messy stitch was chosen. Her hair's in two tousled bubble braids, bright blue and frizzing out where the humidity's caught them. There are tiny bells weaved in, and you hear them chiming softly before you realize she's gotten closer. Her features are feminine—sharp jaw, full lips the color of a bruise, blue eyes made bigger by the contrast of her white base makeup, slightly cracked like old porcelain.
You swallow hard. You don't even mean for your eyes to drop. You're just tracing the slope of her waist, innocently following the curve of her body downward, past the glint of metal at her monkey-shaped buckle…
And that's when you see it.
The strange shape beneath the fabric doesn't register all at once, but it's just enough of a bulge to catch your eye, to interrupt the silhouette you were expecting. Your heart kicks hard against your ribs from the devastating fact that she's packing… and she clearly knows it. Your eyes flick back up to hers without thinking, cheeks heating up, but it's too late. She meets your gaze with a kind of wicked delight, like embarrassment is a present she's just unwrapped, and the corners of her mouth twitch upward into something smug.
She cocks her head, slow and birdlike, her teeth catching her bottom lip like she's holding something back. Then, without a word, she shifts her weight with a soft roll of her hips forward. It's a show-and-tell disguised as a stretch that only pulls the fabric tighter, framing the outline you'd just tried to unsee, like she's parodying seduction just to check if you'll bite. Her fingers twitch at her sides, like she's resisting the urge to really perform, to run a hand down her stomach, or to say something loud and awful. But she knows she doesn't need to. The power's already in her posture, in the quiet confidence radiating off her.
Because you looked, she noticed, and now she's posing like your attention is the spotlight keeping her warm and you just happened to pause right where it hits her best.
Her gloved hand lifts, and she spins the small prop knife resting between her manicured fingers. It catches the light once, then disappears into a hidden holster, like a magic trick. "Caught you," she says, voice sing-songy, yet hoarse from too many hours on the job, throat worn down by a dozen screams and a hundred jokes. Still, she sounds so pleased with herself—like she's just won a game you didn't know you were playing, and now she's wondering what you'd do for a better view.
A lot, is the answer.
It's supposed to be part of the act, you think.
Probably.
Maybe.
But she doesn't give you time to decide before she moves closer, her corset creaking with the motion.
She's tall—not freakishly so, but taller than you expect, enough to make you tilt your chin up. Maybe it's the boots, maybe it's the way she straightens her spine as she starts circling you. Not like she's sizing you up—more like she already knows your size, your shape, your weight in her hands, and now she's just confirming what she already pictured in her head. Every step is slow and deliberate, predatory in a way that feels personal. She smells like bubblegum and musk, sweat clinging under her costume, but also something spicier, almost warm. The very person leaking through the seams of the act.
You catch yourself staring again.
And she catches you catching yourself.
It's a miracle she doesn't start clapping, really.
"You're not gonna deny it?" she presses, like she's hoping you'll try. "No 'oh my God, what are you talking about?' No pretending you were looking at my belt buckle?"
Your throat goes dry, and your brain empties out like someone hit the reset button. "Would you believe me if I did?" you ask, trying to sound casual. It comes out as a dare wrapped in a cough.
"Nope." Her grin spreads like ink bleeding through paper. She doesn't stop walking—just pivots on her heel, hands in her pockets. "You don't have that kind of poker face."
"Guess I should work on that," you mumble, forcing your gaze down to your sneakers, hoping they'll offer you a dignified exit.
"Guess I should give you more chances to practice," she tosses over her shoulder without missing a beat.
That pulls a snort out of you—short, surprised, just a hint over too genuine,—that makes her eyes light up.
"There it is," she says. "Knew you had that sound in you."
You look up at her again, trying to steel yourself, but she's already closer than before—close enough that her shadow overlaps yours. You swallow hard, heart hammering louder than the distant sound cues in the maze.
"Look," you say quietly, simultaneously exhaling the breath you didn't realize you were holding, "I didn't mean to stare."
"I know."
"I just—”
"I know," she repeats, slower this time, and somehow it passes as permission. Her whole demeanor's shifted—softer and more intimate, but just as charged. She's looking at you like you're the attraction and she's the visitor now. "Relax," she drawls, almost kind, like she's fond of you already. "I like being stared at."
"Yeah," you manage, voice thin as you try to recover. "I'm starting to pick up on that."
She chuckles, a short but bright sound that echoes off the walls. "Good. I'd hate to be subtle."
"You're really confident for someone in clown makeup."
"And you're really mouthy for someone who nearly tripped over herself looking at my dick."
"I didn't—”
"Well don't lie now. You'll hurt my feelings," she cuts in smoothly, smirking like she's two steps ahead of you.
"You always harass the guests like this?" you ask, trying to deflect, but your tone slips somewhere into flustered despite your best efforts, thoughts scattered, akin to glitter across a carpet.
"Only the pretty ones."
"That is… wildly unprofessional."
"But deeply satisfying," she shrugs, like she's made peace with the ethics violations and now she's just doing you a favor. She stretches her arms above her head—trying to reset her shoulders or maybe just giving you something else to look at—and lets out a low, exaggerated sigh, like she's been working too hard at keeping things PG. "Speaking of unprofessional… Got a name?" she finally asks, tilting her head again, like a curious dog sniffing around something it likes and wants to keep.
"Do you?"
"Jinx."
You don't say it, but it fits, like it was stitched into her mouth before birth. It sounds right, sitting there, curled on her tongue—too short, too sharp, a spark that knows exactly where to land. You offer yours in return, out of reflex more than trust, and she grabs it like a toy. She says it back just once, but somehow it sounds obscene coming from her mouth. It's not on purpose—she's not laying it on thick. It's more like she's trying it on, deciding how it'd sound whispered in the dark, gasped into a pillow, moaned until it's all she remembers how to say.
It hits you like a tripwire.
You clear your throat, needing to fill the air with something. "So… what exactly happens now?"
"What do you mean?" she asks, feigning innocence with the grace of someone who knows she's anything but.
"Isn't this the part where you… I don't know, jump at me and scream? Or I scream. Or someone screams." Your voice pitches higher at the end, not sure where to settle, and you wince as soon as you hear yourself.
But Jinx doesn't jump at you. She doesn't scream, either. She simply gives you a once-over, the faintest hint of amusement flickering in her eyes as if she's already seen the ending and is savoring the middle. "You don't seem like a screamer."
"Maybe you're just not that scary," you shoot back, crossing your arms defensively.
She hums at that, low in her throat, not rising to the challenge. Your skin's buzzing under her stare, and your brain's busy replaying every moment of this conversation on a four second delay. You wonder how long she's been pushing boundaries like this. You wonder if she's ever broken character so cleanly before. You wonder what she wants from you, besides the satisfaction of making you squirm.
The silence stretches, but not uncomfortably.
"I like the quiet ones," she says after a beat. "You watch more, think more. Kinda like prey."
You can't help but swallow, not missing the predatory look she gives you before you ask, dumbly, "And what does that make you?"
"Hungry, obviously."
She doesn't even blink after she says it, just lets it sit there between you like an open invitation. You should walk away. You know that. The moment feels loaded now, off-script in a way that goes well beyond park rules. Her eyes flick to your mouth, like she's trying to memorize the way it moves. Like she's imagining what it would look like wrapped around her fingers… or something else entirely.
Your heartbeat's in your throat now, thudding in your ears. You glance over your shoulder, noting the empty hallway behind you and the EXIT sign in flickering red letters just a few feet away. You're almost out. Almost safe. "You know you're breaking like… three park rules right now."
"Only three? Shit. I must be slipping." She steps forward, the toe of her boot nudging yours. She's still smiling, but it dissolves into a small and crooked thing. "Besides… You don't look like you're complaining."
You don't say anything—don't need to. Your body answers for you: still, breathless, waiting. You're standing in the middle of a haunted maze and this is what gets your adrenaline spiking.
She watches your chest rise and fall like she's syncing her own breath to it, studying you for rhythm, cues, and a beat she can follow straight into your undoing. Then, slowly, she steps closer and asks, huskier now, "You want to help me break another one?"
It should sound playful… but she doesn't move like she's joking, doesn't blink like someone teasing a stranger. She leans in instead—close enough that her breath hits your cheek in bursts of artificial sweetness and whatever she had eaten at the food court earlier. Your mouth opens to ask what she means, but the words stall out when her hand moves.
She drags two fingers down your bare arm, slow and warm, pressing just enough to feel the muscle beneath. The contact is invasive in a way that makes your spine tingle and leaves a trail of goosebumps in its wake. She keeps going, down to the inside of your wrist, feeling your pulse fluttering like a trapped moth, under the soft pads of her digits.
"Sensitive," she murmurs, half to herself—more observation than tease. You try to breathe, but it catches in your chest instead. “That one doesn't count," she adds. "That was just a warm-up."
Then her hand reaches for yours, in a way that assumes you won't fight it. And you don't, because of course you wouldn't; your mind is too foggy to find a reason to. She guides it down, past the cold buckle of her belt and straight to the front of her pants, like you're walking through a crowd and she's leading you somewhere quiet. You don't even realize where she's taking you at first, until your palm meets something firm and heavy beneath the worn fabric. Your fingers twitch, but your brain's already short-circuiting under the weight of her cock in your grip, the way her hips subtly push forward, chase your warmth, your softness.
"You're blushing," she points out with a pleased grin, forehead nearly pressed to yours now. "That's cute."
"I… I wasn't expecting—"
"Sure you were." She nudges closer. It's disgusting, really, the way she grinds forward just enough to drag the firm shape against your hand again, as if she's rewarding you for having the good sense to touch her back. You feel the ridge of it, the sheer size, the way it throbs under your touch like she's been holding back all night just for a moment like this. "C'mon, sweet thing. You've already walked into this trap. Might as well enjoy it."
"I–I need—" you stammer, and it sounds like your voice is trying to change shape mid-sentence.
You don't even know what you need. Air? Distance? A full personality reset?
The only thing you do know is that you yank your hand away like you've been burned, nerves flaring as if someone lit a match in your throat. You stumble, retreating instinctively like you can outrun the feeling swelling in your chest. But instead of hitting freedom, you hit velvet curtains, and the funhouse-style mirrors suddenly warp around you like you've just entered some alternate dimension of your own panic. Your reflection fractures across twenty different panels, your wide-eyed stare bouncing back at you from every angle. You turn again, deeper into the tunnel, just to stop looking at the kaleidoscope you've become.
"Where you runnin' off to?" Jinx giggles, already following after you like a shadow. There's no guilt in her voice, just delight, as if guiding your hand to her dick five seconds ago was nothing more but a party trick. "Thought you said I wasn't that scary?"
You freeze like a cornered animal. Not out of fear, exactly, more like sensory overload. You don't mean to look as fragile as you do—backed into a cold mirror, shoulders stiff, legs braced like you're trying to fold yourself smaller than your body will allow. You don't even blink, just exist, stunned and half-turned toward the exit like a deer who hasn't figured out yet which way the headlights are coming from.
Her gaze sharpens, studying you the same way someone might do with a startled creature on the road; curious, patient. She slows when she sees the tension in your jaw, her gait losing that teasing spring and transitioning into something steadier.
"Hey." She lifts her hands—open palms and a gentler voice, as if offering a truce. It's a gesture so non-threatening it almost feels out of place on her now. "Didn't mean to actually freak you out, Bambi."
"Bambi?" you echo, tone caught somewhere between incredulous and breathless as your eyes flick to her face.
"Big eyes, wobbly legs," she murmurs, stepping into your space again. Not pouncing or hunting this time, simply drifting closer. "You look like you can't tell if you're turned on or about to have a moral crisis."
"I… might be doing both." The words come out with a shy, lopsided smile—the kind that tugs up only one corner of your mouth before you duck your head, cheeks warming. You glance up through your lashes, sheepish but curious, like you can't quite decide if you should keep meeting her gaze or hide in the safety of your own flustered laugh.
Jinx grins at that, the painted curve of her mouth softening into something less wicked, more human. The tension crackles for a moment longer before it fizzles out between you, replaced by the faint hum of embarrassment and something warmer underneath. "I'm sorry, sugar. I got a little carried away back there." She scoffs at herself, pinching the bridge of her nose with a faint grimace. "Kinda forgot you didn't sign up for… that kind of scare."
You let out a small chuckle, bashful but real. "It's okay. I mean, I did run like hell. You just… caught me off guard."
"Caught you good, though," she teases, then winces like she immediately regrets it. "Sorry—bad timing. I just…" She exhales an exaggerated puff of breath, all the fight leaving her posture as she leans back against one of the mirror panels. "Didn't mean to make you uncomfortable. Promise."
The confession is awkward and earnest, but something about saying it out loud—owning it—makes you feel lighter already. "I'm still here," you point out, almost like a peace offering, your shame retreating. "And… maybe kind of hoping you'll keep looking at me like that?"
That gets her. Her shoulders roll back in slow ease, and whatever twitchy impulse had been buzzing in her limbs moments ago smooths right out. The predator coils itself quiet, and she watches you like you're something precious she doesn't want to break too soon. She closes the remaining space between you, nosing lazily along your cheekbone, almost catlike but tentative in her affection now.
"Tell me to stop," she murmurs against your skin, "or I'm gonna take that look in your eyes real personally." And then—only after you shiver—does she shift her weight. She presses her hips forward, just enough for you to feel her bulge again, unmistakable as it settles flush against your pelvis. She fits obscenely well there, grinding into the soft spot below your belly with aching hesitation, like she's nudging a boundary, checking how much room you'll allow her to ruin you.
You flinch, but not away this time. It's a soft, involuntary twitch—the ghost of an old instinct that doesn't quite make it all the way through. Your body starts to remember that it doesn't have to defend itself here. That maybe, for once, it can just be. You let yourself breathe, and your muscles finally realize they’re allowed to rest.
"Let's try that again," she suggests, nosing lower now, right into the crook of your neck where your scent hits the strongest. Her mouth parts against your skin—warm breath, chapped lips, the barest scrape of teeth. And then her tongue finds the spot just under your ear, tasting salty skin as if it's the best thing she's had all night. You quiver under her with a soft moan, heartbeat fluttering hard enough for her to feel it. One hand skims down your spine, slow and deliberate, fingertips dragging over every vertebra like she's mapping out your bones. She doesn't stop when she reaches the curve of your ass, just grabs a handful and squeezes possessively. "You like that better?"
You nod, biting your lip so hard it stings, as if that'll keep the sounds in—but your hips roll forward without permission, meeting the pressure she's so generously offering. It feels strange at first, this surrender. But it's a good kind of strange—like sunlight after weeks of rain. You let it wash over you. You let yourself melt.
"There we go," she purrs. "You just needed a minute, hm?"
You've always told yourself you're not that kind of girl.
You don't sneak off with strangers. You don't drool over someone you met five minutes ago because they smell like bubblegum and trouble and press a cock against you. You don't get wet from a smirk and a little pressure. That's not who you are.
Except suddenly, it is.
Because you can't stop imagining it. The corrupted sound she'd make when your lips wrap around her, soft at first, then needier. The way she'd grip your hair when she realizes you mean it—every filthy thing you're pretending not to want.
You want to be good for her. Just for her. You want to let her rut against your tongue in the dark while fake screams echo down the maze and some animatronic goes off two rooms over like it's cheering you on. You want to make her shudder, to feel her get twitchy and desperate because of you.
And yeah, maybe it's disgusting. Maybe it's reckless. Maybe you'll hate yourself for it later.
But maybe you'll hate yourself worse if you walk away now.
Because the truth is: you are that kind of girl. Right here, right now, with her? You are. Your mind flatlined the second you spotted her. No more thoughts, just heat, slick need, and that awful, humiliating ache between your legs that says: I want it. I want it. I want it.
"What about the cameras?" you blurt out, almost too fast, like you're still hoping someone will talk you out of this even as you press your chest against hers, chasing more. "We're in a public maze and—”
"They don't work in here," Jinx cuts in, calm and collected. "Dead zone. Security guy gets nauseous from all the reflections. Can't watch the feed without puking. So they just… don't." She leans closer, like she's telling you a secret. "We call it the blackout spot."
You don't know if that's true, but you want it to be. Especially with how her hand presses into your lower back now, keeping you locked tight against her cock.
And maybe you want to be seen, after all.
Even if only by her.
"I can be real sweet on you," she murmurs against your throat, sucking a mark into the tender skin just above your collarbone. "So good. So fucking careful. You want that?"
You make a sound—high and pathetic, caught somewhere between a whimper and a disbelieving laugh. You nod so fast you get dizzy, and you barely have time to blink before your mouth claims hers. It's not rough, but it burns. Hot, deep, filthy in a way that pulls the air out of your lungs and replaces it with her. She groans, reciprocating just as eagerly. Her tongue slips in without asking, slick and shameless, licking into you like she wants to memorize the shape of your throat from the inside out. You don't even realize you're gripping onto her forearms until she shifts—pressing in, teeth nipping your lower lip—and you dig in like you're clinging to gravity itself. There's more spit than you expect, stringing between your lips when she pulls back, only for you to come right back in like you can't be away from her for more than a second.
And that makeup you were admiring on her earlier? It's yours now.
The heavy white cream from her foundation clings to your cheeks in thick, uneven patches. Her lipstick has bled into a dark, glossy halo around your mouth, transferring from her painted-on smile. You can feel it melting into your skin, every touch blurring the lines between you until you can't tell who the color belongs to anymore. She pulls away just enough to admire you like you're her personal canvas. Her thumb grazes your chin before dragging it down, smearing the mess even more. Your knees buckle slightly—not enough to fall, just enough for her to notice.
"Wanna get on them for me?" she asks softly, holding you in place as her breath brushes your swollen lips. "Bet I'd look real pretty in your mouth."
The request feels more like a command wrapped in a coo, sticky-sweet like a candy apple, and you're already sinking to the cold floor before your brain catches up. Jinx looms above you, the weight of her presence blotting everything else.
"Good girl,” she purrs, unbuckling her belt with intent, as if the game's finally paying off.
The words hit you low. You don't even know if you've earned them yet, but the way she says it makes your pussy clench around nothing. Your mouth goes dry. Or maybe wetter. It's hard to tell because your body's already two steps ahead, tipping forward, greedy and off-balance. You brace your hands on her hips, keeping yourself from swaying, from reaching up and taking it out yourself. She tugs down the waistband of her striped pants just enough, thumbs hooking under the elastic, and her cock springs free like it's just as eager to perform, balls tight and heavy.
It's… a lot.
You'd be lying if you said you weren't expecting it, but seeing it up close, thick and flushed? It's a whole different experience. She fists herself once, dragging her palm over the curved and veined length with a low hiss through her teeth. Her cock jumps in her grip, twitching when she looks down and catches your wide-eyed stare. She guides it toward you, letting the pink tip slide across your lips, smearing salty precum like gloss. She taps your cheek with it—mocking, almost playful. You can smell her now, too: skin, sweat, the tang of arousal.
Her breath is shaky as she watches you open up for her, warm and obedient, tongue flattening under the head like you're starving. She presses in slow, feeding you more inch by inch, letting you get used to the size. Your mouth stretches around her, and you moan as she slides deeper.
"That's it," she coaxes, voice low and hoarse. Her hand finds the back of your head, not pushing, just resting. "Take it for me."
You gag once she hits the back of your throat, but she coos immediately, petting your hair soothingly.
"Breathe through it. You're doin' so good," she pants, thrusting again, just a little rougher to test your limits. "You're perfect, y'know that? Knew you'd have a mouth on you."
You nod, or try to—mouth still full of cock, throat raw, spit bubbling at the corners of your lips as you look up at her, teary-eyed. She pulls out halfway just to fuck it back in smoother, making you feel every drag as you hollow your cheeks, hand wrapping around what you can't take and working in tandem. You whine around her, sucking harder, head bobbing now—sloppier, more desperate. You feel drunk on her, and it shows in the way your thighs keep shifting and rubbing together for any sort of friction. You feel so empty it hurts, soaking through your underwear, every part of you aching for something to take and grind against. Your cunt throbs with every push of her hips, like your body's confused why she's not inside instead.
You love it.
You love her.
Or at least, you're in love with her dick—because how else do you explain this? The fluttering in your stomach, the way you could cry if she stopped now…
Which is exactly what she does.
Jinx lets out a shaky breath and pulls out with a wet pop, watching you chase after her, whiny and dazed.
"What are you doing?" you ask, throat slick with her taste. Your lips are swollen, your breath is gone, but you still crawl forward, knees sore from the hard floor as you lean in impatiently, taking her again without waiting for a reply.
"F-fuck, wait—" She groans, her grip on your hair faltering, like she can't decide whether to pull you closer or drag you off. You hum around her, swallow even deeper. She curses once more, eyes fluttering for a second too long before jerking her hips back with finality. You gasp, brows pinching in frustration as your mouth empties again. "I know, greedy girl," she coos, cupping your face gently, stilling you. "But I'm not gonna waste it. Not when that sweet cunt’s clearly begging for it."
She helps you up, and you barely find your balance before she grabs your hips and spins you around, pressing your chest against the cool glass, your quick breaths fogging up your own reflection. She tugs your pants and underwear down to your knees, one swift move. The cold air hits your dripping cunt and you flinch, shivering as she cups your ass and spreads you open just enough to look.
She whistles, low and impressed. "Fuck, baby, I knew it. Look at that."
And you do. She makes sure of it—her fingers curl tight under your jaw, tilting your head forward until you're eye-to-eye with yourself, blinking through the haze. You look wrecked and untouched all at once, like a horror movie virgin five minutes before the kill.
"This what you look like when you're about to get fucked?" she hums into your ear. "Eager and filthy?"
The fat head of her cock nudges your entrance and your whole body tightens, forehead hitting the flat surface before you. She slides it down your slit once, twice—coating herself in your slick—and then presses in slowly until your cunt starts to give. She's thick, and it's tight, and you're so wet it should slide easily, but it still burns.
"Shit—" you gasp, voice high and broken.
"Shhh." Her hand covers your mouth before the rest of the sound escapes, muffling it. "Gotta be quiet for me now, pretty girl. You don't want anyone hearing, do ya?"
She keeps pushing in, letting you feel every ridge, every twitch, and you whimper brokenly when she bottoms out. Her hips are flush to your ass, and she's buried so deep it feels like she's poking behind your ribs. She stays there for a second, allowing you to adjust, your legs already shaking from the stretch.
Then she pulls out halfway. Pushes back in.
Again.
And again.
You bite back a moan with each stroke, the slick sound of your cunt taking her bouncing off the mirrors like echoes from a porn set. She builds a rhythm, working you open, cock pulling out coated and sliding back in easier each time, like you're sucking her back in. Her free hand settles over your lower stomach, right above where she's pressing in, feeling the bulge from the outside.
She picks up the pace—a little faster, harder—just enough to make your body bounce with every thrust and tears brim at your lashes. "Look," she pants into your ear, her breath hitting the back of your neck in hot and sticky puffs, blue hair damp at her nape. "Look at yourself. Look how pretty you are while takin' me. How full."
The sight ruins you.
Your reflection is a pornographic mess, and you can't help but groan right into her palm, eyes rolling to the back of your head as her cock disappears into you over and over again. You try to keep quiet, but it's getting harder to control when she keeps punching that sweet spot deep inside you that makes your knees lock and voice rise in pitch. You fumble for purchase, leaving streaks and handprints on the mirror, and she pulls her hand away just enough for you catch a proper breath.
"Jinx—fuck, s’too much! I can't—"
"You can. You already are," she whispers into your neck, lips grazing the sweat building up there. "Don't go floatin' away on me now. Stay right there."
Her arms wind around your waist, locking you tight against her, using you as leverage just to fuck deeper into you. The wet slap of skin on skin is indecent, and you can feel her twitching every time you pulse around her, nearing your release.
"Can you be good for me? Can you come without screaming?"
You moan something unintelligible in response, eyes glossy and barely able to stay open. Your cunt grips around her like it's trying to keep her there, suck her in deeper, milk her dry. She's relentless now, each thrust perfectly aimed at a cruel angle, her pace bordering on overwhelming. One of her hands drops lower, fingers brushing your clit with a featherlight stroke, yet you jolt like you've been shocked nonetheless. She adds more pressure, circling it with practiced ease, knowing exactly which buttons to push to make your knees go weak.
The sudden extra stimulation makes your whole body seize up, and your orgasm hits too abruptly. You clench around her hard, heat flooding your limbs in a wave so intense it nearly knocks you off your feet. Your moan—sharp, ragged, impossible to hide—bubbles up before you can stop it.
Jinx is faster.
She slaps her palm back over your mouth just as you cry out, your release ripping through you like a live wire. Her grip only tightens, holding you upright and steady through the quake while you soak her. "Easy," she murmurs into your ear, thrusts going lazy. "Ride it out f'me."
You're still twitching from the aftershocks when you hear it.
Footsteps—a group, from the sound of it—sneakers dragging, giggles ringing, someone muttering "this part's lame" like they're trying to be tough.
You panic.
She doesn't.
"Don't. Move," she simply whispers, voice barely audible yet thrilled. You freeze, trembling in her hold, trying to melt into her chest like that'll make you disappear. Her hand stays over your mouth, fingers pressing gently at the corners, keeping you muffled. You can feel her deep inside you, cock throbbing with how hard she still is, keeping you full, like she doesn't intend on pulling out until you've taken everything she's planned on giving you. "They won't see. They'll be gone in a second," she promises, even as her own hips rock forward once, grinding the head into the spot that just ruined you.
You squeal against her hand, the overstimulation making your toes curl so hard inside your shoes they almost cramp. The footsteps pass, the voices fade, and once silence settles again—if you can call the frantic panting between you silence—Jinx takes it as her cue. She pulls back an inch, testing just enough to break the messy seal, then pushes back in slowly, like she's feeling you all over again.
"God, you feel… You feel unreal," she gasps, her forehead pressed to the back of your shoulder. Her hand is forgotten as she lets it fall from your mouth, too lost in the sensations. "Warm little cunt milking it like she knows me already." Her pace picks up, sloppier now, and she starts to pulse inside you, her body winding tight with that final edge. "Gonna pull out, I swear. Just… Just gimme a second—"
But the words splinter something in you. Your hand shoots back blindly, gripping her hip hard enough to bruise. A whimper tears from your throat as you shove yourself back onto her, keeping her fully sheathed. "Don't!" you sob in a frenzy, trembling from the pressure, practically writhing on her. "Don't pull out. Want all of it. Please."
She groans low in her throat like it hurts to hear you say it that sweet, that desperate. "You sure?" she breathes, the raspy tone nearly making your knees buckle. "You really want me to fill you up? Fuck it all into you, just like that? You're not just sayin' that 'cause your brain's gone all fuzzy, right?"
You nod so fast you get lightheaded, but she tuts quietly.
"Words, baby."
"Yes," you choke. "Yes, I want it. Please, Jinx, I need you to come in me. I'll take it, I can—"
And that's it. That's all it takes for her restraint to crumble like a wet tissue. You don't even get a warning—her hips jerk forward, knocking the air from your lungs as she buries herself to the hilt and stays there, cock twitching deep as she spills inside you with a ragged groan. You feel every hot spurt pouring into you, every twitch against your oversensitive walls, and the sudden fullness has you sobbing into the mirror, mouth open in a silent moan.
She doesn't move right away, just keeps grinding through her own aftershocks with faint and needy sounds that she probably doesn't even realize she's making, folded over you like a backpack. Slowly, she shifts, easing back, her breath stuttering as she begins to slip free—too soon, too slow, dragging every thick inch from your fluttering, overstretched pussy. You can't help but whimper at the loss, a gush of warmth following instantly. You clench down hard, reflexive but useless, and she steps back just far enough to look.
And oh, she looks.
You're still slumped over against the mirror, her cum dripping out of your hole and straight down your thighs in thick and creamy trails, catching the low light. Her eyes glaze over with something akin to awe, but you feel too boneless to care about how filthy you must look.
"I should take a picture," she chuckles breathlessly, her nose dragging up the dip of your spine. "Frame it. Hang it above my bed." Her voice is warm and teasing, but barely holding together, thinning. "First time I ever came in a stranger and nearly passed the fuck out." She presses a kiss to your shoulder blade, and you feel her grin against your cooling skin—crooked, high on the moment. One hand slips down again, cupping your heat tenderly, fingers sinking into the slick mess you both made and spreading it gently over your swollen folds. "I got you. You're okay."
But her voice cracks halfway through, throat tight with something that isn't just exhaustion. Because she is not okay, either. Her thighs are shaking, too, and her cock's still half-hard and soaked, twitching with leftover need. She exhales like she's trying to catch up to her own heartbeat and anchor herself.
A pause. Then, another kiss, softer this time—like a wordless thank you.
Jinx reaches down, catching the waistband of your panties and the rumpled pants still bunched around your knees. She tugs them up carefully, fabric sliding up your thighs. Your damp underwear presses flush against you, trapping her cum inside you, making you shiver. There's something undeniably possessive in the way she does it. Like she wants it to stay there. Like it means something to let you walk out of here full of her.
"There," she murmurs, adjusting the cotton so it fits more snugly around your hips. "All tucked in." She awkwardly maneuvers your jeans over your ass, keeping one arm curled loosely around your waist to steady you both. It's not graceful, it's not clean, but it's all she can manage—and it's done with so much care it nearly makes your head swim.
You let her do it, legs weak and whole body aching in that delicious, used-up kind of way. The mirror reflects all the damage: smeared makeup, glazed eyes, sweat-shined skin, and her hand still planted over your stomach like she's staking a claim. She finishes with a little pat to your hip, proud of herself.
"You coming back next weekend?" she asks, voice still rough, still a little fucked out and smug, maybe even hopeful as she tucks herself away.
"I always knew clowns were needy." You scoff through a smile, tugging up your zipper.
"Only for the ones who whimper like that," she shoots back, her grin turning toothy as she leans her chin on your shoulder, too annoyingly sweet for someone who just rearranged your insides. You're still shaking, limbs jelly-like and sore, skin buzzing from her kisses, but she doesn't seem in any hurry to let you go as she giggles. "Such a Bambi."
"Don't start," you groan, swatting weakly at her chest. She catches your hand and holds it there, threading her fingers through yours.
"I mean it," she says after a beat, her tone quieter now. "I want to see you again."
You blink at her, still hazy, still dazed in a way that doesn't feel fully physical anymore.
She nudges her nose against your cheek. "Gimme your phone. I wanna make sure you don't ghost me."
You roll your eyes, fishing it out of your pocket anyway, your body heavy with endorphins. You unlock it and hand it over without a word. She doesn't hesitate—just swipes open your contacts, thumbs moving fast and messy, nails tapping against the screen. The faint blue glow lights up her face, highlighting the smudges of face paint, the curve of her smile. You hear the faint click of her taking a photo with the front camera—probably for the contact image—and then the chirp of her own phone going off somewhere in her pocket.
"There. Now it's official."
Outside, the park is thinning, and the October air is colder than you remember, sobering you up. A kid screams somewhere far off in the distance, either from fear or too much sugar. Probably both. The fog machines have shut off, and the speakers are spitting out staticky ambient horror noise that no one's really listening to anymore. You walk toward the exit in silence, trying not to limp, trying not to think about the handprint on your thigh or how much lipstick is still on your face. You're almost out when your phone buzzes.
💬 clown girl 🤡
i'll get you a plan b <3
You stare at it for a second. You don't even remember telling her if you were on the pill or not. You huff a short laugh through your nose, then tuck your phone away, looking up just in time to catch her fading form.
She's walking backward now, facing you as she retreats into The Funhouse again. "Text me when you get home, Bambi!" she calls, throwing up a casual peace sign, fingers still faintly sticky with what had happened. "Don't make me haunt you!"
summary: she’s tired of bottling these tormenting desires, would you give her a hand?
cw! comphet awkward, overwhelming first time masturbation (p!receiving) fingering (r!receiving)
men dni. 5,7k wc. no proofread (ignore any jinx's mention, it was initially written for her)
“regina george is so hot.” you hear her voice on your side, making you pause mid chewing.
it was one of your usual sleepovers; popcorn, movies. you also steal cans of beer from her dad’s bar right below the apartment. a routine you’ve set since you were 15.
“yeah..?” you frown in confusion, glancing at her curiously and then back at the screen of her laptop.
“I mean, don’t you agree?”
she pauses the movie to look at you and raising eyebrow expectantly. she already knew what your answer was.. the only right answer.
“obviously,” you play along, sipping on the beer as you avoid her gaze. “it’s just the way you said it… as if you’re attracted to girls.”
as far as you know, powder was straight— you both were. you’ve seen her drool over boys, the walls of her room covered with posters of male artists (and scientists), she loves to flirt around with the male population, never once casting a second glance at a girl like that. hell, you were pretty sure she currently had a thing going on with ekko.
she rolls her eyes and shoves your shoulder like you said the most ridiculous thing, “I’m just pointing out the obvious!”
it was an obvious statement that everyone can agree with. you just don’t mistakenly say it with such a yearning tone.
as you sit together, she takes another look at you with the corner of her eye, a curious thought running through her mind, her heart beating faster… she tries her best to not let it show, but she can’t help to keep drifting her eyes off the movie to you.
she has a pretty girl drinking beer and watching a movie as they laid on her bed.
and she’s yearning.
what if? she thinks to herself, before hastily trying to shut the thought down.
after a few minutes, she takes a long swig of the beer, hoping it’ll help her forget that silly idea…
she tries to focus on the movie, but her mind is a growing mess. what if?... she looks over at you, taking in the way the light from the dimmed screen flashes over your face, enhancing your beauty.
what if i try?
no, she can’t. you’re friends. just friends.. you don’t cross lines like that. you can’t cross lines like that.
but.. it would be so easy to just reach out and… no, stop that.
powder tries her best to act normal, laughing and commenting on the movie with you, but that thought just won’t leave her mind.
curiosity just builds up more and more. her eyes keep roaming back to you, taking in every curve of your face, every move of your body, as my brain is fighting a battle against this sudden.. need to test the boundaries.
she shifts in the bed, trying to find a more comfortable position. her heart is skipping beats as she tries to make it casual, like it’s nothing. her fingers keep rubbing the muscle of her thigh, pretending to be massaging a cramp until she built the courage to finally speak.
“my leg is cramping,” she grumbled while rubbing and massaging her leg. “mind lending me a hand?” she says, hoping that her comment would pass out as a joke so she can forget about this.
you eye her, scoffing a quiet chuckle. “are you serious?”
there it is, she should laugh it off and focus on the movie. she should keep whatever desire she’s feeling buried deep inside and set her mind on ekko, the boy everyone knows has the hots for her—
“please?” she pleads. “it hurts so bad.”
she keeps gently rubbing her leg, and with a subtle shift in her position her oversized shirt rides up, revealing more of her thigh as she angles it slightly towards you.
her stomach flutters when your eyes travel towards her exposed skin. you hesitate, taking in the way her muscle twitches slightly, your left hand finally moves and falls on her pale thigh, starting to knead and immediately looking back at the movie.
powder almost let out a sigh of relief as your hand finally touches her. she watched intently as your hand massages her thigh, working the muscle.
you were so agreeable, too, never having trouble to convince you to do whatever she wanted.
she wondered how far she could take it. how much are you willing to please her..?
she leans back against the headboard of the bed, her mind racing as she silently enjoys the sensations of your touch.. the heat of your hand against her skin, the way your fingers gently press into her leg. her body is responding to your touch in a way it never has before, and it’s taking everything in her to stay in control.
she shifts uncomfortably on the bed, unable to focus on the movie anymore.
but you kept your hand close to her knee.
“is that good?”
she almost let out a squeak as a shudder runs through you. the innocent way in which you ask that, as if you’re genuinely just trying to be helpful, is almost too much for her to handle right now.
she nods quickly, swallowing hard. “y-yeah that’s perfect.” her voice coming out just a tad huskier than before.
you turn to look at her, smiling as you squeeze her thigh. she’s got smooth skin, the faintest freckles on them. you liked that she was a little fit.
“you know… it feels even better a bit higher up.”
the words are out of her mouth before she can stop herself.
but you comply, moving ever so slightly. “there?”
she bites her lip to hold back a soft whine.
“a little higher.. please?”
her heart is racing in her chest as she asks, knowing full well where she’s leading this.
“mmkay,” you chuckle quietly, moving even higher. was it you, or did her skin feel more heated?
she lets out a shaky exhale as your hand moves higher, almost to the top of her thigh. her muscles tense slightly as your finger brushes against the hem of her small tight shorts underneath her shirt.
“h-higher.” she breathes heavily, her body is buzzing with the heat rushing through her. she’s pushing it.
you hesitate briefly, complying anyway. your fingers slowly reaching her inner thighs…
you couldn’t be crazy. she felt so warm, a burning heat coming from between her legs. it was making you feel weird in your stomach.
her breath hitches at the feeling of your fingers on her sensitive skin, the buzzing in her body almost becoming overwhelming. her brain is foggy with this new sensation, the want and need to feel your touch all over her.
she shifts slightly, spreading her legs a bit wider. “like that…”
her hands grip the bed sheets tightly, silently praying you would keep going, to touch her more.
“don’t stop.” she pleads as she feels your fingers slowly tracing the top of her shorts.
“pow…” you mumble in a warning tone. you lick your lips, feeling your mouth dry.
but she’s got so far, you can’t deny her now. please don’t deny her now.
she leans forward, resting a hand on your knee. “please.” she practically whispers, all pretense of a thigh cramp gone. “i need it… i need you.”
an unknown sound leaves your mouth against your will, something like a whimper. you can’t meet her eyes as you move your hand higher, shyly sneaking under her shorts.
she shivers as your hand finally reaches where she wanted it, having to bite her lip again to keep any embarrassing sounds at bay.
“f-fuck.” she breathes, her body going rigid as your eyes meet again. all the tension, the desire.. you can see it all in the look she’s giving you.
it’s almost too much. why do you want to moan if it’s her the one being touched? you cover your face with your free hand, trying to hide how flustered you were.
you keep exploring between her legs. the almost all-consuming warmth, magnetically luring you.
she tries to suppress a moan at the feel of your hand, covering her mouth with her own hand as the other grips at the bed sheets tightly.
“fuck..“ she curses again, her hips rocking against the touch. she’s losing all willpower to stop this now, and she can’t bring herself to care.
you touch her a bit more, flinching when you feel her arousal, pulling your hand away. “w-wait, wait.” you whimper, breathing heavily as you keep avoiding her gaze. you felt overwhelmed, flustered and confused.
and incredibly horny.
powder whined at the loss of contact, desperate for you to put your hand back but also a bit concerned with the look on your face.
she leans into you and brushes a strand of hair out of your face. “what’s wrong?” she asked, her own voice shaky.
“i-i don’t know what i’m doing—“ your lower lip trembled, the heat on your face making you feel even more embarrassed. “sorry, i’m sorry..”
she takes your face in her hands, making you look at her.
she tries to hide the disappointment from her voice, but neither of you can deny that the feeling of your hands on her was electrifying. tantalizing the vulnerable boundaries of your friendship and sexuality.
“let’s just... let’s just watch the movie, okay?”
you lean into her, hiding in the crook of her neck as you grasp her shirt, powder has her arms wrapped around you in a heartbeat, holding you against her.
“you’re okay.“ she whispers, trying her best to soothe you and ignore the fact she’s painfully aroused right now.
“i’m sorry…” you mumble again, now conscious of her real needs. you wanted to please her, you actually did. you were just so overwhelmed in the moment, the sudden wetness that pooled in your core scared you.
she leans back against the headboard of the bed, with you in her arms. she smelled so good, you didn’t wanna leave this spot.
“…let me try again.” you whisper shyly, now your right hand teasing the edge of her shorts.
powder sucks in a sharp breath as your hand moves back to the edge of her shorts, her body going rigid.
“are you sure? “ she asks hesitantly, still wary of your reaction, and unsure if she could handle the disappointment of you stopping again.
“mmhm,” you nod into her neck, grateful that she can’t see your furious blush. your hand goes back under her clothes, letting out a shaky breath when you feel her pussy with your fingers again.
powder bites her lip to hold back a moan, her head falling back against the headboard, fighting her body to keep her hips from rocking against your palm. she grabs your shirt, fisting the fabric tightly in your hand as she concentrates on her breathing.
“w-wait..” she gasps, trying to speak coherent words as her brain is getting foggy by the pleasure building inside her.
“w-what?” you quickly slip away again, worried that you might have done something wrong, but she reached out, taking your hand in hers and bringing it back to her shorts, guiding you where she wanted you.
“no…” she says, and this time despite her own voice betraying her, she tries to sound more reassuring. “i just… i just need you to keep going.. faster.”
“like this?” you murmur, hesitantly rubbing in circles.
she lets out an unashamed moan as your finger teases her clit, her hand gripping your shoulder as if trying to ground herself.
“y-yeah.. just like that.” her praise is a faint sigh, closing her eyes as the pleasure you’re providing her is the only thing occupying her mind.
you moan too, you can’t help it, your sounds quiet and muffled. she felt so hot, she sounded so hot. you were growing agitated, relishing in the ravenous way she moved her hips into you.
she’s almost shaking now, her body desperately wanting more, wanting release. her breathing is labored as she tries to speak.
“m-more, hm..please.” she manages to gasp out, letting her hand fall from your shoulder to grip the sheets once more.
you obey, paying close attention to which movements made her twitch and moan the most.
powder’s torn between keeping her mouth shut, in a desperate attempt to hold back all the needy moans and whines that threaten to spill from her mouth, and cry out loud, to let the neighbors know how good you’re making her feel.
she struggles to keep her body under control, but your every touch feels like she’s on fire, a ticking bomb waiting to explode. and she doesn’t want anything more than to just give into the pleasure.
her body writhing from your voracious stimulation, she’s not even trying to hold back anymore. she clutches at your arm as your touch grows confident, fingers spreading her folds, reaching her tight entrance to gather her fluids and go back to furiously rub her clit, learning that it was what made her react the most.
she was so close, so close... just a little more, and she’s almost there. powder pressed her hand against her mouth again, trying to stifle a deep moan coming from the back of her throat.
“powder…” you whine quietly, your hand getting drenched in her juices as you work on her pussy. “‘wanna hear you…”
she instantly removes her hand from her mouth, her eyes closed and her mind so overwhelmed from the pleasure and her impending orgasm that she’s not even really aware of what’s happening anymore, her whole focus fixed on you, and the pleasure you’re giving her.
“s-so close—!“ she gasps.
you can’t stop yourself from squeezing your thighs together as she’s making little whines and whimpers in the back of my throat that sound completely needy at this point, aching for release.
“please,” she begged breathlessly. “i’m almost.. i’m so close, i just need a little more…”
her fingers dig into your arm, and you’re pretty sure if she squeezes any tighter her nails would draw blood.
the whine leaving her mouth ringed in your ear, the tension starting to peak. her thighs squeezes your hand, and to your surprise, she got more wet. her creamy orgasm moistened your palm, her body shocking sharply, scaring you for a second. but she doesn’t let you pull back, so you keep touching her as she rides her high.
just after a whole minute she stops trembling that much.
she keeps her eyes closed, her body still trembling ever so slightly. she feels boneless, like all her energy just left her body.
after a few seconds, she managed to blink her eyes open and find your worried gaze.
powder lets out a shaky exhale, and her hand moves from your arm to your cheek.
“i’m okay…“ she assures you, her voice sounding hoarse. she keeps her hand against your cheek, and she’s struck by the way you’re looking at her, your face still flushed with color.
“fuck, powder…” you mumble with a frown, leaning into her hand. you can barely meet her eyes without getting even more flustered. your hand is still inside her shorts.
she chuckled softly, still feeling the afterglow from her orgasm.
“you can take your hand away now…” she murmured, her thumb stroking your cheek.
you flush in embarrassment, quickly shifting away. you look down at your hand, completely drenched in her fluids, her eyes follow your gaze, taking a moment to collect herself and then sit up, bringing a hand to your chin to turn you face her.
“hey..” she says softly, her voice still a tad shaky. “you okay?”
“gotta clean up,” you blurted, rushing to the bathroom in an attempt to escape the awkwardness that filled your body.
what the hell just happened…?
she watches as you dart away, feeling her stomach drop nervously, she took a deep breath and tried to clear her head, suddenly realizing the mess that is still between her thighs.
powder gets up and grabs a towel from a nearby chair, using it to clean herself off before throwing it in the laundry basket.
she considers following you to the bathroom, but she’s not sure if she should. you needed a minute to yourself, and she was worried about making things awkward.
more than it already was.
she sits back down on the bed, still a little shaken from what just happened. you both knew your friendship would never be the same after tonight.
you liked to believe otherwise. desperately. it was probably the heat of the moment, she was horny and you were there, so you gave her a hand. that was it.
though the wetness between your legs said that you were indeed affected by this.
you tried to ignore it.
you get out of the bathroom and make your way back next to her in the bed, not sparing her a glance as you fix the computer where it was and go back the minutes you missed from the movie.
powder can’t help the way her heart twinges a little as you keep your distance and don’t even look at her. it hurts more than she’d like to admit. she’s starting to think that maybe, maybe she did read this whole situation wrong.
so she keeps quiet, unsure of what to say now that you’re back. she can’t even pretend to focus on the movie, her thoughts whirling in her head.
her eyes keep stealing glances at you, searching your face for any clue as to how you feel. she’s trying to find some hint of that flush on your cheeks, something to give her some hope that what you did affected you just as much as it did to her.
the only hint she gets is the way your thighs are pressed so tightly together that it's almost like you're trying to hold back any evidence of what just happened.
you sit there in the quiet of the room, the only sound being the movie playing on the computer. she’s growing antsy, desperate to know if this changed your friendship or not.
finally, her impatience wins over and she can’t sit quietly anymore. she breaks the silence, her voice uncharacteristically small.
“are we not going to talk about it?”
you frown instantly, distractedly taking some popcorn.
“if you want,” you say, trying so hard to feign nonchalance.
you hear powder sigh a bit too loudly, she’s taken back by your response. she tries not to let it bother her as she gathered her thoughts.
“i just…” she begins, hesitating a little. “i just wanted to know if…” she trails off, not sure how to ask her next question. she bites her lip, trying to summon the courage to just spit it out. “were you.. okay with.. what we did?” she finally managed to ask, her hands clenched into fists in her lap. she was trying to keep her voice even, but it was obvious she was a little nervous about your answer.
your thighs clenched again, letting out a shaky breath.
“y-yeah, sure. i just.. helped you out.” you try to dismiss again, ignoring your own blush and arousal.
“just helped out?” she echoed, a little bitterly.
she bites her lip, unable to keep the pang of disappointment from her heart.
she wasn’t sure what she was expecting, but it wasn’t this nonchalant attitude. she forced herself to continue, trying to keep the emotion from her voice.
“so you didn’t.. enjoy it at all?”
you look at her, wide eyed. “w-we’re not like that, pow.” you reminded her, scared of your own reactions, you… feelings. “i dunno…”
she feels something inside her twist in an unpleasant way, and she fights to control her face and keep the disappointment buried deep inside her.
“you’re right.. we’re just friends...” she murmurs as realization sets in that you really didn’t see anything more about what you did.
she forces herself to look away, staring back at the movie screen so you don’t see the emotions in her face.
but she’s your friend, of course you’d notice.
you don’t like seeing her like that, instantly urging you to comfort her. you cuddle her side, pouting softly as you wrap your arms around her waist. it felt right.
her breath hitches in her throat when she feels your arms wrapping around her. she leaned into your body instinctively, her head falling on your shoulder.
It feels like you’re offering some comfort, some kindness, after the rejection she’s feeling.
“friend’s help each other out.” she murmured half jokingly under her breath, sounding a bit self-deprecating.
you repeat her words in your mind, growing more and more conscious of the burning feeling in your core.
maybe…
you nuzzle into her neck for a moment, before daring to speak. “c-could you help me?”
she’s completely caught off guard by your words, her eyes widening a little as she looks at you. your words had so much implication behind them.
“help you..?” she asks slowly, trying to get you to clarify. a part of her didn’t want to get her hopes up in case she was misinterpreting it.
you’re quick to specify, taking her left hand to press it over your pants, almost naturally rocking your hips enthusiastically. she’s sure she has never seen you so… demanding.
“it’s aching…” you whimper softly, “you made me feel like this…”
she sucks in a breath as she feels the heat coming from your core. she lets her hand linger on your shorts as her eyes roam your face.
“i did..?” she says, surprise coloring her voice. she’s surprised that this effect you were having on her was mutual. “but I thought we’re just friends?” you noticed the faintest smirk tugging at her lips, naturally teasing you.
though powder almost doesn’t believe what’s happening right now. she keeps her hand between your legs, moving a little closer to you, her eyes fixed on your face.
“so you like it when i touch you like this?” she asks in a voice laced with both surprise and just a hint of smugness.
you’re instantly crumbling, nodding fervently as you hide in her neck again, breathing heavily.
“hurry…”
powder slowly drags her hand up your shorts, her fingers playing with the elastic of your underwear, and she takes a moment to revel in the way your breath stutters out, your body shifting restlessly against her.
“hurry..?” she mocked, “are you… impatient?”
“n-no, please don’t tease me, powder.” i begged, grasping onto her shirt. “i helped you out, please.”
she chuckled softly at your adorable begging. “‘can’t help it, you’re just too cute when you’re horny.” she tells you, before giving in to your pleading.
her hand moves further into your shorts, her fingers slowly rubbing against the throbbing button in your panties and drawing out a shaky gasp from you.
“like this, is this what you need?” she murmured, her tone still just a little titillating, but her words were sincere.
“you know it is,” you pouted, buckling your hips into her touch.
“mhmm,” she hummed, pleased to know she’s teased you enough to break you. she keeps her touch light, her fingertips circling teasing you without doing enough to actually give you any real relief.
“you’re already so worked up...” she remarks, feeling the wetness that’s already leaking into your underwear. “i didn’t even do that much to you.” she teases again, enjoying the way you gasp and writhe against her.
she brushes her lips against your neck, nipping and kissing on the sensitive skin. “you’re such a mess…” she murmured against your skin.
you grunted, moving your hand to grip her hair. “please—“ you breathed out into her jaw.
she hears the pleading in your voice, mixed in with just a hint of annoyance, and she can’t help the way her stomach twists with arousal at the sound.
“alright, i won’t tease anymore” she soothes, her fingers moving a little firmer against you, searching for a way to give you what you need.
you whine softly, your back arching into her, you were a tangled mess, her laptop once again sliding to the side as you kept shifting in the bed. you felt her breath against your cheek…
you kinda wanted to kiss her.
she lets her eyes roam over your face, taking in your flushed skin and your parted lips. powder was having a hard time concentrating with you so close, just like you, your every thought circling back to the fact that you wanted to kiss her.
“you’re so pretty.” she murmured absentmindedly, her fingers rubbing a little harder, deciding that she also wanted more, she slipped her hand underneath your panties, caressing your cunt shamelessly and pushing two fingers inside you at once, bringing out a guttural moan from you.
your eyes flickering from her lips to her blue hooded gaze. your chin tilted up without you realizing, feeling dizzy.
she noticed your eyes lingering on her lips, and her breath stuttered for a moment in her chest, feeling her own desire welling up.
she knows she probably shouldn’t kiss you, that it would change everything. but you’re right there, your parted lips so close to hers, and she finds she doesn’t have the self control to stop herself any longer. if she ever had it at all.
her fingers pause agonizingly inside you, as she leaned her head in and closed the distance, pressing her lips against yours before you could let out the irritated cry of complaint.
it’s short, sweet. you kissed her back before pulling away, shyly meeting her eyes for a second.
she pulls back a moment after you, feeling dazed from the short lived kiss. she keeps her eyes trained on you as she tries to regain her bearings a little.
“you didn’t seem to mind that very much.” she commented a little breathlessly, a small smile forming on her lips as she takes in your flushed expression.
you can only frown, tugging at her hair to pull her down again, kissing her deliberately, making her gasp a little in surprise her hair getting tugged harder by your grip as your lips press against hers. she has a moment to react before her mind melts away, and she just leans into you in a more heated kiss.
with her hand still between your thighs, the rest of her body follows as she settles on top of you, her other hand keeping itself propped up in the bed.
the kiss turns just a little more desperate, her tongue seeking out your mouth as it becomes harder to concentrate, but she finds she doesn’t particularly mind.
it gets messier, your dizziness making it hard for tou to follow her pace, her tongue and yours clashing everywhere. you moaned into her lips, grinding your hips against her hand. you felt little tears pricking in the corner of your eyes from the building pleasure.
she moaned with you, her hand moving a little more urgently against you, pounding her fingers mercilessly. and if it weren’t for the way she’s propped up on top of you, she would have probably started to grind against you a little herself.
you have to pull back from the kiss, a growling sound escaping from your throat as your back arches to press into her chest. she was hitting your sweet spot with an unrelenting pace.
she watches in awe as you curled into her hand, her mouth almost going dry at the sight of your face so overcome with pleasure. her breathing is labored as she tries to keep her hand in the most steady pace, her eyes never leaving your face.
“right there?” she asks urgently, her tone almost a little desperate for you to answer.
“yes,” you sobbed, tears streaming down your reddened warm cheeks. “feels so good, hm— i can’t..” you blabbered.
her need to make you feel good, to give you the release you’ve been seeking takes over all my thoughts, powder is utterly fascinated by you, and she’s consumed in the urge to make you fall apart.
her fingers continued their assault on your abused pussy, pushing you to delirium. you never thought powder could be so talented with her hand, if your mind was clearer you would’ve questioned how did she know where and how to push the right buttons. her thumb moved to play with your unattended clit as her face leaned close to your ear.
“don’t cry.” she urged, her voice low and gravelly. “i’m going to take care of you, okay? i’m going to make you feel so good. just tell me you’re mine.”
it felt so good hearing that, just as much as it confused you. “w-what?”
in reality, her own words had surprised her, powder felt herself faltering for a moment. she didn't mean to say that, but with you so vulnerable and desperate beneath her, it just came out.
“just—“ she begins, attempting a confident voice. “just tell me you’re mine right now. that’s all i need.”
you comply without thinking much, her words making you impossibly wetter.
“m’yours.” you whimpered, “i’m yours, powder, only yours.”
powder shivers a little at your words as a possessive feeling seizes her heart, making her want to pull you even closer and never let go.
“good.” she murmurs, as she returns her body against yours, her head nuzzling into your neck. she continues her touch, fucking you at a frantic, almost animalistic pace, the wet sounds of your cunt lasciviously echoing in her room. “now be a good girl and come for me”
she doesn’t have to tell you twice, reaching your peak effortlessly under her touch. you can’t say you really tried to control your body, feeling possessed by something else, something bigger than you. powder doesn’t stop her movements until you’ve ridden out the aftershocks and your body relaxes, a sense of pride welling up in her chest at seeing you come apart so easily for her.
she buries her head into your shoulder, taking a couple more deep breaths to slow her thoughts. she’d be lying to herself if she said this didn’t mean more to her than just two friends helping each other out.
so she rather don’t say anything for a moment, just listening to the sound of your breathing as your body comes down from the high. she let some of the possessive feelings wash away, settling on just enjoying the contentment of staying so close to you.
you feel more calm, but you were craving something. tugging at her hair again gently, you pull her face close to yours.
her eyes lift her head to look at you. her heart stutters seeing you looking so flushed, your hair messy around your head.
“what is it?” she asked softly, resting her chin on your chest.
“kiss,” you mumble so quietly that you barely hear yourself.
a flicker of surprise briefly passes through her mind as she registers your words, her chest almost clenching at the soft and almost shy tone of your request.
her blue eyes search your face for a moment before her gaze lands on your lips. she moved into them without another word, pressing her lips softly against yours.
she parts her lips against yours, taking a moment to relish in the sweet feeling of your mouth against hers. she gently slides her tongue into your mouth, savoring you in a different way than she did before. her hand moving up from your shorts to caress your neck.
but you pull back reluctantly, taking her wrist in your hand.
“dirty fingers.” you point out.
she lets out a sheepish chuckle, her cheeks flushing as she realized her dirty fingers had just touched your skin. “you’re right...” she murmurs, holding up her hand a little bit to look at the evidence staining her fingers.
she brings her messy fingers to her mouth and starts to lick them clean, maintaining eye contact with you as she watches your reaction.
oh my god…
your eyes widened, your darkened gaze fixed on the way she tasted you so greedily, an intense blush creeps on your cheeks as she hollowed hers, humming in delight.
a satisfied smile appeared on her lips as she saw the color on your face and felt the way your breath stutters as you watch her suck her fingers clean.
“you taste so good.” she praised, loving the way her words make you squirm a little underneath her.
“what is it?” she asks, amused at your pouty expression. she shifts her weight a little so she’s leaning on her forearms, hovering above you. she takes a moment to admire the sight of you splayed beneath her, disheveled and breathless from her touch.
you let her now bring her hand up to caress your flushed cheek, her eyes roaming between your face and that pouty mouth of yours. “tell me what you’re thinking,” she whispered, though her voice still sounded a little rougher than usual. “you’re not… not regretting what we just did again, right?”
“n-no, no, i don’t regret it.” you rushed to say, stumbling over your words. you can’t stand the way her mouth pouted at you, anticipating the worst. “that’s.. sort of the problem, pow… i, um—”
“the problem?” she interrupted, almost scowling.
“i mean, not the problem,” you tried to correct yourself. “this is just, um, new.”
ah.
she almost sighs in relief as you explain yourself, her shoulders relaxing. powder lets her body rest more heavily on top of you, her head dipping down so she could rest her chin on your shoulder without having to prop herself up with her arms.
“new and good?” she inquires quietly against your ear, needing to hear the answer to quell her nervousness.
you slowly move your arms to embrace her as she keeps her head nestled in the crook of your neck, cuddling warmly. you’re suddenly consumed with the desire to breathe in the scent of her hair.
“you need time to process things?” she suggested in a murmur into your skin, closing her eyes and just relishing in your closeness for the moment.
“yes,” you quavered, appreciating her understanding. your grip tightened, giving in to your desires as your nose pressed into her soft blue hair. “but don’t leave.”
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Powder is so soft. A sweet attitude with just the right amount of spunk. Her voice is a velvety rasp that drags at the end of sentences, caressing your ears with utmost care. Blue eyes gentle and attentive when they lend on you, crinkling at the sides, glittering with love. Her warm skin a milky spread dotted with light freckles like fading stars. She’s firm to the touch but melts in your hands like butter. Powder is a delight in human form.
Your favorite times are the late nights to early mornings in her hideout. When you’re too tired to walk back to The Last Drop and spend the night on her couch. An old and worn thing that sinks under your combined weights, pushing your bodies together. Her knitted comforter blankets your forms as you count the faded constellations on her face, feel her smile on your palms.
Her peach-colored lips juts towards you in a playful manner. You kiss the pout from her lips, tasting the faint waxy taste of her lip balm. You swallow her chuckles towards your eagerness, her smile now on your lips.
You target her cheeks next, soft, warm, round like puff pastries. The urge to bite them grows but you push back for now, swallow it down like a bite that’s too big. You kiss your way to her neck, breathing in the faded perfume, the syrupy, sticky notes of vanilla glazing her skin. Your mouth waters, the heady mix of her making your head reel with need. Powder sighs, tilting her head back, loving hands sliding under your shirt. She urges you closer as you push your face in the hollow of her throat mouthing at her skin, trying to satiate your growing appetite.
Her laugh is a sugary, contagious thing. You lean in to kiss her again, satisfying all five of your senses to the point of overload. Powder hums approvingly, pressing her body to yours.
“More, more…” She whines, grasping at your skin, holding your face to her throat.
The small kitten licks at her neck rush electrifying sparks straight to her core. She spreads her legs, wrapping them around your hips. Powder arches off of you, her body sinking deeper onto the weak couch. The sharp sting of your teeth makes her gasp and moan loudly, taking you both by surprise.
You look up immediately, ceasing your ministrations. She looks back at you, curious, stunned. Aroused. Then, she smiles shyly, squishy cheeks blushing. You smile back at her, just as eager and timid.
“Do that again.” She encourages you gently.
She doesn’t hide her pleasure when you bite her again, the surprise now replaced by the bliss and exhilaration of discovering something new about you and herself. The tender clasp of your teeth on the side of her neck quickly turns her into a molten ambrosial mess underneath you. You drift lower, to her chest, pushing open her vest top and biting the sides of her perky breasts, taking them in your mouth. You taste the soft skin of her stomach, feel the fat of her hips between your front teeth, lapping at the creamy softness that constitutes her. Powder tastes just as sweet as she feels. She’s tender in your mouth, angling herself to your liking, catering to your appetite as you feed her own.
You learn that Powder has a full set of sensitive areas for you to map out and discover with your teeth. Her right shoulder, the inside of her elbows, her upper thighs, her lower back, the back of her legs... And she always pushes you to keep going, your name in her mouth like candy. Powder loves how gentle you are despite the rough nature of the act. Patient and careful.
But a part of her, and you too, wishes to go further sometimes, just enough to break skin, just a bit far, for you kiss it better. Her eyes glow with unrestrained lust when you bite harder than usual, dipping both of your fingers into darker territories. You freeze just before, drooling on her skin, your love for her keeping you at bay, and yet, when you gaze at her, at her expectant face, you could almost see it, her need that whispers you to keep going.
Powder loves when you bite her. She stares at her naked figure in the mornings, twirling in front of the mirror counting all the different marks you’ve left on her. Her fingers trace over the shape of your teeth, reminiscent.
Powder gets bold sometimes, wearing clothing that reveals just the right amount of skin to display her marked throat; sometimes short shorts when you’ve left your imprint on her thighs.
She makes herself obvious to you, eyeing your mouth when you speak, when you smile. She swipes her thumb across your teeth right after she kisses you, “do you want to bite me?” she asks warmly, her nose hitting yours.
summary: it was only a matter of time for you to give in to your sinful desires.
cw! jinx and reader are novitiates blasphemy religion trauma lesbian yearning dry humping body worship, sort of
men dni. 5k wc. previously read.
you kneeled next to your bed, elbows on the mattress and hands clasped against your face. you were mid-prayer when you heard the door of your room squeak ever so slightly—jinx was here.
you should have felt ashamed at how quickly you abandoned your task, turning around with a wide smile. tonight she wore a matching set of pajamas; suspiciously short pants and a tank top so thin you could see her nipples pressing against the fabric.
"jesus, aren't you freezing?" you whispered in genuine concern, standing up.
"no."
she stepped forwards, walking towards you, her feet landing heavily on the floor as she closed the space between you until she was close enough to see how worried you looked. and she could tell; you just wanted to wrap her in your arms and shield her from the cold.
she smiled softly, amused at your concern, and she lifted her arms to sling them around your body, pulling herself against your chest in a tight hug. "see? not cold."
you hummed in disapproval, her skin was cold. she was always cold, somehow.
"i don't know how you don't feel it..."
"some of us are just built different."
she nuzzled her face against your neck, inhaling deeply as she closed her eyes. your scent was comforting, as it always was, and just being close to you was enough to make her shiver, though this time it had nothing to do with the cold.
she tightened her grip around you, enjoying the way your fingers tangled in her scalp in a gentle caress. she sighed softly and murmured against your skin, "i missed you."
"we see each other everyday," you giggled, quickly shutting up as you remembered you were supposed to be in grand silence at this hour. "c'mon, bed."
you knew what she meant, though. today had been particularly rough; there was a nun fixated on scolding jinx for every little thing she did, so you hadn't had much time to hang out like usual. you hated when it happened, almost wishing jinx would behave for once. but then again, you would never change who she is.
she reluctantly pulled away, crawling into your bed obediently. the mattress dipped beneath her as she climbed onto it, moving towards the wall to make room for you. it was dead silent except from the rustling of sheets as you moved into the bed beside her, and she instinctively shimmied closer.
no longer than a short couple of moments later, jinx was curled up against your side, her head fitting perfectly into the space between your neck and shoulder.
"it's too quiet." she spoke in just above a whisper, her voice raspy in the otherwise deafening silence of the room.
your arm was wrapped around her back, and your fingers were tracing slow circles against her shirt, rubbing the fabric gently between your thumb and forefinger. the motion was soothing, lulling her into a comfortable state that bordered on consciousness and sleep.
she lifted her head off of your shoulder to look at you. "i don't like it."
"it has to be quiet," you obviated, gulping the knot in your throat at the thought of breaking your vows. i have to be quiet, you reminded yourself.
"i know, i know."
she huffed, her hot breath brushing against your neck as she exhaled. she laid her head back down against your shoulder with a dull thud, and she closed her eyes.
she was quiet for a moment. you thought she might actually go to sleep for once, before she spoke again in that same low tone; "will you sleep soon?"
"yeah, in a bit."
you tried to sound convincing, but your thoughts were loud tonight. thoughts of her and the way her body felt pressed against yours, the way her skin felt beneath your touch. she shifted again, moving even closer until there was no more space between you. her leg wrapped around your thighs, her head buried in the crook of your neck.
you tried to push those sinful thoughts away, to replace them with prayers. you tried to think of your faith, of your holy mission and your vows.
but it was hard. oh, so hard.
she whined, her voice a bit muffled against your skin. and she knew she was acting like a spoiled child, but she didn't care. she was whiny and selfish, and what she wanted was to have you to herself, at least for the night.
you shushed her, squeezing her in your arms for reassurance. "you're gonna get us caught." you can't hide the worry in your voice. what if they send any of us away? what if any of us is kicked out? my heart couldn't take it. "i'm right here."
she went quiet again, letting out a sigh as she shifted her weight to rest against you more comfortably. she was tired, more so in the mental sense, and she was antsy too—she always was, she couldn't help it. but now she didn't even know what to do with herself, so she just laid there and let you hold her.
her face buried against your shoulder, and her words came out in soft whispers; "tell me a story."
you weren't surprised, she had a very vivid imagination, her mind running wild when she heard stories. it was the only thing keeping her sat at mass. but you were more tired than usual tonight—physically, you were almost going to refuse, until you caught how vulnerable her expression looked.
"what kind of story?" you caved in, your hand moving to her waist to hold her closer to you, one thumb rubbing her side.
she hummed thoughtfully and tapped her index finger against your chest as she considered your question. her face lowered as her eyes were glued to the slow and precise motion of your thumb, the way it would sometimes disappear in the fabric of her shirt while it rubbed gentle circles against her skin.
after a moment, she looked up at you and smiled slyly.
"a love story."
you hummed, mirroring her smile. "nun alba told me her personal experience finding god-"
"no- i said a love story." she cut you off before you could even start, looking up at you with a pout.
she was in a mood tonight, and she wanted a story that would make her heart race. a spicy story. a small scoff escaped her when you chuckled, and she slapped your arm in retaliation. "stop laughing at me."
you found her childishness amusing, for whatever reason. she could be as bratty as she wanted and you would never get annoyed with her—you thought it was cute, or endearing, and she didn't know which annoyed her more; your relentless kindness or your unwavering patience.
she was impatient, and she huffed in annoyance, shifting against you to get more comfortable. she only relaxed as your thumb continued to rub circles against her side, and even though it was a small gesture, it was soothing.
she placed her forehead against your shoulder, mumbling again; "i want a love story that makes my heart beat faster."
"oh, um... let me think..."
she could tell you were drawing blank, because it was taking you entirely too long to reply. she was growing impatient again, and she grabbed the front of your shirt in an attempt to get your attention.
"are you even trying?" she griped, tugging the fabric between her fingers.
"i am," you huffed, nuzzling your nose into her hair. it was slightly greasy, and you knew it was because she skipped the shower time to get a cigarette. you could smell it on her. "i don't know any... not the ones you want."
her shoulders relaxed at the touch and she leaned into your affection. you were always so doting, almost to a fault.
"then just... make one up."
you perked up at the suggestion, looking down at her with an arched eyebrow. "you want me.... to make up a love story?"
she hummed in agreement, her eyes glued to your face. she was curious, she wanted to see if you'd actually do it.
it was a long shot; you were a novitiate, afterall. a prude in all the areas she wasn't, and she wanted to see if she could get you out of your comfort zone.
you sighed and looked away, but she already knew you were contemplating the idea. your hand was still rubbing her side, tracing circles against her waist, and she was almost certain you weren't aware you were doing it.
"i...don't know where to start," you mumbled, and she could see the gears turning in your mind, trying to think of something that would suit her high standards.
she smiled up at you, amused. you were really going to do it, weren't you?
"don't think too hard," she teased, tapping her finger against your chin, "start with the basics. who's our couple?"
"a girl and a boy," you replied almost immediately, and she huffed, shoving at your shoulder with one hand.
"that's boring," she whined, and you chuckled, reaching up to grab the hand that was pushing against you.
"what else do you want me to say?"
"i want something juicy!"
she huffed again, rolling over onto her back. she felt you shift so you were propped up on one elbow, hovering over her. the lamp on your bedside table was still lit, illuminating your face in a soft glow and casting shadows across your cheeks.
she crossed her arms over her chest and looked up at you, her eyes narrowed in a playful glare. "something with spice."
your expression faltered for a moment, and she could tell you were contemplating again, trying to think of something that might fit her very specific request.
"uh," you mumbled, your hand moving to her waist again, tracing circles against her hip, "like... secret lovers?"
her eyes lit up at that. "yes, see? you're getting the hang of it." she nodded in approval, grinning widely. "tell me more."
"uh... two people who aren't supposed to be together," you started, and she could see the wheels turning in your brain. you were definitely a little out of your comfort zone here, but you were trying. she nodded again, silently urging you to go on. "like... a nun and a priest."
your words were slow, hesitant, spoken as if you were testing the waters. she was watching you closely, the way you fidgeted with the fabric of her shirt, the way your eyebrows were furrowed in concentration.
"i love that idea," she murmured, her mind already running wild with the possibilities. she lifted one hand and let her fingers brush against your cheek, just light enough to make you shiver. the effect she had on you was always so amusing to her.
"so, our nun and priest meet. what's next? give me some details, i want a whole story."
you swallowed audibly, you were growing more and more nervous. it was cute, how flustered you were getting.
"uh..." you stuttered, your voice wavering slightly. "well..."
she waited patiently, watching how your gaze flicked between her eyes and her mouth as if you were trying to decide which sight was more captivating.
"he was transferred to her convent," you started, voice low and timid. "they're polite; somehow... always stumbling on each other, their eyes finding one another across a crowded room. they're growing interested, but.. they try to bury it deep inside."
she was listening intently now, her gaze locked on your face as she hung onto your words. she loved the sound of your voice, how it was soft but confident, a sharp contrast to the anxious expression on your face.
she nodded encouragingly, her thumb brushing across your cheek again, almost like a silent command. keep going.
"they give in before they can realize. they get a taste." you closed your eyes, picturing a peaceful, quiet night like this one. the main characters of your story caught up in a dark corner of the building, lips locked together in a passion you have never seen nor felt in your life. your imagination nowhere near jinx’s, but you get flustered either way at the thought. "they're reckless, careless even. they can't control themselves... they get hooked. sneaking around, stealing kisses when they can."
you opened your eyes again, your gaze locking with hers. she was staring up at you, completely captivated. the story you were telling was making her head spin.
i wish i could be as bold as them, you thought to yourself, your gaze falling down to her lips.
"they go too far..." you say in a faint whisper, your voice trailing off.
"how far?" she asked, mimicking your tone. her tongue darted out to wet her lips in anticipation, and she saw your eyes follow the motion.
you snap yourself out of your trance with a breathless chuckle. "i don't know... i don't know much about sex."
her heart stutters at your response, and she can't help but let out a huff of laughter. you were so innocent, so pure. it was almost humorous, the way you could get so flustered just from telling a story.
"just... far enough to start doubting their faith." you breathed out, that familiar knot building in your throat. the mood changed instantly, the air around you growing heavy with tension. she could feel the weight of your words, and she knew what you were referring to. "they loved each other, deeply."
she hummed in agreement, her eyes never leaving your face. she could see the conflicting emotions that were playing out in your gaze, the way you were torn between your faith and your feelings.
"what do they do?" she asked softly, her hand still on your cheek, thumb soothing your growing anxiety with slow circle motions. you have to pull your gaze away from hers.
"they die."
her heart skipped a beat at your dramatic words, and she felt a pang of sadness in her chest. that wasn't the ending she wanted.
she moved her hand from your cheek and let it drop onto the mattress, her fingers tracing mindless patterns against the soft fabric.
after a moment, she questioned, “how?”
"what do you think?" you offer her a shy smile, expecting to hear her opinion. your palm moved to rest on her belly now, occasionally rubbing her smooth skin.
she mirrored your smile, and she placed her hand over yours on her stomach, intertwining your fingers together. she could feel her heart beating faster.
"i don't know," she admitted, her voice coming out in a soft murmur. "i guess... they get caught?" you nod, and she exhaled in response.
that is the most likely ending, although not the one she was hoping for.
but what was she hoping for? a happy ending is unrealistic, for a love story like this one. it doesn't work out, it's not possible. no matter how much you might want to make it happen.
she feels your thumb tracing circles against her stomach, and she shivers involuntarily, her breathing becoming more labored as you lean down, cuddling her side and nuzzling your nose into her cheek, leaving a soft kiss.
"did you like it?" you asked, wanting her approval.
"i liked it, it was... a bit sad, but i liked it."
"i know… i like happy endings, but that's not very spicy.."
"you're a romantic." she teased, her lips curving into a smirk.
"maybe." you chuckled, pulling back to meet her eyes, sneaking another glance to her lips. "but i know very little about love."
she noticed the way your gaze flicked to her lips and she couldn't help but smile. it was endearing, how easily you were tempted by her, by someone you definitely shouldn't want.
her fingers toyed with the hair at the nape of your neck, twirling the soft locks around her fingertips. "you might know more than you think," she murmured, her voice a low purr.
you blushed at that, the pinkness on your cheeks spreading all the way down your neck. she couldn't help but wonder what it'd be like to kiss you, to press her lips against yours. she knew it was wrong but she couldn't resist the curiosity, not when you were looking at her like that.
"i doubt it," you mumbled, your breath hitching, but she could see the interest mirroring in your eyes.
god, you were practically begging her to kiss you, even if you didn't know it yourself.
your mouth was so close, so temptingly close, a tilt of her chin and the gap would be closed. before she knew it, that’s what she did.
her lips brushed against yours gently, tentative and soft. the moment you made contact, she felt a jolt of electricity coursing through her veins, and her breath hitched in her throat.
your lips were even softer than she had imagined, and she found herself growing addicted to the feeling. your hand gripped her shirt, trying to ground yourself. the touch a sharp contrast to the delicate way your lips moved against hers.
she pressed herself closer to you, her leg shifting to wrap around your thighs. the kiss deepened, growing hungrier and more desperate, fueled by the months of suppressed desire. though you were growing overwhelmed too quickly.
"hah–gentle," you pleaded in gasps between kisses, feeling caged between her thin body and the bed.
the sound of your voice so needy and breathless was enough to drive her crazy. but she heeded your request, slowing her pace slightly until she was only peppering your skin with soft, tender kisses.
her hand moved to your waist again, her fingers tracing feather light patterns against your hip. this felt right, your mind blank as you could only focus on the way she made you feel. your fingers tangled in her hair, humming appreciatively. she was growing eager, not sure if she could handle the slow pace for long.
her hands gripped your hips, holding you in place as her body pushed against yours, desperate to be even closer. as if you couldn't control yourself, your body automatically mimicked her movement, hips twitching to grind back. the fabric of your clothes between you heightened the teasing friction you were chasing.
her teeth caught your bottom lip, hard enough to feel the hitch in your breathing. she smiled, and her hands moved from your hips to the edge of your shirt, her fingers sliding under the fabric and against your skin. she could feel the heat radiating off of you, the way your body reacted to her touch.
she pulled back from the kiss, her lips brushing against your ear as she whispered. "can i take this off?"
"yes," you huffed as if she asked a dumb question, making her chuckle at your impatience.
her hands already tugging at your shirt to pull it over your head. the moment your skin was exposed, her lips were on it, pressing soft kisses against your collarbone and down to your chest. your breathing hitched in your throat, your chest heaving with ragged breaths. she could feel the way your heartbeat stuttered, mirroring her own. she moved to the space between your breasts, pressing a kiss against your sternum.
you gripped her hair a bit tighter, your head falling back against the pillow gently. jinx kissed her way down to the valley of your breasts, her breath against your skin, hot and heavy. her hands wandered up to your ribs, fingers mapping out the sharp curves of your body.
the heat was building between you, the tension growing with every passing moment. she nipped at your skin gently, her teeth grazing against the sensitive flesh of your breast before taking your nipple into her mouth, her tongue traced the contour, flicking against the hard bud, her gaze fixed on your expression. your back was arched into her, you were biting down your lip to shut the small whimper that threatened to escape.
she wanted to devour you, to taste every inch of you, to feel your body trembling in her hands. she could hardly believe that this was happening, that she was finally giving in to the desires that had haunted her for so long.
jinx pulled away with a soft pop, her lips still hovering over your nipple as she looked up at you. your face was flushed, your eyes dark with need. she could see the desire written all over your expression, the way you were struggling to catch your breath.
she ran her hand over your stomach, her touch feather-light, teasing. she wanted to savor this moment, to drag it out as long as possible. and you too. your hand cupped her cheek, bringing her up to meet her lips in another soft kiss. your free hand tugged at her shirt, in a silent request, her arms lifted up immediately, allowing you to remove the clothing in a swift motion. it was discarded somewhere next to the bed, leaving her chest bare in front of you.
her torso hovered over you, your hands moving to hold her waist and your mouth closed around her nipple, copying her as you moved your tongue in circles, swirling around in slow, teasing strokes. your tongue was gentle, almost reverent, switching between one tit to the other. jinx let out a low moan, her threading to your hair. you found yourself enjoying this too much, wanting to get more reactions out of her.
after a few moments, she was growing impatient, her grip tightening in your hair, not enough to hurt you but to show you how desperate she was getting. her hips rocked against your thigh, the friction against your leg making her whimper softly. she could feel the heat pooling in her belly, the familiar sensations building as you continued to tease her breasts with your mouth. your touch was driving her insane, and her body was becoming more and more impatient. she felt teased when you nibbled on the sensitive bud, unconsciously tugging hard at your hair.
you let go instantly, looking at her with flushed cheeks. "m'sorry." you murmured, attempting to sooth her with your thumb, making her shiver.
"what're you apologizing for?" she whispered breathlessly, sitting down in your lap and planting kisses on your jaw.
"i thought i hurt you."
her lips curved into a smile at your words, and she shook her head gently. "you weren't," she reassured you, her voice soft and low as she spoke. "you could never hurt me."
she leaned in closer, her lips brushing against your ear as she whispered. "and even if you did, i think i'd like it."
you shivered at her words, your grip on her hips tightening just a bit. the thought of her finding pleasure in pain was confusing to you, but also... a bit exciting.
you let out a shaky breath, trying to steady yourself, but it was a losing battle. especially with her so close, her breath against your ear sending shivers down your spine.
your reaction was exhilarating for jinx, to have this kind of power over you.
she shifted again, grinding her hips down on you, a soft gasp escaped your lips. there it is.
neither of you knew much about pleasuring others, and considering it was already pretty late in the night, you were too tired to try any of the naughty things you wished you could do. so you just grind against each other, breasts pressing together, legs tangled as you try to find the right angle for both of you to feel good.
despite the lack of knowledge, the feeling was still intense. the friction between your bodies, it was all so new and overwhelming. she could feel you trembling against her, your grip on her hips growing stronger as you ground against each other. it was a slow, teasing pace, but it was enough to make your heads spin.
her arms wrapped around your neck, pulling you closer to her, your gasps and heavy breaths filled the room, joining the sounds of rustling sheets.
an unfamiliar knot formed in your belly, you've never reached this point of pleasure, not even when you tried to touch yourself. you always stopped when it was getting too good, suddenly too real. but you didn't want to stop now.
"jinx," you managed to speak, your voice strained as if in the verge of crying. "right there.."
her movements grew more desperate as she heard you, her body responding to your words like it had been programmed to.
she shifted her weight slightly, moving to align her hips just right, her heat rubbing right against yours. and she felt you shiver in her arms. a soft gasp escaped your lips, and she knew she had found the spot.
it felt so dirty, to rub your pussy against hers so greedily. you felt like an animal, a primal desire that took charge of your body.
her hands gripped your shoulders as she rocked against you, seeking friction, seeking release. her thoughts were a blur, her mind consumed by the heat between you. she could feel the damp in your sleep shorts, your arousal dripping but not as much as jinx herself, her juices leaking all over her thighs, and yours.
it felt sticky, a bit uncomfortable, but so hot. her thighs trembled, she was starting to struggle to keep up the eager pace she had set. she was close, both of you were. your muscles tensing under her touch, an intense wave of pleasure hit you, jinx following right after. she had to clash her mouth with yours to quiet the guttural sound that barely made its way out of your throat. she rocked her hips for another moment, milking out every last drop of your orgasm.
it was overwhelming, intoxicating even. as your bodies came down from the high, you were still thinking about it, about her. jinx rested her forehead against yours, your lips mere inches away. you were both spent, tiredness hitting you like a stone.
you could tell she felt proud, not even caring to hide the satisfied smile that painted her face. she nuzzled her nose against yours, "was that good?" she breathed, warm into your cheek. her voice sent tingles all over you, hoarse and raspy.
you nodded faintly, "yes.. perfect."
it was mind blowing, leaving you satisfied in a way you've never been. your thoughts clear as ever.
"i understand now," you whispered, your arms wrapping around her as your fingers found that spot on her back, drawing random shapes with your nail. you felt her relax on top of you, humming in acknowledgment, she was listening. "the peace i've been chasing all my life, the satisfaction–jinx," you shifted, tightening your hug. "i love you."
her heart fluttered at your words, and she could feel a warm, fuzzy feeling spreading through her chest. she lifted her head to meet your gaze, studying your expression with wide eyes. "you..." she trailed off, her mind still trying to process the magnitude of what you had just said to her. and then she managed to utter the words she never thought she'd ever be able to say back. "i love you too."
it felt like a weight lifted off your shoulders. months of hidden feelings, of secret glances and fleeting touches. now, finally, you are free to admit your true feelings.
she let out a quiet sigh, her body relaxing completely against yours. the exhaustion was setting in, and she knew sleep was not far away, but she wanted nothing more than to just fall asleep like this, wrapped around your arms.
bonus!
whenever you’re suddenly conscious of the fact that you have an official romantic relationship with a girl, one that you've met in a convent, which was the place you're both currently living in; it feels surreal, like a bizarre dream.
it only takes one look at your girlfriend, jinx, to nod to yourself in understanding. you can't imagine a life without her, and you wonder how you held back at all before that night.
right, the context was a bit complicated but three months in and you’ve been managing just fine! when jinx wasn't a brat.
it was clear that she loved the thrill, she loved feeling her heart beating at a fast pace, ringing in her ear while she's eating you out in a risky place—like the bathroom of the church.
we’ve established the fact that jinx cannot care less about preaches. even having a full rest with her head in your chest the night before, she kept nodding sleepily, unable to hold her head up. you tapped her thigh to wake her up but it only reminded her of your presence, sighing in contentment when she rested her head on your shoulder.
luckily, you were sitting right in the back. otherwise she'd be called out and scolded. again.
“you smell so good..” she mumbled, nuzzling her nose into you as she inhaled deeply.
you’d be lying if you said it didn't affect you, like every little thing she does, every single touch.
you shushed her, leaning into her. your hand was still on her thigh, fingers tapping at random times. you missed the way jinx’s lips curved into a mischievous smile.
“i want to devour you,” her voice lowered a few octaves, hitting right into your ear. your reaction was instant, legs squeezing together as your eyes closed.
“shut it,” you warned, composing yourself to take a good look around.
“but you want it too…” she purred, her tongue tracing your earlobe in a teasing manner. “i remember your taste so well, so sweet, toots.”
it was so amusing for her, the way your breathing gets heavier, forcing yourself to stay mute with a hard bite on your bottom lip. she wanted to be the one biting you. she craved you so bad, at every hour, in every place.
“i need you," your grip on her thigh tightened at her low whine, nailing the soft flesh. she was now tugging at your arm like a spoiled child. “need to make out with your pussy, now–fuck, i wanna slurp and drink your juices,” her voice got progressively more desperate, although so low and breathy that you could barely hear her. “please.. i want you so bad.”
of course she didn't have to beg much. if you had to choose between sitting for hours, listening to a man talk about salvation by a divine god that keeps his people fearful to be worshipped, or have your back pressed against a wall with your girlfriend’s mouth working relentlessly to please you. you're choosing the latter.
CW: 3k, PowerBottom! Jinx x SubmissiveDom! Reader, toxic Jinx x toxic reader, reader trying to “move on” degraded third party, mentions of alcohol, possessive Jinx, semi-public, fingering [Jinx receiving].
[just before we get started, I do not condone any of the behaviors exhibited, it’s only meant to entertain]
Minors and men do not interact.
The music is loud; the bass a metronome resonating in your head and ribcage. You hold onto her hand tighter, clinging onto her solidness. Stability, that’s more like it. She feels stable. The total opposite of what you’re used to. Her hand squeezes yours back and a little smile graces your lips. You walk through the heaps of drunken dancers and twitchy smokers. The smell of tobacco is strong enough to burn your nostrils paired with the acidic twang of shimmer. Perhaps, it wasn’t the best place to take her. Who are you fooling? It is the worst place to bring someone, another girl, nonetheless. But you couldn’t restrain yourself. A little bit of misplaced pride, a loud ego and most likely something darker that you didn’t want to name. It curls at the pit of your stomach, resting heavily like a snake full of venom, with a mouth curved into a snide smile and glaring up with it’s typical shiny eyes. Like the ones you feel on your nape. But you could be paranoid. After all, she has no reason to be here. It’s packed to the brim. She hates crowded places. It coils around your stomach, sliding higher “are you sure?” It hisses at you.
The littles glances here and there do not give you further information. Her presence is loud in your mind, weights heavy on your chest, it might just be old ghosts trying to resurface. Being here feels like exposure therapy.
You take her to the bar, making eye contact with your first familiar face of the night. He doesn’t say anything but gaze at you every few seconds, as if he knows you but can’t quite place from where. His eyes do stick to your new conquest, however. Chuck is good at his job, aka, being quiet and making decent drinks. But his gaze is cheater, he can’t help himself. Neither can you. You order two more drinks, small burning shots. One for you and her, you suppose after her little chuckle, affectionate lean towards you.
“A little fun never hurt nobody.” You fake nonchalance attempting to ignore the growing unease. Getting shit faced at a nostalgic bar with someone else doesn’t sound too cool girl of you. So instead, you pretend.
Despite it all, your eyes still wander the place, looking or rather not, hoping, not to see someone. It takes a lot of courage to finally look up. You flinch as you do, half expecting to be met with another pair of eyes. But the pipes are empty, devoid of a feminine figure resting atop. The world around you is smoky and loud, it’s quiet above, brewing in its own solitary chaos.
A hand on your shoulder brings you back to reality, attentive eyes gazing deep into yours with curiosity. You reassure her with an identical smile. Of course you’re fine. You’re having a great time here. Another small, worried peek to the dark ceiling before you down your first drink.
You laugh at her jokes; some of them are funny enough to earn an honest chuckle while the others hide your little smile behind your hand, looking at her with wanted affection. There’s nothing wrong with her, you repeat to yourself. She’s kind, sweet and stable. What you need. What you deserve after everything. And you picked well, by your own standards. She’s the total opposite of-
A few drinks in, the buzz of alcohol warms the blood in your veins and gives the full room a dreamier feel. The beating of your heart follows the rhythm, you feel much lighter already, less present. Neon lights dance on the walls and on the floor, they hit your eyes a bit too hard. Pinks, yellows and blues. They gather around you before quickly scattering. Strange. Conversation is being made next to you and you’re as responsive as your busy mind allows you to be. Your rationality tries to reason with the gaping black pit of your subconscious, convincing yourself that you’re safe. Stable. But you only grip the fourth shot of the night stronger, eyes darting around like a wounded beast.
Nobody is recognizable in the moving mass of people; colored hair, hands raised, drinks spilling, screams, laughs. A jumbled loud mess of everything that’s not her. It should reassure you but instead fills your chest with misery. Waiting hurts. Some sort of negative hopefulness, a desperation to be done with it once and for all. You found yourself looking for her in the dark corners, following each spec of blue that walks past the bar. She carved a hole in you that’s meant to be filled by her only yet here you are trying to force push another in hope to make it fit.
The lights again. They come and go, fast and obnoxious. The lonely neon blue drags across your face, while yellow chases pink; new scheme. Your irrational mind forces you to sway in the opposite direction, away from it and the attention shining down on you. Your new distraction turns to you once again, eyebrows furrowed. How dishonest can you be? Crescendo. You shake your head this time, pecking her lips as a quick solution.
She doesn’t seem fully convinced but she bears the typical glaze of endearment in her eyes. She kisses you again and you offer a pathetic attempt at reciprocity.
The air shifts. It’s unable to tell from an outside point of view but your entire body tenses, hairs on your nape raising. Your ears pick up on a low hum. Impossible. You couldn’t possibly hear it from here. You’re hallucinating. The girl next to you is definitely worried now, it’s gonna be hard to explain the state you’re in. She’s not even your girlfriend, she’s just a distraction, a mind filler. You stress to yourself and maybe to someone else, the one person who could possibly read your mind in the most fucked up way; the one who understands you a bit too well, seeing and welcoming every part of your darkness.
She takes her time before showing herself; because she knows you, because she has you on a fucking leash, adjusted to her off tune pitch. Not even in front of you but you can just feel her, almost smell her perfume, her cold hands.
In that moment, you regret everything, the drinks, the bar, your new girl. But mostly you’re scared, fucking terrified as you swear you hear the sound of her boots above the music. The neon floats aimlessly around the bar and you jump when the blue circle lands on you a second time, practically leaping away.
You’re out of breath. You fucked up. Badly. What the hell were you thinking?
“Babe, are you okay?” She stabilizes you with her hand and you recoil at her touch, hissing.
“I’m-”
“Yeah babe, are you okay?”
You freeze, shoulder tenses, your neck snaps in her direction. She’s here.
In all of her glory.
Jinx.
She glows in the artificial lighting, her eyes shimmer, same glint that has been haunting you ever since you left. Her signature braids have been switched for a messy half up half down, glitters around her eyes and on her cheeks, tiniest shorts you’ve ever seen, exposing the length of her toned legs. She smiles. Full of fakery. Her eyes are not on you, not yet. Instead, they stare at the newcomer you brought.
“New meat, I see.” Jinx hums.
The other girl frowns and looks at you with an unsure smile. She presents herself and just like you, looks at Jinx up and down. She’s intimidated, you can see it in her eyes. You don’t blame her. Most people are. Jinx takes a step forward and leans closer to the girl, gazing into her eyes with her crazed ones. She’s assessing her, sizing her up. And you witness the exact moment new girl sees it, the way she breaks the contact with a bit of worry, and takes a step back, sliding closer to you. Jinx scoffs and crosses her arms. The bluenette tilts her head and finally looks at you, her gaze is scornful, she’s laughing at your choice.
“And you are?” The new girl suddenly says, gaining a surprising burst of bravery as her arm links to yours.
Jinx raises her eyebrows in theatrical shock, she lets her jaw hang for a little bit, shifting back. With a dramatic hand on her heart, looking between you and her.
“Baaabe. Are you hearing this?” Jinx mocks. “She’s asking for my ID? Kind of too late, we’re already in.”
You should answer. Do something. You can’t allow her to ruin you like this. Or hurt this poor girl.
“That’s enough J-“
“Aht!” She shuts you up. “New meat here asked a question.”
You hate her. You hate how she makes a show of your compliance, and you hate yourself for letting her.
Jinx puts her hands on her cheeks and bends down, bowing mockingly.
“I am this babe’s girlfriend.”
The girl next to you freezes, twisting in your direction. Her mouth open in a silent word, eyes blown in a mix of hurt and bafflement. You don’t need to look at her for that; it’s a sight you’ve become accustomed to. You sigh. Is it worth it? You should at least give it a try, pretend like you still care. No matter how hard it is, how exhausted you’ve become of her little games.
“That’s not tru-“
“Aht, aht!” Jinx interrupts again. “Don’t lie to her, baby, you know how we girls feel about liars. Right?” She spits the girl’s name using a syrupy tone filled with poison. Jinx is grinning but her eyes are full of darkness, simmering with fury. Your gaze drops to the floor.
Fear tenses your…whoever she is now, her breath gets caught in her chest and her fingers dig into your arm. Jinx squints, smile dropping, animalistic head tilt when she zeroes on the hand still holding you. The touch retracts as if the stare burned her, your old conquest is taking you in with new eyes. Waiting for a reaction, a defense. But your lack of it is enough of an answer. She leaves quietly, or maybe she screams something, like insults. A pair of boots appear in your field of vision, and two fingers slide under your chin. You get lost in her eyes. A distant, screeching voice next to you, but you both ignore it, lost in each other. Jinx changed her makeup, more glitter than usual, bolder eyeliner.
“Hmm-hmm, ya like it?”
She shifts closer, her sweet-smelling breath hits your nostrils, sour candy and gin.
“Wanted to try something new for you tonight.” She adds on.
You simply look at her. Unable to answer, ensnared in her gaze. But also disgusted. By her. By yourself. You’re so dependent it’s so fucking disgusting and pathetic and-
“Stop that.”
Jinx is frowning now. For a quick second, you see the full scope of her rage swirling in the glowing magenta.
“Why are you doing this to me?” It comes out more plaintive than you wanted, making you sound like you’re on the verge of tears when you’re really not. Just exhausted, that’s it.
Worry softens her features and she puts a hand against the curve of your cheek, shaking her head, eyebrows tilted upwards.
“No baby, what are you doing to yourself?” She whispers in a soft tone. “You know how distance makes you. Why did you leave me, hmm?” She plants a soft kiss on your nose. “It doesn’t suit you. Makes you sick.”
She’s projecting. She has to audacity to put that on you. As if she’s not just as dependent. As if she didn’t lose her shit multiples times over it. As if she’s not losing it right now, cradling you in the middle of a dingy bar, playing sweet girlfriends. You’re not sweet together. You’re cloying, suffocating, like uncured honey, burnt sugar that sticks to the throat.
Jinx coos and wraps an arm around your waist, possessiveness masquerading as gentle affection. Each kiss is a brand, smudges of purple lipstick on the side of your face, her perfume mixing in with yours, leaning towards you like the ever-present lovesick girlfriend. That she is, full of love that’s too intense for one person, making both you and her ill with her passion. Jinx is all devouring. And she decided you were her buffet.
You let her take you to the small bathroom at the very back. The light flickers and sizzles a few times before turning off. It illuminates the room a few irregular minutes, like sense. Like a reminder of who you’re with and where. She stains your collar in makeup, pushing her face into your neck, breathing you, reviving herself. She kisses you again, and again. Until all that is left is faint remnants of the beeswax paste in the crack of her lips. She looks up at you, avid, biting her lower lip. You lick off what’s left of her lipstick. Jinx sighs in your mouth with relief.
“You’re mine.” She states against your lips.
You don’t fight back.
“Say it.” She murmurs. “I want to hear it.”
“I’m yours.”
Her eyes flash, you’re a moth drawn to her light, burning your wings.
Contradicting her is tiring and it would be a lie. You knew she would be here. Despite pretending to be normal.
The satisfaction on her face is evident when she looks at you, checking for anything that she might not like, any resistance she might need to break off. Her resting smile drops.
“Prove it to me, that you’re still mine.”
And a few minutes later, her figure pushes against yours with fervor, restraining you between the cold tiled wall and her body. Her breathing burns the side of your neck. She wrapped her leg around your hip, keeping you almost flushed to her. She’s panting your name, trembling with need. One hand rest on her hip while your other disappears between her thighs. You both watch as three of your fingers get sucked in by her greedy cunt, juices flowing down on your palm. You curl your digits upwards, deep and not too quick, as far as they go, the way she likes it. Jinx always rewards your eagerness. She leans back, arms around your neck, making slow circles with her hips. She stares at you through her lashes, mouth open in a pant.
“She doesn’t know you like me.”
“She doesn’t.” You shake your head.
“Nobody does.”
“Nobody does.” You echo.
She nods, her lashes fluttering. You quicken the pace, pushing her clitoris with your thumb; Jinx lets out a little scream, body jumping up.
“Yes, yes, yes, like that.” She whines.
Your wrist tenses as you thrust further, faster, roughly pushing in and out of her with your fingers. Jinx sings your name, practically bouncing on your hand. Your palm smacks flat against her pussy as you plunge deeper inside of her. Jinx moans loudly, not bothered with discretion. She does it both to express her pleasure and as means to claim you. Anyone that could hear her above the music will know you’re the one who makes her feel like this, the only one who can and she’s the only one you’ll ever touch.
“It’s o-only you, you hea- anh!” Jinx arches hips gyrating, voice rasping the more she screams.
You know her body by heart now, every sensitive spot, every corner of her.
“Y-You’re min-mine, you’ll alwa-ys be mine.” She growls as the climax rises and overtakes her.
The lewd squelching sounds of her cunt bounce on the walls, you barely hear the music. You reach that spongy spot inside her, the one that makes her squeal and grasp onto you. Your own arousal grows at the sight of her. Jinx gyrates on your hand, angling herself to take more of you. You tighten your hold on her hip, tilting her back to give her more. Jinx bites her lip, a cry rolling out of her throat.
She tenses, her hips tremble, shift and freeze on your hand, swallowing your fingers. Jinx stills, pulsing around you, gushing on your hand, the floor beneath, droplets of pink tainted cum slide down on your wrist and forearm.
The orgasm only riles her up further, her eyes widens and she charges towards you, the shimmer induced speed pressing you flat on the wall. She’s not kissing you; she’s trying to devour you whole, her hand splays on the back on your head while the other holds your jaw. She exhales noisily, pushing her tongue deeper. You open your eyes a bit and meet her half-lidded gaze, starving. Her teeth clashes with yours, she pushes. Saliva dribbles down on your chin, on the corner of your lips, she grasps your hair. Jinx pins you down with her lower half flush to yours, rolling her hips against your front, your hand stuck between your bodies. She moans weakly in your mouth, holding your gaze until you’re whimpering and your eyes start to roll back.
Jinx breaks the kiss with a popping sound. She licks her lips and chuckles, gentler.
“I don’t understand why you keep doing that to us.” She caresses your side. “We’re so good together, aren’t we?” Jinx puts her head on your shoulder. “You really scared me the other day, when you said you were leaving and all.” She sighs, a little tired smile on her lips, eyes glittering. “But you come back, you always come back to me.”
When she looks into your eyes this time, she doesn’t find any play pretend left. Jinx smiles, an honest, small timid thing. You could never pretend long enough with her. So, you smile back and embrace her.
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Hi!!! This is probably not very good but I wrote it with my heart and vagina so it’s okay <33 Vamp!jinx, 18+, 579 words. Content warnings: blood sucking, oral sex, orgasm denial (Jinx gets hungry)
Jinx. The vicious, the sinful, the insidious vampire who has been ingrained the folklore of your small town for centuries as a mistress of darkness…is on your bedroom floor.
correction—she wasn't just on your bedroom floor. She was on her knees. Looking up at you like you created every star in the universe one by one; Just for her.
To think, a year ago you were just an ordinary woman who decided asking the ethereal being of a woman always lingering around the museum you worked at was a good idea. You didn't who or what she was at the time. In all honestly, you just thought she was hot.
Now here you are a year later, a bloodthirsty vampire between your thighs. The fact that this had become your new normal was absurd in every way. If you thought about it for too long you're sure you'd lose your head. However, The thing about being with Jinx was that she often made it difficult to think straight. Especially when she was on her knees.
Your breathing becomes shallow with each stroke of her tongue. Your thighs quake around her head as she digs her nails into you waist, trying to keep you still. Jinx is always passionate, but this was something different. Usually she's a tease—Or better yet, a sadistic tormentor. Drawing orgasms for hours, Glazing slowly along your clit, looking up at you with her darkened pink irises and lazy no-good smirk every time you tried to buck your hips or tug at her hair to speed her up. It drove you crazy, but it also made you come so hard you saw stars.
But this was a nice and well deserved change of pace too. You can't help but wonder what brought it on.
You pant heavily as she speeds up, your hips coming up to meet her tongue as you get closer and closer to finishing. She doesn't try to stop you anymore. In fact, your squirming only encourages her to speed up more. You're clawing at her shoulders; about to have the orgasm of your life, when she just…stops.
A shaking groan comes out of your mouth as you drop back 0n the be. Before you can get your wits about you to complain, You feel her teeth crawling up your skin. You startle back up to watch as she sinks her fangs into the flesh of your thigh. You hiss at the sting, but your eyes stay fixed on her. Her eyes flutter closed as the blood flows into her mouth. And that explains her impatience. Jinx is hungry. Starving, based on how greedily she suckles. Had you been starving your girlfriend?
She runs her tongue over the small puncture wound carefully, collecting the last droplets of blood. Your eyes flutter as she lifts her head to look back up at you. Her eyes half closed and buzzing with satisfaction. Typical.
"…You got a little something there." You mumble as you stare down at her. You were still disgruntled about your ruined orgasm but looking down at her face, covered in your blood and arousal—the very essence of you—had you heating back up quicker than your pride would ever allow you to admit.
She gazes into your eyes lovingly as she licks around her mouth to gather the rest of her impromptu meal. She was sick, twisted, and vile. And you liked it that way.
CW: 1k, established relationship, non-sexual intimacy, jinx quirkiness, kiss mention
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx has a thing for oversized t-shirts. She crawls under the fabric when you wear them, her skin pressing against yours, head resting on your chest. You catch the faint magenta hue of her gaze from the raised collar, and she sometimes pokes her head out to nip at your chin.
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx stares a lot and doesn’t blink enough. It’s pretty intense even if she doesn’t mean to. She does the frog blink if you stare back.
.✦ ݁˖ Sharing food is a ritual that you always partake in. She takes a forkful in your plate, and you take a bite from hers; she’ll get offended if you don’t. She does it with drinks too, even if you ordered the same one. It’s all about the act rather than the actual food, she feels close to you that way.
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx has vision, you turn into her doll often if she sees anything that could suit you. Let it be makeup, clothes or hairstyle.
.✦ ݁˖ On that same topic, she finds self-care to be very healing. She likes it when you do each other’s nails, hair and wear face masks. [eg: dyeing Isha’s hair]
.✦ ݁˖ Her three main love languages are physical touch, gift-giving and acts of service. The third one is the most noticeable early on; she repairs whatever needs fixing around your place and she even makes things that facilitate your daily routine.
.✦ ݁˖ In the beginning of your relationship, she struggles with day-to-day physical contact, so instead of holding hands the traditional way, she holds your wrist or your elbow, gently directs you or rests a hand on your shoulder.
.✦ ݁˖ As said before, quirky/awkward physical attention so she pretends to flick things off your shoulder or smoothen your clothes just as an excuse. She twirls the end of your hair a lot. [If you’re bald or have a buzz cut, she ponders over you like an orb and kisses the top of your head don’t worry]
.✦ ݁˖ She loves when you get interested in her hobbies and will gladly teach you the basics of bomb making. She’s not the most patient teacher but gives great advice and enjoys being the center of your attention
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx is very gentle in a way that feels careful. She sometimes holds you as if you’re fragile because of her own vulnerability.
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx takes pride in her hair and gets aggressive quickly if it’s touched without her permission. However, you have free reign to run your hands down the strands, wash it, style it. She always goes quiet when you do, tensing before fully relaxing with a deep sigh.
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx mirrors you a lot without noticing. If you eat candies in a certain order, she’ll notice it and start doing it, at first because she’s curious, to then fully adopting it.
.✦ ݁˖ She collects everything you give her, hair ties, candy wrappers and things alike; along with mementos from outings you do together. Jinx is very creative; she has top tier scrapbooks and junk journals that can’t properly close from how much she’s put in them.
.✦ ݁˖ When you compliment her on something, she doesn’t immediately say thank you but instead tilts her head, smile then nods. [Whatever you complimented her on she will now never stop doing it]
.✦ ݁˖ The first time you invite her to your place, she looks everywhere, opening the drawers and closets, remembering everything. She’s never judging the mess, just like knowing what you’re up to.
.✦ ݁˖ A lot of her creations start to reflect you one way or another: she paints you on her bombs, she makes a little cartoon shape of you next to hers, probably has a gun or a bomb named after you. You fully become a part of her world, like she's in yours.
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx is an explosive person; the rare times she lashes out at you, she feels guilty for very long periods of time. She looks like a kicked puppy for days and leaves a bunch of little gifts around for you to find until you have to reaffirm that you’re not mad and that you still love her.
.✦ ݁˖ She will kiss you with morning breath and don’t you dare back away. She lets out a loud “eww” afterwards looking very smug.
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx would be much quieter and calmer around you, as she doesn’t need to keep the scary kooky persona and uphold her Jinx reputation.
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx is a light sleeper usually but with you she sleeps like a rock and is very difficult to wake up. Unless she senses some distress coming from you. Adding on to that, she sleeps much more now, sometimes even dozing off during your quiet times.
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx loves her weapons; there’s a gun in her dresser and somewhere under the bed; that won’t go away anytime soon.
.✦ ݁˖ She watches you sleep sometimes; she appreciates that you trust her so much with that.
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx is very protective, often overbearingly so. It is definitely a conversation that needs to be had but let her protect you from time to time for her own sanity.
.✦ ݁˖ Your boobs and thighs will turn into stress toys, and you have no say in it. [emotional support boob]
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx doesn’t like chess; she finds it boring but she’s actually really good at it because she reads people well and can scheme quickly.
.✦ ݁˖ She’s an avid consumer of super sour candies, she takes mouthful of them, keeping her eyes wide open and then act nonchalant like her mouth isn’t watering.
.✦ ݁˖ She doesn’t swear that much but instead comes up with nicknames that are so descriptive and detailed, it stings but it’s also really funny.
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx loves goofy looking animals like the sunfish and the aye-aye
.✦ ݁˖ Based off her diet in the show, I don’t think she consumes that much sugar aside from candies and drinks. She’s more of a spicy and savory girl with her favorite meal being Eel stew and pickled foods.
.✦ ݁˖ Jinx wants to travel. In her healing, she no longer feels tethered to her “jinx” identity, nor stuck in one place. She’d genuinely be curious about other cultures and different ways of living.