I lost my balance

hold faith. you are not a casualty yet.

if something fundamental in me wasn’t missing i would be so fun to be around

I don’t WANT a career. I want to cuddle and sleep and eat and read and create and love and be loved.

how was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing fun? it didn't look fun

by the fourth or fifth time you "come back wrong" no ones even impressed anymore

you ever feel like you’re more work than you’re worth? oh yeah no me neither

how to escape the terrible fatigue guide

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Stop doing it scared and start doing it scary. Invoke sheer eye-clawing terror into all those who have ever wronged you

tbh the first step of recovery is to stop feeling kind of proud about how fucked up you are. your martyr complex is not an endearing quirk it’s the fatal flaw that makes your friends feel like garbage and will sabotage your whole life.

don’t forget that it’s your life. it’s not school’s life, it’s not work’s life, it’s not your family or your partner’s life—it’s perpetually your life, for better or worse. what do you want from this life? forget happy, what motivates you to live? why are you here?

lately ive been bedridden with a terrible case of i dont wanna