arthur ☆

⋆˚࿔ arthur,

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he/they seventeen gay, arospec, asexual genderfaun infj 4w5 nd + phys disabled

my carrd

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i. writing, art, queer media, piano, fashion, pinterest, music, reading, video games, media analysis, archiving, good representation, cats, horror + fantasy, classic lit, guitar

ii. tma/tmp, good omens, tpp/junoverse, btvs, malevolent, bg3, dan and phil

iii. will be posting about various interests, no real theme!

georgie: you need to not shut yourself off! be around people, talk to them! if you're worried about your humanity, you need humans to ground you. people in general!!

words: 1.4k tags: jonathan sims | the archivist/martin blackwood, fluff, love confession, first kiss, communication, scottish safehouse era (159-160), asexual jonathan sims | the archivist, asexual coming out, jonathan sims | the archivist with a cane, disabled jonathan sims | the archivist, jonathan sims AND martin blackwood need a hug, body image, implied/referenced eating disorder

2: i had heard about the leitner rant, but didn't know what it was, and so when leitner's episode came around i was thinking 'it doesn't *sound* like he's ranting?'

jon: *audibly nervous and sweating* martin, i need to talk to you... i love you, and i don't want this to ruin anything between us, but it's important for you to know that if you expect anything sexual between us, it won't happen. i'm sorry if this is disappointing to you, and i can understand. it's not that i don't have feelings for you, it's just that i'm asexual, and i don't want to have sex with you, or anyone.

elias: okay, i've chosen someone to become a conduit for fear in order to bring about the apocalypse, and i've chosen two researchers/collateral to assist him. what am i missing...

*sees martin, a man he knows lied on his resume, bumble about the library, making everyone tea and petting stray animals on the street*

spoilers:

spoilers for 1.01 and 1.02:

jonmartin as this song, bottom text. (because this caused me emotional pain earlier, and now it will to you, too.)

lyrics:

'I'm in love with the idea of dyin' with you in my arms But not like this'

'We can't really help who we are Damned to the end from the start'

jon : 'I'm a killer, and a killer is a bad, bad thing to be He's a giver, and a giver's even worse to folks like me 'Cause I never really wanna be the one (never) To hurt somebody (wanna hurt someone) But it just keeps happening (why?) Yeah, it just keeps happening (why?)'

martin: 'I was a bird, he was an arrow I was allured by the straight and the narrow What could I do? His aim was true Straight to the heart, I let it happen I couldn't hardly have ever imagined That when he went through me, he'd hate what he's doin' And make me feel stupid for choosin' him, too'