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Current obsession: Kimi antonelli Jasontheween, Oscar piastri, and George Clarke
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āā. Summary: you never really liked your birthday but when you get your hopes up thinking that the one you love the most would remember actually forgot.
āā. featuring: OP81, LN1, KA12
āā. Note: so sorry if there is any mistakes I tried my best!! my second f1 fic!!! I have done a lot of smau for f1 but I never wrote for Osc or lando, I did a short Kimi fic a while back but it was so rushed I hated how it turned out, I tried a new style of writing so hopefully this is good,anyways happy birthday to me:) also i sprinkled a little bit of my trauma in this
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ā¦ Oscar Piastri
You never really like your birthday for the slo reason that growing up nobody really cared, everyone always asked the same thing and responded the same way āoh itās your birthday?ā āWait when is your birthdayā and when you replied they always gave you this pity almost disgusted look āoh..happy birthday!ā Then turned around forgetting everything about your conversation, so you stopped caring about your birthday around 10, was it sad that you had stopped caring at such a young age? yes but that also made you realize who actually cared and who didnāt.
When your birthday week came around you tried not to bring it up or even thing about it because even thinking about it make your stomach hurt, a few days has passed and suprising you havenāt thought about it because you were to busy wondering why Oscar was being so distant.
Yes you knew that Oscar had a lot on his plate with his car being shit one week then the other having surprisingly gotten the car at podium,but even with all that going on Oscar was never this distant, every time you went into any room he was in he would immediately turn off his phone and quickly put it away in his pocket and leave the room.
Then in a blink of an eye it was already your ļæ¼ birthday but all you could thing about on how Oscar was acting, When you woke up he was already on his phone but when he caught you looking at him he immediately turned off his phone and gave you a kiss before slipping away to go take a shower
But while he was in the shower he yelled out to you if you could run to the store for him,and obviously you didnāt want to make it obvious that you were bothered by him forgetting your birthday so you said yes.
When he told you to go to the store you thought it was going to be in an out and be back home within 30 minutes but no, he sent you to go get groceries but he specifically did the one on the whole other side of town.
So you drove almost 40 minutes away and grabbed a bunch of groceries that was on the list but while you were reaching for something on the top shelf your top had rolled up and a guy in his mid 20s walked passed you a muttered something you almost didnāt caught āgod bitchs be starving for attentionā you were in shock because what you were wearing wasnāt anything out of the ordinary for a grocery store, you tried shaking off the weird feeling .
After finally after almost 2 hours of shopping you were done,as you were loading the stuff in the same guy from earlier shouted āyo put on some fucking clothes on you whoreā and all of the sudden you felt really out of place because people where staring at you, after that you gotten in your car out of embarrassment and part of you thinking that maybe he was rightā¦
you told yourself before you went back home you were going to treat yourself,you had a gift card for a coffe place near where you were, which you knew still had at least one drink that you could get so you drove to the coffe shop and ordered your drink as you were waiting someone didnāt see where they were going which cost the both of you to bumped into each and having coffee spilled all over your hair and your shirt.
Instead of them apologizing they started blaming you and cussing at you in front of everyone, you felt your eyes getting red,and filling up with tears which you tried not let them spill out, after a few moments of them cursing at you they finally left you alone,you tried to compose yourself but everyone in there was looking at you.
You finally got called and you quickly picked your drink up mutteing a quick thank you before sprinting towards your car, when you got into your car you looked at your self in the mirror, your hair was sticky with coffee and you already knew your shirt was ruined,yep no wonder everyone was staring at you.
You felt your phone buzz,you picked it up to see a reminder saying on this day and it was picture of you and Oscar of your first year together, he was looking at you while you were looking at your cake,
A another ding came but it was one from your second year together and both of you werenāt looking at the cake anymore, usually seeing the picture should have make your heart feel happy and fill your stomach with butterflies but this time it just made you want to cry, because what if he didnāt love you anymore and made that why he is being so distant
you tried to compose yourself before driving back home but your overthinking just got worse you eventually pulled up looking like a hot mess but god you could care less because all you wanted was to lay in bed and forget this day happened
When you enter the shared apartment you,You collapse onto the ground,the tears streaming down your face not stopping,then suddenly you feel a hand on your cheek and you look up to see Oscar,then you look behind him and see Alex,Lilly lando,his mum and dad and oh god they were all giving you a pity look,then you look back at Oscar his face full of worried.
You really tried to force on Oscar words but Your thoughts were to loud,your ears were ringing and everything was muffled,yet the only thing you could thing about was how humiliating and embarrassing this was.
ā¦ Lando Norris
With him dnf back to back lando though that it would be a good week to relax until the next race week,so the night before he texted maxās, it was simple quick text he sent it without thinking āyo max you down to go play golf tmr I NEED a day off where I donāt think about the shitty carā he stuffed the phone in his pocket and went into the shared bedroom with you, he noticed you being a little out of it but didnāt pay that much mind too it so he got ready for bed and gave you a quick kiss,and murlded a soft āI love youā and daped his arm around your waist and fell asleep.
He woke up the next morning unexpectedly pretty early,he didnāt mind itā¦ he thought this was good for him a little breather before the day starts he glances at you sleeping but for some odd reason you look almost sad.? he thought maybe you were ļæ¼ just having a bad dream so he brushed it off and got up to take a shower,he changes into fresh clothes, and checks his phone, fuck itās dead.
Then he realized that he was supposed to hang out with max, he thought āI will just charge it when I get to maxs it fine it not like thereās anything important todayā so that exactly what he did ,he grabbed his keys and drove to maxs when he arrived it was around 10.
He knew that max would be awake so he knocked and a few moments later max opened up the door a little shocked to see him but nonetheless he let lando in,he greeted max and Petra, then max told him if he wanted anything to eat and obviously he said yes and after they got done eating they chilled until around 2 they started getting ready to go play golf,they left the house and lando being so caught up he forgot to charge his phone,but again he said he will just charge it when he gets back from golf it not like thereās anything important today right?
When he arrived to golf every thing was going perfectly he hit a hole in one max and him were banding as usual It started off as just banter, lando saying he was way better at golf āyeah and at least I didnāt have to try 13 time until I finally hit it in the hole!ā āYeah well at least I didnāt ditch my Mrsā birthday to hangā
max says laughing but stoped when he saw the smile fade from lando face āmate what are you talking about..?ā Thatās when max said with a serious face āMate donāt tell me-ā āwhat no her birthday is not until another week,right? Right max!?ā When those words left Landos mouth he kept thing there is no way he forgot āLando.. please donāt tell me you forgotā but all Lando could think of was
He knew how much you hated your birthday he knew that you thought nobody cared for your birthday He knew that every year you cried on your birthday when you broke down in his arms the first year you both started dating saying that he didnāt have to pretend that he cared for your brithday so he knew that he had fucked up bad.
ā¦ Kimi Antonelli:
You knew being a world champion leader at such a young age was least to say stressful, so when Kimi was constantly gone taking care of meetings with Toto or bono lately, you never got mad,nor sad because you knew it wasnāt his choice, but he said a week before your birthday that he wasnāt going to having a meeting all next week because Toto said he been pushing him self to hard, you thought it was a little weird that he didnāt mention your birthday but you thought in your head that maybe he didnāt want to ruin a surprise knowing that heās not the best at keeping secrets.
The morning of your birthday you woke up and you swung your arm to kimis side of the bed just to feel nothing.., You slightly frowned but then you thought maybe heās getting a coffee for you like he always use to do,when that thought formed you smiled to yourself,as you started getting ready for the day you found it a bit odd that Kimi still hasnāt texted you but again decided to brush it off.
You took a shower and changed into some shorts and put on one of Kimis hoodies, Kimi had been gone for almost 3 hours you started to get a little worried so you text him,every few minutes you would check if he responded and very time you felt even more disappointed.
You tried checking his location but only to find it was off, you really tried not to think about because it was only 11am surely he would be back no later then 1, so to pass the time you started cleaning,you lost track of time and you looked towards your phone to check what time it is,you saw kimi texted you 20 minutes ago,a smile quickly appeared on your face so fast it was almost embarrassing, but that smile didnāt last long when you read his texts
It was short and dry āsorry didnāt see your text will be home in a few hoursā you tried to ignore the deep pit in your stomach and maybe just maybe he remembered and was just trying to keep it a secret,when you first started dating Kimi he always love surprising you because he loved the way you were always shocked, but there was many times where he also accidentally āruinedā the surprise but none the less you always loved how Kimi supried you so you thought this was another one of his surprise and he didnāt want to ruin it so thatās why he was acting dry.
The thought alone of Kimi surprises you made you so happy because it felt like you and Kimi havenāt gotten on in a date or simply just day where you both werenāt stressing about big and little stuff, so you let the happiness take over you, you started forgetting about cleaning and went and did your hair just how Kimi liked,it took longer then usual because you wanted it to be perfect, when you were done with your hair you started doing your makeup because I mean why not, you havenāt gotten properly ready in a while so doing this felt good.
You didnāt even notice how 3 hours went by and still no text from Kimi that wasnāt until you went on your phone and saw kimi posted a story on his close friends, you click it without hesitation just to see a picture of him, bono,Toto, George and Marcus all at a fancy dinner with texts saying ā dinner after a stressful meetingššā
Embarrassed rushed through your face,you had spent all day thinking that Kimi remembered,thinking that Kimi was just playing a trick and it was all a surprise but seeing the story confirmed it all..he had forgotten.
And the worst part is that you rarely got excited on your birthday, and the more you thought the more humiliated you felt you had sat in this empty apartment hoping that Kimi had done something for you on your special day
You didnāt cry at first, but then more hours passed, and George posted a story ,then came the official team posting on their account , and then came the sympathy from your friends and you knew they meant well but all you could think about was that the only reason they are doing this is because they pity you.
By the time it was dark,your eyes were red and puffy from all the crying,your mascara smudged half of your makeup gone, and still no sign of Kimi
You finally got the hint that he is not coming home anytime soon,you got up and climbed onto the empty bed,and within minutes you fell asleep
ļæ¼you didnāt know how long you were asleep for but you gotten woken up by Kimi trying but failing to be quiet entering the room
āOh Tesoro go back to sleep Iām so sorry for wakin- ā he cut himself off before speaking again with his worried in his voice āAmore are you okay you looked like you been crying, you know you can tell me anything what happened?ā
You hesitate and respond in a quiet voice āKimi do you know what day it is..ā your voice still very raspy from the crying
You had never seen Kimi so confused he stares at you before replying ā uh I donāt know, but Tesoro thatās not important you have been crying-ā you cut him off getting slightly irritated ākimi stop-so this day is not important at allā you saw Kimi and he was almost in shock because you rarely cut him off especially in that tone.
ā no-I mean -I know it not our anniversary because that just passed a few months ago-what is today- did I forget a date we planned is that why your crying Iām sorr-ā āno Kimi that not it-whatever ā you really didnāt want to have this conversation with Kimi at least not right but knowing Kimi he wouldnāt let it go.
āAmore Iām really sorry I can make it up we can go to the one place we went on our first date you loved there food-Iāll make a reservation right now we can go at 6ā he said already reaching for his phone that was until a ding came from his phone.
You donāt know how he found out but You saw the realization hit him all in one second,he stopped talking, his mouth slightly open in shock then his eyes snapped towards you, you never seen him look so guilty, you almost felt bad but then you remembered the entire day all over again.
āNo no, Tesoro it not your birthday is it?!ā He looked at you with so much guilt and panic,seeing him like this hurt you a bit but you chose to avoid his gaze and stay quiet.
You could hear his voice murmuring apologies left and right but you werenāt listening because Maybe this would have hurt less if you didnāt love him so much.
Been working on ts for so long and I just barely finished it and I STILL have to fix all the grammar mistakes AND I only have one day to do it cuz it comes out on Sunday
And I still have to do a lamaine yamal smau and lando Norris smau AND a streamer smau
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Holy fricking moly I hit 300 followers!!! And one of my smau for Oscar hit 1k likes!!,i never thought I would ever hit 300 followers but thankk youuu so much!!!
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So Iām watching the beta squad murder mystery vidā¦ would anyone read a AB x reader x Jasontheween where they are basically just flirting with reader or am I crazyā¦?ļæ¼
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This includes mini adapt series!! If youāre only here for that please scroll all the way down and do the poll!! Also includes me talking abt a request and how I stand with the faze boys! And little rant of my formula one work!
Okay so I got this request a longgg time ago also thank for the anon for the request I just honestly havenāt found the time but this is honestly a great idea!!! I been starvingg yall with streamer content lately
The only reason I have not been doing streamer fic is because honestly I havenāt been tuning in as much as I used too , I think they have changed a lot !! I havenāt seen a stream In a while I mean I watch the YouTube vid but thatās pretty much it the only one I have been actively seeing is Jason
But anywho I think this request will likely will be a one short only because I still am doing the not so mini adapt series which I will talk abt later!
Also this doesnāt mean the camera man fic is going to come out anytime soon!š I still have a lot in the works I am currently working on a birthday fic for f1! Because my birthday is coming up so Iām doing a special and I also have a smau Iām working on for Oscar! So it will take a long time for the camera man fic to come out
Anyways nowww abt the āminiā series w adapt i am stuck! Idk if I should do angst for the next part or do a happy chapter soo yall are going to pick
Also if you pick angst that mean yall are going to have 2 new chapter because there is NOWAY im going to leave it just angst but if you pick happy that going to be the ālast chapter ā if I donāt be evil again and give yall a plot twist again
Summary: you and Jason have collab many times and everyone ship the both of you but when in reality you are both dating and it was supposed to be a secret but we all know Jason is not the best with secrets!š¬ļæ¼
Parring: Jasontheween x streamer!reader
Note: and I will say it again Jason is the FINEST member of faze sorry adapt girlies just the truth Also would recommend listening to steeeam by Shelly!!
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