36F Non-binary, happily married + 1 Child. This Page is for pregnancy, Labor and Birth. I RP on a selective Basis (I RP many genres and topics). All answer are just for fictional fun. Please be 18+ to follow. MINORS DNI! Most content NSFW
I hunted through my blog so you didn't have to! Below you will find a story catalog. How to send asks. And a few bonus content I thought you would enjoy! I will try to edit this and update it as new stories come out.
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Story Catalog
Imagine Youâre A Young Princess (Completed!)
Posted On Imagine Youâre Pregnant; but I am the Author. I now post things on my blog first then submit them to Imagine.
(Part 1) - (Part 2) - (Part 3) - (Part 4) - (Part 5)
Imagine you are snowed in (Ongoing)
(Part 1) - (Part 2)
Imagine Youâre In Virtual Reality (Ongoing)
(Part 1)
Imagine Youâre At Camp! (Ongoing?)
(Part 1)
Imagine Youâre A Pregnant Run Away (Ongoing)
(Part 1)
One Shots
These were not intended to be continued but if you like them, I might be able to whip something up.
Birth Kink Friends
Marco and Trace: An art inspiration from ufullbro
Rose and Bethany:
Kink-Mas Specials - intended to do more, but only did 2 sadly.
Charlotte and Alison
The Dragon Born and his Human
Random Insert: Just a paragraph I had floating around.
Other Information!
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Birth fetish ask meme
100 NSFW Questions Ask Meme
Kinky Asks
Kink-mas Asks
I also Accept prompts, but keep in mind, Those take much longer to fulfill, and I may not find the inspiration to fill them.
Other stories: on my Blog that Were not written by me, but I love them!
The Birth Bricks
Imagine Youâre Desperate for Baby Pt. 3 (the first parts are linked in the post)
A One shot (that gets me off everytime)
After dark âŚ
Adventures of You: Public Birth
Nerds be breeding
Bonus Content
1000 Follower Milestone- Body reveal.
Toy Collection
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I've noticed in a lot of video clips that when cocks are cumming inside a pussy, sometimes they're only doing it with just the tip in or barely the full length.
This is wrong.
When you cum, you're supposed to shove in as deeply as you can. When you feel that change in your genitals/pelvis that tells you your orgasm is close you start shoving in and grinding. Take smaller strokes in and out of their pussy, pushing your pelvis up against theirs. Let your scrotum rest up against them and tell yourself to let go, to cum freely. Don't resist.
When you finally feel it happening and you know you're about to shoot push in as hard as you can. Don't worry about feeling any resistance. That might just be their cervix. Release right up against it and hold your body in place while your cock flexes and spurts, emptying yourself inside them.
If you feel them pushing back or squeezing your cock out that might be them cumming also! Resist and stay inside.
After you finish each throb and spurt, stay inside. Hold your tip in deeply. If you feel a secondary throb that seems alien to you that's just their cervix opening and closing, sucking up all your sperm that you've just released deeply in their pussy. You've done it exactly right.
Keep like that for awhile and don't pull out until you're starting to go soft. Keep them filled up and plugged. If you feel resistance as if there's something still pulling on your cock then it's not time to pull out yet. Until everything releases and relaxes you're still inseminating them.
Finally when things are relaxed and you're ready to come out, slide out gently and push their hips up. You don't want all that sperm you just unloaded inside them to go to waste. Don't let it drip out.
Eventually it will come out after they get up and start coming down from being filled up with your cock and cum.
If you've done everything here you've cummed in them correctly. Don't half ass it. Be committed when you ejaculate.
With any luck they'll have a positive test in a few weeks. If not, then you know what to do to try again.
I love Tumbler. It's the only place where I can doom scroll into a depressive episode because my country is a piece of shit. But i have a shred of hope because others out there think the same way I do and have my back.
While simultaneously being inspired to write rich and beautiful stories. Then, immediately being shamed by being reminded of my WIP.
Not to mention being astonishingly turned on, because you all are so freaking horny all the time!
Please, spread this for those who might need it right now
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Take care of yourself and each other. Please stay safe âĄ
I had a meeting with my therapist today. It helps, talk to someone if you need to. I cannot claim to be in the right head space to help and talk, I am also not a professional. So talk to these nice people. You can always hang up if it's not going as you planned.
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I don't like posting political things, but honestly, if you voted for that fucking fool get off my page. Unfollow me. Good bye. Have the life you deserve.
I am amarican, not feeling well today. There is a lot of grief and disassociation going on. So just letting you guys know if my mood is more active or manic that is why.
Stay kinky friends.
P.S. to all my american friends and mutual (and lurkers) stay with us. We need you here. This isn't over, just time to armor up.
I'm here, I'm queer, and I don't know for how long but that's life.
Do I have story updates? Probably not.
Am I about to start shit posting and finally repsonding to all the asks in my mail box. Hopefully.
Am I returning because all these hot fucking butch lesbians I am suddenly following got me feeling some kind of way (like I am back in high school and my panties are always wet)
Absolutely!!!
P.s. I miss my friends so you know just looking for community as well.
Reblogging so that all my readers can see this. If you show positive engagement by any means, I will love it. I have loved it, and I will continue to love it đâ¨
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Honestly it's fine to be sex obsessed. It's fine to rail your own ass once a day. It's fine to be ace. It's fine to not want sex even mentioned. It's fine to be kinky. It's fine to want gross or dangerous or unethical things to happen to you. It's fine to be vanilla. Do what you want. I'm tired of everyone nitpicking eachother. Go outside. Take a nap. Have a snack.
I have been SA by 3 different people! Each time I was gaslit into thinking "it wasn't that bad." "It was just a new experience." "You wanted it!"
It took me a long time to come to terms that people I loved had actually knowingly hurt me. I said pretty much all of these things. They didn't stop. They were unwilling to hear my no.
The sickest thing: Each instance still haunts me to this day. For them it's probably a memory they keep in their spank bank.
Not to show my age but #metoo.
I'm older, braver, and wiser. I can stand up for myself and my own consent. I want to impower others to do the same. If you don't know what to say ASK. If you can't say anything Walk Away!
I had an experience that left me feeling like a poet.
There are some people in life you just click with. Easy to laugh with, and talking is never a chore. Their face is familiar, even when you are seeing them for the first time. They cannot make a wrong expression, every unique twist of their face paints a vague picture of what is in their mind. If only you knew what was in their mind!
The quickly become a person you bare your soul too, and sometimes your body, in those dark nights that vow to keep secrets.
They make you feel comfortable. They make you feel safe. They do not have to be a lover, or be related, they could just be a friend.
In the back of the mind one thinks, perhaps they will only be around for a season in my life. If that is true, I pray that season stays with you, tattooed on your heart. I hope the memories bring a smile to your face each time they cross your mind.
However, if they stand the test of time. If they become a constant in your life. Then lady luck has truly found favor with you. Hold them tight. Maybe not physically, but never lose that spark. That giddiness that takes you back to teenage years of rebels and renegades. Bask in your similarities and learn from each other.
You will be surprised which moments stay with you. Keep dreaming, perhaps one day you can touch their skin as easily as they touch your heart.
I would have absolutely killed to have a birthing stool yesterday! This is an amazing artical from a midwife on the importance of a birthing stool.
Birthing stools have fallen out of fashion in the mainstream. It's hard to come by one to purchase for yourself.
Before Doctors Dominated the labor and delivery scene, midwives were (and to be honest still are) the experts. Labor, delivery and birth was womens work. Midwives were such a valuable and necessary asset to life, towns and villages sprung up around midwives.
(In my educated opinion) Doctors in birthing hospitals are there to get the job done. As quick as possible getting these women and babies in and out, in order to turn over the bed and have the next woman come in. In my experience they would rather be in total control. Having the birthing mother in the position most convenient for the doctor (on their back, with an epidural).
Midwives are the complete opposite. As long as mother and baby are safe mom is free to labor and take her time. Allowing mom to change positions and encouraging her to find inner strength.
Anyway, all that to say, I want a birthing stool. Here is a great artical the spurred this whole thing.
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One day I maybe brave enough to talk about my true birth experience. But lets just say it wasnât what I wanted or had in mind when I imagined laboring with my own baby. So when I say today I got the opportunity to prove to myself that I am strong enough to endure at least a taste of labor and birth, one could understand how important that could be.
I have been wanting to get some push toys for a while. My hubby got me some eggs for Motherâs Day and they came a little early and I was eager to try it out. While my hubby doesnât have a breeding kink (and shys away from birth play after the birth of our little one.), I do have a friend I met through tumblr who has the same intense birthing kink I do!
So as soon as the eggs came in, we set up a time to get on the phone so he could coach me through pushing out my new toys.
Of course I had a myriad of toys at the ready and lube. I was pumped and confident that I could push out the two little eggs no problem. Boy was I wrong!!!
Shortly after my coach came on the call I slipped the egg inside. It felt so good. Even though it was the small soft one it felt amazing sliding through my birth canal. Stretching as it made itâs way inside. What I wasnât counting on was that it was so small, and my body was so eager to cradle and care for it, that it slipped right into my cervix and into my womb. I can already hear the haters âno way, the cervix is way to small for that to happenâ. Well when a woman is menstruating it opens nice and wide for the tissue and blood to get through⌠yeah did I mention I did this on my period. It was messy!
It was fun to push and hold my vibrator right against my clit. It felt amazing to be filled and to be pushing something out⌠except it wasnât coming out. About 20 minutes in I started to become worried. I didnât have a back up plan if I couldnât get it out. Word to the wise put it in a damn condom so you can pull it out if you have to.
So here I was, pushing with everything I had. Not feeling any movement. Each time I checked on the egg, putting my fingers deeper than I ever had before. It was still in the same spot nestled in my womb.
When I started to panic my coach would remind me to breathe. He had me try all kinds of different positions, I went from laying on my back, to kneeling on the bed. Going on the floor and squatting, even leaning on a small stool I have. Nothing seemed to work. My pubic bone was sitting so low, that the wrong position would just close off my birth canal.
I kept pushing, using all my might. I was getting exhausted.
My coach was a rockstar! Keeping me calm, asking how I was feeling, asking where the egg was. He was so calm and confident that I could do it. He kept telling me my affirmations, and counting my pushes. But we were both hyper aware that he was thousands of miles away and if worse came to worse I would be walking around with an egg in my vagina all day. He helped me laugh it off and made the worst case scenario sound kinky. Which helped me relax.
At one point I was lying exhausted on the bed. Seriously worried if a very embarrassing ER visit was in my future. My coach was encouraging me to take a break and breathe. I did, then checked on the egg.
That was when my coach in a stroke of genius asked me a question I hadnât even considered. He asked which way the egg was facing. Luckily the egg was textured so I could figure out the orientation just by feel.
The DAMN thing was BREECH! It was laying completely on itâs side with the widest part trying to push itâs way out first. No wonder I wasnât getting any progress!! I was so relieved that we figured that out I felt like crying.
But I had a job to do. So I focused and went to work. It took a while and I was still exhausted, but with the tip of my fingernail, I was able to encourage a rotation. My coach talked me through it, telling me what an amazing job I was doing. I felt so focused. I was going to get this egg out!
My coach and I talked about how this was just the first step. This was training for a much bigger and better event. One day I would be struggling against a bundle of Joy.
It took a while but I was able to rotate it most of the way around. So in a âSmartâ (not smart, dumb⌠what I did next was super dumb.) So I took my dildo and used to to rotate it the rest of the way. Which worked⌠except I wedged it into my right hip⌠I was starting to panic again. I was worried about timing. I had to get my real baby up, and I was keeping my coach from sleep. But he never once mentioned timing told me That this was just for me and I was doing amazing.
I laid on my left side and played with my clit till I orgasumed. Of course my coach helped me with that too. It did the trick the egg slid back into place. I could feel that it was in the perfect position now. I just had to push it into my birth canal. I was using my fingers to spread myself as best I could. I was in the home stretch I knew it, I just had to get it down.
Finally I started to feel it move down. Fuck it felt good entering my birth canal. But after each mighty push it would slip back down. I was on my back so gravity wasnât helping. I was beginning to understand why women would panic when their babies slipped back in. I was so tired, so close, and so ready to hold it. Each time it slipped I felt like I was back at square one.
In a desperate attempt to end it, I moved into the bathroom. I sat on the toilet and pushed as hard as I could. With gravity now helping I was able to make serious progress. My coach told me to keep the pressure, told me to get ready and push again right after. It was so hard. But the stretch felt incredible. It felt so amazing to actually be making meaningful progress. I was gasping for breath, grunting and bearing down with every push. Even when I wasnât pushing and I was catching my breath I was still bearing down. Not allowing the egg to slip back in.
then I felt it, right up against my fingers at the very tip of the egg. I was so happy I could cry. I was right in the middle of a push. When my coach was at six, I was pushing so hard it popped right out. I froze holding this little egg in my hand. I just gasped and told my coach âI did it. I caught it⌠Itâs out.â I couldnât believe it.
My coach was so turned on by my efforts I could hear him cumming. That was hot beyond belief. I was in bliss thinking of his mess mixing with mine.
I was absolutely frozen. The egg, my hand and my thighs were covered in blood. I was breathing so hard, but a relief of dopamine washed over me. Suddenly I wasnât tired any more.
My coach and I celebrated talking about how hot that was. He kept telling me he was proud of me, that he knew I could do it, and that I was incredible. I was in shock.
To be honest, I donât remember much about the cool down except that I felt unstoppable. I also remember crying. I felt like I finally got the birth experience I had always wanted. My coach was so supportive of that.
My take away: Always play safe (If it doesn't have a pull string, put it in a condom), have a plan A and B. Size is deceiving, smaller doesnât mean easier! Get a good coach, doing things alone is great. But having someone you trust to help you through it is irreplaceable. (If you are giving birth for real, get a doula)
My body truly was made for this, and I canât wait to do it again.
A huge thank you to my coach. You know who you are. Your friendship is absolutely irreplaceable and I am so honored and grateful to know you!