There’s a reason why we feel lonely even though we aren’t alone. It’s because loneliness is not about how many friends we have or how many people are in the room with us. It’s a disconnection from others. Being social doesn’t cure loneliness, loneliness comes when there is not a single person close enough to see past the illusion to who we really are and what we really feel inside.

I'm actually alone... I can't trust anyone they all want me to be perfect...

At a certain age, things are not misunderstandings or mistakes anymore. It’s your character, and I’m not with it.

I hate the pressure put on women to be sweet little angels. like do you really expect me to be a sweet little anime girl after being abused my whole life? no of fucking course im gonna be mad of course im gonna be mentally ill. maybe I am overdefensive but its for a reason. whenever i feel threatened I will lash out. its to survive. i feel everything so much more than the average person does. i have the top most painful mental disorder you can ever have for fucks sake. thats for a reason. it didnt just pop out of nowhere i got it because I was treated like shit. therefore, whenever someone doeent treat me good im gonna treat them like shit right back. you tell me to kms? okay. you go kys. fuck being the "bigger person". im sick of being a doormat

One minute you’re recovering so well, feeling like life is worth living and you are worth loving. The next you are alone again, feeling 13 years old and harming yourself, reminded of why no one could ever like you in the first place. I fear I will always return back to that person…

unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

i just wish i wasn’t unlovable, this shit hurts so much idk if i can handle this anymore

baby you’re not in love with me, i’m just a strange girl on the internet

pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning

Sorry but I'm not gonna reply if I don't like the tone of your text.

Anyone else not cut out for all this

i need to be held by someone who wants to hold me just for the sake of holding me