Existing in the Void

“Some days feelings of ‘why me’ and the unfairness of it all burst through every pore of my being and overwhelm my sensitive soft soul. Other days I laugh along with my dark cold cynical soul at the shit hand I’ve been dealt”

“not being believed when you’re telling the truth is an awful awful feeling”

“i am strong in front of others. in private i break. i’m scared i’m losing myself. but they’ll never hear my voice shake”

“does everyone know how they would off their self or is just me?!”

“something i like about going to bed and feeling the burn in my eyes after a long hard cry”

🎶why is everything so heavy🎶

“my thoughts are scattered and my mind is a mess. no one notices which means i’m hiding it well. but it would be nice if someone asked if i was ok. then again, i would just say i’m fine”

“i’m breaking. i’m scared. i don’t think i’ll come out of this this time. no one has even noticed that i’m literally falling apart”

“what hurts the most is that he doesn’t even see how bad he’s hurting me. completely fucking oblivious”

“i feel disassociation coming on and i gladly accept it”