Abyss

it was only after the Mass Ascension that Light began to realize his mistakes. he was created as a great gift to the entire community of benefactors, he was the legacy of the House of Grace, he was supposed to bring enlightenment and salvation. but he turned away from what he was created for... after everyone who loved and respected him left, he not only lost everything, but also realized how wrong he had been. even the iterators weren't ready to accept him for the way he treated them. Light doesn't seek forgiveness because his actions may be... unforgivable, apologies won't fix anything. he tries to improve himself through actions, care, and words aimed at support; he will lead the local group even if he's despised, because he deserves it and he simply now has a duty of a senior, that he must follow. but the ancients are gone. and those who weren't honored with his care at the time will never know of his repentance. he must endure it all to the end.