July 1st. Cloudy and shower.
I had a crush on this exchange Thai student from UPenn. When he said hello to me on Jack'D, I was looking at his pictures thinking, so not my type. A day later, I suddenly wanted to have some Ippudo ramen so I asked him where he was. And he was in the neighborhood so we decided to meet up. And a strangely rare thing happened: he looked much cuter in person than those profile photos. I was pleasantly surprised for sure. After talking over the dinner and showing him around the bund, I asked him out again for a movie. Then he hesitated. That's the signal of "dude but you're not my type" in gay language. Then I went back home but his smiles filled my head completely. I texted him when I got home asking if I ever stood a chance. And he texted back with the famous "can we just be friends". Sad face. He's the only guy I liked after breaking up with my ex in April.


















