we'll be a fine line

 #SIT  #AND ADMIRE #SIT AND ADMIRE WHAT HE’S LIKE #how did that even get put into the extras how can that even be taken in a way that isn’t #’im stupidface in love im about to burst into sparkles i like to watch the sweep of louis’ eyelashes and the shadows cast on his cheekbones’ #in a way that isn’t  #’i sit by a window for hours when we’re apart and write down every word that comes into my mind when i think of him because he amazes me’ (x)

#i want to know what louis’s reaction to this was when he first saw it#he probably did that little twitchy shifty thing in his seat#and tried hold back a smirk as he fixed his fringe#and then caught harry’s eye and tried to give him a teasing look#that probably just came out as FOND (x)

some of 1D's best songs exist because of liam payne, by the way. liam and louis were the dream team. they all wrote some good songs, but man. every time liam and louis joined up together, it ended up being a fucking banger. better than words. end of the day. fireproof. there are so many, so many strong songs that took 1D from being just a silly little "girl band" (which is what they always were and always will be to us, to me) to being something special, something that pierced through the industry whether people liked it or not. that was my band. they were my boys. i will miss liam for the rest of my life, and i'm not exaggerating that. not only because of who he was in the band, not only because of who he could have been once he held himself accountable enough to grow. i will miss his music, his talent. his voice. god. his voice. i'll just miss him. i miss him already.

We were supposed to be mourning our 1D boys in our 80s. Not now. I’m speechless.