more text posts, maybe more non sims stuff, more writing?

just a place for me to vibe, post screenshots, commiserate with this little community ive been apart of since like 13 years old (some of yall have digitally known me for 10 years thats wild)

Here’s the list of shit that has changed since i last spoke to you guys

1. I stopped playing the sims (obviously) but I’m trying to log into origin and load it up again for like the first time in an entire year. This is the longest I've gone without in my entire life. I’ve just been busy.

2. Soft coming out as pansexual. Also using they/them pronouns. i know. wild. 

3. I quit my big adult job. Some of you will be REALLY proud to hear that I’ve accepted that I’m not a developer. I was miserable doing my old job as a developer. the money was so good i bought my first car, brand new and everything. but I hated coming in to work with my actual team. my mentor was also like a hardcore conservative and he’d go on anti liberal rants i could not do it yall. 

4. I have another job now making a fraction of what i used to at a fraction of the wage but i really dodged a proverbial bullet. I’m REALLY proud of choosing my mental wellbeing over money. im interviewing for different opportunities while i work where im at rn. money is extremely tight but hey. my shit is not overdrafted and thats what matters.

I’m alive. 

Yesterday, I turned 23.

I start working in June. Until then, I’m existing. Sort of. 

I’m still working on music. Getting serious about it.

Last week I was in the woods chasing after stray kittens that were just born. The mother’s name is Pebbles. She’s a tuxedo and she’s nothing but a kitten her goddamn self. the goal is to continue feeding her and see if she brings the kittens around so we can TNR them all. 

 I also trapped sweet baby Romeo (pictured below)

He’s Felv pos and FIV pos. He doesn’t look anything like he does in the photo anymore. He’s got bite wounds, lost his voice, had a horrible cough, and lethargic. If he doesn’t respond to medication in a week, he may be euthanized. It’s not looking good for him at all. I’ve been feeding him since November 2021. My hearts hurting cause I always get attached to strays I feed. I looked forward to him running to the porch and greeting me. He has quite the personality. I was hoping he could get neutered and rescued properly, but we (me and my friend who has helped tremendously with resources for him) did the best we could and hope is (maybe) last days he gets loved on like he deserves.

Had a death in the family that kind of rocked us all. My grandparent’s health is getting worse and it’s sad to see. I had to deal with a crisis yesterday mostly on my own and it was taxing. Caregiving is so hard.