almost

characters who view themselves as tools/weapons first and people second... characters who martyr themselves for a cause because they think that's the only way they can be worth something... characters who push themselves past their breaking point again and again and again... characters for whom devotion and masochism are inseparable... characters whose self-sacrifice becomes self-annihilation...... what was my point again? i had a point. anyway.

｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ i know i’ll never be good enough no matter how hard i try ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ

i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now. 

The mentally ill urge to destroy everything around you

ongsa is her only competition and somehow she’s still losing