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What software and brushes do you use?
I use Clip Studio Paint and a fairly limited amount of simple brushes. Like two or three most of the time.
The scribbly black and white doodles simply are edited pictures of black gel pen drawings.
For more art related infos, you can check my #Tips and stuff.
Are you also [some person] on Tumblr?
No I'm not. And I can't be that person. I only have this one blog as well as a completely unused one. So any other blogs can't be me.
What's your favorite ship?
Soukoku! It's my beloved OTP.
Do you sell merch?
Yes! I post news and updates about it on Instagram. But as of now, I don't sell anything online and only go to cons in France. So I don't really talk about all this on Tumblr.
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I love your art with my entire soul, they’re so gorgeous 🥹 and I really admire your art style as well! I wanted to ask, how did u learn how to draw? I can’t draw and never could, I can basically only draw a stickman /srs 💔
If there are any videos or texts or anything that helped you learn how to draw, please share them! And again, I love your art lots <3 take care of yourself and draw at ur own pace. Much love!
Thank you so much anon! You can't know but your words mean so much to me, especially right now 🥺💖you truly made my day and I wish yours will be great as well.
Now how did I learn... well there is quite a lot to it actually.
At first, I simply drew and copied what I liked, like a typical school kid holding some pencil (it was 14 years ago, my back hurts). But then went to what is called a (public) "vocational high school". Basically it's not the usual high school and in this one you had additionnal classes like graphic design, art studies, classes about printing machinery and so on. It's not a must-have of course and it's actually a very special case but I personally loved it and already learned a lot there! So right after this, I spent 1 year in an art school to pursue a degree in illustration and animation.
Didn't managed to survive there. Art schools aren't for me and I was severely depressed all the time so I left right after the year ended. However I did learn a lot there to improve on my own. So even though art schools and/or classes aren't a need if you want to improve, I do think professionnals often have something interesting to tell you.
And to complete that statement I'll strongly advise anyone to check out Marco Bucci's 10 minutes to better painting which is a series of 10 videos about some art principles that are essentials to keep in mind (imo of course). You didn't asked for this one but when it comes to comics, Scott McCloud's books are a must as well.
I don't actually have a lot of books and such to recommend. But other useful tips I could give you (from art school or from personal experience) are for example:
to avoid using the colour black. Not as a universal rule you absolutely need to follow no matter what, but simply to force you into choosing other colours other than "this colour + black" when it comes to light and shadows. It helps you actually think about the palette you're using. As for me, I'm actually doing a lot of traditional art too so simply putting away the black pen or pencil is very effective to make you think differently. You are free to do whatever you want in art but sometimes, rules help you get even more creative.
get into live drawing. As for gesture drawing, I already covered this topic here(though it got a bit old now). It's more than just drawing nude people (some websites even offering clothed options) and it's more about confidence.
do studies. May it be colours studies, texture studies, anatomy studies etc... I know. It looks boring. And it kind of is sometimes, but trust me it'll still help you a LOT. Knowing how a bone structure works or why this light reflects onto another will help you way more than you'd think. And so in the same vein: take references as well. Keeping in mind how our real world works gives you the right keys to decide wether you want to keep, distort or break these rules.
practice from time to time. Some people like to draw every day, some people don't. Some people force themselves to (because it's their job perhaps) and some people don't even like to do it in the first place. It's all valid. But even if it isn't a drawing every day and if your goal is to improve: grab your pen and do something from time to time. Especially in the beginning actually. Because you might not consider this when you're a beginner but drawing has to do with muscles too. You can have a perfect understanding of art theory but struggle to put it into pratice. Then in this case let me ask you: do you use your arm (or whatever, you could use your feets for all I know) enough? Are you doing warm-ups? Like a marathon runner, you actually do need to build up your muscles to get more confident in your lines, physically speaking. This is perfectly normal and fine to find it difficult to draw a single line without trembling at first! That's also why you need to practice regularly, take breaks in long sessions and do warm-ups (the first lines of the day sucks, that's normal) to avoid getting hurt.
take inspiration! You always have favorite artists, may they be from our modern age or from back then. Personally, Moribuden's art has a huge influence on how I approach digital painting (yes that's a YGO GX Jaden artist) as well as the abstract artist František Kupka. But these are only two names among the many artists forming my personal art board. So do yours! It can have as many inspirations as you want!
if you fully are a digital artist: try traditional art. It's scary, yes. But digital art makes you a bit too used to the layer and filters system, separating each part of your drawing rather than seeing the piece in its entirety or even seeing the process itself. In traditional art, there are no layers, no multiply or screen filters, no gradient map, no neverending colour palette, no Ctrl Z button. But is it that bad? What if you actually chose your colours and tackled art with paint on your fingers (or not, I hate it too actually) and chose this green pencil to replace your multiply layer? Or if you chose to keep this mistake you can't erase, and continued on with it? You can experiment and discover more about art and/or yourself. Nobody has to see it anyway. It might sound silly, but Bob Ross's series of videos, the Joy of Painting and specifically this one episode, actually helped me a bit to have another point of view on my art. Now you don't put a stroke because "it looks better this way". You do it "to give this tree a friend". And by simply flicking your brush, water suddenly appears. It makes you rediscover that the process itself can be enjoyable.
make choices. Now this one is very vague and that's intentional. But what I mean by that is that your art tells what kind of person you are. Not talking about visual style here, but about your art in general. What colours you like to use, what artists you prefer, how you hold your pen etc... all tell something about you and will naturally lead to your identity. Choose whether you want to be a professionnal artist or simply a hobbyist. Choose between watercolour and coloured pencils, or pick both because this also is a valid choice. Choose between this green and this blue. And if one doesn't lead up to something you like, choose the other one or reflect on it.
have fun. It's the most obvious one to me. But there is no use in forcing yourself to do something you hate. The technical side of art sounds boring and not so fun. But it is still a part of an art journey, so make it fun! Search for a way to find the boring enjoyable. Perhaps this boring apple study would be funnier to do with pastels. You're still learning. Do what you like, but also do what you don't in a better way. And if you still hate that much and don't especially wish to work on this one side of thing, then maybe you don't need it anyway (especially if you're a hobbyist) or need something else.
This ^ is an actual live drawing session (5min. each pose) I did back in art school. It's far from perfect but at one point, I tried to use my tiny box of pastels (there is like 4 or 5 different colours in it) for these figure drawing. And absolutely loved doing so. It was so much fun to do. Looking back at it, even though it's like 7 or 8 years old (wait hold on uh- what), I still really like these in particular.
So "how did you learn" is a mix of everything mentioned. I tried a lot of things, met different people, made choices and continue to do so. It might sound more abstract than an actual "technical" answer but I do think an art journey has a big part of it happening in your own head. What you feel, what you think, what you like, it all matters and you need to keep some balance in your own mind to go on, because it's already tough as it is and you will want to f*cking cry because it looked so damn ugly that one time.
Yet this is also so satisfying to see the result of your work coming to life and reflect on everything that happened in your art journey, giving it so much more value. In an era where an IA can spit out a complex piece with just a few words given, I think it's important to keep this in mind and that the act of drawing doesn't just mean "pretty stuff on paper".
As a reminder, here is what my art looked like back then (it's generous, this is one of the best and the one with most okayish colours) vs now:
Really, it's fine to start from stick figures. Do whatever you want, it'll get better.
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i’ve only ever seen one of your works pop up on my feed but it was genuinely so beautiful and moving that i wanted to say it really inspired and taught me a lot about panelling and comic work orz (it was a skk comic of chuuya calling dazai)
like i don’t know how else to say it, it was genuinely so beautiful and atmospheric and i love your artstyle and how expressive and dynamic it is and how coherent everything looks while keeping a sketch-like quality to it
i loved the use of panelling so much and how you used the space to emphasise the silence and sound effects and the tension and tone that conveyed which only highlighted the moments when they’re drawn together outside of the panels like genuinely your work was such an inspiration to me and helps me so much when i’m thinking about how i want to lay out my own stories!!1!1!
i hope this didn’t sound weird but i wanted to express how impactful your artwork was (シ_ _)シ
Thank you so much! I don't even know what to say at this point... 🥺💖
If you want, there is also a whole 40~ pages soukoku short comic on my pixiv
Comic making is something I've liked doing for years now and each year I make a new original short comic as a practice exercise (only in french though). So I'm very touched whenever we say they make people feel something, even more if it's inspiring, so thank you for your kind words! It means way more than you'd think.
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Everyone, we recently reached 8k here so a big thank you!!
We also reached 3k on Instagram so I'm hosting an actual DTIYS contest between both platforms.
See the details below 👇
🌸 RULES
- Follow me and share this post.
- Add the #esmiaraDTIYS hashtag AND tag me, otherwise I might miss it.
- Feel free to get creative, as long as you can clearly tell the inspiration!
- No AI/tracing of course.
🌸 PRIZES
First place: Fully-rendered commission
Second place: Halfbody sketch commission
Third place: Chibi commission
🌸 DEADLINE
You have until May 20th to enter the actual contest and get a reward! But you can still do it for fun after it ended.
Winners will be picked from both here and Instagram!
To help you (hopefully) here is also a small timelapse:
In 2023 I simply started to post some bsd doodles and stuff without much thoughts. Soon, people actually started to follow these even though it can often be nothing but low quality pen doodles. But today in 2026, people still seem interested in my work and I even got to join a few zine projects (after several rejections too of course) and met some adorable persons! A lot happened in those small three years and I wouldn't be where I am without everyone's support, online and in person at cons.
Again, thank you so much! And most importantly, have fun!
Thank you a lot to every participants! There was way more entries than I thought there would be and I'm very touched so many people had fun with it. It was a very very hard DTIYS so y'all can be proud of yourselves!
Thank you also for all the kind words you punched in my face during the process, as always, there is nothing but sweeties here. 🥺🤲
Now it is time to pick 3 winners on both Inst and Tumblr combined and let me tell you... it'll definitely be tough.
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