Things I Wish You Knew

“This ecstatic movement with you is love, is love, is love.”

“I crave the side of you that you don’t show to anyone else.”

“When I say I love you, what I mean is I love that innocent soul I fell in love with. I love the person you where, not the person you have become. I love the naive idea that that person is still in there somewhere, underneath all the pain and the heartbreak, the words that should have been left unsaid, that there you are hiding away with my heart captive in your hands. I loved you once I really fucking did, but how can I learn to love somebody who represents everything I hate? Why did you have to change? I know we both grew up but why did we grow apart and not together? Will I ever get my true love back or will I simply just go on loving someone who doesn’t even exist.”

“Your silence was the loudest sound.”

Lately, in the shower I have been thinking more than I have been singing. I think about you.

i cannot love what’s left of me.

I dare you to burn holes into me; I will bleed love and kindness from all of them, and you will drown in the things you tried to end in me.

You made me feel things a million words couldn’t explain

You set my entire being on fire but refused to burn with me.

I think.. I think i fell in love with you, i fell in love with you the same way i fell in love with the sky. It’s all about discovering what’s behind it. I fell in love with the beauty of your soul. I think i just fell in love with love itself, i fell fucking hard. Just had that in mind. I’m sorry i guess i’m just in need of love, because really i don’t know anything about it. Sorry what I just said made no sense.