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Aquarius Midheaven loves to learn. They don’t like to appear clueless, ever, and are extremely curious about many things. They’re often autodidacts who like to study things that interest them in depth. They’ll probably know at least basics on just about any topic and if they don’t, they know where to look for the information. To others, they may appear like know-it-alls or intellectually arrogant. Aquarius Midheaven is skilled at assessing new ideas and putting them into action. Contingency plans are their specialty. They know that something unexpected is always going to come up and one should be prepared. When everything is going their way, they know exactly when to wait and when to jump in head first. 

They like to cooperate with others, especially when they’re in the higher, managing position. They can make a team shine, instinctively putting each team player in the right position and then motivating them with praise.They like to give their coworkers space and freedom instead of looking over their shoulder. They’re flexible and accommodating, but watchful about being manipulated. They can generally out-think these situations and turn everything to the positive. They’re creative and constructive, directing energies of those around them. They trust their intuition and don’t usually let frustration weigh them down. They’re inventive, solution-based, and do not worry but take action. They must have freedom in their job and really prefer a position that only they can do. They need a job that lets them persistently succeed. This makes them a really good candidate for self-employment. Humanitarian causes are a favorite. They’re reluctant to take great risks in their career, so to be extra successful, they need to learn to take chances when it’s in their best interest. It’s not unheard of for them to switch gears midstream and try a totally different approach. 

… loves to learn. The never want to appear stupid in front of anyone, so they will study anything and everything in depth before they talk or express an opinion. All of this studying will come in handy when decisions need to be made, but knowing so much may also make them seem arrogant or know-it-alls to those who don’t dive in as deep into any subject. It can also lead to overthinking things that should be simple as all sides are considered. Aquarius Midheaven is skilled at assessing new ideas and putting them into action. Contingency plans are their specialty. They know that something unexpected can always turn up and they like to be able to make snap decisions, based on logic and knowledge. When everything is going their way, they know exactly when to wait and when to leap. They like working with other on the basis of cooperation. They are excellent team players. They prefer to give their colleagues space so they can do their best instead of watching over their shoulder. They’re flexible and accommodating, though they are watchful about being manipulated. They can outthink these situations and turn everything to the positive. They’re creative and constructive as they direct the energies of those around. They have confidence in their intuition and don’t let frustration or worry weigh them down. They’re very inventive and true problem solvers. .

Moon-Jupiter aspects - The Little Mystic Moon conjunct Jupiter, Moon sextile Jupiter, Moon square Jupiter, Moon trine Jupiter, Moon opposite Jupiter 

The Moon and Jupiter together provide the greatest stage production for the Gods to express their emotional needs, love, elation, rage, melancholy, and generosity through. The Moon-Jupiter child dwells in a mythic backdrop of archetypal fantasies and fairytales. Her intellect runs wild with imagination and she lives out multiple unfinished tales and trilogies inside her own head. She may have been a child who was deeply fond of story time and reading and treats it as an adult creature comfort, especially if it were nurtured by the mother or father. And it’s never just about mere escapism with this condition. It’s a vivid interplay between realms, a chance to look inside somebody else’s mind and expand her vision, an opportunity to see what the world could be. Maybe she began to see her life as a spectrum of possibilities, and she probably understood deep down that while these stories she heard and read were not entirely true, but that didn’t make it any less real. The answers and the truth were enchanting because it meant everything could be real, and fiction can only sustain if she can see herself as part of it. This would be testament to her insightful and intuitive intelligence, one that does not always gain institutional or schooling recognition nor inspire any self-confidence. The Moon and Jupiter produce an emotional need to be recognised and held as special by the higher Mother or Father. The gift is maintaining that direct and intimate contact with the universe, though it can really make the child appear to be very preoccupied or living in their own world. Though it’s likely that the adults, guardians, or even teachers in her life rather noted a deep and timeless wisdom, one that cannot be taught or measured. It’s likely that she begins to respect and honour her style of intelligence with age and the realisation that she has a lot to offer. 

The child seemed to have a way of thinking, imagining, playing, and questioning that made the adults in her life start to wonder if there was something more out there, or even question their own beliefs. It’s like these sort of innocent perspectives and personal philosophies were higher teachings and she was already practicing her spiritual service. That doesn’t mean she was always angelic or easy to contend with, but it’s difficult not to see that divine child in her that you just want to hold and protect from the cruelty of the world. It’s almost like we have an instinct to preserve her. And during more defiant or reactive episodes, she and others may wonder if she is so exalted at all, considering how far she seems to fall. Though she is not a mystic that blooms through etiquette and detachment. She is the performer of every character in the inner child theatre. Zeus positioned at the helm turns these acoustics the highest volume, so it can make emotions, sensitivities, and emotional needs very loud and demanding.  Every God in the heavens is invited to express themselves through this little lunar light. Even her most chaotic and desperate states are divine tantrums or Gods stirring the Jupiter storm. She does not have to be the perfect, contained, or disciplined mystic. If she is in tune enough with her inner self and the natural world, she rarely needs religion or evangelical pursuits. The Moon-Jupiter adult always has access to that special lunar vault inside. Maybe she returns when she cannot sleep, settle, or needing a mother she doesn’t know how to ask for. The potion within is mixed by the inner child and Great Mother, though in life she can feel very young or very old and sometimes both at the same time. And she probably wouldn’t change a thing.

Moon-Jupiter contacts

Moon conjunct Jupiter, Moon trine Jupiter, Moon sextile Jupiter, Moon square Jupiter, Moon opposite Jupiter

Moon liquid flows like a waterfall with Moon-Jupiter aspects. Jupiter is a magnifying glass, and upon the silver moon the glass is shined, bringing emotion, empathy, and the inner child’s fantasy land into vivid light. Emotions are animated, exaggerated, and generous, like eating a giant marshmallow birthday cake for breakfast, because the responsibilities of adulthood are rarely integrated. The individual is charitable at heart, and the conditioned needs of the inner child remain ultra demanding. It’s almost like the individual is a charity of their own, offering the benefic ministerial guidance of Jupiter with the tender touch of lunar love. The imagination is rich with Moon-Jupiter contacts. The spiritual reverie is rich with emotional nurturing and guidance. The Mother Goddess offers her solace to the inner child in an overt way, so the psychic nature of the individual may be quite outstanding. Liquid intuition infuses with prophecy, so the individual’s emotions act as a tremendous psychic compass. It can be difficult for the individual to switch feelings off, they tend to be over generous and dramatic. It can generate a tremendous creative artistry in the individual, like they can turn emotion and sympathy into imagery, poetry, service, and spiritual pillows. The moon is hidden by nature, but she finds it next to impossible to hide under the guise of Jupiter. The individual can wear their heart on their sleeve and convey their rich emotional life through their immediate expression. This tends to be warm, and because Jupiter’s auric field enlivens anything it touches, their warmth can be striking, like a mother of gentle wisdom. The individual can be quite demanding in relationships, demanding constant attention and validation. The inner child’s fears are overt, so the abandonment fear can be largely exaggerated. It may be difficult for the individual to escape the conditioning of childhood, so therefore fears and experiences can remain active until adulthood.

Emotionally reactive

Pot of emotional joy

Golden heart

Natural jubilance

Overt emotional responsiveness

Over sensitivity

Hyper vigilance

Childishness

Instinctual

Spiritually hungry

Emotionally challenging

i made my own astrology word search for y’all

FIRST SIGN YOU SEE IS YOUR SOULMATE’S SUN SIGN

SECOND SIGN YOU SEE IS THEIR MOON

THIRD SIGN YOU SEE IS THEIR RISING

i got scorpio sun / virgo moon / capricorn rising

Divination, with your sights cast, lets one see future, present, and past. These methods can be less precise, but if you dare to look, go roll the dice.

To see with your inner eye, perhaps you might take leaps to scry? Scry in a mirror, or flame, or bowl, and symbols appear for the truths told.

Dowsing rods are meant to find, but yes-and-nos they can divine. Pendulums are pendants weighted, spinning towards what is yet fated.

Decks of cards, of all sorts, from Lenormand to oracle, reveal truths more definite (especially when you’re holding it). Even playing decks are fine, if only ever used to divine.

Tasseomancy is to divine by tea, to interpret images in the leaves. Palmistry takes some time, but reads the truths in your hands’ lines.

I feel like a disease

Bad always follows me.

Forever running

Always cunning.

Happiness is just within reach

But I'm a diseased leech.

Always thinking of the negative

Why can't I be positive?

Once I was free

To be anything I wanted to be.

Now I'm caged within

Fighting this disease again.

Always giving to others

Trying to make up for my mother.

Forever trying to heal

I do not know how to deal.

Childhood trauma

All started due to my momma.

The disease I was born with

Forever I'll always down a fifth.

Someday I will die

By then I'll learn to fly.

The disease will consume me

Because the disease is what makes me.