hello! you may call me ender or mouse. iām an adult, and i use they/it pronouns.
this blog is just gonna be for venting. if you find your way here iām sorry.
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hello! you may call me ender or mouse. iām an adult, and i use they/it pronouns.
this blog is just gonna be for venting. if you find your way here iām sorry.

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i canāt do this. i canāt i canāt i canāt. iām at my lowest and iām failing at everything and itās all gonna crash down around me iām so fucked i need to be killed
what do you do when you find out your dad raped you
deeply suicidal but like i have to make rent so i donāt have time right now.
yeah

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ugly thing
great. he wants to start controlling our finances. iām to get an allowance because āi canāt be trusted with money.ā awesome.
i donāt know. i donāt know. i donāt. iām sorry. please stop. i donāt know. i donāt know what iām supposed to do about this.
he keeps telling me that im the reason he hasnāt offed himself yet. thatās so much pressure. what if i mess up.

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hi mouse!!
howās college going, howās the job?
iām sorry to hear about the ttrpg (is that the right word?) situation. it is a pretty tough and complex spot to be in.
been collecting leaves to use as bookmarks as they fall.
happy autumn,
anomenon
the job is good. i like it. itās easy, just a bit late at night. the ttrpg⦠i just, left. it was getting to the point of not being worth it. besides, the story was becoming something i wasnāt happy with.
fall was nice. the cold is kicking my ass but i had my birthday! iām one year older now haha.
itās good to hear from you anomenon. i always enjoy it.
congrats on the new job and starting college!! that's awesome :D
im sorry to hear about your bf taking your hangouts personally, but i do hope you keep your friends around for your sake. support systems are never a bad thing to have lolol.
it's always good to hear from you. take care!
here's to new beginnings,
anomenon
hereās to em. :]
im getting registered for classes monday. itās not the exact field i want but itāll get me there, so i guess it counts! exciting nonetheless. the new job is incredible. i do work third shift, which my partner isnāt jazzed about since heās the one who drives me (i havenāt learned how to drive her which is a fair frustration to have) but iām currently the only one between us thatās employed. so.
i couldnāt be specific about the hangouts unfortunately. itās a complex situation. i just wish being there didnāt feel like i was betraying him. he gets really upset about it. since itās like a collaborative story thing (in the same vein as dnd, but. different. yeah.) iām working with some of the other players to be able to take a hiatus. which. will either end when heās allowed to join or i guess i quietly slip away from the game forever. itās not what i want. at all. but heās upset because heās not a part of it despite having helped the dm with the worldbuilding. i dunno. i guess i shouldnāt be upset about a game. i donāt want to be a bad partner.
i wish i could hang out and play games with my friends without him taking it personally. he acts like i do it because i hate him. and that my friend group is actively against him. that really isnāt the case. he gets so upset. iāve asked him what he wants from me a dozen times and he never has an answer. we were doing so good. what happened. why is this happening. i donāt want to have to leave my friends. i donāt know how to make him see that this isnāt malicious. he thinks no one wants him around because people like my friends more. i dunno. this sucks.
hi!
it's been a while
how have you been?
spring is here :D,
anonmenon
spring is here! i missed the warmth. there are ups and downs. i have a new job now! itās actually pretty fun. hoping to start college soon. iāve been putting it off for a few years now
heads up!
worrying about being a bad person means that you're probably not a bad person.
awful people don't consider how their actions can affect/harm others.
sincerely,
anonmenon
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa. aaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

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god. this has to be paranoia. i feel so awful for thinking like this.
hello viewers of sad blog. i ate too much hot chip and now my tummy hurts. all is well otherwise. i love you guys.