Needy Little Girl

Father’s day fell on my 24th day without an orgasm.  I got daddy the BEST PRESENT EVER and he loved it.  We spent the day together and went to a nice dinner.  When we got home from dinner daddy told me to get on my hands and knees, pull down my panties and pull up my dress. He went to the bedroom and got my stuffed hippo that I snuggle and bite into when daddy beats me. He threw in on the floor in front of me. Daddy said he was going to beat me with the vampire paddle, but he couldn’t find it.  I was disappointed and then even more disappointed when he brought out the super thick cane.  I HATE IT!  It feels like a thud, it doesn’t cut in to me like the bamboo cane does and half the time it doesn’t even leave marks!  I love the marks and the pain that I feel for days after.  It's a constant reminder that I belong to daddy and that I'm uncomfortable because he wanted to beat me.  He had fun and I am in pain, and the marks are so pretty! Daddy beat me,  I didn’t start crying at first, I was irritated because I didn’t get the paddle I wanted him to use.  Sometimes I forget that Daddy does what he wants to and I don’t get a say.  I am his. I belong to Daddy, he is in charge, he makes the decisions and I trust him completely.  That’s when I broke and started crying.  Please daddy, stop, I’m sorry! He kept going for a few more minutes before saying Okay, 10 more.  He did the first 6 at a steady pace, then he slowed down for the last 4, they were the worst and it seemed to take forever, each one was worse than the one before.  I was a sobbing mess on the floor by the end.  Daddy went to sit on the couch and told me to crawl over to him.  I crawled between his legs and sobbed in to his stomach while he pet my head.  I asked if I was a good girl and he said Not always, but then you get beat and everything is right again.  

 We got into bed and I sucked Daddys dick for a few minutes before he told me to lick his balls.  I got down between his legs and lapped every inch of his balls with my tongue. I kept going lower and burying my face in his balls. I knew I couldn’t touch my pussy because I would get too excited and I am not allowed to have orgasms for at least another week, maybe not till July… Maybe not till I go back to work in August, daddy hasn’t decided yet.  Sometimes I hope he lets me, and sometimes I hope he makes me wait till New Years or something crazy.  If I touched my pussy with my face buried in daddys balls and my tongue working toward his asshole I would cum immediately.   I wanted my daddy’s cum all over my face.  I want him to degrade me in so many ways.  I was hoping he would cum all over my face and not let me wash it off till I got home, but I got over excited and thought he was going to cum, so I stopped licking to make sure I was ready, and I ruined everything!! Ugh.  

It was my 25th birthday, I was having a little party at the bar but one of the guys said “Hey, Lets go to the shaky shaky club”, I thought we were going dancing. Six of us piled into his car.  My friend Jessica, Jeff, Eddie, Mark and the guy I had a huge crush on, Nick.  We were all sitting at a table, Jeff and Mark were sitting on either side of Jessica trying to get her to go on stage for an amature dance.  Nick’s hand was slowly creeping up my leg as he was whispering in my ear about how he was going to buy me a dance for my birthday.  The girl on the stage kept glancing over at us, when she was done with her dance she came over to our table and sat on Mark’s lap but was leaning over touching my shoulder, but talking to Nick.  She asked Nick if he wanted to go upstairs with her, and she grabbed him by the hand that was partly under my skirt and looked, caught my eye and smirked while she literally took him away from me. 

It’s my birthday and the guy I like just went off with another girl to get a lap dance.  I am pretty irritated, but whatever. I turned to Mark and told him we needed birthday shots!! Jessica was getting devoured by Jeff and Eddie. They were groping her and kissing her and she seemed to be loving it, but we got shots for all of us.  By the time the shots got to the table Nick and Stripper Sandy came back.  “Oh, honey, is that for me, thank you!” she said as she took my birthday shot out of my hand and drank it. I was in shock, I didn’t know what to do.  I just kind of stood there with my mouth open.  No one really noticed that I didn’t get my drinks, then she went over and sat on Nick’s lap and was grinding all over him.  I told Mark what a bitch she was and that I wish she would just leave our table.  His bright idea was to tell her I needed a lapdance. I said “No, I’m good, thanks anyway” then everyone at the table started chanting “Lap Dance! Lap Dance”. Nick whispered something in her ear and they both started laughing, then she grabbed my hand and led me away.  Everyone was watching as I was being led up the stairs. I gave them the finger as we walked away… My friends are assholes.  I kept thinking I left my birthday party to come here and have the guy I like probably just get a blow job from this whore.  Happy fucking birthday to me.  

When we got to the VIP Room I told her “I’m sure you need a break, just relax, and you don’t have to do anything, you’ll still get paid” “Wow, aren't you just the sweetest little thing” she said, even though it sounded condescending, I didn’t care. I didn’t want this chic all over me.  “Well, if you really want me to take a break and relax, maybe you could rub my feet for me.  Nick says you give great massages and they are free”  I rolled my eyes and said “Fine, give them to me” thinking she would take her shoes off and put her foot in my lap.  That would be too easy.  She said “Get down on the floor and take my heels off and start rubbing, little girl”. My mouth hung open.  “Oh yeah, Nick told me all about you while we were in here earlier”  He told me how bad you want him and how you get drunk and offer to do anything to be with him and tell him how much you love him.  You are a pathetic child. But he said that if you are good for me, he will fuck you for your birthday.”  I was in shock, my head was ringing and I was on autopilot. I got on my knees and took her 5 inch leopard print stripper heels off and started rubbing her feet. As I rubbed her feet she just kept talking. 

“You love this don’t you? Just for the chance to fuck that guy who doesn’t want you you are here on your kneed on that nasty floor rubbing my feet.  What if I told you Nick came on my feet while he was in here?  Would you lick my toes to get a taste? She took her other foot and brought it close to my mouth, but not close enough for me to just open and get it, she wanted me to make a choice, she wanted me to lean forward to get to it.  I did, I leaned forward, stuck out my tongue, and tried to get her toes in my mouth. She pulled her foot back and said “ No, No, No, little girl. It's not that easy” If you are going to get what you want, I want to get what I want too. 

I looked up between her legs, and back to her feet, and I looked her in the eyes for the first time since she left with Nick. She laughed.  “No Sweetie, you can’t lick my pussy” and pointed at the door Nick and Mark were standing at the door.  Stripper Sandy texted them to come watch the show.  “This bitch wants your cum so bad that she is about to hump my foot like a dog in heat.” She stuck out her one leg and crossed her other foot over her knee. I straddled her foot and put her other foot in my mouth and started humping.  I couldn’t help myself. I kept licking all over her foot trying to get a taste of Nick’s cum. About 5 minutes in I realized that she was lying about him cumming on her feet.  I was so humiliated, the guys were watching and laughing and this chic was loving it. Every time I would start getting too excited she would pull her foot away. She wouldn’t let me have an orgasm.  My pussy was soaking her foot, and I was drooling all over her other foot. She kept letting me hump her foot till I got close and pulling it away and I started begging, please let me cum! I need it! Please!!! They were all laughing, she pulled her foot out of my mouth, put it on my forehead and pushed me back till I fell backwards and started crying. “I need to cum, PLEASEEEE” she said maybe if I was lucky Nick would fuck me.  He said “Are you fucking kidding me, I would never fuck THAT! 

Daddy won’t let me cheat.  Tomorrow will be two weeks since my last orgasm.  I touch my needy little pussy all day long, I can’t get enough.  I keep searching for more and more degrading humiliating things to do to myself while I edge my greedy holes.  I have been using a denial wheel.  I just adjusted some of the things on one that was already made, but its not enough.  I have little things like eating out of a bowl on the floor, no furniture for an hour, edging while licking the toilet seat, cold shower directly on my pussy for 2 min, clothespins on my nipple and clit, edging on the back porch, anal beats, spitting on the floor and edging while I lick it up, dirty panties in my mouth while I edge, anal plugs, all kinds of fun stuff…

I just can’t get enough and I keep getting so close to the edge I am so afraid to go over, I don’t want to ruin Juno, I don’t want to disappoint Daddy, I don’t want to get grounded even longer, and honestly, I don’t want to have an orgasm… if Daddy said I could, I would in a heartbeat!  I love when he says no, I am glad he won’t let me, I kind of hope he denies me longer, but we won’t tell him that.  In the heat of the moment I want it so bad, I’d do anything just to cross over the edge, I beg for Daddy to do more and more awful things to me if he lets me have one and he just laughs at me.  I am so glad he says no even though at the moment I almost want to cry. 

Like most subs, I have rules. One of my rules is that whenever I touch my pussy I have to have the pacifier that Daddy gave me in my mouth.  We are not in to age play, I have to do this to remind me that I am just a dumb baby who can’t make decisions for herself.  If it were up to me I would waste all day playing with my needy pussy and never get anything done.  I have to earn playtime by cleaning the house. I have to send before and after pictures so daddy knows how bad I let it get and how much work I actually did. 

Anyway, yesterday I cleaned my whole house, daddy was so proud of me! The problem is that now I have nothing to do to earn playtime.  I thought since he was so proud of me for cleaning everything yesterday he would just let me play. I was so wrong. Daddy told me that he had the perfect idea.  He gave me an address and told me to bring my paci, show up on time, and be a good girl.  I had no idea whose house I was going to or what would be expected of me. 

I knocked on the door and there was Princess standing on the other side.  She laughed and said she didn’t actually expect me to show up.  Daddy had made me submit to her before.  Princess said “MY DADDY said you would clean my apartment and then do any other chores I told you to do.  If you make me happy, MAYBE I'll let you touch your nasty drippy little pussy.” She emphasized that he was her daddy just to hurt me.  I was still standing in the hall, she told me that I needed to get on my knees and kiss her feet and ask politely to be let in.  I was ready to turn around and leave. I hesitated and finally got on my knees.  She had a smirk on her face that made me feel so inferior.  She had already won.  I bent down and kissed her bare toes, then looked up at her and said “Please Princess, may I come in?” she stepped back and without being told I crawled into her apartment. “You are so pathetic, Daddy would NEVER make me do something like this…. And if he tried I sure as hell wouldn't do it!” I knew she was right.  

Princess said she had chores for me to do, but before she had me begin I needed to show her that I really wanted to be there and beg her to let me serve her.  This was getting more and more mortifying by the minute.  Daddy really had chosen the best person to humiliate me.  Princess sat down on the couch and pointed at her feet.  I crawled over and kissed her feet again and said “Please Princess, I'll do anything you want me to do.” I kissed them again “I just want to make you happy Princess” I licked her feet this time, “Please Princess just tell me what I can do to serve you”.  She laughed and stood up and took her panties off, shoved them in my mouth and told me to put my paci in my mouth, then told me to go change her sheets and make her bed.  “I want to have fresh clean sheets when daddy gets here”.  Great, here I am helping set up a room for daddy to fuck his Princess while I probably will have to help make sure she has orgasms when I still can not have one for 3 MORE WEEKS at least!  Princess walked in and laid down on the freshly made bed.  She opened her legs showing me her bare pussy.  I could already taste how sweet her pussy was since her panties were in my mouth, but I wanted to lick her more than I have ever wanted anything before.  I kept trying to look away, or distract myself but all I could think about was her pussy right in front of me. She laughed and asked if the baby was hungry. I just stood there and nodded my head. She took my paci out of my mouth and put it in her pussy, and the panties out of my mouth.  She shoved the paci back in my mouth and put her panties over my head so the crotch was over my nose and I was looking out the leg holes and then she started laughing and taking pictures.  She sent the pics to my daddy and a couple of her friends. She had me take my shirt off, but keep my bra on and pull my tits out.  She started calling me a cow because of my huge tits and then told me to get on my hands and knees.  She made me crawl around the room with my nipples rubbing on the carpet while Mooing.  

We had a great day, I was so happy. Daddy took me out to lunch, we played games and laughed and talked all day, it was time to go home, but Daddy had to run by his store first. Sometimes Daddy tells me to come to the bathroom and hold his dick while he pees, so when we were at his store I assumed that's why he told me to come to the bathroom with him.  When we got to the bathroom Daddy told me to kneel next to the toilet and open my mouth. I was in shock! “But Daddy!” I said as I got on my knees, I didn’t know what to do.  I hesitated. Daddy slapped me across the face. “Open up whore, keep your mouth open and don’t swallow.” Daddy said as he unzipped his pants. I knelt on the floor of the dirty bathroom next to the toilet waiting for my daddy to pee in my mouth, I felt like I was waiting forever before the stream of piss hit my mouth. He laughed as I struggled to hold all his piss in my mouth.  When my mouth was full he had me spit it out into the toilet. Daddy told me I could get up, he gave me a big hug and told me I was a very good girl and kissed the top of my head. 

We walked back out to the main part of the store.  The employee working was new.  She was like 18 and very pretty, and I had just minutes before had a mouth full of pee. I just wanted to get out of there.  Instead Daddy told her that he just took me in the bathroom and peed in my mouth.  I was mortified! I cant believe that he would tell this girl that! He asked if she believed him, she didn’t. He looked at me, I couldn’t look either of them in the eye. I just stared at the ground waiting for it to be over. I am a humiliation whore, I can’t help myself.  My daddy knows the internal struggle I go through when he tells me to do something terrible.  He knows that I want nothing more than to be a good girl and do what he says, but I am so embarrassed to do the things he wants me to do, or to stand there and listen while he tells people the things that he does to me.  The worst part is when he tells them I like it.  I turn so red.  I look at daddy, and he encourages me to tell them the truth.  The truth is that I love every minute of it.  If I wait too long he will offer to check for me, that means he will stick his hands in my panties and see if my pussy is a wet mess… it always is. 

This is my first time writing, please don’t be too critical! lol

He is always my daddy, but he is always fucking other people.  I pretend like it isn't happening and don’t bring it up.  I know I am my Daddy’s favorite and I am the one who has been around the longest, other girls come and go.  My Daddy always gives me love and attention and usually doesn’t talk about the other girls.  He knows that I am a little bit jealous and he thinks it's funny.  Sometimes if I talk about wanting his cum he says that he will cum in another girl's pussy and make me lick it out.  NO THANKS!! I have never been with another girl.  Everytime we pass a strip club or a hooker on the side of the road he talks about how we should stop and he can cum in them and then make me lick them clean.  I laugh and tell him I'm not even worried. He has been talking about this for like 2 years and it's never going to happen.  I used to be afraid he would do it, but not anymore.

Today I showed up to Daddy’s house, he said he was going to make me dinner and we were going to catch up on some shows that we are behind on, but when I walked in I heard a woman laughing. I walked up the stairs nervously.  It's always just me and Daddy, we never really hang out with other people, and when we do he warns me.  I have no warning for what tonight will bring. 

I get up the stairs and Daddy is standing in the kitchen with the beautiful girl.  They are laughing and talking. Daddy notices me and says “Here she is! We’ve been waiting for you!” Daddy introduces me to his princess and tells me that's what I can call her.  Daddy tells her I am one of his other subs, he tells her that I am just a pathetic little humiliation slut who will do anything they both tell me.  Daddy tells her I am her gift for tonight, because she was such a good girl, she can do anything she wants to me, but she can't let me or make me cum.  No Orgasms for Stormy, she is grounded.  I stand there, completely embarrassed, I can feel my face turning red. I want to argue, I want to leave but I stand there while this stranger laughs at me and asks what's wrong with me, why I would let him do this to me, can she really do anything she wants?

Daddy tells me to take off my clothes and get on my knees while I do what he says he starts kissing her, telling her she can do whatever she wants, putting his hands all over her body. Its so hard for me to watch.  She looks down at me and sees how sad I am and laughs. She smacks me in the face and tells me to lick her feet.  I look at my Daddy hoping he will day or do something to stop this, but instead he tells me to apologize to Princess for not following directions.  She laughs at me some more and tells me to start licking.  I lower my face to her toes and start licking, she says “Daddy, you're right, she is a pathetic slut”. This is like a punch in the stomach.  I have never heard someone else call MY DADDY Daddy in front of me, and i realize that they are both right.  I am a pathetic slut, because as much as I hate all of this, my pussy is leaking uncontrollably and I am probably more turned on than I have ever been in my life.  Daddy stops kissing and fondling Princess and goes to get the flogger and starts flogging my ass and pussy while I lick his girlfriends feet. 

Soon Daddy takes off his pants,  I love sucking Daddy’s dick, I’m already on my knees, he waves it in my face and asks me if I want it!!! “YAY!!! Yes Please Daddy!!” He walks over to the couch and sits down and tells me to crawl to him, I crawl over, Princess walks over like a person. I kneel in front of him like a begging dog with my mouth open almost drooling over my Daddys cock.  He asks if I really think he is going to let me suck his cock while she is there and they both laugh. I am ready to cry.  She puts MY DADDYS cock in her mouth.  He tells me to get to work.  I start licking and sucking Daddy’s balls, Princess is drooling all over his cock and its dripping down to his balls and on to my face.  My face is buried in Daddy’s balls and covered in mine and princesses spit, I am trying to get the upper hand and show Daddy what a good girl I am, so am rubbing his balls all over my face and sliding down licking his taint, trying to get up the courage to lick his asshole.  My tongue slides over it again and again till I finally decide to go all in. Now I'm making out with Daddys asshole. I hear him moaning, I love that sound. Daddy cums and I don't get any.  I just get called a dirty little slut.