nobody is coming to save you. get up

depressed at 11 was crazy i should have become a child prodigy

there’s a t-shirt that says “I survived a bad day and all I got was the rest of my life” and yeah I still think about it

people use "sensitive" like it's an insult. i'm sorry for spending my whole life giving a fuck i guess

Wednesday the 15th. What an excellent day. Middle of the week, middle of the month. Truly, we are in the middle of things.

unfortunate truth of reality is that oftentimes 15 year olds will say/do/believe some stupid bullshit because they are 15 but telling them that they believe that because they are 15 is probably the most counterproductive thing in the entire universe

i remember being 15 and wanting literally nothing more than to be taken seriously and listened to and every thought and feeling i had was dismissed because i was a hormonal teenager. i was well aware at that point that a lot of the things i felt were probably because i was a kid, but that didnt make any of it less real, and being dismissed because of my age 1. did not help 2. did not make me feel better 3. made me angry at and untrustworthy of adults because they refused to listen to me. teenagers are people. kids are people. one of the only major things separating them from adults are experience and wisdom. they have like. you know. interiority

like in YOUR mind you may think youre being helpful by going 'well you're a kid, its not really a big deal, youre okay, youll get over it' but that does not register as "helpful affirmation that everything will turn out fine and the only reason im upset is because of something out of my control so its better to just try and come to terms with it" it registers as 'adult dismissing my real tangible problems and sadness and anger because of my age and inadvertently calling me stupid'

all ads are malicious

did anyone else know that if you keep waiting for the right time you’ll end up waiting forever??

also we’re going to look back and think about how insane ttpd was. like it literally might go down in time as the most disrespected album in her discography because the initial reaction is not in any way reflective of the quality of that record. it’s lyrically her magnum opus

and also lowkey i think production wise ttpd doesn’t get her due like she’s INVENTIVE on that album. the way she plays with country production on that album is the most innovation that genre has seen in decades