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having to read shippers saying how emmys casual incest remarks are proof of something vs the only proof of anything for me is that they were groomed enough that they see no issues saying these things and no concept of how bad their words actually are even when they understand how vile everything else that happened was

ok posted i doubt ppl will really care or notice but its still scawy

saw a ppst basically like "either you arent a system and you just look kindve cringey acting like one or you push away all your alters pretending they dont exist and worsen your symptoms" so ive been tryinv to just be more open n less ashamed of either my systemhood or way my cptsd is manifesting to mimick one. rather look goofy online. and i already do so!

idk if i already said its not worth it rn for me to decipher whats kin n whats introjection when we blend so much n i lose my entire identity when i shift into new 'kins' so being like "im the xyz alter@" is a bit empty. but i will

maybe i am the evil morty alter / someone near front is bc someone drew the most perfect attack of my kinsona ("kinsona") and my first reaction was "oh my god i look so good"