well whatever. kicks a rock with tears in my eyes. going to sleep now… so tired and i have to travel tmrw AGAINNNN

i guess its just reaalllllyyy hard like on top of me being constantly scared im secretly some kind of sicko pervert nonce i also have to worry that its so stupid and embarrassing that everyone will hate me for it. even tho its not true. all just for something i cant even controland only happens bc i have all this stupid trauma

sorry this is a really embarrassing post. but i sometimes wish there was a way to get like adult sized stuff that still have cute patterns and things on them outside of fetish sites 😓

the fact thats hes specifically named Mr Ant Tnna and not just tnna is soooooooooooo cute. mr tnna……… eeek

you can just do whatever

i #believe in gaster follower rlsei bc it would bring the whole rlsei/noelle/spmton parallels thing full circle sooooooo nicely

i havent watched any object shows in ages but i always found mep/hone to be a very interesting and standout character…. What if we gave an iphone ptsd and then he became a gameshow host

if i ever had kids i wld want to have a boy specifically so i can give him barbies and shit and raise the worlds most feminist baby

nightyyyy nighty night 💖💖💖💖💖

everything is so american