ʚ ᧔𝓔𝓶᧓ ɞ

𝝑𝝔 Emerald aka Em/Emmi

𝝑𝝔 mid-20s

𝝑𝝔 A place where i can just post my thoughts, etc.

𝝑𝝔 A place where i come to heal

𓇼 welcome home <3 

𓇼 dms open to moots, anyone else send an ask 

𓇼  dni: nsfw, minors, racists, -phobes, etc. 

₍ᐢ.̫.ᐢ₎~୨୧♡All my works:

He was the ocean 

and I was the sea 

two words 

that describe the same thing 

he was mine 

and I was his 

while I floated along the top 

he drowned in my abyss 

if you feel

how i feel

plays through my headphones

and suddenly everything

is spinning

im in a spiral

im picking the petals

trying to find

an answer

why wont you just

pick up

i guess there goes

my answer

is but a feeling

and what does it even mean

am i lonely

because i miss my friends

or am i lonely

cause im me

hard to let go

hard to hang on

i dont want to be lonely

i wish you were here

i dont want to be lonely

please hold me near

i dont want to be lonely

but its what best

i dont want to be lonely

so i lay it to rest

after burning it to the ground

you want to rebuild

yet you set fire to every new foundation

you burn wildly

at first it was warm

inviting, enevloping

but the longer i stood in the

the more it burned

i tried to quell your flames

continously pouring water onto you

drowning myself in the process

the ocean is my home

yet i lose my ability to swim with you

drowning

burning

suffocating

i can longer suffer

if you must burn

then you burn alone

forming a heart

i snap a photo

the rain adding ambience

my friends chat around me

oblivious to the windshield

beuaty is found everywhere

beauty is what you make it

beauty is unfolding when

you're not even looking

and suddenly hope blooms

maybe tomorrow will easier

maybe tomorrow will be harder

maybe i'll cry

maybe i'll laugh

but at least

tomorrow will come

i'll bury them deep in my heart

throwing away the key

we may never speak

but your secrets are forever mine to keep

loyal to a fault

cant help what pulses in my veins

being hurt

i will not hurt another

secrets shared in confidence

ours alone

from my lips

they'll never flow