Do your future self a favor and work hard now

" اللهم جمّلني بأحسن الاخلاق واجعلني جميلة القدر وجميلة القلب وجميلة الفكر وجميلة المنظر "

I have romanticized my life to such an extreme point, I feel like I'm living in some sort of unattainable fairytale. It's blissful and full of wonders, but I sometimes experience loneliness, being so away from the world of other people, feeling like they don't want to open up and show any sign of excitement, of love. I live in a perfect bubble that is pink and heart-shaped and I'm fine with it. I'm constantly surprised that people aren't falling to their knees and screaming with joy at every flower, tree, poem, painting, the way the golden sunrays light up the forest, the colors of the clouds, the sounds of summer evening. And honestly, why don't you? What's in your world that's so powerful, it made you indifferent to the beautiful things that surround you all the time? If your reality means any less delight, any less everyday ecstasies, I'm choosing my handmade fairytale and I'm going to live in it until I die with hymns on my lips.

You need to surround yourself with people who fit your future, not your history. Hang out with people who inspire you and force you to level up.

I love to disappear. I’m getting tired of being around people.