Elliott

- Hassian insists his partner sleeps on the side that isn't facing the door. No matter what he will insist on himself sleeping on the door side.

- He is a literal heater. Even during winter this man doesn't get cold. His partner tries to put their cold hands under his shirt to annoy him and he's more worried for them than anything.

- Will insist on walking his partner home no matter how capable he knows they are.

If they refuse he's just gonna stalk from 5m behind them like that totally isnt creepy it all-

If they scold him enough he may settle for walking holding hands instead. He's wary tho, affection may dull his senses /hj

- Very sensory seeking.

- If his partner brings him to a beach he will start pebbling like a penguin. Hes in a competition with Tau to bring his partner the best seashell.

- Lowkey small spoon. No matter how much he protests and denies it.

Unless his partner lays on top of him. Autism goes brbrbrbrbr-

- Stares at his partner while they sleep. Hes trying to take in every single detail of them. Honestly stares a lot in general. He just likes observing. He likes paying attention.

- Very early on into the relationship, he got jealous of his partner cuddling with Tau once and he can never admit that to anyone because he would not be able to ever live that down.

- If his partner has a pet as well, he was first (unreasonably) worried about said pet possibly not getting along with Tau. Although Tau absolutely adores having a playmate.

- Would absolutely fist fight someone that tried mess with his partner. He's not a violent man or dominating in any sense but he's willing to protect what he loves with his whole body and soul.

“Good memories can do a lot. Hold on to them… and cherish the people around you. You never know when they’’ll be gone.”

I want to be the first choice

I want to be someone’s someone

But I’m not

Everyone else has their somebody else

And I fade into the background

I’m the comedic relief

I’m the sidekick they keep around because I can’t fend for myself

I’m the stupid one with the good heart

But it’s not good enough

I’m not good enough

I’m not good enough at anything for anyone

I’m not smart enough to be first place in anything

And I’m not pretty enough to be anyone’s first love

I’m not good enough to be anyone’s first choice

I’m no one’s someone

I’m a good person

But I’m not good enough

To combat all my failures

I fail

And failures don’t get picked

I’m the cupcake with squished frosting

I’m the stuffed animal with a tilted nose

I’m the library book with dog-eared pages

I’m not perfect enough to get picked

I’m not good enough

I’m no one’s someone