eliana k. puschett

hey y’all, here is a poetry dump from my ig. check them out and lemme know if I should still attempt this writing thing. xoxo

recovery.

I dream to forget the man I want so dearly, but cannot have.

You gotta stop looking at the moments where you aren't happy. Focus on the few moments where you were, and hold onto those. Let those few happy moments be your guide through this darkened tunnel.

If you’re feeling lost right now, that’s okay. It’s okay to be lost or confused. It’s okay to contemplate your life and overthink your future. It’s okay to miss people who no longer have a role in your life. It’s okay. It’s all okay. You are going to be fine. You are going to turn out fine. You’re going to shine so bright one day you’ll forget about the days where you didn’t have a single ray of light. You will make it. Say it with me. “I will make it”

I can already feel myself starting to really fall for you. And that scares me. Because when I fall, I fall hard. And sometimes, I can never fully get back up.

The world is so broken, and sometimes it leaves you cold, And at times you can't feel the fire to guide you home. The demons will hold you and try to steal what you know, But the angels, they brought you, and they're gonna hold you up.

Sometimes, I'm afraid to be happy, because every time I finally let myself be happy, something goes wrong and hurts me.