(She/Her) Warning, this blog is 18+, will have uncomfortable and triggering themes on occasion. / This will be my fanart and fanfiction and other things i find funny dump in general.
This is a masterlist of all my written works and artwork, because my blog has so many ridiculously random posts. Any smut/NSFW fic will be labelled. You are duly warned.
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Part of her wishes to ask - to be able to send Evangeline a message, to have on who had once been her dearest friend to be at her wedding. But the rumors- that she has - that she has been… That a Space Marine has taken her bright firebrand friend hurts.
She had decided she would send her dearest friend a letter- if she doesn’t it would wound her friend dearly for not being invited.
Dearest Evangeline,
The vines are restless this autumn. The workers insist the fog lingers too long between the rows, but perhaps it is only my imagination, sharpened by too much solitude. Paris feels very far away, and I find myself thinking of our conversations, the laughter that carried well into the night, and the sharp comfort of your honesty.
I have heard whispers of your… Bond. I will not pretend I understand it, nor that I do not feel fear. But fear is not disgust, Evangeline. It is the fear one feels standing at the edge of a precipice, gazing into something vast and unknowable.
I confess—there are moments when I feel something not unlike what you described before you left. A tug, faint and insistent, as though my very soul is being tuned to a note only I can hear. Perhaps it is folly. Perhaps it is the champagne. But I cannot shake it.
Tell me truly, does it consume you? Or do you still remain yourself? I am torn between dread and the shameful relief that someone else has felt what I now begin to fear.
I long for your reply, even if only to confirm that you still exist, that this path does not erase.
With affection always,
Clara
The Family’s Intercepted Response
On the stationary of the House D’Aubigny, delivered to Clara unopened, with her wax seal broken.
Mademoiselle Clara D’Aubigny,
Your letter of the 12th instant, addressed to Evangeline Moreau, has been duly received by her kin. It is our duty to inform you that she is no longer considered a member of her family, nor of polite society. Her choices have placed her outside all protection, and any continued correspondence with her would invite scandal of the gravest kind.
For the sake of your engagement, your family’s reputation, and your own future, you are strongly advised not to pursue further contact. The Bond you allude to is a corruption, not a union, and those who toy with such matters are inevitably lost.
Should you disregard this warning, know that your association will be made known.
By order of the House of Durand,
Madame Béatrice Durand
Clara sat at her vanity, the rejection notice trembling in her hand. Her pearls rattled against the glass surface as though mocking her.
The language was so bloodless, so cold—corruption, inevitably lost. A human being reduced to a warning, a disease.
She pressed the letter flat, then crumpled it again, her pulse thrumming like the tug she dared not name. Shame burned in her chest—shame that she had reached out, shame that they knew, shame that she could feel relief that Evangeline had not denied her existence outright.
Tears pricked, but she refused them. “If you are gone, then let me hear it from your own hand,” she whispered, as though Evangeline could hear through the shuttered windows.
That night, while her family dined and laughed, Clara slipped away with paper and ink. She wrote quickly, the words half-prayer, half-defiance, and sealed them under plain cover. Not to the Moreau estate, but to the little cottage in the countryside where Evangeline once fled when the city pressed too hard. A place only Clara would think to try.
My dearest Evangeline,
I do not know if this letter will reach you, or if your family’s hand will once again intrude to erase you. They have sent me their “warning,” with all the cold authority of their name. They call you lost. They say you are no longer of this world.
But I know that is not true. You are not erased. You are not a shadow. You are you.
Evangeline—will you come to my wedding? I ask it not out of duty, but longing. I do not know if you would even wish to sit among these people again, but to see your face, if only once, would steady me. The thought of standing there with everyone watching, with Julien smiling his polite smile—I confess, it chills me more than the fog that drifts in from the vineyards.
If you cannot come, if the Bond forbids it, then I beg you: write to me. Even a single line, even a word, would be enough. Let me know you still breathe, that your voice has not been taken from you.
They may call me foolish, reckless, disloyal. Let them. I would rather be thought scandalous than forget you.
Always,
Clara
A slip of paper, the handwriting unmistakably her own, pressed between the folds of Clara’s letter. It smells faintly of woodsmoke and rosemary, as if kept in a country hearth.
My sweetest Clara,
I wept when I read your hand again. Not for sorrow alone, but for the courage it took you to send me these words knowing the eyes that watch you. Do not believe what my family writes. They cast me out because they fear what they cannot name, and because fear makes polite society cruel.
Yes, I am Bonded. Yes, it changes everything—and nothing. I am still myself. But I am also… more. There is a clarity now, a sense that I stand in two worlds at once. It is not annihilation, Clara, though it can feel like fire. It is not loss, but transformation.
If you wish it, I will come to your wedding. I would risk much for you. Though I may not sit at the front with the perfumed gossips, I will be near enough that you might look out and know you are not alone.
With unbroken affection,
Evangeline
Tucked beneath Evangeline’s page, written in a bold, controlled script. The ink is darker, the lines straighter, the words few. It feels less like correspondence, more like declaration.
Lady Clara,
Evangeline is under my protection. No harm will come to her while I still draw breath.
Know this: the Bond is not chains, but covenant. You see her as she is—changed, but true. Do not let others’ fear blind you. The mortals may think it is damnation, but it can be salvation.
Stand as you are able. Endure as you must.
— T. Varinus, 4th Company, XIII Legion
Clara unfolded Evangeline’s page first, her breath catching at the familiar, looping hand. Each word was like a hand reaching back across an abyss: warmth, memory, affection. She pressed the page to her lips, eyes burning. For a moment she felt not alone, but tethered again to something real and kind.
Then she saw the second sheet. The paper was heavier, the ink darker. The hand was utterly unlike Evangeline’s—it was as if carved into the page rather than written. She read it once, twice, a third time, the words etching themselves into her thoughts.
“The Bond is not chains, but covenant… salvation.”
Clara’s hand trembled. She had never spoken aloud of the pull she felt, not even in her letter. And yet this—this stranger, this Titan of a man—wrote as though answering a question buried in her very bones.
She hid both letters in a silk pouch beneath her gowns, close to her skin, where no maid nor fiancé could stumble upon them. But all that evening, through the laughter of guests and the hollow sparkle of champagne, her mind returned again and again to the bold lines of his hand.
The thought that chilled her most was not fear.
It was longing.
My dearest Evangeline,
Your words have brought me more comfort than I can rightly say. To know you still live, still write, still are you—even if changed—gives me strength in this place where every smile feels like a mask.
I tremble as I write this, but I must confess: I feel echoes of what you described. Not in fullness, but in faint tugs, moments when the world seems tilted toward something I cannot name. It frightens me. And yet—it would be dishonest to claim I do not also feel a kind of awe.
I have hidden your letter, and his note, close against me. If discovered, I would be ruined, but I cannot part with them. They burn against my heart, reminding me that I am not mad, that what I sense is not invention.
If you come to my wedding, even in shadow, I will look for you. Just to see you again, to know I am not alone, would mean more than any jeweled gift or whispered blessing.
Yours in defiance of all they say,
Clara
Written in a different ink, slanted as if an afterthought. Clara uses imagery that could pass as idle fancy if intercepted.
P.S. Do you remember when we were girls, and we spoke of ghostly knights wandering old vineyards? I think I have seen one. A figure among the vines—too large for a man, too silent for a laborer. The workers laugh at my talk of shadows, but I feel him there. He does not come close, yet sometimes I wake with the certainty that he watches. Tell me, Evangeline: when you first felt your Bond, did it begin with such distant company?
Sent in the same delicate stationery Clara has grown to recognize, the scent faintly of lavender and smoke from her country hearth.
My dearest Clara,
Your words make my heart ache and flutter all at once. I understand the trembling, the awe, the fear. That strange, immense presence you speak of—ghostly knight, shadow among the vines—do not doubt yourself. It is real, even if the world insists you imagine it.
I remember well those first tugs, the quiet pull that seemed to whisper in our very bones. You are not alone in this. And neither were we truly alone, not ever. Fear is natural, but it is only part of it; the wonder, the awe, the warmth you cannot name—these are gifts as well.
Come to me when you can, even if for a stolen hour, and I will teach you what it means to walk both worlds. And yes, it began just so: distant, patient, insistent, threading itself into everything until one day it is no longer just a presence, but a truth you cannot ignore.
Always yours,
Evangeline
Written on heavy cardstock, the letters are precise and deliberate, unflinching as steel.
Lady Clara,
You describe the figure accurately. Your perception does not deceive you. He is not a shadow, nor a product of imagination. He is as you sense: present, observing, patient.
Do not approach him without preparation. Do not speak of him to others. Do not attempt to name him in a way that invites interference. Your family, your society, your fiancé—they cannot comprehend, and any mention risks ruin.
Observe. Endure. You are not yet Bonded, but the thread has begun. Keep your mind clear. Your courage will be required, and your discretion is paramount.
Wanted to try to write about my two sillies for the first time 🥺 Gotta love my sillies
Even if he didn't really like it (due to the inefficiency of the act) his eyes wandered to find her pinkish toned thighs, his body craved the softness of it. You could ask the Davrax some time ago and he wouldn't even care about the comfort of the thin mattress of the cot, "As long as it's usable to it's purpose" that would be his reply.
But now the tables had shifted, and his mind couldn't or just didn't want to concentrate on his blueprints any longer, Davrax's subconsciousness had another thing to put all its efforts in memorizing.
"Stay there, Little Thing" he ordered with a groggy voice.
Lonihx didn't even plan to move in the first place. The cot, while a bit too hard to nap on it, was pretty decent for her to stretch her legs.
"There... just like... that" A loud metallic thud was heard as the Warpsmith fell to his knees right in front of the cot, while removing the helmet as his head slowly fell to that sweet spot where her thighs met.
In the moment she felt the weight of the man on her lap, Lonihx's throat purred smoothly to the first showcase of his neediness for the daemonette.
"Finally cracking?" She asked in her usual honey-like tone, the same tone she uses to tease him because she knows how much he hates it.
And that was the same tone he was now craving to hear in hush tones on his ear.
"Just... need to check something"
The usual silence of the recluded room would keep going, until a murmur started to rise from him.
"...18, 19, 20..."
"...27, 28, 29, 30..."
And then again.
"...14, 15, 16, 17..."
"...23, 24, 25, 26..."
Memorizing her little details, this was his excuse, his little loophole to just not admit that he was falling for the softness of her flesh.
"37 little moles on your right thigh, 32 on the left one..." He mumbled as he engraved into his mind that little fact about her.
"And that information is useful because...?"
And now, for once, Davrax couldn't even come up with an excuse, his only reply was a drowned groan as he nuzzled deeply into her warm skin.
i love iron warriors bc they're literally always having the worst day of their life. they're like if a WWI infantryman was also a contractor experiencing wage theft
Personally the most fascinating part to me when it comes to Honsou, is that he is always two breaths away from bringing Uriel into any discussion.
Ship is boarded? *inhale* Uriel wouldn't have been so reckless to attack like that.
Looking at a map? *inhale* Uriel is out there, I wonder where he is...
His food is cold? *inhale* Somehow it's Uriel's fault. He is breathing, it shifts the currents of the air, and that air is making his food colder. Far fetched? *inhale* that too is somehow Uriel's fault.
Like man. I get it, you miss your hateboyfriend but there is like... a siege going on, we are being shot from all sides. And I know you miss staring into Uriel's eyes, but maybe, sorta kinda stop daydreaming about him for an hour. Too much? Maybe half and hour, baby steps.
Baby steps? *inhale* Uriel's clone is a baby URIEEEL
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"No, silly little redeemed Horus Lupercal, once Primarch of the noble Luna Wolves! Don't press the better rendered big fat "Become a Random Xenos" button! NOOO...! "
There is a Very good reason as for WHY O HATE RENDERING NECRONS— so much shiny T^T) It's too much. Takes forevuh.
Course the guy named HORUS becomes a Necron, his BALDNESS is an universal constant across realities, written on the sarcastic fabric of The Warp itself.
... Hn. Wonder what The Other boys Would Become If They pressed The Button—
I mean— I can't decide wich color goes bettet on This COMPLETLY NORMAL SMUG RANDOM NECRON OVERLORD CRIPTEK that AAAAA SHOWED UP HERE, so here are a few RGB skins/settings for him. I love How These Shiny geriatric alien gamer PCs look good in Every color.
These are 2625x3500 100% digital renderings captured in Ibis Paint X, using a bunch of Necrons and my own Horus Lupercal design as reference, I Tried to Keep his overall... Vibe??? With for me IS Just HIS imposing body language and smugness, also The Moon patterns I usually give him, using The Shadow of The Necrons brow as his eyebrows, etc. His Butt Chin Becomes a open Necron Jaw and— YES MY NECRONS WILL CONTINUE TO HAVE JAWS, FIGHT ME.
LESBIAN RAGE, ✨Bissexual Magic✨, Big Fat Gorgeous Aromatic Lazyness or Trans Perfection?
. . .
Wait... You didn't know these were flag coded?— How? I mean look at'em
Happy Pride (AND MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS) Month, ya GORGEOUS HERETICS! CEGORATH LOVES LIKES YOU ALL, YES YES!
These are 100% digital 2625x3500 drawings done on Ibispaint X! I mostly mashed My own Angron design with his Joytoy, Because I really wanted to Keep his Humanity and his bodypaint, and Not, It doesn't make Sense and Angron is a Raging Beast, but I like him too much to Always draw him as an animal.
🐀✏️Need a new mascot/profile pic, might aswell have fun with it.💅🏾 (✏️+🔴=🐀)
This is a disgusting lil fat brown rat that runs this Tumblr now, with the Only purpose to annoy serious people who hate fun, and snort some Warpstone while doing that.
These are 2250x3000 100% digital illustrations done and captured on Ibis Paint X, Because skaven don't pay for software neither bother themselves with learning Procreate and Other Fancy programs for Fancy people.
What is The Best Sororitas Helmet Design ever made? This One, by @gang_sisters_of_battle and originally GORGEOUSLY illustrated @jacmurart both on Instagram, clearly.
These are Gang's design for her Sisters of the Secta Mortis, and they are Blanks/Nulls, I just call them mini sisters of silence in my Head tbh.
They could kick Maggie's bird ass
YOU CAN GET THESE, YOU KNOW?
As Always, I changed a LOT of Lil stuff and put this amazing helmet on My own favorite Armour design filled with details I like JUST TO ERASE Said details After because I AM a lazy rodent, also have a Shameless Magnus The Red and Digital Circus plug Just because.
I AM usually a Boobarmour hater with ALL of My Heart but This helmet makes anything look cool somehow
These are 2625x3500 digital drawings done and recorded on Ibis Paint X, for free, JUST LIKE THE MODELS FOR THE HELMET ARE, The references are ALL over The place but The Helmet is The star of The show, and The rendering Took like a week of me cursing at metalic Gold trim and teeth, but worth it
. . . I still Think They should open on the mouth btw 🐀✏️💅🏾
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🏴☠️🧛🏻🍻I have known Undead Pirates exist in Warhammer for Less than 48 hours now and I AM so normal about them and theyr Stupid cool ships with legs and massive crabs and pirate zombies and skeletons and whatever the fuck this greacy wrinkly drunk guy has going on.
If I had a nickle for every ugly blood drinking goth coded multiple personality having crazy dramatic pathetic lil skinny rat man in Warhammer, I would have 3 nickles. But Luthor IS better because he is more Fun.
Imma Never render this fucking Thing but wouldn't that be Cool???? This Would be Very Cool 2625x3500 renderings, BUT I AM LAZY so nah
Etc etc vampires etc etc Legendary Lord insane Grand Commodore of the Dreadfleet who cares Luthor Harkon etc etc PIRATES
It's been a while since I drew our Handsome friend Crow Crow over here— I mean Bird Bird— I mean Scientific Crow Name I mean Corvus Corax, Primarch of The Raven Guard, Master of Civil Revolution, Lord of Sneaky Shadows and Feathered Personal Attacks against Lorgar, but I do love drawing this handsome face, The Superior Goth Coded Pale Black Eyed boy™
Oh no... Now look at what You've done! WHY are YOU so Mean?!? He has a philosophy degree and stuff, more respect! *Tsc tsc tsc
This is a late b-day for an amazing Corvus fan friend of mine~
These are 2625x3500 digital illustrations, done 100% on Ibis Paint X, and here is The step by step of how I (DON'T DO IT LIKE ME, I AM WEIRD, DO IT LIKE YOURSELF) to render skin to make It look wet/oiled up, ✨Contrast✨, The highlights get Very White and reflective, and we love that for him~
If You don't Know (How??) The Lord of the Dark Eldar/Drukhari is The most Evil, disgusting, horrible, Pain consuming sadomasowhataver You wanna call him he probably IS worse, and he looks like Goth Thranduil (I mean... Don't They ALL, kinda?) 90% of The time and like Smooth Konrad Curze on the the rest, So It feels so Nice to draw a Ugly Deformed Elf face sometimes
These are 2625x3500 sketched on Ibispaint X and mashed together on Capcut~ Only sketched Because RENDERING? EW
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I can't— The chicken is just to gorgeous, fucking bean of Sunshine— putting the bat next to him Just makes him even more gorgeous somehow.
I Gotta study cartoony styles more, its Just so expressive
Also have been doing some based on that badass John Blanche Photo, of him like ' GRRRRRR ' or WAAAAGH, I am Very hesitant of drawing Real Life people and messing It up, charicature is hard, but I really liked These ones
😡✏️😏Ownt... Look at you scrolling/sliding all the way to see the full art, like a good lil heretic... Here, have a treat.
" His teeth are made out of WHAT? " — lil coal and pencil using Remembrancer right before getting shot by Lotara, or step on by Kharn, probably.
And yes, I shall continue to draw The Nail's Heat Dissipators like long metalic dreadlocks because THERE ARE TOO MANY BALD MEN HERE ALREADY.
I am THIS CLOSE to giving Vulkan an Afro just out of spite.
Here are ALL of the stages, since Tumblr can't handle my fat load of images.
These are 2625x3500 drawings of Angron, and he is probably The easiest Primarch for me to draw because he is the One I draw The most, Also his face is Just a Very angry Square.
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