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ok so!!! i really liked the "primarch rescuing their kidnapped spouse," and then i had a thought: what if THEY were kidnapped (and tortured) and YOU helped rescue them?
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Well, all of them react with some degree of embarrassment and wounded pride, but it varies and let us see how exactly.
Lion El'Jonson
For Lion, it is a wound to his pride, and one that he is going to take some time to recover from. However, he still praises you and is very grateful for your ingenuity and for the fact that you risked your - much more fragile than his - life to save his. He may not throw you a big celebration, but his quiet acceptance of the fact that you are much stronger than he thought you were will linger in your daily life for years to come.
Fulgrim
Fulgrim is tricky. On one hand, he is elated that you have shown such progress. On the other, he is embarrassed that he has been seen in such a humiliating situation. Honestly, he is off to find some quiet time and may even seclude himself from you after the rescue. But once it is done, he will come up with some way to show his appreciation. And worry not, it will be as perfect as it could possibly be.
Perturabo
Perturabo is probably the worst of them. He already perceives the kidnapping and torture attempt as a huge slight against him, and having you save him, no matter how valiant you are, is simply adding insult to injury. He will be grumpy, not even thankful, at least for the first few days. After that, he will reluctantly say that yes, you did an admirable job of saving him.
Jaghatai Khan
Khan laughs. He always knew you possessed a fighter's spirit, but now he has a chance to bear witness to it. And what a spectacle it is. You are a fury reborn, crushing those who dared to cage him and taking no prisoners. He will make sure to write about your valor once the danger has passed, after he has rushed you away, of course.
Leman Russ
Leman's pride is hurt, but seeing you charging in, probably leading a band of his sons, just makes him love you more. Truly, you are a soul that completes his own. After the battle - short and bloody - the first thing he does is pepper you with kisses and sing praises. And after that, there will be a feast of feast on Fenris - all in your honor.
Rogal Dorn
Dorn's bastion has been breached, and he has been taken hostage. Moreover, he is a torture victim. So when he sees his sons, led by you, breaking through the wall that he knew was structurally unsound, he smiles. Even with his bruised face, he smiles. He taught you well, and now you are about to show his captors exactly why good fortifications are of the utmost importance.
Konrad Curze
Konrad is pissed. Not at you, but at the situation and at himself. Once he sees you, he barks at you to release him so he can have his fill of blood and flesh. If you ignore him, he will sulk for days afterward. But he will still bring you something questionable as a present. If you do let him loose, well, you will know exactly who you just freed.
Sanguinius
The first part of saving the great angel is reining his sons in because they are ready to charge without a plan or care. The second part is reining them in once again when you breach the inner chamber and see Sanguinius beaten and bruised. Yet you manage both tasks admirably. And now you have your angel lying in bed, ready to be taken care of by you. Did he foresee it?
Ferrus Manus
Holding Gorgon down is not an easy feat. Beating him up is even harder. He does not give his assailants a moment of peace, and that gives you an opportunity to strike from behind. Everything is over in an instant, and then he finally breaks free and stops because he sees you. In that moment, he is weaker than he was before. Your flesh was stronger than his steel.
Angron
For Angron, being a captive is another layer of cruelty. It brings him back to a situation he thought he had escaped long ago, but now he is back where he was, exactly as helpless as before. Then he sees you charging in to save him. For the moment, everything goes quiet. And next he sees you dealing with everything in the room. The world is full of sounds and lights again, but they shine upon you and you alone.
Roboute Guilliman
For once, there were no contingency plans for Roboute, so he was captured. However, despite the lack of a contingency plan, you charged in like a cavalry officer with his sons, quickly dispatching his assailants. Well, apparently everyone in the room needed to learn that underestimating you is a bad idea, including Roboute himself.
Mortarion
While Mortarion does not take well to being captured, he knows he can endure. No matter what they throw at him, his foster father has probably done much worse. Yet he is surprised to see the room filling with a gas he knows he can tolerate but others cannot. Once all the assailants are on the floor, the door opens and you step in. He can tell it is you even with the mask. Just look at you, using his methods. Truly, you are his match.
Magnus the Red
Holding Magnus captive is more of a psychic than a physical task. So they surround him with Blanks, which causes him great pain, but they did not count on you bringing a big old hammer to this fight. After all, magic is magic, but ten pounds of metal to the face is still ten pounds of metal to the face. After the daring, if somewhat rudimentary, rescue, you will have the great honor of taking care of your Red King and hearing his slightly feverish words of thanks directed toward you and you alone.
Horus Lupercal
Horus is beyond embarrassed at seeing you and the Mournival charging in to save him, yet it still fills him with pride. Yes, you are truly worthy of him. He will, however, try never to mention that. At least not in public. In private, that is an entirely different matter.
Lorgar Aurelian
Lorgar is humbled and inspired. This is proof that you truly are a saint sent into his life to light the way and always support him. Dear one, once you dispatch those miscreants, he will be sure to fall to his knees and whisper words of vehement prayer toward you, despite this being neither the time nor the place. But even if you manage to avoid the worship in the moment, prepare for it to happen at the altar once the two of you are safely out of here.
Vulkan
Vulkan is beyond worried. Even beaten and tortured to the point of near death, he is worried that you are going to be hurt. And that alone gives him the strength to break free and absolutely decimate everyone in the room, all to ensure that you do not get hurt.
Corvus Corax
The fact that someone managed to get ahold of Corvus, let alone capture him, is bewildering. But they may have captured the shadow, yet they are not as good at hiding it, because you and his sons were able to find him within a matter of days and are now planning the stealthy rescue operation. The kidnappers will not know what hit them, but Corvus will always know that it was you who saved him.
Alpharius Omegon
How someone managed to get ahold of either Alpharius or Omegon is a mystery. But if someone got hold of the two of them, that would be a miracle. What is less of a miracle is that you are arriving as a cavalry force with a dozen lookalikes, each claiming to be the real one. So now the kidnapper is confused, and you have the element of surprise. Do not waste it, because then you will be handsomely rewarded, after the rescue mission, of course.
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20. âI just want to show you how much I love you...â
"It's fine! You just need to jump!"
You looked down. It was a jump high enough for a neck to be broken and to be paralyzed or dead.
You took another step back, murmurs from his sons that were watching the scene.
"It's too early..." spoked Raldoron. "Maybe we can take smaller jump?"
"No." Said with certantly the Angel. "She can do it. It's in her blood."
He moved just belowe the platform, his arms and wings wide open, looking at you like looking at a star.
"My dear, I swear to you it will be fine!"
"N-no! It's too high!"
"I swear, I'll be here to catch you!"
"I can't! I said I can't! I'll die!"
"You won't! Never under my gaze! Here!"
You looked down, to his gentle smile and his loving arms. You gulped, you didn't know where you found the strength but you took a step forward to the edge, a gulf of air touched your face and some feathers.
You trembled, the human side of you screaming to get back and to gave up! And the side that gaved you wings begged you to gave it a chance, to gave HIM a chance.
You close you eyes,you holded your breath and took another step forward and the platform was gone.
Gasp and curses, boots that moved and a fast and erratic move of wings.
You flapped your wing with all you got, the fast air moved against you and cutted your face, you were fast too fast!
You wanted to stop and beg, instead you kept on fighting the pressure, the strenght of the air, the fall!
And then you felt...slow down, slightly, easily, each clap gaved a jump and a bump in the air.
And then arms, his arms.
Sanguinius holded you with a smile that could had outshined the sun and when yoi opened your eyes he was there for you, in excitement and pride.
"I...I did it?"
"You did! It was a start and you did it!"
You looked around, the blood angels clapping in a shared moment of happiness. The most courageous ones screamed and complimented you, all while you still trembled in his arms.
"I...I DID!" You finally exhaled, hugging your prince back.
You did it. You flied.
///
You were completely passed out, exhausted to the point that in the instant you touched the bed you were already fast asleep.
He had to gently stop the serf to wake you up to prepare you for the night, the image of your sleeping form, with your wings covering you up like a soft blanket, it was just too precious to ruin it. He would had allowed it, today it was a spacial day.
He had grown to love how you sleeped, the way your lips moved, how you stirred in your sleeps, the small sigh you made, all was just too adorable. You had troubles in sleeping on your back, he planned to explain to you how to fix the pillows and the covers and how to move your wings so you won't damage the feathers.
You were lucky in a certain way, he had to learn everything by himself. Sleeping, how to clean his wings, how to fly... Everbody mistaken that the idea that he had just started to fly all of a sudden, no one knew about the terrifying fall he had done in the sand. Only you could understand that...
His hand caressed your head, a smile grow on his lips when he remembered the first time you opened them and saw him.
Confused, afraid, shocked...embarassed...everything was moving behind your eyes and he knew that it was absolutely normal. After all, it wasn't an everyday thing to wake up and found yourself in the bed of one of the Primarchs! Especially the one that you had admired and loved.
He giggled remembering how embarassed you looked when he mentioned your book, the tome full of image of him, newspaper clippings, posters and everything that could have been even the slightest mention of him. You looked like a child found stealing, but he was everything but embarassed!
"...You...You don't...mind?"
"No! No no! On the contrary! I'm quite flattered! Yet, you must know everything about me but I know so little about you!"
Your start was akward, attentive, trying everything to not make a bad impression on the man you had always admired and he loved it. And he was fighting with every inchbof his strenght to not fall on his knees and confess his total devotion, about his visions of your future together, about his love for a creature that he had merely knew.
He disbtold the truth, he confessed about his power, that he had searched for you!... He had just omitted the part that would had showed the beast in your eyes.
He was orrified when he had saw how your poor back has been reduced, the amount of scarring tissue that overlapped and your flesh wounds. He wanted to blame someone, but he couldn't blame the love of a family when they do what they can to protect each other. Humans weren't so accepting on mutants, they revered him because he was the son of the Emperor, but you? A nobody could had never been accepted. He didn't blamed them...
The apothecaries believed that they could remove the scars and substitute it implant, trying to gave it a new look to be less damaged. They also believed that, aftervyour description, your wings were practically untouched.
...ah...his sons...
He had his fears. He was worried about how his sons would take your presence between them at his side, of they would accept you or hunt you down fearing for his safety.
He made sure that his trusted sons would meet you firstly: to Raldoron, that looked at you and glimpsed a kind smile, and to his Sanguinary guards, that immediately shared the one objective to defend you as they would defend their father. Azkaellon was...an hard choice, his devotion to him was clearly an obstacle for your union.
He presented you to his legion with the help of the veterans that had planted the seeds and the questions in their younger brother, especially because he needed time. He wanted you to appear like the angel he knew you were,like you were meant to belong with them,with your wings fully grown and ready to soar.
How adorable you were while you were crying those happy tears, surrounded by the salutations of his sons and their desire to meet you. Throne, even Azkaellon had grown to like you, maling sure that none of his brother would take too much of your time.
His hand grazed your soft feather , admiring how radiant you were. White as snow as him, yet they reached a soft peachy tone to the end, the color of the sky if Baal when the sun star to set on the horizon. Even there you were meant to be at his side.
You stirred in your sleep, like feeling his love and adoration radiating through him. Were you dream of him? Of your life together? Of what the future waited for you? Your lips parted, a small sigh, a whisper in your throat and the words came out!
".....un....cl...e..."
....Oh....You were still remembering them?
His hand flinched,he closed it trying to control it but the tremor became more visible.
My lord, we are surprised and flattered by your presence in our humble home. But you are asking too much for us!
He had to sit down, a hand on his forehead, trying to make those moments lock again in the back of his mind.
We would need those money, yes, but...it's what is left of my sister! I cannot part with her!
He coughed, he immediately darted to the amphora filled soth wine. He took a good gulp, ignoring the goblets and staining his vests with some drops of the red liquid.
She's like a daughter to me, to us. We will not just...sell her! I'm sorry, please, be understandable...
He understood that he just wanted to have you, to free you from those painfull sessions, to allowing you to be free! And what have they done in all that time?! Holding you down, cutting, scrapping down, forcing yoi to behave.
...No, no no they had no other choice. Other would had killed you, they did what they could...
They could had just let you go, allowing him to make their life easy! They were proud and far too kind to just sell you, to do what everyone would have done and forget about you.
It was a necessary evil...one that painfully hurted you.
When you asked about your family, where they were, if you could talk to them...
"We couldn't save them...some burglars,riders maybe...when we arrive they were already..."
He lied, he holded you when you cried for his lies, allowing the murder of your family to embrace you and console you.
He celebrated a small ceremony, somwthing that would allow you to say goodbye, one to allow him to beg forgiveness for what he had done.
"It was for the best...yes, it was gor the best...they would let you stay in that room to suffer...yes, they were guilty just as me..."
He whispered to himself, trying to believe his own lies. He turned to you, to your sleeping form , the one creature that was worth enough to condamn him to damnation.
âI just want to show you how much I love you... to show to the hole world that our love can be real..."
He said, feeling the tears starting to cross his perfect cheeks.
Warnings: Mentions of death and sickness. Poor Little Cat is not having a good day.
Description: Taliesin is trying to take care of his mortal, fragile Little Cat. But even his best efforts are not enough.
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The storm came upon them without warning.
Taliesin strode undeterred through the howling fury of rain and wind. To either side, close enough that he could touch both without fully extending his arms, rose the sheer stone walls of the mountain pass. Water funnelled down their surface in glistening sheets, turning the hard-packed dirt beneath his sabatons into a river that surged halfway to his knees.
Grey water. Grey walls. Grey sky overhead.
It could give the illusion of passing through a liquid vortex.Â
âAre you all right, Little Cat?â
The disgruntled huff from somewhere behind his head brought a curve to his lips. He felt your weight shift atop his power pack and reached up to grasp one of your calves where it hung over his shoulder.
âSteady.â
âIâm trying!â
He supposed it was only natural youâd shout, given the rolls of thunder shaking small stones loose all around them. Still, he would have preferred it if you hadnât done it directly into his ear. Taliesin thought about telling you.
A soft curse made him think better of it.
âI just got dry⌠and now this⌠Throne damn itâŚ.â
Not shouting this time. Also, most likely not expecting a response. Taliesin quickened his step. The sooner they left this narrow pass behind, the sooner he could find you shelter.Â
A muffled shriek. Arms locked tight around his head.Â
âTaliesin!â
He stopped and repeated his earlier question. âAre you all right, Little-?â
âDonât lurch forward like that! I almost fell!â
He twisted his head as far as he was able, catching the barest glimpse of your hip and torso. âApologies. Perhaps this was not the most inspired idea.â
Your arms remained around his head, but now he felt the extra weight of you resting your cheek atop them. âLetâs just keep going. Please.â
âLittle Cat?â
âWhat?!â
âI will be able to move faster with the use of my eyes.â
â... oh.â
Your hands moved from his face. This time your fingers found purchase in his sodden hair.Â
Oh. That is⌠an interesting sensation.
âYou may keep doing that if it provides additional stability.â
âPlease just keep walking. Or running. Running would be better.â
You sound miserable.
A surge of concern washed through him. He needed to find you shelter. Preferably somewhere warm and dry. Soon.
âHold on.â
âI am- woah!â
The grinding noise of his armor servos made Taliesin grit his teeth as he jogged through the flooded pass. Already the plate felt heavier than it should. If it sustained much more damage, he might have to remove select pieces. Never an easy task without the aid of at least one techpriest and a full team of Armory serfs.Â
He sent a quick nonverbal request to the armorâs machine spirit.
Please, remain functional until I find a safer location.
Then he heard you cough.
***
Too hot.
You awoke to the feeling of being stifled, your cheek pressed against something hard, your neck bent at an odd angle. You tried to shift away.
I canât move.
Your eyes few open to be met by a solid wall of darkness. Somewhere nearby water dripped and rushed. A peal of thunder rattled your teeth in your skull. And bands of what felt like solid metal held your limbs immobile.Â
Panic.
Let me go, let me go, LET ME-
âEasy, Little Cat.â
The voice drained every drop of terror away. You blinked. Just when your eyes finally began to adjust to the darkness a bright flash of lightning turned everything white. You jumped, the crown of your head bashing against what you could only assume was Taliesinâs armor.
Opening your mouth to cry out resulted in a prolonged coughing fit.
Throne, it feels like my lungs are trying to tear free!
An armored hand spanned the entirety of your back. It rubbed awkward circles, bumping painfully over the ridges of your spine and shoulder blades, until the coughing stopped.
âBreathe. Just breathe.â
He soundsâŚ.
Not afraid. Surely not. Concerned? Unsure? You couldnât place the exact emotion in his deep voice. The arms locked around you tightened uncomfortably.
âT-Taliesin?â
âYes?â
âToo⌠tightâŚ!â
âAh.â The grasp loosened. âForgive me. Better?â
You were still too hot. And yet, somehow, you couldnât seem to stop shivering.Â
âWhere⌠are we?â
âA cave. I discovered it carved into the wall of the pass, presumably by intelligent hands. Rough steps led up to its entrance.â
As soon as you could make out shades of grey, you swiveled your head. The cavern ceiling looked to be about six feet above the floor. You couldnât see past Taliesinâs bulk to tell how deep it ran. In the lightning flashes, you saw that the Angel of the Emperor was on his knees and still bent nearly double, pauldrons curved inward. What you could see of his face lookedâŚ.
You snickered in spite of yourself, barely managing to avoid another coughing fit.
âWhat is so amusing?â
âYou look⌠comfortable.â
A sigh. âI assure you I am not.â
A pang of guilt cut through your amusement.Â
Iâm being a burden.Â
âYou could have kept going.âÂ
His golden eyes found yours. âYour temperature was rising beyond what is normal for healthy mortals.â
You set your jaw, trying and failing to control your bodyâs shivers. âI would have been fine!â
âI will not risk your health.â
Something in the way he said it filled you with a whole different kind of warmth. You grabbed hold of the feeling, crushed it, and locked it deep, deep down inside you.Â
Do not think it. Do not feel it. Do not acknowledge its existence.Â
âLittle Cat? Your heart rate is rising.â
âIâm fine.â You refused to look at his golden eyes again. âJust tired.â
âSleep, then. We will move when the weather becomes less hostile.â
You closed your eyes. And tried very hard to convince yourself you hadnât heard his last, almost whispered, words.
âPlease do not fall ill. I cannot⌠please.â
***
The storm passed.
You did not wake.
Taliesin tried. He called your name, or at least the name by which he knew you. He gripped your shoulder, carefully, and jostled you. He called louder.
You shivered. You coughed. You even let out a tiny, mewling noise that made his hearts stutter in his chest for some reason.Â
But your eyes did not open.
Taliesin was an Astartes. A Space Marine. He knew no fear.
Or so he had always been told.
He wracked his brain for any and all information heâd learned from his Company Apothecary. The scarred veteran had treated as many mortals as brothers, perhaps more, in his long centuries of service. From him Taliesin learned of the fragility of the mortal body.
You have been cold and wet for far too long.
Heâd tried. Heâd sought out the cave for you, even when his every warriorâs instinct screamed to push onward. Heâd held you against him in an effort to share his bodyâs naturally higher heat, even though heâd sworn to keep his distance.Â
But now you would not wake.Â
The canvas heâd scavenged for you from the crash site was proving ineffective. Already its edges had been frayed and torn. And a quick press of his gauntlet against your skin showed how unsatisfactory it was at retaining heat.Â
You need proper clothing.
And rest.
And mortal medicine.
None of these things he could provide.Â
This failure was inevitable.Â
He shook his head against the mounting thoughts of doom⌠and curses⌠and ill luckâŚ.
âNo.â
Not this time.
It took more ungainly contortions to extract himself from the cave. His armor shrieked and sparked against the stone. But he emerged with you cradled in his arms, and a desperate light in his eyes. One leap bypassed the carven stairs entirely. Stone cracked beneath his feet, water spraying, as he landed and immediately began to run.
The abandoned outpost will have what you need.
Logic tried to pierce his hope. The outpost had been abandoned for decades. He could not know in what state he would find it. More than likely the primitive inhabitants of this world had stripped it of every possibly useful item long ago.Â
It will have what you need.
The outpost was still days away. Your temperature was too high. If you remained unconscious, dehydration would take you faster than illness. And what if your illness was no natural thing, but some evil born in your time amongst the Traitors?
What medicine could help you then?
âThe outpost will have what you need, Little Cat.â He spoke through gritted teeth. âIt will. By the Emperor, it MUST.â
I will not watch you die. Not you.
He could see the end of the pass ahead. Light, like the Emperorâs own golden rays, pierced the grey clouds above to illuminate a gentle slope beyond the stark stone walls. Green grass as high as his hips, dotted with large blooms of some kind, rippled in a breeze he could not yet feel.Â
Taliesin remembered the cannibal womanâs ominous warnings. How they avoided the land around the outpost. How things that were âwrongâ dwelled there.
At this moment, it looked like a paradise.Â
Which made the gut punch of EVIL suddenly resonating up the pass behind him all the more jarring.
***
He lay on his belly, like the serpent he so tried to be, at the mouth of the gap between peaks. It looked like a great wound in the stone. His two primary hands grasped the edges of the walls as if to rip the wound even wider. His secondary arms supported his torso, bent at the elbow like that of a lizard.
The forked tongue flicked. The fangs glistened in the wan light.
âI smell you, Pet.â
His opalescent eyes glimmered with rage even as His jaw unhinged into an impossible grin.Â
Mud coated his coils, obscuring the Slaaneshi runes heâd had painstakingly carved upon each pearly scale. He could feel it grating as He writhed. The armor Heâd perfected over millennia with crushed Aeldari soulstones and metal slowly extracted from the blood of living humans was scuffed. Even dented in places.Â
And his hairâŚ!Â
Rearing upright He raked his talons through the formerly silky waves. Sticks, dirt, disgustingly organic fragments of flora, evenâŚ.Â
A repulsive little invertebrate of some kind?!
His shriek of fury sent spiderweb cracks along the sheer stone cliffs.Â
Whatever interloper was fouling his beloved Pet, and forcing Him to foul Himself in the pursuit, would not die quickly.Â
His talons ripped gashes in the rock as He catapulted Himself forward. Coils expanding and contracting. All four limbs moving in perfected coordination. Liquid dripped from his fangs to sizzle and hiss upon the earth.Â
âI am coming, Pet!â His sing-song scream tinged the air an unholy purple. âI am coming to take you home!â
***
In Taliesinâs arms, your eyes shot open. Blank. Unseeing.
Yandere Emperor of Mankind with Flower đź power đ meta human hiding as a serf
You were born giftedâa quiet miracle hidden within a small, dustâchoked village on Terra, where your family served the Imperium as lowâtier serfs, bodies bent beneath endless labor. Even as a child, you carried an aura the elders could not name: a soft radiance, a gentle strangeness, something the Emperorâs priests would have called dangerous if they had seen it.
Your powers manifested early, but they were nothing like the psykers, those trembling conduits of the Warp who were branded heretics and dragged screaming to the Golden Throne. Your abilities were clean, holy, lifeâboundâyet the Imperium would never understand them.
Where psykers tore reality open, you healed it.
A single touch from your hand could revive a barren wasteland, coaxing green life from dead soil. The plants did more than growâthey spoke to you, whispering in your mind with voices like rustling silk. They adored your innocence, your unblemished heart, your refusal to harm even when threatened.
But innocence is fragile in the Imperium.
Your siblings discovered your secret. Their eyes filled with fear, then envy, then the cold calculation of survival. They threatened to tell the eldersâto have you detained, dissected, sanctified, or sacrificed.
They never got the chance.
Instinct surged through you, wild and protective. You summoned thorned rose bushes from the air itself, the vines erupting in a violent bloom. Your traitorous sibling reached for youâ and you turned them into an ivy plant, their body unraveling into twisting green tendrils, their scream dissolving into leaves.
The plants welcomed them. You did not.
You were alone in the outskirts of the village you called home.
You stashed a few edible mushrooms, a map, a compass, and you left your old identity behind.
Your family would betray you if they learned you changed your kin into a sentient vine.
Therefore, you fled. In the crust of your sandals worn itself down as you ran across the stone walls of the province.
Years later-
The Emperor was alone.
His radiant throne summoned every son of His dominion to kneel, its golden light a reminder that all glory began and ended with Him. He was the AllâFather, the Architect of Humanity, the singular mind through which civilization itself existed.
He believed every foe would be broken, emptied, and reshaped into mindless husks beneath His will. His might was unrivaled, unquestioned, cosmically absolute.
A low chuckle escaped Him, and His vast armies straightened their postures instantly, terrified to appear anything less than perfect beneath His gaze.
His reign was total. Every metahuman, psyker or not, existed only to enact His desires. Free will was a myth. Heretical technology was an insult. Nothing impure was permitted to breathe in His presence.
When His speech concluded, several noble families dared to approach, begging their radiant sovereign to choose a bride â to bless their lineage with divine favor.
He dismissed them with a single, bored glance.
Instead, He raised His goblet high, honoring His son Fulgrimâs flawless conquest of the exoâplanet â a world that now bowed to the Emperor without a single casualty. A victory worthy of His empire.
His sons roared in unison:
âHail Anthemia, the Sun of Mankindâs Glory!â
He smiled, proud and possessive. His sons had not failed Him. They had upheld their sacred oaths to scour the universe, to expand His dominion, to carve new worlds for His overpopulated Terra.
Humanity needed more space. The Imperiumâs fleets were suffocating in clusters of overcrowded ships. Only He could deliver salvation.
He had deceived elder gods older than the Milky Way. He had bent primordial beings to His will. He would force the universe itself to kneel.
No equal existed. No rival would ever rise.
He was the Emperor â and all creation was His to command.
He called for his advisor, Malcador â the ancient scribe who spent his days buried in scrolls, crafting Primarchs from forbidden lore and interrogating every potential psyker he dragged from Terraâs trembling masses.
Malcador approached with a bow so deep it bordered on worship.
âMy Sun,â he murmured, voice thin with reverence, âI bring fortunate news. A new cohort of serfs awaits to cleanse your divine form. And⌠I have a special request.â
The Emperorâs eyes glinted, amused and predatory.
âOh? Speak, loyal old scribe. What matters among thousands of serfs who exist only to perish should they fail their stations?â
Malcador swallowed, choosing his words with care.
âI have found a metahuman. Their mind is fresh⌠untouched. Ripe for shaping beneath your Sun.â
The Emperor leaned back, intrigued, a slow smile curling across his face.
âTempting.â His voice rolled like distant thunder. âBring them to me. I will disembark from this dull banquet. I want to see if they dare challenge me."
You
Your tears soaked through your navy tunic and silverâwired headdress, clinging to you like cold chains. You had spent months fighting the creeping mindâerasure that smothered every serf in the royal court â that thick, poisonous smog that hollowed people out until they became monotone, obedient machines waiting at the feet of the upper class.
Those selfish, gilded demons basked in effortless luxury, untouched by struggle or hunger. Meanwhile, you knelt on trembling knees, feeding grapes by hand to Horus. Rogal Dornâs eyes narrowed when he caught the flicker of anger in your brow â the way your gaze drifted toward the gardens with a longing you were never meant to feel.
A serf was supposed to be a blank slate. Your mentor had drilled that into you before you left for the capital. No dreams. No desires. No inner voice.
But you had climbed anyway â from a brownâbagged labor serf to a handmaiden of the Imperial Sons. And now you stood among them, terrified that every breath you took was too human, too alive, too aware.
You pitied the other women â those whose minds had already been wiped clean, their personalities carved out to create the perfect servile temper for the Imperiumâs inner sanctum. They smiled without thought. They obeyed without hesitation. They existed without identity.
No worries. No choices. No individuality.
Free will belonged only to those with wealth, lineage, and the Emperorâs favor. Everyone else â including you â lived under the crushing truth that your mind was a privilege you were never meant to keep.
Sadly, Malacador had sensed your hidden might long before you realized it. He watched you in the dark of night, a silent phantom in the corridors, parchmentâthin eyes gleaming with suspicion. He and Rogal Dorn compared notes in hushed tones, your secrets laid bare between them like contraband scripture.
They fed you small comforts, subtle kindnesses â just enough to make you believe you were safe, unaware that they already knew you were different, dangerously so.
And so, in the shadows of a sleeping empire, you crept toward the abandoned orchards â a forgotten stretch of land once owned by a deposed earl, now left to rot beneath Terraâs polluted skies.
The moment you stepped into the dead grove, the air changed.
The trees, skeletal and brittle, felt you.
Your mind swirled with their emotions â a storm of sensations not your own. First anger, sharp and thorned. Then loss, heavy as wet soil. Then, slowly, a trembling rejoicing as your power seeped into their roots.
Under your touch, the orchards awakened.
Rotting fruit split open, shedding its decayed flesh. Branches thickened. Leaves unfurled like newborn wings. The trees drank your power greedily, reshaping themselves into ripe, sweet, plump harvests that glowed faintly in the moonlight.
You smiled â a small, fragile thing â as if you had inhaled your own freedom for the first time.
Because the rest of your life was suffocation.
By day, you were nothing more than an ornament, a decorative servant draped in navy cloth and silver wire. A trembling waitress to the Emperorâs colossal sons â enlarged, armored guardâdogs of the Imperium whose presence made your spine lock straight as iron.
But here, in the resurrected orchard, surrounded by living things that loved you, you could finally breathe.
Even if Malacadorâs shadow was already closing in.
The Emperor observed your chained figure under his bestial, fiery stare.
You had the spirit of a fighter.
He loved breaking metahumans most of all. The last one had not made him quiver. But something in your furious rage struck a chord deep within his mind.
You had resisted the smoke that permeated the serf quarters â the same smoke that even his prideful sons used to strip the personalities from lesser humans in their midst.
Malacador dressed you in a burgundy slitâtunic, fastening the Emperorâs brass collar around your throat. Chains bound your wrists as the other serf women, cloaked and silent, unrobed the massive manâs ceremonial toga.
âLittle Gaia⌠what brings you into my keep?â His voice rolled like molten gold. âYou defied my orders. Fortunate for you that my Son and my Scribe took you instead of my executioners.â
âI yield to no one, you slimy tyrant!â you spat, hatred churning in your chest.
The chains were intricate, biting into your skin as you glared from the Emperorâs private bedchamber. In a burst of desperate haste, you tried to turn his brass metal into hemlock â to poison his touch, to reclaim your power.
But your abilities were numb. Muted. Smothered beneath his presence.
The laced wine you drank when Dorn summoned you alone had seemed like a simple reward for your service. You thought it was just him spoiling you â a rare moment of softness in the Imperium.
But when the Emperor entered the chamber, everything made sense.
His shadow swallowed the room.
His voice curled around you like molten iron.
âHanaha⌠you are amusing,â he said, studying your trembling form with predatory fascination. âI will mold you. Across all these cold cosmoses, there is no one like you. Your rage is a spectacle. I will shape it. I will shape you.â
Your pulse spiked. Your vision wavered.
âNoâscrew you and your corrupted rule,â you snarled, fighting the fog creeping into your mind. âI will escape. I will end your domain. Justâughâget out of my head.â
You spat at him, droplets striking his armor and evaporating instantly under its heat.
The Emperorâs psyker presence pressed into your thoughts â not physically, but like a suffocating force slipping through cracks in your fear and anger, warping them, bending them.
He touched your forehead with two fingers, not gently, but with the cold certainty of ownership.
A slow smirk followed.
âYou will be my most coveted treasure.â âYour gifts will herald a new era of tranquility. You restored a dead harvest with nothing but your soul â no strife, no forbidden technology.â
His eyes burned gold.
âYou are mine. You will yield.â âNow stand before me, Little Gaia.â
Your powers flickered, numb and unreachable. The brass around your wrists refused to change, no matter how desperately you tried to twist it into hemlock.
You were trapped â mind clouded, body weakening, and the Emperorâs presence crushing you like a verdict.
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When the sound of the music softened, when the lights of the fires was the only company and you could feel the wind outside the walls that the first captain finally slowed down.
You wanted to believe that, after lowering you down, you would be finally free of Gunnar's attention. He had bursted out laughing when he had carried youbon his shoulder away from the room, his brothers and his father. Instead, before you could escape him, his massive arms caged you alongside his chest and the wall.
"Stop it, please, I'm not in the mood for this."
"I know."
He had changed in a matter of seconds. From the disrespectfull and loudly wolf he jad morphed into something...different. Serious, focused, his eye no more made of ice but burning with a passion that almost scared you.
"You still think about him, don't you?"
You bitted your lips, the memory of the one you once loved and that had rejected you, your lord and his father, still was like a scar on you. His hand touched your cheek, gently, and he felt the so lovely contrast between his calloughed and your perfect skin.
"You do...you still do..."
"It's none of your business..."
"...No. is not..."
He lowered down, you felt his hot and humid breath against your forehead, then the soft touch of his lips against you.
"But I won't stop to fight untill I'll eradicate even my father image from your memory."
so of course it all began with the dearest songbird daydreaming her own wedding day
in case you haven't seen her, this is her circa M30 during her service to none other than Horus
..... aaaand that's still her. Except, of course, now Horus is gone and she is forced to face a world she was not meant to be a part of.
eventually she is found by the new Warmaster who, as per tradition, claims her as his own personal little songbird. He never stops taking his dad's stuff huh?
then an unfortunate visitor comes to the songbird's personal quarter's to offer her an escape of the sensational kind. You can imagine how that goes...
dump over xP I was just loaded up on caffeine and decided it was about time I drew my sweet birdie in a somewhat coherent story manner
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TW: mention of violence, yandere, obsession behaviour
22. âThe next time they touch whatâs mine, Iâll cut their fucking arm off.â
Your head peaked out from behind Kyrin, observing the Lord that had so kindly decided to help you.
His shoulders were large but covered in a thick blanket of black feathers but it was impossible to believe that his size was a mere game of prospective. Even if seated he could easily beat many man in height, even if Kyrin had once mentioned that his father wasn't even between the tallest of the Primarchs.
His hair were of a striking black, with some blueish tones when the few lights that were around touched them, and they somehow reminded you of the feathers ofbthe crows that were observing the scene like spectators.
His eyes were striking for their unicity, two big black orbs that made him remind you once again of those birds. Those eyes were a common traits, kyrin had them too with the exception that one of them has been lost gone in a battle.
He smiled, he looked nervous.
"She's shy..."
"I noticed." Responded Corvus, looking at you with an hidden adoration. Damn, he wanted so badly to be normal, to look like your presence wasn't like dancing with sin but how could he when you were just...so perfect?
You were adorable, beautiful in that dress that he had found. He lack the taste that Fulgrim had, but when he saw it wore it by another baseline his first thought wasvthat you would look perfect in that.
He was right tho.
"Are you feeling well, my Lady?" This was his forst conversation with you...well with you aware of him at least. You shifted in your shoes, looking down, your hands holding Kyrin cape like it could help you make things alittle less akward.
"He just want to know your whereabouts..."
"Is fine Kyrin. I did not want to pressure her."
"..." you looked again at him, to the giant that spoked with a quiet voice and weared those curious trinkets like feathers and small skulls like jewelry. "... I'm fine....my lord...thank you..."
And while he smiled you wondered where you had saw him before...
///
The crow were always around. You like to call them like that, his sons.
They weren't bad, to be honest you had noticed that they were quite nice, especially to you, peobably because of your frail health. They were around , always around, monitoring everything and moving like shadow.
"It's our way." Told you Kyrin when one of his brothers appeared almost from the nothingless. " We move where eyes cannot see us. Take actions where we can avoid conflicts."
Kyrin was an old warrior, a veteran that didn't barked command but spoke with a soft voice. Yet, they assured yoi that no blade was swift like his own. He had been chosen by his father to watch over you for the voyage to Deliverance, their home planet, because he has been in a...similiar situation.
"I had a sister, once." He told you with a melancholic tone. "She was sick...I couldn't do much for her... slaves do not require medical attention."
"...were you a slave?"
"A long time ago, yes."
"And...what happened?"
"My Father, Corvus Corax happened."
He told you about him, about the name that Deliverance once had, about the prisoners, the long hours of work, the people that couldn't even eat or sleep properly. He told you that Corvus became the hero that they needed, that he freed them, that brought justice.
And you realized that Corvus was more kinde than you could imagine.
"...I would like to know more about him..."
"... I'm sure he would love that."
There was never the intention to lead you to his father, to allow the spark of curiosity to finally fire up the possibility of you getting closer to him. He had done nothing onm purpose, even if it was clearly the intention that him and his brothers had.
While mortals could not see the shadows dancing between the corners of the ship, they clearly understand the sudden ruckus, as they could see sometimes, between the few lights, the features of their father admiring this fragile creature.
The Ravens has been gifted with things that other Space Marines would had not find important or usefull, but they hold with pride their ability of observation . They had noted how the shadow seemed to bend around you, how they seemed to be always not too close, yet present where you stay. Always close, always reachable and they knew who chould have done this.
They noticed hiw their father seemed...interested in things he had view as moundain or trivial, how his eyes seemed to lingering on screens that were fastly closed to them, how he seemed lost in thoughts and dreams.
It was obvious what was happening and, in the love they hold for their father, they wished only to help him.
///
When the Shadow of the Emperor had reached its destination you had imagined festivities for the return of the warriors. So you were quite surprised when instead people kept on doing everything they were like nothing had happened. On the other hand, you were thrilling with excitement by the prospect of exploring a new planet, to became like one of the ambassador in the stories you you had back home. It was hilarious, a few weeks before you were crying non stop because of your departure and now you were fantasizing about this moon, its planet and what kind of place had gave birth to your silents protectors.
Untill your health worsened all of a sudden. They blamed the change of air, the structure of the planet, whatever the reason was you were now stuck in a room, connected to monitors and machines. You had little memories about the place they had took you, your mind too foggy by the fever to remember, and the only few things you knew were the constant darkness and the coming and going of the medicae.
You remember so little, but you knew you weren't alone and that you were cared for. You remember a soft and cold head that gaved you some solace on your temple, a soaked cloth to clean you from the sweat and a hand holding your, giving you some courage and company where you felt alone without your family. You thought it must have been Kyrin, who else could had such kindness to tend to you?
It was when your head had finally stopped screaming and your lungs burning that you finally had the strenght to understand that your room has changed. Bigger, spacer, a large window that face a sky full of stars and clouds. Hiding the only source of light that could grant something like a day another planet orbitated placidly.
It was when the star decided to show up, when the moon had stopped its circle that Kyrin appeared, welcoming you oficially to the moon of Kiavahr: Deliverance, operative base of the Raven Guards.
"Why are we so high?" You rasped, holding yourself close to your guardian while looking down.
"Our Fortress-Monastery is situated in a tower that once belonged to our jailers, my Lady. This is Raven Spire, our home...and yours, of course."
He then explained you everything you needed to know about your new home, its function, what holded and especially who lived there. Knowing that you were so close to Corax quarters, even if you felt like this man must had completely forgotten about you!
Yet, you couldn't imagine how planned this choice was.
You couldn't remember, not in those delirious time when your fever had peaked and some thought you would had soon succumbed from your illness, but Corvus
had never once leaved your side.
He had never cared for what they may had found ridiculous or improper for a Primarch, he had spent hours when he could close to you, begging his Apothecaries to do something, to at least gave you some respite from the fever. He could do so little and what he did seemed completely useless to the point he feared that he had done a mistake, that he had took you from your home and condemn you to die surrounded by strangers. He wanted to take you back, to ignore the voice in his head and fix what he had done.
Then, you started to get better. Your fever calmed down, your sleeps became peacefull, deep, and your breath wasn't like someone was holding a hand on your neck.
He smiled, while you were sleeping, and he decided that it wasn't such a bad idea.
///
You moved the small stone between your fingers, noticing a greeny reflection from were the light touched it. Inside, the metal fragments incapsulated recreate a small scale scenario of a starry night, an operation that must has needed thousand of years to happen.
It wasn't the first time something like this appeared, only that this time had happened almost without intent.
You had noticed this pattern when, during the twilight of the moon, you noticed a gleam in the dark shadows of the tower. You wondered of the origin of the event and Kyrin explained that it was the flora of Deliverance.
" Plants can grow in the night?" You asked with curiosity.
"Indeed they can my lady." He responded. "It is quite a natural phenomena."
"Do flowers do that to?"
"They shine as gems under a scoarching sun."
"...can we see them? "
Of course the answer was no. Too risky, your health still hanged on a thread and the chance of worsening were always close. Many medicae had already been consulted and more were supposed to be heard in a matter of days, yet any precaution was never enough. And you found yourself earning for a word just a few step from you.
That same night you only saw a silhouette between your slumbering eyes and the swaying of the drapes in the wind before you could notice the gentle glowing. You fully woke up when the sweet scent came to your nostrils and the petals slowly opened in a quiet glow.
A flower, a white small luminescent crown that glowed under the weak light that filtered behind Kiavahr.
You questioned Kyrin, that looked confused, then almost hurt.
"...I suppose that...who wanted to gift you this wanted you to see it in when you would truly appreciated it ."
"They entered my room!" You said holding back your tremors. "While I was asleep! Did...did you-"
"I would never do anything to cause you harm." He said with his firm and secure tone, more aggressive now. "No one will ever harm you. Not while under my Father eyes."
It was after that argument that, probably, someone must had understood the gravity of their actions, because that night they had leaved a sign but outside of your room. You just heard a soft knock, sound of footsteps and, laying outside were you could see it, another flower, this time far smaller than the ones that were now in your possession, and a note.
Forgive my, I never meant to scare you. Please accept my offerings untill you can finally exit the tower.
You questioned Kyrin once more, less aggressive this time. He smiled while reading, trying to look less dismissive he could.
"They probably care for you. Maybe they know that you cannot roam for too long around Deliverance and they want you to know what awaits for you outside."
"Well, gifts and notes never harmed anyone on my notices. Maybe is someone that just wish to known you better?"
Maybe it was the fact that an old soldier was trying to making sense of the situation, maybe for the fact thta you were indeed in one of the most secured palace on these moon and in the most secured area of the same area. Maybe it was that you did not known better...
A message never hurt a fly...right?
You left a message back, after the last call of the night in the same place you had found the first one.
Thank you for the comprehension.
The next day another message, this time accompanied by what seemed to be a leave, colored in a deep dark purpleish tone that turned to a slight magenta when the light touched it. The most iconic trait was the velvety sensation that you felt once your finger touched it, something imiliar to another plant from Terra.
I just wish you can see this world. This is the only way I can do it.
There was a good intention and that was enough for you to keep writing messages and accepting these offerings, not knowing that it was like pouring gasoline on a fire.
The stone was something Corvus has known since his childhood. A mineral competely useless for his former masters yet with a inner beauty that was precious for his brothers and sisters. Even now that the chains were broken it meant so little value for others and he wnated for you to being enmored just like he was.
He felt wounded when Kyrin explained the scare in your eyes once you told him about his father incursion in your chambers, how you completely ignored the gift because you were terrorized by his action. He meant no wrong! He would had never even touched you! He just wnated to have close what you wished to have close! He had no malice in his heart, he sweared!
He apologized, still hiding in the shadows, a last message to finally create a wall. It wasn't right, he had told himself, of course any individual with some logical mind would had found his acts deranged.
He left one last gift, just one and an apology written with an heavy heart....and you responded to it.
He didn't wanted to take it as a sign, he did not wanted to see it like you were reciprocating, but an awfull hope started to bloom in his heart, the one that told him that you may start to enjoy this dance between notes. He dared to hope that maybe you would had strated to grow curious about him, that you would wnated to see him and, maybe, once realizing that he was behind those messages alla long, you would see him not like the Primarch that refused to meet you but like the man in love he was.
It was silly, he told himself, but he wanted to believe it.
///
I wish I could be healthier. Even back home it was hard for me, but my thought are mostly for my family. I love them all so gratly, my father, my brothers...all of them are important to me but I cannot fathom the idea that without me they would feel better. I leaved them and read how they are in constant worried for me, that even my father is not doing well because he cannot see me.
I wish I wasn't born sick, I wish that my mother didn't died with the sorrow of leaving me in a world without a good health. I wish people did not feel like they have to move like I could crumble at every breath.
I wish I could be fixed.
He re readed it this note of days ago, when you had another attack just while tacking a stroll on the balcony. He remembered the commotion, how the serfs screamed in panic because they forgot the medicines. He sighed and posed the paper down along the rest and took another one.
Today has been better. I woke up earlier when you can see the ending of the eclipse and the sun start to poke out and I heard the heavy boots moving. I wonder iof Lord Corax is alongside them, I've got no chance to meet him. Kyrin said he's sorry he cannot see me besides those few times and I'm worried he's start to regret taking me with him. It must be exhausting deal now with another burden. Once I'm better I would like to chat with him and thanks him for his kindness and apologize for the troubles.
He have a soft voice, it seems nice.
The night he wnated to burst into your room and telling you that you're not a burden, that he would love to spend every second he can have just by talking to you. He blushed thinking that in the end you had a good thought him. Another note, a recent one.
I like the doctors. Usually they are always nice and understanding. When I was small they weren't allow to stay alone with me so I nebver had bad experiences with them.
There's just this one, Koyak, that make me unseasy. He said he needs sample and he pocke my skin everytime. He doesn't even ask me how do I feel, but it's fine I'm always the same. I don't like his syringes, they're big and hurt me and he said he had to do it more than once because my veins are small. He said he want to do another sample but in my bones, I don't like the sounds.
But I guess he knows better right?
Koyak...he heard of him. Difficult, arrogant, very good in his jobs. Kyrin had reprimended him more than once about treating you with respect, but even his captain wasn't a medicae and he may be the key for your helaing.
He did not liked the idea of a syringe in your bone tho...
///
"...I...C-Can we...there's no other option?"
"The origin of your sickness may be located in a more tricky area. A bone marrow analysis will show something."
Koyak haven't even looked at you, he had preferred preparing everything he needed for the procedure. Kyrin did not liked him neither, but he ws no apothecary, he knew so little about the human physiology. But he knew when someone was panicking when they clinged on his hand like he could fiox everything and when their heart punded so hard iot could break.
It wans't good, your heart rate was too fast.
"Now, we'll need to sedate."
"You never said anything about sedation."
"She have a good recoird for the few information I got, I presume she'll be able to endure it without a flinch."
He tested the mask, you couldn't smell the gas but Kyrin did far too well and he was, for the first time in a long time, quite worried. You , on the other hand, were terrified, especially when he rised the drill and the only sound that came was that sharp sound that made your skin quiver.
"I said you did not mentioned it." Kyrin growled at the man, leaving your hand his calm demeanor with you. "You won't do anything unless had been discussed!"
"My Lord, I understand your concern. "No he wasn't. "But it's for the best! I'll assure she won't feel a thing!"
"You wnat to drill a hole in her bones."
"With care the aftermath-"
"We need results! My father demand you to do something!"
"There will be after!"
No man could ever look in the eyes an Astarte and speak to them with a tone of superiority, but this one did and move past him, ignoring his glares and his now rising murdering intent.
"We'll start to sedate-"
"NO, no please no I don't-"
"Do not start, you too, this is a simple operation."
"Please! Please I don't want to! I want somethign else! I want-"
"Stop acting like a child and cooperate! Honestly I'm surrounded by ignorant fools!"
You keep on moving his hands away, tryed to remove the mask, begging. Kyrin had step closer, starting to arguing with that cruel doctor in front of you, motioning to him the door, probably barking him that he was not needed. The man shouted back, saying that it was an option, that it was a medical procedure that has been done for a long time, that they were idiots to believes that it was just a silly sickness.
And you started to feel your chest heavier, each breath harder to get, sounds mixed in one cacophony and a loud ring. You wnated to ask for help but you couldn't speak, to ask them to stop and leave you alone, to just not do that.
But then, befor eyour eyes could close, everything became dark.
"No...No no...you did what I asked you, Kyrin...you wnated to protect her."
"That Medicae wanted to... I couldn't allow him."
"I know...I know my child, I know...I felt the same way."
Corvu sighed in his chair, his hands played with that one note he wnated to gave you that night.
"...Did you find him'?"
Kyrin shifted in his foot, uncomfortable.
"Did you?"
"...Yes..."
"...Did I-"
"No he...he was untouched...But his mind has been lost...talk about a monster that took him into the darkness...thousand eyes looking at him..."
Corvus had already known about these thing, he knew because he had made it. How? He wasn't sure, but he did. He had created a nightmare, one that could break another mind, one that could make a man crumble and quiver like a child, one made to make suffer.
And he had no regrets about it.
He wnated to be surprised, but he wasn't. He enjoyed that, a small side of him enjoyed that he had made that cruel man suffer the pain that maybe he had cause to others while his practice. But he cared so little for the others, what had moved him was nothing else but you.
Small and scared little you, that beg that man to stop, that you're scared, that you don't wnat to. He felt also guilty, he should had make sure that "the best" does not rise their head over their own limit.
He had also was forced to see you in pain again while another attack took place in front of one that should had helped you. That horryfing sound of your lungs that cannot pull out or drag in anything in, your hands holding your neck like trying to open it to allow the oxygen to move, youre eyes slowly watering for the tears...
He knew far too well, he had saw it.
"....Good..." He said with a coldness that wasn't his own. âThe next time he touch whatâs mine, Iâll cut his fucking arm off. I'll teach him what happens when they think they can ruin my light. I'll make sure he doesn't even remember his name! I'll-"
"F-Father?"
Corvus looked at his son, at one of the many that had freed this planet with their own hands and blood...and he looked scared.
"...Y-Yours?...You...You talk like..."
Corvus's trembling hand met his own face, realizing his words, what they sounded, how shallow they were.
Warnings: None, just lore and fluff this time, folks! (Ok, maybe be a tiny bit of suggestiveness toward the end.)
Description: Guilliman and his Lady begin the long process of introducing themselves to the TerraNovan people. Along the way, they ponder the future.
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Imperial governors could take lessons from the TerraNovan Zongdu of TiÄnqiĂş.
Guilliman watched with professional interest as the elderly man, snow white hair hanging past the center of his back, bowed low before you. Around him, a dozen courtiers in elaborately embroidered dress held gifts worth more than some Imperial planets. He calculated the expense of a few of them.
Nine floor length robes of hand-embroidered golden silk, non-synthetic.Â
Imperial value: 9,550,000 thrones.
Nine headdresses of various size and intricacy, inlaid with natural pearls and gemstones and the feathers of some avian creature, deep blue in color.Â
Imperial value: 11,500,000 thrones.Â
Fifteen pounds of matched pearl and gemstone inlaid bangles and earrings.
Imperial value: 8,654,000 thrones.Â
A small square seal measuring 2.8 centimeters on all sides, with a height of 2 centimeters. Carved out of a white material with a pinkish cast known as âwhite jadeâ into the shape of a stylized predatory feline. Purported to have been crafted in the early Age of Terra.Â
Imperial value: beyond price.
The Zongdu, Wang Zhongde by name, tottered toward your seat, the impossibly ancient seal nestled within a miniaturized stasis chamber in his blue-veined hands. He murmured in his particular dialect of TerraNovan as he bowed once more, holding it out like an offering. Guilliman could not understand the words. But he understood reverence and ritual so ancient it held weight. The audience hall fell under a hush.
You accepted the chamber with solemn dignity. Guilliman caught the slight tremble of your hands as you lifted it, letting everyone in the room witness the beautiful fragment of humanityâs distant past.
He observed his Historitors shift forward as one, hunger in their dilated eyes.
It seems I will need to add another expansion to the Legio Historica Verita.Â
Guillimanâs attention shifted back to you as you recited the words youâd practiced for the past several days. This particular dialect was not one in which you were fluent, youâd admitted to him. Now, he was proud to see you master the precise tonal inflections about which youâd been so concerned.Â
You then repeated the ceremonial declaration in the more common tongue.
âAs I accept this Seal, so do I accept the Mandate of the Heavenly Light. May those honored ones who have gone before have no cause to weep for their people under my reign.â
As one, the Zongdu and his entourage dropped to their knees and placed their foreheads upon the metal floor. Once, twice, three times they repeated the motion.Â
The governor struggled to rise after the third prostration. One of his attendants stepped forward, but not fast enough.
âLet me help you, Zongdu.â
Guiliman felt a surge of affection as you swept aside your encumbering train and descended to lift the old man to his feet. His face creased into a thousand wrinkles as he thanked you, a look of satisfaction in those black eyes.
Ah. A test of some kind.
You glanced over your shoulder at the primarch. He felt his mouth curving into the irresistible smile your attention always inspired.Â
By all the stars, you are beautiful. Within and without.
***
The material of the viewport felt icy against your skin. You leaned against it, looking down through the void to the planet spinning slowly beneath the Allied Fleet.Â
TiÄnqiĂş. The Heavenly Sphere.
The youngest of TerraNovaâs colony worlds, save lost Pangea. Fully populated centuries past by one of TerraNovaâs largest ethnic groups in an effort to revitalize their fading culture. It was a resounding success. Â
Rubbing your hands together, you still felt the residual tingle of the stasis chamber carrying one of the colonyâs most precious relics.Â
What would Roboute think if he knew its ancient engravings named whoever possessed it Empress?
âIt is good to see you smile.â
Turning, you saw the man himself step through the door connecting your personal quarters to his. Heâd changed out of his armor. You watched him undo the Ultramarine pin that secured his toga and drape it over a nearby chair, leaving him only in the deep blue tunic. The bulging musculature of his bare arms and lower legs sent a blush creeping over your face as he approached.
You quickly looked back to the planet spinning on its axis far below.
By the Light, I am a prude.
Youâd seen far more of your betrothed than this. Far more than would be considered acceptable by many of TerraNovaâs social mores. Just as heâd seen far, far more of you.
He stood at your side, now, following your gaze out and down.
âA paradise world, indeed.â
âI donât know if Iâd say that.â You murmured, grateful for the distraction. âThe Zongdu informed me theyâre still struggling to produce enough clean energy to power the expanding mega-cities, and have to fall back on fossil fuels more often than not. This has led to more pollutants in the atmosphere than is ideal-â
Guillimanâs rumbling chuckle made you glance upward. He met your gaze with a sardonic smile.
âThe air is breathable. The oceans clean. The forests still in existence. To any Imperial, it is the very epitome of a paradise world.â
You blinked up at him. Then gave a wry smile in return.
âWe all must seem so very privileged to you, mustnât we?â
He settled a massive hand on your shoulder, his fingers spanning your back. You leaned into the warmth of it.
âTo know that there are humans who do not live in endless suffering and drudgery is a bright spark in this dark galaxy.â
âSurely your own home world is not so bad.â
âAh, Macragge.âÂ
He went quiet for a long moment. Looking up, you saw that distant look in his eye you were beginning to recognize.Â
âTell me what youâre thinking.â
He blinked. âThat would be⌠impractical.â
âOh?â
He cleared his throat. âInevitably, when I attempt to explain my thought process to mortals, it takes an extensive amount of time. And they grow weary. Or confused. Or inattentive. I have learned it is better to limit myself to vocalizing my conclusions once the consideration is complete.â
You schooled your face into something offended. âI see. You think this âmortalâ too stupid to understand you.â
Panic flared bright across his features.
âThat is not my intent. I merely meant you have natural limitations⌠no⌠you have not been gene-crafted with the intellectual capacity to⌠ah⌠you cannot be blamed for your lack of- Warp damn it!.â
You burst into laughter.Â
***
You are teasing me.
The revelation hit him like a bolter round as you bent nearly double, shoulders shaking, hands pressed over your mouth in an ineffectual attempt to stifle your giggles. The sight was oddly endearing, even if it was at his expense.
This was the second time heâd found his mouth running away from him in your presence.Â
Throne, you make me babble like Magnus used to when he latched on to a topic.
He attempted sternness. âYou take pleasure in discomfiting me.â
You saw right through him. âI believe I do.â
âI will remember this in the future.â
âI certainly hope so.â You smiled up at him and, once again, he felt his lips curving in response. âI like when you let yourself be human.â
Human.
His eyes roved over you, examining every angle, analyzing your physiology. Trying to find any similarities to-
No.Â
They had not spoken of your parentage since the evening after your grandmotherâs horrific death. He wanted to forget. He wanted you to forget. Circumstances had helped in that endeavor.
A combined council consisting of him, you, Admiral Takahashi, Listener, and a few of the highest ranking TerraNovan officials in what everyone now called the Allied Fleet had decided the best course of action for your approach to TerraNova itself.Â
A circuitous route, passing by each of the ten major colony worlds before turning inward and making for the Novum Solem system. This would give you time to gain support and draw military strength before assailing your home world. It would also give your people time to acclimatize to the Imperial presence.Â
Listener had smiled that enigmatic smile of hers and said, in ancient times, such a journey might have been called a âroyal progressâ.
TiÄnqiĂş had been the first.
Thankfully, theyâd accepted the new situation with equanimity and pragmatism, qualities Guilliman found himself admiring. Though he strongly suspected the promise of lifted tariffs had contributed to their welcome.
His eyes wandered back to the planet below.Â
You sighed. âI wish we had time to linger. The bamboo forests of YÇn are said to be beautiful.âÂ
âWhen things are more settled, we can return.â
âI would love that.â
And I love giving you what you love.
The two of you would explore each of your worlds to your heartâs content. Your people would see their Matron, know your competence and compassion. He would experience cultures forgotten long before the Great Crusade. It would be beneficial to the governance of TerraNova, not to mention highly instructive.
And it would make you happy.
Guilliman allowed himself the rare indulgence of looking to the future with hope.
***
For a while, you didnât know how long, you stood with your betrothed in silence.Â
Iâd forgotten silence could be comfortable.
The guilt youâd felt over Victor and your grandmotherâs death had faded more quickly than you thought it would. Guillimanâs assurance that your relief was not a wicked thing had helped.Â
You felt freer than you had since your abduction from the Abbey as a girl. Like a heavy chain had suddenly been stripped away. And with that lingering dread gone, your mind was clearer. More focused.
Speaking with the Zongdu had been nervewracking, of course. But you no longer despised yourself as a little girl playing dress up. People saw worth in you. It was high time you saw it in yourself.
It was high time you got to work building the future your people needed.
âThe scout ships should be nearing the first of the inter-system communication relays soon. With those back up and running, weâll have a clearer picture of whatâs happening on TerraNova.â
Guilliman seemed shaken from a trance. âIndeed. Colonel Fosterâs report suggested your Council was making headway against your grandmotherâs forces before contact ceased. But much could have changed since then.â
You felt a ripple of tension at the mention of the stony TIS officer.Â
Your betrothed noticed.
âShe is being watched. No outside communication permitted. Surface level psychic scans have revealed only her desire for survival through usefulness.â
âI know. I do. Itâs justâŚ.â
You remembered the black-clad soldiers in the night. Threatening the Sisters at the Abbey. Dragging you from the only home youâd ever known.
âThe TIS will need massive reforms and much stricter regulation if it is to be allowed to continue.â
âI will begin formulating a policy immediately.â
The seriousness of the reply drew another laugh. âOh no you donât, Roboute. You barely sleep as it is!â
He huffed softly. âSomething about which you continually remind me.â
âAnd I will continue to do so until we get you on a proper sleep schedule.â
âI have informed you I do not require-â
âHush.â
He arched an eyebrow. âDid you just âshushâ me?â
âMmmhmm.â You smirked up at him. âWifeâs privilege. Everyone knows that.â
âIndeed. I was unaware of this particular matrimonial law.â He clasped his wrists behind his back, regarding you with amusement. âIf it exists, I would say it is invalidated by our current pre-marital status.â
That reminds me.
âHave you thought about our marriage?â
The reply came quicker and with more intensity than you expected. âConstantly.â
The look in his eyes sent heat pulsing through your core. It also sent any rational thought you might have had straight out the airlock.Â
âI⌠um⌠I meant that⌠have you thought about what you would like for the wedding?â
Again, that distant look that told you his biological computer of a brain was processing.
âI confess I am not familiar with such things, even in the Imperium. I assumed your people had a set formula they followed.â
âItâs a wedding. Not a math problem.â
âThere are still a great deal of logistical matters to consider. Guest lists, transportation, food, security.â His eyes narrowed. âMaximum security.â
âNo oneâs going to snatch me at the altar, Roboute.â
âI know. I have seventeen contingency plans for that scenario.â
You leaned your head against his hip to hide your smile. âSo you have been thinking about it.â
âI have.â
âSetting aside the logistics for the moment,â you snickered at his look of consternation, âdo you have any personal preferences?â
There was a long pause. Then a deep breath.
âYou desire honesty?â
â...yes?â
Suddenly you felt yourself lifted from your feet, cradled in impossibly strong arms. He brought you close to his face. The look in his eyes fanned the heat in your core to new heights.
âR-Roboute-â
âI desire the ceremony to proceed at as quick a pace as is feasible without appearing undiplomatic or insensitive to your cultureâs traditions.â
âIs that all-â
âSo that we may consummate the marriage with as little delay as possible.â He leaned his forehead against yours and closed his eyes. âThrone, I have waited long enough.â
If he let you go, you were certain youâd melt into a puddle on the floor.Â
Then he spoke again. âOf course, as I believe Iâve mentioned before, the act is accompanied by its own set of logistical difficulties given our extreme difference in stature.â
âRoboute!â You stared hard at him. âOh no, donât tell meâŚ.â
It crossed your mind that you may be one of the only people to have ever seen a primarch look sheepish.
âI⌠have prepared a thoroughly researched report.â
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Now, allow me to explain. Olympian society is highly based on the Hellenic structure, and one of the most important contributions of a woman was to give healthy babies. So it's practically drilled into Y/n's head that yes, she has to have children with her husband, and no, she does not have a word in the matter.
In my small little world, yes, a primarch can have children, but it is a rarity and mostly driven by the women (something something a kind of blood lineage that does not apply for every wife, something something).
Perturabo's greatest wish is to have the happiness and the warmth of something that he could be proud of; that means a family of his own, his own little heir that loves him and respects him, that Y/n would love as well. So it can be said that, in his head, if he can have children with Y/n, she will eventually love him back.
The concept of divorce almost does not exist on Olympia, and the Iron Lord wishes for Y/N to NEVER learn. of that thing (the idea of her knowing that she could get away from him broke his heart).
He will try; he will try every time he can. Never forceful, never by hurting her; those children must be conceived with love. That is the line he can set. He desperately wants that family; sometimes it's scary how focused he is on this concept that he's built something perfect that no one can match with you.
He will consider insemination? Well, he fears that maybe something is amiss, so they need another way, something that may help her womb to better receive his seed. Yes, maybe he will start to design a machine that will help her to finally get pregnant. It is a small sacrifice he will take, but do not believe he would not go down on her. And, let's be honest, he still has urges.
Does Y/n agree to all of this? Not at all; she has been raised knowing that all of this is her destiny. It doesn't help the third legion with these warriors that care more for the perspective of an heir than the lady herself.
It's sad, and it's more sad because for every failed attempt the nursery Perturabo has built keeps on filling with toys he makes.
The giant king Perturabo, lord of a land made of fire, iron and smoke, had kidnapped the princess of the southern lands.
An evil creature that seek only malice and destruction had stole the most revered gem of the southern crown and threatened of sending his blood thirsty warriors to whoever tried to take her back.
And he's claiming she'll be his queen, willingly or not.
A complete and utterly annoying bunch of bullshits, that was Perturabo thought about those rumors.
First of all, Olympia was not a land of smoke and fire. Yes, it was built close to a vulcano, but because it was the most fertile soil that someone could obtain! Not to mention the fact that having a natural source of hot water was a bless. Not to mention that saying that was an offence to his brothers Vulkan and Ferrus, they both lived inside vulcanos because it was more practical for their work, while he preferred get to his forge while living in his comfortable palace, one he had made himself too.
Secondly, he wasn't a malice creature. He was...difficult, he had to admitted it, but he has his own reasons! And his warriors were not blood thirsty monsters! They were disciplined, strong and duty committed warriors! If he order them to obliterate a city, they do that! Of course he would had threatened the other kingdoms if they tried to attack his own!
The only truth here, was one: he did had kidnapped the princess. You.
"Come out."
His fingers drummed against the roof, strong enough to sostain his strenght but the sound was more close to a thunder.
A whimper came from the balcony, of course you would make it difficult...again.
He built you a home worthy of a palace, gardens full of plants from all over the world, rooms that could only be imagined and you preferred to stay inside that damn room like a caged animal!
...Well...he did forbidded you to even put a foot out from that palace...
"I said come out..." he almost hissed, far more annoyed with this attitude of yours. "If you don't come out I SWEAR, I'll start to shake this palace again and I WON'T fix the roof!"
More hiccups, sound of rustlings, foot that move so fast that could reminded anyone of a mouse. The courtain slowly opened, trembling hands moved the hems to gave space for the occupant of the room.
The dress you had once weared when he had took you from your room in your kingdom has been long gone from the day you arrived, burned down with everything else you owned. Jewelry, your crown, even your shoes, everything has been taken away and thrown into the fire, all while you were forced to watch and witness your old life reducing to ashes.
Now you were anothe princess, his princess. An olympian dress, long and elegant, the embrodery from the best tailors he had under his rule and colored with a soft pink shade that reminded him so much of the flowers he knew you loved so much. It was a completely different dress from the ones you had grown to use, fluttering in the sea breeze that reached the balcony, caressing and hugging your form in all your beauty. The veil behind you, entangle din your ahir, made you look like a bride, his bride.
The jewels? All his own creations, from the delicate earrings to the intricated rings. The crown on your head, that was his masterpiece. Ambers and topazes shyned under the sun like embers of a fire, the soft string of gold created like an halo of light.
You were perfect.
He would had loved to drink the image of you every time he wanted, to ignore everything and just stay close to you as much as he wnated, but...duty...
And the thousand carved stone with your image? Not even comparable to the real deal.
"There." He sighed ." Was that so difficult?"
You shifted in your feet, trying to hide the soreness of your eyes. He hated the fact that you had spent hours in endless cries instead to do things he would know you would enjoy more, like sewing, or drawing or anything else.
"I have something for you." He had always something new for you, a way to sway you. "Something nice. I know you will love it."
He rustled his hand between the layers of his chiton, searching for something that must have been extremely small for him. When he revealed to you, posing it down on the marble surface of the balcony, he revealed a box of dark wood, decorated to the sides by golden angles. It was large, yet slightly flat, like if it was made for holding something specifical...you did saw it sometime...
"Open it up." He said and, even if he tried, his flat tone was tryign to hide a certain excitement in it.
You looked at him, at the giant that once started to scream because you didn't want to try a necklace he had made you. You obliged, hands trembling for the nervousness of his piercing blue eyes against you, the same one that he shared with his warriors.
They weren't cruel, they didn't treated you bad but they were awfully cold and believed that what had happened ot you was an improvement. That you deserved to be the treasured one of their lord, that you were better here then there, that under their lord gaze you would became the perfect queen for their kingdom. And you hated how much they were fed the same lie Perturabo hold for himself.
You opened the box, revealing what you thought you would never see again.
"An...harp?" You looked at your captor, confused.
"I want you to play for me."
"I-I don't think it's-"
"I Insist."
You gulped, reaching for the instrument because what else you could do than indulge him in his whims? He could kill you, you had saw it that one time when one of his general had insulted you and proclaimed that your presence would only gain attention that they didn't need. You saw the hammer of the giant falling down so hard that even the shape of the general was obliterated, nothing remained excpet a pool of blood and something that reminded you of minced meat.
You picnhed the strings, searching for the right sound, tuning the notes and according them. Only when the sound seemed enough pleasant to your ears that you took a gulp of air and started playing it.
It was an old song, a lullaby from your home, one that you had heard many time from your mother since you were little. You remembered the stormy nights when she holded you in her arms and singed to calm you down, to allow the music to cover the rampaging storm. You remember the music slowly fading when you eyes started to close, heavy from the sleep, and the sweet scent of her parfume that would had stayed with you during the night.
Mmeories of something gone now.
Perturabo sitted down, trying to not disturb you with his echoed movements, and finally enjoyed the perfect scene in front of him.
He wished he could put that image of you on the stone, so never he could loose it on time. Your concentrated look, almost calm, while playing the harp that he had made so you could perfom for him and no one else.
You were beautifull, you were the most beautifull thing he could ever lay his eyes on and he couldn't picture now a future without you in it. He knew that your father, the King, would had send the best warriors to get you back in his castle, under his banner, and he knew that other kingdoms would had helped him in the task.
And he was ready to burn each one of them if it meant keeping you in that cage he had made for you.
If you could only see that this is perfect, that nothing of it it's wrong and you would be loved endlessly?
...No matter, you could never lkeave that place, he had made sure of that. No matter how many armies your father sent, you were meant to stay there, where he could hold you prisoner and forever cherished.