i'm fucking sobbing, the tubbo lore today was so fucking IM JUST SCREAMING LIKE WHAT THE FUCK the fucking acting like holy shit, maybe on spot and out of nowhere he's not the best, but prepared and ready, his acting is fucking heartbreaking but like in a good way, it's just like so raw and realistic and emotional, like it physically hurts and the way he finally opened up about his trauma, and the way wilbur responds honestly just pisses me off because you just KNOW he's fucking lying to tubbo about being sorry, tommy knows he hasn't changed and he's told tommy he might try what he did again, but he lies and m//nipulates everyone else into thinking he's a good person and he's changed and blah blah and i think his interaction with tubbo was a good fucking example of that because it's so clear he's putting up an act to regain his trust AND YOU CAN TELL BECAUSE HE THINKS BEING FORGIVEN EARNS IMMEDIATE TRUST BACK AND HE GETS SURPRISED WHEN TUBBO TELLS HIM HE DOESNT TRUST HIM BECAUSE JUST A FLIMSY PATHETIC APOLOGY WONT WORK AND IT NEVER DID AND NOW HE HAS TO ADD ONTO WHAT HE PROMISES TO DO WHICH IS SHOW HIS APOLOGY IS GENUINE THROUGH HIS ACTIONS like holy shit bro, tubbo has been the only one he's apologized too that is hasn't just worked and he's walked off, tubbos been the only one too push him further than some shitty apology and i honestly have a feeling niki will be the next person to do it because she's one of the other people who had a genuine attachment to wilbur aside from tommy and tubbo wilburs so close with tommy he doesn't even have to try and m//nipulate him to a point he's just honest about certain things because he knows tommy won't leave anywas and tubbo and niki are the only ones who got abandoned and while it did damage them it did detach them from further m//nipulation, they weren't stuck in pogtopia with him like tommy was, they have a reason to despise him and were given a chance to realize how awful of a person he was without him there to influence their emotions the other way anyways, in conclusion fuck c!wilbur and fucking three cheers for tubbo for standing up to that absolute shit head and communicating some of his trauma finally which forced wilbur to realize tubbo won't be to easy to get to
