🌺 Effy's Journal 🌺

| guys I'm here. The place to be to see your boy my man @jesserutherford 🌴🌊#wipedouttour #2016❤️ #jesserutherford #theneighbourhood (at Lupo's Heartbreak Hotel)

GUYS IM ON MY WAY TO SEE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE @jesserutherford 🌴🌊 #theneighbourhood #jesserutherford #wipedouttour #2016❤️ (at Lupo's Heartbreak Hotel)

I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT. I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL OF THE COUCHES OUT THERE FOR ALWAYS MAKING MY LIFE BETTER BECAUSE I KNOW WHEN I GET HOME YOU WILL BE THERE. SO THANK YOU CHOUCH. 🛋 #thankyoucouches #imweirdbutwhatever

I think I'm going to need this for the whole week coming up hahaha 😹😹😹😐😕🙁☹️😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #finals #truefeelingstho #ineeddeanwinchesterinmylife #supernatural

Life is like art. If you take your time and put effort into it you can make something beautiful. But if you bullshit your way through it. You will end up with a disaster. 👽 I feel wise for just making that shit up. Damn I feel very poetic and shit. I don't know where I'm at at this point in life. I want to do everything and I want to run away and never look back. But that's the thing, you can't run away from your problems. You just have to deal with all of the cock suckers and the bull shit that comes your way. And if you stay and you make the best of things. That makes you strong, it makes you become a better person. Because we all grow and become these people we are meant to be by our experiences with things. And I'm trying, I'm trying to forgive people for shit they have done. I'm trying to be happy but all I get is heart break and disappointment from those around me. But I guess I have to change the sitar ion my self I just can't wait for all of those dick heads to do it for me. 💯 #truefeelingstho

I feel like I'm just too much for anyone to handle at this point. 😕 #wellillbedamned (at Southborough, Massachusetts)

"Try to take me down? I'm too wild to tame." 💫 #wildbelle #coyote #favsong

When you realize you have too many celebrity husbands haha ❤️ I love all of my babies #tomfelton #jensenackles #mishacollins #geazy #jesserutherford #iansomerhalder #paulwesley #michaelmalarkey #mylove #dads

When your watching a movie and your husband comes on with another bitch. And your sitting there like "who the fuck do you think you are honey?!?!" But I mean tommy boy looks fine in the bottom pic holy smokes. He might be the death of me. #trymebitch #whatthehelliswrongwithme #tomfelton #dracomalfoy #fromtherough #tommyboy #mylove #daddy

@jesserutherford your snapchat is lit babe 🔥🔥 😘 #jesserutherford #snapchat #olddirtytshirt

That moment when you realize everyone got converse 👟 #chucktaylors #converseallstar #blackandwhitephotography #thatmomentwhen

I made this little guy today @buildabear 🐲 #toothless #howtotrainyourdragon #myfavoriteanimatedcharacter

This goes to my best friend my grandma Blanche Mossey , and sir Alan Rickman. Thank you both for a magical childhood I will never forget you. I love you both so much. 💜💜 #relayforlife2016 #iloveyousomuch #irelayformygrandma #neverforget #always (at Algonquin Regional High School)

How did I deserve this? Did I do something so bad in my life to get heart break at such a young age. I hate you, but I love you. Your the best thing that has happened to me, but also the worst. Your with some slut doing god knows what and I'm here wondering if your okay. And your probably fine but that's me I think of you and worry about you. While I bet you don't do the same. Did you even care? Or did you think it was a game? If it was a game to you then I guess you won. So congratulations you have broken my heart and your just another person I can't trust. But I can trust you. I would do anything to be yours, I would be anything and if you needed me to I would die for you. But you wouldn't for me. Because all you care about is your beautiful, fucking annoying self. And I hope that you get your heart broken like you broke mine. But I doubt it, I'm not that lucky. But thanks to you I'm stronger but also weaker. I loved but also lost. I needed you and you just left. You didn't care. And it's sad because you acted like you did, your a great actor. 😹😹😹 I guess I'm the stupid one then. #ineedhimtosurvive #ineedhimwithme #tiredaftho #imsosickoffeelingthisempty #whydidyoubreakmyheart

I was never ready for you to break my heart. But you did and now I have a scar. And the worst part is you made me love you you made me let you in and now your gone and I'm wondering do you think about me as much as I think about you??? Prick... 🖕🏻#whydidyoubreakmyheart #tiredaftho #imsosickoffeelingthisempty #ineedhimtosurvive #ineedhimwithme