Blackout

“I love you a lot but it’s okay if you don’t love me, I wouldn’t love me either”

“I laugh to hide it, I hate it And if I say I am fine, I am lying From the day I lost you, time froze I don’t feel like doing anything now Frozen in place”

“The soul will heal itself, but our heart tends to ache and our mind likes to scream.”

“Everybody is giving me tips on how to fly higher while I’m struggling to breathe without falling apart.”

“I can be sweet smiles, etiquette, coiffed hair, and elegant dresses. I can also be a fireball of passion and stubbornness packaged in a leather jacket. Either way it’s my choice. Love me for what I am, or leave.”

“It was never going to ‘You and I’ like I wanted it to be.”

“It’s easy to find someone to love, but difficult finding someone who loves you back.”

“I just feel so alone right now and I don’t know if you care or not.”

I want to hug you, kiss you, have sex with you. I want to go out and see the stars with our hands together. I don’t want to be away from you, because I love you so much and it hurt every time that it happens.

“Trying to be your friend and act like everything is okay and that I’m happy for you is going to be what ends up killing me in the end.”

You’re too young to be comfortable.