even the stars will emit radiance

see: ba*bits :D

the sakuma sibling relationship makes me want to like end my life so bad because theyre always reduced to "ritsu hates rei and rei is just annoying" but that is not the FREAKING case and the generalization KILLS me. ritsu loves rei. he loves rei so much its unbelievable but thats the reason that rei's abandonment hurts so much to him. he loves him so much but all he sees is that his onii-chan left him behind and all he thinks is that he's not enough and that someone who he loved so much left him behind just like that. but what breaks me is that rei has legitimately told keito in a story that he'd rather ritsu hate him and continue to believe that because he doesn't want ritsu to feel guilt about hating rei for leaving when in reality rei was going FOR ritsu. they love eachother so much but they have such poor communication and so much guilt towards eachother that nothing can be said. rei wants ritsu to love him again so he lovebombs him trying to make up for lost time. yet ritsu rejects this because he just thinks of rei as a traitor who never truly loved him. because if rei loved him, why would he leave him alone? why would he leave for so long with little to no communication? it doesnt matter to ritsu that rei shows so much affection now because he already feels so betrayed. but regardless of everything, he loves his older brother more than anything in the world.