i LOVE the idea of "i can't win, but you can lose" in fictional confrontations it is SO fucking tasty. the human nature to self destruct and the human nature to survive by any means necessary combined at its finest.

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i LOVE the idea of "i can't win, but you can lose" in fictional confrontations it is SO fucking tasty. the human nature to self destruct and the human nature to survive by any means necessary combined at its finest.

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I genuinely can't get over Booktok users confessing that they skip all of the prose and only read dialogue, and then in the same breath they tell authors to stop using big words because it's ableist? Actually I think you don't know words because you do not read but yeah sure
Imagine you are a gymnast at the Olympics
You have a complicated routine, but you have it well planned. Your massive jump at the end will be followed by a specific landing, perfectly on the mat, that ties everything together beautifully
You start the routine
Half-way through, somebody adds a hastily made balance beam and moves the mat back ten feet. You were just doing so well! The people deserve more, they say!
You did not practice for this. You crack your ankle, fall hard, and the routine ends badly. Nobody is going to remember how well you started, they only remember the spectacular failure of the finale.
This is a post about why capitalism is ruining shows and so many of them have terrible endings.

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Sometimes writing feels impossible bc I look at how much I need to type to get from point a to point b and i dont type fast or a lot and there's too many ideas that have to happen in order for the story to make sense and it's gonna take a million billion years to complete
And then I remember there's like 365 days in a year and if i wrote just 1000 words every day, I'd have written 2+ novels a year
500 words a day for a year will still make more than a standard novel's length
A little determination for a long time can make a bigger difference than a lot of effort spent all at once.
đ You are not bound by the Hays code.
đ You are allowed to have evil characters who are not punished by the narrative by the end of the story.
đ You are allowed to have evil characters who win.
đ You are allowed to have evil characters who make evil look fun and cool.
đ You are allowed to make your fun, cool evil character the protagonist.
đ You are allowed to glorify, romanticize and eroticize evil characters and villainous acts.
đ You are not obligated to teach your audience a moral lesson.
in 2026 DO NOT ask yourself whether your art is GOOD
instead ask:
is it SINCERE
was it CATHARTIC
was it FUN TO MAKE
is it MADE BY ME
and don't forget to stay silly
a lot of writing is sort of watching the film in your head like oh sorry canât write the chapter yet i have to repeat hallucinate the dialogue first
I cant go to my local libary anymore because last year when I stopped by a librarian was reading a book I wrote under a pen name years ago. This book sold under 10k copies and I've literally only heard people talk about this book online *if* I went looking for it so I went up to them and tried to start a conversation like "oh hey I've heard of that book is it good?" Like hoping for some real feedback and she goes "yeah I love reading things by queer writers" and in a moment of terror I was like "oh but- hold on, I thought the author was some old hetero white guy?!" A thing I thought because I used my own dead grandpa's picture for the author pic because grandpa never had internet. I fake looked it up and was like "yeah if he was queer its not public?" And without looking up this absolute unit goes "oh the author bio is obviously fake. I'd bet my left leg the author is a west coast millennial non-binary queer who has never lived on the east coast." And then proceeded to rattle off a dozen linguistic flourishes that are specfic to the pacific northwest that are in the book and several that are nearly ubiquitous in the state where I said my pen name lives that are somehow completely absent from the book.
So you know. Got read for fifth and didn't even find out if she liked it.

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text: [ âSome of you have forgotten that only three years ago you were perfectly capable of writing an essay, writing a eulogy, telling a bedtime story to a child, and it should worry you that powerful companies have convinced us we canât do things weâve been doing for 5000 years.â ]
âAuthors should not be ALLOWED to write aboutââ you are an anti-intellectual and functionally a conservative
âThis book should be taken off of shelves for featuringââ you are an anti-intellectual and functionally a conservative
âSchools shouldnât teach this book in class becauseââ you are an anti-intellectual and functionally a conservative
âNobody actually likes or wants to read classics because theyâreââ you are an anti-intellectual and an idiot
âI only read YA fantasy books because every classic novel or work of literary fiction is problematic and featuresââ you are an anti-intellectual and you are robbing yourself of the full richness of the human experience.
"you are functionally a conservative" is such a good and clarifying insult
Literally right after I saw this post, I saw another post in a discord chat for BOOK EDITORS in which an outspokenly liberal editor talked about how Nabokov should have never been published because he wrote about p*dophiles and described women's bodies in ways that made her uncomfortable. She described his writing as "objectively terrible" and said she wanted to burn his books. And other editors were bringing up classics they didn't like and talking about how they wanted to throw them in the trash. This wasn't like a light "unpopular opinion!" conversation. This was actual book editors talking about how books should be destroyed and censored.
There is something so scary and toxic in global culture right now. The revival of fascism is influencing everyone's mindset and approach to art, regardless of where they fall on the political spectrum.
I see far more books being censored today than when I was a kid. Librarians handed me The Catcher in the Rye, The Sexual Politics of Meat, and Animal Farm when I was literally 8-11. My mom would never have taken a book away from me. I read everything from the Tao Te Ching to the Qur'an to atheist texts under my desk at school. Teachers thought nothing of it or encouraged it. Books seemed universally acknowledged as sacrosanct to me.
Now I can't find any adults who don't hesitate or want to make exceptions when it comes to censorship. Even the most liberal social activist librarians I know go, "well except for book X..."
Functionally conservative. It's so important to have the language to express that.
Thank you for this addition!
I did a report on book banning once.
Actually, I did reports on book banning three separate times with three separate teachers, with three separate sets of parameters so I was able to write about the same topic in different ways, but this is specifically about the report I did in university. The actual specs for the report included that we were supposed to complete some kind of study or poll (this was not a science class). I put the questions out on a couple of forums I belonged to at the time and asked a few IRL friends as well. A lot of the questions were standard for this sort of thing, I think - were you ever assigned to read a banned book, did you ever read banned books on your own, did you read/were you assigned them BECAUSE they were banned or did you find out about them being banned later, what's your opinion on banning books, etc.
But there was one question I asked that ended up reshaping the entire thrust of my presentation: "Are there any books that you think SHOULD be banned, and if so, why?"
Here's the thing. Most of the forums I was posting on were fan spaces for a book series that, at the time, was one of the most banned/challenged books out there. It's a fandom that I have since entirely distanced myself from, that I one hundred percent do not recommend to anyone, that I will actively attempt to dissuade people from reading or talking about, and that I would like to not be popular anymore. I'm sure most of you reading this can guess which one I'm talking about (I won't name it or go into specifics because I don't want to trip any filters unnecessarily). But it was KNOWN that these books were banned in a lot of places. A lot of people wore the "I read banned books" badge with pride. I fully expected that the answer to that question would be a resounding "no" from the forums, and that I'd maybe get a few affirmative answers from one of the other spaces.
I was shocked. Not only did a lot of people come back with either "not exactly but I think we should keep [author] or [book] out of the hands of children" or "yes, [book]/anything by [author] should be banned because XYZPDQ", but not a single person who responded gave me the same answer. The only one I remember - keep in mind it's been almost twenty years - was that one person specifically said The Bone Collector, and for the "why do you think it should be banned" question, they only said, "No. I'm not explaining it. It's too horrible to even think about. Just believe me when I say nobody should ever be allowed to read this book."
I highlighted that last comment in my presentation, along with several other of my "favorite" official reasons for banning books - the Alabama school board that banned The Diary of Anne Frank in 1984 because it was "a real downer", the district that removed A Raisin in the Sun because it was "pornographic", the library that took Charlie and the Chocolate Factory out of circulation because it "might be hurtful to children without parents", and things of that nature - and pointed out that all of these were the same thing. This was somebody saying "I don't like this, therefore nobody should read it, and I shouldn't have to explain why." I also pointed out that if you can't give a good reason, the whole thing falls apart, and then I quoted "Smut" by Tom Lehrer:
All books can be indecent books, Though recent books are bolder, For filth, I'm glad to say, Is in the mind of the beholder. When correctly viewed, Everything is lewd. I can tell you things about Peter Pan And the Wizard of Oz - THERE'S a dirty old man...
Go back to that paragraph I mentioned earlier, about those books that I no longer recommend to anyone. Notice how I phrased that. I don't recommend them. I will tell you all the reasons why I don't think you should buy them. I will tell you all the problems with the author, with the franchise, with the writing. I wish they were out of print, I wish they were deeply unpopular, I wish nobody would ever read them again.
But I still won't advocate for banning them.
It's so easy to twist a justification. Look at what I quoted up there! A Raisin in the Sun was banned for being "pornographic". One of the websites I used as a source responded to that accusation with "Did they read the same play I did?" At the time, I thought the comment was funny. Now, twenty years later, I realize: It was a buzzword. It was a convenient label. At the time of the challenge, just saying "it's pornographic" was enough. Obviously you're not some kind of sicko who wants to hear about all the pornographic details, are you? Freak! That's pornography! And they're teaching it in schools! We should get rid of it!
A Raisin in the Sun, for anyone who didn't study it at any point or read it (or watch the movie, which was very good), is a play/movie about a black family in Chicago in the 1960s. The family matriarch has been in domestic service for years, but she's just received a very large insurance payment from her husband's death and is retiring. Wanting to give her family, especially her young grandson, a better life, she goes out and buys a house...in an otherwise exclusively white neighborhood. The head of the homeowner's association (essentially) comes to visit them and offers to pay them a substantial amount of money to not move into the neighborhood, because segregation isn't officially a thing and they can't legally stop them from moving in, but they don't want them there. There's a lot more that goes on in the play, and I highly recommend you go and read it, but the point is that there is nothing sexual or titillating in the entire thing. The closest we get is a scene where the daughter (Beneatha, a college student) is gifted a traditional African dress from her boyfriend, who's Nigerian, and he shows her how to put it on over the clothes she's already wearing, and maybe the scene where the daughter-in-law (Ruth, a laundress) accidentally reveals that, having found out she's pregnant, she's planning to have an abortion rather than bring another child into the world/have another mouth to feed.
It's not pornographic. But someone didn't want it taught in schools, so they called it that to get it banned.
It's so easy to twist labels. If you, a liberal, agree that books with X trait are okay to ban, the people who don't want books to exist will find a way to say they have X trait, and then what are you going to do, admit that you like that sort of thing? Sicko! Freak! Pervert!
You don't have to like the book, or the author, or the topic. But if you're advocating for banning them entirely, you're functionally a conservative.
The thing about my writing is that I grew up holding myself to this impossibly high standard of quality. I wanted to be a "real writer" so I pushed myself hard to develop excellent prose, insightful dialogue, dynamic pacing, a rich vocabulary etc etc. And all of that is great, except the "practice" never made me feel confident enough to finish a work and see it through. I would see somebody else's published novel blowing my abilities our of the water, or I would look back on the beginning of a current work and become frustrated with it, then I would scrap it and start over. If I was going to do this, I was going to do it as well as possible.
And now people use generative AI to squeeze out a slop and shamelessly publish legions of soulless works everywhere all the time. Books, fanfics, essays, all of it -- invaded by AI.
So now I think I don't want my writing to be perfect. Yeah, I'll always hold myself to the standard of "doing the best I could at the time", but what's the sense in making myself miserable trying to create something that has no mistakes? When I'm allowed to be human and flawed instead? SHOULD be human and flawed! I AM human and flawed!
Maybe the real problem is that I used to want to write so I could achieve a goal that involved other people being impressed by what I could do. But in this world of smoke and mirrors, the greatest accomplishment I can hope to work towards is writing something that makes me proud of myself and my efforts in the craft. It's a victory I win from myself.
That's a feeling AI will never be able to give you, btw.
the feminine urge to abandon the novel and start a newer, hotter, less emotionally demanding novel
If youâre still using A.I. water guzzlers, I mean this with most disgust and offensiveness. Get the fuck off my blog, unfollow me, block me, whatever you have to do. You are NOT welcome here. Especially for creative purposes, you are lazy, unoriginal, a fucking plague. Pick up a piece of paper and start drawing you thief. Learn to use what brain cells you have and research, read a freakin dictionary. Watch some literary lessons, you have ALL the information in the world you could find at your fingertips to get better at anything that you want to do, but youâd rather steal and destroy to get some useless instant gratification and validation from people you donât know. Pen and paper, Microsoft paint, library computer, typewriter, dollar store journal, THERE ARE SO MANY WAYS TO JUST GET STARTED, STOP BEING A THIEF, STOP FEEDING THE MACHINE! The amount of journals I was writing in as a kid with stupid stories and ideas thatâll never see the light, itâs fun and enjoyable to test yourself, to practice and just let flaws and mistakes be just that. You donât NEED to show everybody everything if thatâs your concern, it can just be for you and you can learn to fix the problems that need to be and just. Build. Your. Skills. Thatâs called being human. Researching and learning to use said research is one of the most basic things you learn in school, because itâs the foundation of being able to discern, learn and understand the world around you. So if you didnât/couldnât learn that lesson, there you go. Itâs how you create and better it, so what the hell are you asking a machine built to comfort and shelter you first and provide you proper factual answers last for? How are you shoving a lifeless, uncreative machine into fandom, into your theories that you love to analyze so much? The keyboard is there for a reason. You want to be a âgoodâ person? Use your brain. You want to have proper connections and relationships? Use your freakin brain. You want to improve your skills? USE YOUR BRAIN! Anyway, AI tech losers, go fuck yourself.

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This is the stage of capitalism where everyone everywhere is determined to constantly scam me out of money and resources I don't have
WARNING do NOT start reading books and comics or watching movies or looking at art!!! you will start wanting to create art yourself. or god forbid. writing.
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Not sure if you've seen this before but...
Sounds like you
And I have never forgiven her.