Jane!

Im so maternal over my wounds and scars

I might get an aneurysm from constantly overthinking

Doing it with a full bladder js hits better

I need to get diagnosed so badly,I feel crazy because theres no "valid reason/explanation" for feeling this way :((

I could be your lover,and you could be my hope

"Next time,use a butcher knife" dont test me because I fucking will

Im being forced to eat against my own will

Please let me live and hide in your heart from this scary world forever

I will leave one way or another

Unfortunately I will never believe a word anyone says

Oh so now you care huh

When mom finally gives me the sympathy, warmth and kindness I used to ache for as a child, but its too late now

A part of me died while growing up

I find so much comfort in my own misery

I wish I could know what happens after I die,how people would feel,what they'd do,how they'd react. Unfortunately I have fomo