wasted time

y’know that scene with Jenna Maroney like “I’m gonna be constructive here: you should kill yourself”

Mmmm the first hardcore narcissist I dated is getting married this year good for him

Hate how dramatic and needy I get when I’m sick... here’s hoping I just die suddenly in my sleep someday rather than having some prolonged illness cause I would drive everyone away within the first week

Second vaccine dose is kicking my ass

I’m really grateful I have enough income to support myself now but I was so skinny when I didn’t have enough money for food

Once-pleasant experiences coming back after loss feel frightening and unwelcome; blocked them but like a trauma they come back invasively and yet impressionistically

Wish I could quit my job