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we found love in a hopeless place (barnes & noble manga section)

I should never talk about anything i'm doing ever. originally I was planning on taking a couple days this week to maybe go see a movie or do something in sf and see odyssey opening day. then ofc last saturday I get sick w the nastiest cold maybe more than that because I feel very physically drained, unsure if cyclosporiasis (i had taco bell last week...) tho I would prob be shitting a lot more. deeply sorry to whoever I may have wronged in a past life to warrant the ire of the universe

have nothing to look forward to rn currently. thinking of maybe buying tix for the 4k remaster of sholay in september and dinosaur jr tickets. in addition to whenever the new ryusuke hamaguchi all of a sudden comes out that will be the next time I go to the roxie theater.

my mental health has made it so hard to have a conversation. it was already a bit tough as it is having to resort to talking about work or weather with co-workers (conversations that are so borrring) there's only a handful of people I've worked with long enough to know their interests are and i'll pander a conversation to that other than that im so tapped out socially. need to finally watch all those "how to have a conversation with anyone" youtube videos that i been neglecting to watch

wishing I could drive, I would make a night out of going to a barnes & noble to peruse the criterions right now.

obsession making like 400 million wild. the power of word of mouth. now let's do it again for a better movie lol.

I think I probably had anxiety as a child too because I used to wear a particular sweatshirt because it gave me comfort and I wore it even it when it was warm. or maybe early sign I was/am on the spectrum.